Saturday, March 28

you've got no idea. | 3/28/2009 04:41:00 PM

does it matter if i'm upset;
does it matter if i'm lonely;
does it matter if i'm right now, suffering;
does it matter if i'm actually a thousand miles away;
does it matter if i'm actually thinking of you;
does it matter if i'm you're all that matters to me;
does it matter;
things dont work this way, they should be.

Labels: time for songs

I'm a thousand miles away | 3/28/2009 03:23:00 PM

And hmm, ling complained that I didnt blog for a very long time. Haha I didnt realise till I went to check my last post just now. Almost a week! LOL. Ohwell, just shows how fast time passes. LOL. And I kinda lost count on how many more days i've left here.

okay so apparently, I'm supposed to be at Taupo now, preparing to do water rifting but zzzz. Jason and I went out to buy snacks, return dvd and we ended up getting lost and the bus just left, without us. Omg laa. So anyhow ):

Anyway we just went back, slacked, and somehow i fell asleep. LOL. Felt like some dumbdumb. ahaha. Supposed to catch the morning bus again but zzzz OVERSLEEP. So no choice, just continue sleeping, went out to shop for some gifts, then bought baking stuffs! And hehehe I BAKED CUPCAKES. looks like my weekends arent gonna be so bored anymore (((:

Hmm actually it's kinda peacefull living like that =X doing whatever you want and stuffs. But pity, we figured that it prolly wont be worth for us to go to taupo to meet them when our bus fare isnt gonna be refunded -.- So yea, spent the money on shopping. hahah :D

boy i miss you, miss you, miss you.

A thousand miles seems pretty far,
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way,
Our friends would all make fun of us
And we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way,
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

hahah and some funny picture jme took of me in the $2 shop here. heheh.

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Sunday, March 22

why do i miss you | 3/22/2009 08:21:00 PM

Webcaming with my boy! Like finally. LOL. Haven got the time to update, come online and stuffs :S Ohwell, it took me like a day to realise how long we haven been talking. Dang. So anyhow lor. And somehow I cant really remember what happened the past few days.

Oh, Jason's and Weiwei's friends came over to palmy to look for them so we went to malbas! LOL. Piang it was so so squeezy and hot inside. Horrible. Saw stuffs I didnt want to see again. And joel said someone was naked so smth. LOL.

Dinner with Mr SP Principal today. hahah. Damn full. And I'm damn round now =S Don't like. I should make some promises to myself. hahha.

- No more ice cream
- No more potato wedges
- No more french fries
- No more snacking
- No more fried food

Out here alone in NZ, facing problems so who am i to go to, who am i to turn to. I wished he was here but nope he isnt, I wished he was there but when I am, he isnt. Is fate playing a trick on us? ohwell )):

Labels: time for songs

Friday, March 20

Been so long | 3/20/2009 11:05:00 AM

I realised I haven really had the time to just sit down and think, reflect about stuffs and blog. Hmm it's busy. and time here in NZ seem to pass by very very fast. Like super fast. So here's our, or rather my weekday routine
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830am
Wake up, get dressed, prepare breakfast and lunch (hmm lunch most of the time it's prepared for me already. haha)

8.50am
The guys will most prolly come in and nag at us to hurry up.

9am - 9.05am
Leave house, ready to catch bus at the terminal which leaves at 9.15am

9.15am
bus leaves terminal, sleep on bus, if not enjoy the scenery.

9.35am
Reach massey, either take a slow walk up to the supervisor's room / go around looking for the supervisor if he's missing

10am
If supervisor is ard, most prolly in the lab or his office already
If supervisor isnt ard, hahha more milo/chocolate time.

1155am
Prepare to stop whatever we are doing, pack up and go off for lunch

12pm
Wait for the guys at the dining hall (12 is our normal meeting time)

12.15pm
Guys FINALLY arrive, get food to be heated in the microwave then start eating, talking, slacking, snacking, sleeping.

3pm
Realises that OOPS it's 3 already and off we go
Either it's to the 4th year lab to use com or go to the food lab to continue with sausages

4.50pm
Woohoo time to pack up and go home

5pm
Walking to the bus stop to ~~meet~~ wait for the guys again.

5.15pm
They arrive, but we miss the buses.

5.35pm
Fastest bus arrives, go home or go Pak N Save (the cheapest supermarket ard) to get food or groceries

6pm
Start preparing dinner

7.30pm
EAT

8pm
Slack, eat snacks, talk, go out for a walk, go to Countdown (Another supermarket), then find things to do to kill time. But time normally passes damn quickly after dinner. And yupp, the day continues just like that..
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Boring eh? But time just flies so fastttttt. And today I keep telling Jme stuffs like...
"Tml i want to cook pasta for lunch"
"Tml I will bring my laptop to school"
And she'll give me that.. "Er tml's Saturday dear" reply. hahaha
Oh god, I have lost that sense of time already. LOL.

Oh, yesterday was fun cos, we didnt want to cook / or rather we were sick of home cooked food so we ate out. Waste money but the food thing is you get to stack your food up on a small small plate! Hhahaha. Will upload pictures (: Oh then we went to shop ard and hehe I bought that top I liked so much in Cotton On. Saw it in SG, didnt buy. Saw it here, and bought it cos of the exchange rate. hahha. And I bought a Black jacket that's like NZ$60 from cotton on. Will be S$60 too lorrrrr. But cos of the exchange rate, HAHAH S$42 and it's very very worth it. Yoghurt craving after that but ended up buying ice cream lol. We were enjoying it in the first place but after we went out of Downtown (some super small shopping centre / cineplex) the wind blew and brrrrrrrrr COLDDD. We were practically shivering. ahhaha But it's so fun laaa. Jme says she wanna do that in autumn. hahaha. Which should be here pretty soon? I hope so...

Gah bored bored and I'm waiting for boyf to talk to me! >: (

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

10 Sentences | 3/20/2009 05:36:00 AM

Xixiang sent me 10 sentences. Hmm it's in chinese and although I don't really understand SOME of the words, I think I can roughly make it up and hmm, very meaningful (:

第一句

如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人

第三句

付出真心　才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持距离　就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句

朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句

就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句

真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题而是在一起　就算不说话也不会感到尴尬

第八句

没有一百分的另一半只有五十分的两个人
第九句为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友为你的难过而难过的
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

There's this sense of emptiness in me I don't know why. Gah.

Where's my boy, I need you ):

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

Tuesday, March 17

your call | 3/17/2009 05:46:00 PM

happy st pats day!

the club downstairs is making so much noise again! LOL. and jme wants to go. tsk so anyhow. Im sick can. LOL. first it was jsut headache yesterday. then sorethroat this morning, then slight fever then now... feeling super cold, throat super pain, bones feel as if they are going to break.. oh. plus blocked nose! sucks. i dont like the feeling.

okay damn tired. need rest byebye.

Waiting for your,
Call I'm sick,
Call I'm angry,
Call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

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Sunday, March 15

best boyfriend of the year, prolly? | 3/15/2009 07:51:00 PM

You can make me a very unhappy girl, but but but.
YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE IT UP AND MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL EVER AS WELL (:
I love you boyfriend (:
My 15th day without you and it was starting to get so upsetting but somehow you managed to turn things around :D
good night!

Labels: for you, I am H

just wanna sit and stare at you | 3/15/2009 05:43:00 PM

Sleeping at 5plus 6am, waking up at 2pm, slacking till 7pm slept till 9pm seems kinda relaxing. Esp on a hot day in nz. ahaha.

Cassy is a happy girl today cos she FINALLY saw ling :D woohoooo. 2 weeks of waiting kills.

Oh, and I know i've not been uploading any pictures. hahah. no time plus internet kinda :S hahah so yeaa. some pictures from yesterday (:

jme is still the same old jme..

and both of us think this picture is so damn funny. hahaha

and this one, made me think of darlingggggggggg. LOL

12 bottles of shots. NZ $22. Cheap yea?

Labels: iloveling :D

Saturday, March 14

a whole new experience. | 3/14/2009 11:02:00 PM

Massey students had some kinda clubbing promo going on and since the club was just downstairs, Jme weiwei jason and I went down. Hmm. Clubbing in NZ, a little different experience.

- beats were nice
- songs little
- drinks cheap (prolly cos promo)
- no entry fee
- alot of angmohs
- they will ask before you dance with them (but we rejected them all)
- bottles, cans everywhere on the floor
- came back with a cut toe, which was bleeding
- saw obscene stuffs
- i felt pretty small sized
- the floor was so sticky
- lots of pool tables
- jackpot room

yupp, sorta sums up whatever happened. hahah. And we were glad that the guys, esp weiwei was there with us. Cos so many angmohs wanted to dance with us lah! LOL.
Okay, jme's out from shower. tata.

love fool | 3/14/2009 11:59:00 AM

BROTHER'S GETTING MARRIED TODAY! Congrats biggie brother (:

And weird i've been having problems trying to connect to msn in weird. Sucks ):
And I almost missed ling online today! Thankgod I didnt (:
lovelove.

btw, i saw a nissan march, that yellow colour car cos it stopped right in front of me.
I MISS YOU! ):

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
leave me leave me
just say that you need me

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Friday, March 13

Assurance. | 3/13/2009 11:15:00 PM

Over there boy.

'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

Labels: time for songs

Wednesday, March 11

Fall to pieces | 3/11/2009 05:29:00 PM

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you

You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything

perhaps you should know, everything little thing you do or say affects me, alot.
perhaps i just missed you too much.
perhaps i just need you here right now.

Labels: time for songs

Tuesday, March 10

Wonders of love | 3/10/2009 05:27:00 PM

temperature's dropping, fingers getting colder.
But your love warms me, plus, I believe you're still here for me;
whenever I need you
ilu(:

Labels: iloveling :D

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone | 3/10/2009 04:35:00 PM

I know uploading the picture will take up like lots lots of my internet usage but I cant help it. I'm missing you boy. Missing you so much much. Dinner at subway just now with chub cos I was too tired to cook. Then we started talking about you and I just thought of how you wouldnt like me eating subway cos you say I eat only the tuna and no vege. Well, I'm eating vege and lots more now darling (: It's been only 10 days and GAH. What am I going to do for the rest of the 37 days ): Glo hurry lend him your webcammmmmmmmm.

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Monday, March 9

Just let me hear your voice.. | 3/09/2009 07:25:00 PM

It's 12.26am in the morning and it's 12 degrees! Omg la. We just came back from our almost-daily grocery shopping. LOL. The wind was so strong, the temperature was cool and I was dressed in only my favy gap pullover and fbt. LOL. hmm and of course a tee inside. hahaha.

So we wanted to go to countdown (one of the supermarkets here) but hmm we cant find the door so we went to Pak N Save. haha. Reached there, they were almost closing =X ahah. But we managed to slack and spend some time looking at food that we prolly wont be able to buy cos we cant afford it/ there's no equipment to cook it. Ohwell. What to do, we have sucha small "kitchen" LOL.

Slept at ard 430am this morning and got awoken up by jason the chub -.- apparently they came over to boil their eggs cos we koped their pots. haha. ohwell, woke up and prepared while jme just slept. hahaha. Prepared my lunch, and breakfast, then off to schoool. Went to have our daily dose of milo (for me) and mocha (for jme) then we went to look for our supervisor. hahah. Finally, he spared us from the theory and we were kinda introduced to the lab techs. LOL. Seems like lab work's gonna start (like FINALLY) hahah. Ohwell.

And silly us, we've been taking a long way to our supervisor's room when we could have just turned at a corner and save like, prolly 3 mins. hahah.

No school tml! Yay. I so love this attachment, up till now. heheh cos it's like so slack. Jme spent money again today. Tsk tsk. And so did I =X but at least it was because I bought stuffs for people. ahahha.

Okay, gonna prepare then try calling ling. Haven heard your voice since last week! I don't like this feeling..

byebye (:

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Sunday, March 8

Are you thinking what I'm thinking? | 3/08/2009 12:52:00 PM

What's happiness? Well, we walked from our motel to some daytona racing place and we found some clovers. Then zhaozhuo told us about the 4 leaf clover. haa. Finding it will give you happiness and lol, I just squat there and started to look for it. Ohwell, 4 leaf clover where are you?

Anyway we tried the daytona racing today. it's not like the usual go kart. The engine was more powerful, can drift and stuffs like that. real fun. And I came in 3rd! Fastest lap was hmm 22secs i think. went 31 laps. ahah. quite fun. And it kinda vented off my unhappiness or whatever I was feeling before that.

Ohwell, I'll upload pics probably tml when I go to school. Oh, and we had thai food (or some sort) for lunch/dinner today. Ordered tomyum and it was fab! and I realised that the shop's name is Thai Express. Cool yo.

Okay, time to study. Byebye (:

As I looked for it,
I thought of you.
And I wondered.
mfeo?

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning | 3/08/2009 04:50:00 AM

It's 10 am in the morning! And the 2 other girls are still sleeping. LOL. It's sunday anyway. Ohwell, I really wonder why I can get up so early on weekends and oversleep on weekdays. hahaa.

Anyway it was shopping yesterday! LOL and I realised how expensive this place is cos I've been spending about 60/day. Omg laaaaaaa. At this rate I'm seriously going broke ): Oh and there's no gucci, AX etc etc here. Seems like this town's living in a world of their own. Quite cute la. ahaha And it's really funny how time passes so first here? Like yesterday we just went to the 2 /3 shops, get lunch then go to the supermarket and tada it's 530pm already. LOL. Then come back settle down, wash clothes dry them, tada, 9pm. LOL. Funny. Ohwell. I'm hungry and my fingers are like freezing. Temp's here 15degrees and I know it's nth compared to china =X hahaha. And I realised that the temp diff between here and SG is like almost 10 everyday. hahah. coooooool.

Think i'll prolly be uploading the pics to facebook only when we go to school. LOL. The net's here super ex ): Only have 1 gb uploading space and omg I used 0.67 already. Cos I keep forgetting to log out and I always fall asleep while waiting for ling. Hahhaha. Ohwell. Standard of living here so ex :S

Okay some pictures (:

We felt like we were in some hotel cos we overslept and jason was nice enough to come over with breakfast and my ovaltine and jme's honey! LOL. Thanks (:

Jme and her pink shades and camera. haha

They tried to roast the chestnut ( i think) then BOOM it exploded. LOL

Boy I hear you in my dreams I feel your whisper across the sea I keep you with me in my heart You make it easier when life gets hard

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Friday, March 6

Love for cooking :D | 3/06/2009 08:34:00 PM

No pictures for today cos I'm damn tired ):

Today's like really summer cos it's so hot! Lucky I was smart enough to wear sleeveless and leave my thick jackets at the motel. Only wore a cardigan. LOL. And tml's saturday! Shopping time (:
Anyway, dinner tonight was tomyam soup! (YUMMY, just not spicy enough....) My fav potato with garlic and cabbage with carrot and minced pork. haha. Ohwell. Nice :D and filling but I'm hungry again. ahahha.

Happy 8th love!

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Thursday, March 5

You're part of me | 3/05/2009 06:20:00 PM

AH. I cant take it. I miss you i miss you i miss you ):
Ohwell, darling check youhowwhere. hahaha =P

Anyway, NZ's been fun and not fun. I'm like getting bored already. Don't see what's the fun the senior actually had. Ohwell, different people different time different experiences. Oh and it's like freaking cold. Although the temperature is around 13 - 20 degrees, the wind's very very strong so =S coldddddd. Esp at night. haha. Oh I've so many pictures to upload here! LOL. I'm desperately trying to upload to blogger, as well as fb. hehehe.

Jme and I are currently in the lounge downstairs, and the tv's showing some movie. I realised the shows here are Xrated. Always have sex scenes. LOL. Quite funny. Ohwell, I do miss SG though. So much more fun.... GAH. But I believe jme and I both feel that we're pretty lucky that we've got the 2 engineering guys here to bring us around else we'll be bored to death. Esp on the first day. Hahha. Thanks man!
Okay, some pictures (:

Our first lunch in Massey!

First dinner we cooked (:

Day 3 (Jason's Birthday)

Day 4

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Nz... | 3/05/2009 12:10:00 AM

Pictures shall do the talking :D But the internet connection here sucks so, please go to facebook :D hahaha. And so many stuffs happened! No time to really go into detail though. LOL

- cooked dinner
- went shopping
- camera spoilt
- prepared for Jason's birthday surprise
- night walks
- strong winds
- crazy guy went into the changing room i was in and I freaked out (But i was outside, he went to steal my stuffs that what we suspected): )
- itp starts TML!

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