Sunday, May 17

You're hot and you're cold | 5/17/2009 11:03:00 PM

Last night was super chiong. LOL. 3 clubs, and almost 4 in a row. But I guess it was pretty fun cos it was some kinda destress and there wasnt anyone there to stress us =X So yupp met joel and off we went to butterfactory. Enjoyed a little then i guess both jme and I got bored and joel was going home so jme and I decided to go to rebel. And tada. We had our fun there because the songs were great last night (: Oh ya, we saw patricia mok too. LOL. And after rebel we went to zirca since it was 1 stamp = rebel + zirca + lunar. haha. And we met glo and his friends there as well.

Ling came to pick up so yay (: Wasnt very tiring for me but I fell asleep as soon as my hair dried and stuffs. LOL. Then it was belated mother's day celebration for us and weird, how come my mum ended up paying for it? LOL. Anyway we went to the nonya restaurant at joo chiat area. hahaha. I didnt have much appetite but hmm food was good (:

oh and I found something..

Stress Warning Signs and Symptoms
Cognitive Symptoms	Emotional Symptoms
Memory problems Inability to concentrate Poor judgment Seeing only the negative Anxious or racing thoughts Constant worrying	Moodiness Irritability or short temper Agitation, inability to relax Feeling overwhelmed Sense of loneliness and isolation Depression or general unhappiness
Physical Symptoms	Behavioral Symptoms
Aches and pains Diarrhea or constipation Nausea, dizziness Chest pain, rapid heartbeat Loss of sex drive Frequent colds	Eating more or less Sleeping too much or too little Isolating yourself from others Procrastinating or neglecting responsibilities Using alcohol, cigarettes, or drugs to relax Nervous habits (e.g. nail biting, pacing)

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Saturday, May 2

Salt and Sugar | 5/02/2009 02:40:00 PM

And so a trip to parkway gave me 2 new rabbits! Say hi to SALT,

and the naughty one, SUGAR.

hahah. Don't ask me why it's not called salt and pepper. That's cos my previous rabbit's called pepper already so yup. No more pepper. And apparently I like to name my pets weird names or they are related to food. Hahah well Salt and Sugar arent the worst names. Gladwin suggested names like Chili Padi, Carls Junior, A &W, and there was errrr. Mac and Donalds, Burger King, KFC, LongJohn and Silver etc etc. When I told carlin about it he even said, oyster sauce and fish sauce, Or lua and Fish cake. Omg my brothers give really horrible names.. LOL. And I think there was even Sugar Cane.. LOL.

And I was just trying to imagine myself driving a white mazda 3 and omg I saw it on the road. Apparently white's not a very nice colour... LOL. Okay, going off. Byebye.

Thanks Dage Dasao! :D

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Tuesday, April 28

warm me with the touch of your hands | 4/28/2009 04:01:00 PM

Sheesh, as if I haven had enough problems recently? I don't know wtf some idiot wants. that idiot just has to bother me so much. Like keep pestering and bugging me. Im so fcuking pissed off can?

just today I got so sick, so tired. My nose was so itchy my throat was so pain. Gems was a bore, eic was funny but i wanted to pee from the the start so =S cannot take it. oh and benson said I've a slight fever... hey arent these symptoms of the swine flu? lol.

Anyway subway for lunch today and saw so many familiar faces in fc5. Looks like fc5 is pretty much centralised or today's just fc5 day. hahaha. Finally saw my long lost rongcheng ahpa. hahahah been 2 months and wa he become so matured eh? Bigger in size too. hahah.

okay im going to sleep having a horrible headache now =(

Don't know, I'm just avoiding it as long as i can.
and whats with that stalking......

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Monday, April 27

Don't leave me crying | 4/27/2009 08:43:00 PM

I've been listening to songs, lots of songs. And somehow the songs just have so much meaning. They mean 1 thing or another. I'm really confused about how I'm feeling right now. It's like you're upset but you can't express it. It's like I suppressed it too much already.

So yup I woke up super early today but ended up being late for school cos jason was late. lol. Reach TanSA's lecture and he already started but thank goodness he repeated everything in the later part of his lecture. Anyway it was off to the dining hall for early lunch today. surprisely all 5 of us brought bread. Only Mr King the richie bought his bread. hahah. Ours was yummy home made.. Then went off for food flavours where we had to make chicken stock, which we later dissolve it in hot water. quite yummy actually. uhhuh. Lab ended and off we went for second lunch. Well I wasnt so hungry until gawin keep saying he's hungry then zzz I ended up buying nasi lemak. LOL. Okay la maybe bread wasnt enough to last from 11 to 7pm.. Lunched with gawin weiliang zhiwen june and shanbei. Then we had our boring autocad lesson. Somehow it reminds me of IDEAs. how silly. After autocad it was off to the lib for a short game of Harry Potter Cluedo. I swear we're addicted to that place! hahha then jme had to go off so I went to look for the book my brother wanted then off home. First time having dinner with my brothers and dasao since I came back. First time I felt like I talked so much at home. haha. Ohwell, tml's gonna be a boring day..

Crap, mum just came in to scold me cos I haven been home early for the past week. Then yakyakyak I started complaining to her about how pissed off I am because of my room then she decided that it's time they destroy the long useless cupboard in my room and covert it to a study table. Oh yes like finally. After like what, 11 years? Ohgod. I wished I was more sensible 11 years ago..

And mum's going to bangkok on friday. Ling's going to batam.
Everyone's leaving me )):
I should go do some window shopping then.
King! Gawin! Esprit? :D

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

努力為你改變　卻變不了　預留的伏線
以為在你身邊　那也算永遠
彷彿還是昨天　可是昨天　已非常遙遠
但閉上我雙眼　我還看得見

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

nope boy, I've not let you go. You're still here i'm just suppressing my mood.
and prolly like you said before I left, "when you come back, my car will have a new female owner"
how true.

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Wednesday, April 1

15 more days. | 4/01/2009 06:55:00 AM

Hmm New Zealand, Palmerston North.

Time past like super fast. Jme, Zhao Zhuo and I have been here for 1 month already. I still remember when we left Singapore Customs, I was holding on to my phone, reading the message ling sent me, asking me to take care and stuffs. I was practically holding back my tears (but i'm very bad at doing so, so yupp..) On the plane, I was already thinking of going back to Singapore. Struck me that I'm on the plane, leaving Singapore to be living alone with 2 other girls for 1.5months. 10 hours later, we reahed auckland. First step out to be independent, to find our own way to the domestic airport. Was freaky cos the custom officer couldnt find our names at first. But later she did, then we stepped out of the international airport. WOOO cold. like aircon, nice. Walked around to look for the busstop, dragging our sickening heavy luggage.

Went to the domestic airport, looked for our boarding area, walked ard, slacked ard. Waited. When it was time to board the plane, hahah more pictures cos there wasnt that walkway thing.. and the weather so nice so beautiful. 1 hour later, reached palmerston north. Dr Owen was there to fetch us. Went to his car, and he drove us to @ the Hub, where we are currently staying. Then the 2 EEE guys, Jason and Weiwei (aka weiwen) came down to welcome us. hahah Nice, at least we knew we were not alone.

We settled down and they brought us to have dinner, then went to the supermarket to do some grocery shopping. It was cold I remember, like super cold. LOL. Somehow, just that first night, the 5 of us seemed so bonded already. hahah. Weird but hmm i'm glad we were able to click that fast. Slowly, days go by, we started to think palmy was boring but nope, now it's so fun so nice. The first thing I'll miss when we go back? the weather. It was 22 degrees the other day and I was like wa so hot. What about Singapore? 31 degrees lei. Omg, plus it's so hot and humid there. No wind. Crap. I don't want to go back and become a roasted pig. LOL. Ohwell.

Jme was taking a video of the bus ride to school today. I saw it, realise how soon we're going back already then T.T I felt like crying. This place is fun, but Singapore's where ling and family are. Rah. If only they can be here too. I believe ling will like it here. hahha. Somehow...

Talking about ling, linking to club. haha. Just below us @ the Hub is Malbas, super happening club. haha. Good thing about having a club jsut downstairs? Wear nice nice go in, get the chop then go back upstairs to change to somethin comfortable and put down the important doc. haha. First time clubbing here, was freaky. Refer to the older posts. LOL. Next few weeks jme went down with weiwei cos she wanted to celebrate st pats. haha but it was techno so they came up like 30 mins later? hahah.

2nd time, and prolly the last time was when joel and lester came. Hmm, I shall comment on what happened. Really stupid stuffs joel can do. HAHA. Uhhuh.

Dang. Time for lunchie. Byebye (:

this is the least that i can do
you know i'm bad at calling you
the best way i can extend
the lonely words i miss you
i'll say it but i'm sure you knew
you're what i look most forward to
coming back to where i've been
i'll just leave it at this

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Friday, March 20

Been so long | 3/20/2009 11:05:00 AM

I realised I haven really had the time to just sit down and think, reflect about stuffs and blog. Hmm it's busy. and time here in NZ seem to pass by very very fast. Like super fast. So here's our, or rather my weekday routine
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830am
Wake up, get dressed, prepare breakfast and lunch (hmm lunch most of the time it's prepared for me already. haha)

8.50am
The guys will most prolly come in and nag at us to hurry up.

9am - 9.05am
Leave house, ready to catch bus at the terminal which leaves at 9.15am

9.15am
bus leaves terminal, sleep on bus, if not enjoy the scenery.

9.35am
Reach massey, either take a slow walk up to the supervisor's room / go around looking for the supervisor if he's missing

10am
If supervisor is ard, most prolly in the lab or his office already
If supervisor isnt ard, hahha more milo/chocolate time.

1155am
Prepare to stop whatever we are doing, pack up and go off for lunch

12pm
Wait for the guys at the dining hall (12 is our normal meeting time)

12.15pm
Guys FINALLY arrive, get food to be heated in the microwave then start eating, talking, slacking, snacking, sleeping.

3pm
Realises that OOPS it's 3 already and off we go
Either it's to the 4th year lab to use com or go to the food lab to continue with sausages

4.50pm
Woohoo time to pack up and go home

5pm
Walking to the bus stop to ~~meet~~ wait for the guys again.

5.15pm
They arrive, but we miss the buses.

5.35pm
Fastest bus arrives, go home or go Pak N Save (the cheapest supermarket ard) to get food or groceries

6pm
Start preparing dinner

7.30pm
EAT

8pm
Slack, eat snacks, talk, go out for a walk, go to Countdown (Another supermarket), then find things to do to kill time. But time normally passes damn quickly after dinner. And yupp, the day continues just like that..
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Boring eh? But time just flies so fastttttt. And today I keep telling Jme stuffs like...
"Tml i want to cook pasta for lunch"
"Tml I will bring my laptop to school"
And she'll give me that.. "Er tml's Saturday dear" reply. hahaha
Oh god, I have lost that sense of time already. LOL.

Oh, yesterday was fun cos, we didnt want to cook / or rather we were sick of home cooked food so we ate out. Waste money but the food thing is you get to stack your food up on a small small plate! Hhahaha. Will upload pictures (: Oh then we went to shop ard and hehe I bought that top I liked so much in Cotton On. Saw it in SG, didnt buy. Saw it here, and bought it cos of the exchange rate. hahha. And I bought a Black jacket that's like NZ$60 from cotton on. Will be S$60 too lorrrrr. But cos of the exchange rate, HAHAH S$42 and it's very very worth it. Yoghurt craving after that but ended up buying ice cream lol. We were enjoying it in the first place but after we went out of Downtown (some super small shopping centre / cineplex) the wind blew and brrrrrrrrr COLDDD. We were practically shivering. ahhaha But it's so fun laaa. Jme says she wanna do that in autumn. hahaha. Which should be here pretty soon? I hope so...

Gah bored bored and I'm waiting for boyf to talk to me! >: (

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

10 Sentences | 3/20/2009 05:36:00 AM

Xixiang sent me 10 sentences. Hmm it's in chinese and although I don't really understand SOME of the words, I think I can roughly make it up and hmm, very meaningful (:

第一句

如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句

通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人

第三句

付出真心　才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持距离　就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞

第四句
有时候　不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句

朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人

第六句

就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie

第七句

真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题而是在一起　就算不说话也不会感到尴尬

第八句

没有一百分的另一半只有五十分的两个人
第九句为你的难过而快乐的　是敌人为你的快乐而快乐的　是朋友为你的难过而难过的
就是那些　该放进心里的人

第十句
冷漠　有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具

There's this sense of emptiness in me I don't know why. Gah.

Where's my boy, I need you ):

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

Sunday, March 8

Are you thinking what I'm thinking? | 3/08/2009 12:52:00 PM

What's happiness? Well, we walked from our motel to some daytona racing place and we found some clovers. Then zhaozhuo told us about the 4 leaf clover. haa. Finding it will give you happiness and lol, I just squat there and started to look for it. Ohwell, 4 leaf clover where are you?

Anyway we tried the daytona racing today. it's not like the usual go kart. The engine was more powerful, can drift and stuffs like that. real fun. And I came in 3rd! Fastest lap was hmm 22secs i think. went 31 laps. ahah. quite fun. And it kinda vented off my unhappiness or whatever I was feeling before that.

Ohwell, I'll upload pics probably tml when I go to school. Oh, and we had thai food (or some sort) for lunch/dinner today. Ordered tomyum and it was fab! and I realised that the shop's name is Thai Express. Cool yo.

Okay, time to study. Byebye (:

As I looked for it,
I thought of you.
And I wondered.
mfeo?

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Saturday, February 21

Passion Paradox. | 2/21/2009 04:04:00 AM

LOL. Third post of the night. Imagine how awake I am now.
Most probably due to the 5hours I spent sleeping in the evening, till 11pm. LOL. Ohwell tired what to do? Ling called me at 430am last night and I studied after we hung up. haha.

Oh, koonkit just gave me this link on passion paradox. Quite cool. haha.
Click for P.P :D
Now I know why =P

Lucks to your remaining papers people (:
Shall try to find things to do.
byebye.

(I spent 15 mins camwhoring after I typed byebye cos I forgot to click on publish post. LOL)

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hate that I love you | 2/21/2009 03:09:00 AM

Trust.

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