Monday, September 29
I feel like some kinda fool. | 9/29/2008 11:56:00 PM
Cass isn't a happy person, I've hardly been happy anyway. Only certain stuffs/people can make me really happy. But perhaps for just that short while it's happening? I don't know. Probably.
Cass cass, it's just you isn't? No matter what you do, you expect too much. It has always been the case. Always expecting too much. From myself, from others. Obviously, it's not something I'll regard as good cause most of the time I end up getting disappointed so yea. End of the day, the one suffering will be me myself and i :(
Just this evening, again for the same reason, it made me leave this certain place crying. Angry of course. Angry with... myself. For expecting too much.
Cass don't you just hate yourself so so much? Well yes I do.
Gah.
Friday, September 26
Genting trip | 9/26/2008 10:17:00 PM
Wee i'm back from genting. Took quite a bit of photos but I'm lazy to upload them. LOL.
Anyway there're more stuffs to shop there now but it's like all so ex -.-
Food sucks too and I think the teochew porridge was the best food I had. hahah.
Rollercoaster rides after breakfast and dinner. We must be crazy.
And I got sunburnt T.T
Fish spa and body massage. Super shiok. haha I had a super nice sleep after that.
Today's a boring day. Supposed to go for the chicken rice trip but didnt in the end cos of some stuffs. Gah. My feet hurts ):
Anyway bf's busy working and I'm so bored.
RAH i miss you la ):
Corkscrew. LOL.
Our hotel!
Bridge in the dinosaurland :D
On the way up super torpedo (I think it's spelt this way)
Start of super torpedo
End of Super Torpedo
it rained after we finished playing. LOL
And I stole the remaining pictures from blogs. LOL
Fish Spa!
Spaceshot. Sam wanted to me to take. Luckily I escaped :D
8 of us (:
Okay the end, byebye!
Oh ya, a few silly people thought my birthday was yesterday. ahhaha Thanks in advance yea (:
Anyway G said it's my 18th birthday so it's supposed to be important but somehow I have a bad feeling about it. Rahh. I don't know. Prolly it'll suck to be 18. Prolly my mum will forget again. Not surprising, cos my dearest brother (who's always the one who's so kan chiong about getting me my birthday present) remembered my birthday too. GRR. Thanks man gladwin. LOL. and my maid even asked me not to bluff me when I told her it's not my birthday yesterday. Weird, what's with 25th sept. Isnt October a nicer month? Hahah. I'm going shopping tml. Byebye.
Friday, September 19
tiring dayyy | 9/19/2008 11:23:00 PM
Pudding again today. Dodo uncle came over and Jasmine leong was there so we let them try our newest version of the pudding :D yay not bad. got good comments (:
The competition's coming up realllll soon! Hopefully everything goes well :D
Walked around school quite a bit today cos we brought uncle dodo from the bball court to the kitchen and back to the bball court to send him off. Then went to saa to get the extra cca forms and back to kitchen again. LOL We fried the pudding! Eh not bad. But after a while they became soggy so =S then a few trips to fc2 and back to kitchen then to T1 then fc4 then smit then spgg. LOL. All these walking with my heavy bag zzzzz.
Bowled 5 games today. not bad today :D jy won my last game! by 3 pins. LOL.
Maintained my average. though i screwed up 1 or 2 of the games. GRR.
Trained home and I fell asleep on the bus.
Okay gtg bathe. seeya.
Tml's prolly gonna be a screwed up day. I feel it coming. zz
Thursday, September 18
been a bad week. | 9/18/2008 07:10:00 PM
The week is coming to an end in a few days. Well, let's just say it's been a really bad week. Getting pissed off, emo and throwing my tamper all the time. This morning I almost broke down on the way to school ):
Anyway, the pudding today was good. Uncle dodo should be coming tml to try it (: Off to orchard to catch bangkok dangerous with dee. Movie's pretty average. Nothing really fascinating. After that we went to shop around to look at luggage. LOL. I miss bangkok. RAH. Malaysia in 3 days (:
Thought of some stuffs just now..
Sometimes we can hardly find time to spend with our family. We complain that we're busy with school work, with friends etc etc. Fact is, we spend alot of time with our gfs/bfs/friends. If we're busy, where did the time spent with our partners and friends come from? It's like, say we have a month to spend time with the people around, someone can spend like 90% of his time with his gf/gf's family and leaving hardly any for his family. He can even be closer to his gf's family than his own. Sad yea? I really wonder why. Wonder why it's so hard for a family to spend time together, to sit down and have dinner together? Why isn't anyone trying to keep this family bonded together?
Yea I'm close to my brothers. But how close are we? How close are they? How close are we and our parents? RAH. I miss those times when we were younger. I remember sitting in the living room with my family, watching some chinese drama and wwe/wwf (Cant remember what it's called now) What about now? We reach home, have dinner, then go up to our rooms and do our own things. It's so different now. Sometimes I see my friends and bf more than my parents. Not to mention, my brothers. Even if they are in sg, I can don't see them for like 4-5 days? ohwell..
Relationships are complicated, arent they?
The other day, I ran out, thought of so many things.. Not convenient to blog about them here. haha. Nvm.
Dinner time. byebye.
fat | 9/18/2008 12:08:00 AM
back from bangkok for a few days already and I'm still so used to bangkok I'm actually calculating in baht when dee and I went shopping just now. LOLLL. And my attempts to lose weight is =( GAHH. shant talk abt it.
Anyway it was pudding yesterday then bowling at spgg. Had some function there so we moved over to chevrons. Chevrons.. Brings back so much good / bad memories. hahah. I don't like the lane there though):
OH and I went for a haircut todayyyyy. When I told my hairdresser that I wanted to cut my hair short he got a shocked cos everytime I go there, I'll tell him, "Trim only, I wanna maintain length" haha. Fringe this time not bad. I LIKE :D
Okay gonna bathe. byebye.
Sunday, September 14
bangkok | 9/14/2008 06:45:00 PM
HOME SWEET HOME (:
Touched down in Sg past midnight yesterday. Super high I don't know why. Haha WE HAD FUN (((:
No pictures cos I forgot to bring my camera. RAH. And i didnt have auto roam cos I changed my plan to student plan. SUCKS. 4 days felt super fast. Shopping eating and more shopping. We wanted to go bowling but it was quite ex. So we did more shopping. Hehe
Oh and Im so in love with tom yum soup. The authentic one. Not the lousy ones we have in SG. haha. Anyway I gained like *kgs in 4 days. Die man. How am I going to lose them all ):
So much fun, so little time. I wished time stopped when we were there. All those fun we had, all the peace and everything good (: I'm so gonna miss those times.
Up next, malaysia! :D
C said 18 birthday is important. I don't think so. I don't feel excited, AT ALL.
1 month and 11 days =.=
Oh, and happy birthday pres!
Tuesday, September 9
=/ | 9/09/2008 09:32:00 AM
I was going through ups and downs the past few days. Horrible. Staying out late at night and not going home. Lol Cheap thrills. I must say I calmed down alot from yesterday cos if I was blogging here yesterday, this entry would be filled with fucks here and there.
Anyway it was bowling yesterday again then yoga. How sickening. jy cs and I went to tamp but realised that the lanes were booked. zzz So we went over to E!hub with glo hopping onto our bus. Bowled like shit cos i accidentally pulled my thigh muscle during the first few frames): Early dinner then went home (finally after like 2 days?). Supposed to go down to orchard but I guess I should stay home a little while more since I haven been staying in my house for more than 2- 3 hours over the past few days. LOL. Yoga was horrible. The positions are getting more and more tough my instructor tried to correct my postition and I think I sorta pulled my shoulder muscle ): Now my whole body's aching. But the session last night was good. Sweat quite a bit. LOL
Went mooncake shopping with my mum, grandma and maid on sat. Bought my grandma a top (SO NICE RIGHT HAHA). Then went for super late dinner and then went to catch a movie at Cathay. Stayed over at C's house since the movie was super late. Went to town for breakfast then home. Then I went to my cousin's house for 4 - 5 hours of teaching. LOL. Back home for dinner then went out again. Came back, had some stupid quarrel and I ran out from home. Didnt feel like going home so I stayed out, in the playground, had a bottle and I swear it was damn good. Thanks lovely for staying around with me (: Went home early in the morning, bathed and went out again.
Anyway it's bangkok tml WEEE.
food trip later.
okay byebye I needa pack my luaggage.
Before I go, here's a bitchy photo. Credits to C. LOL
Felt so down and lonely
but you were there when I needed you.
Thankyou linggg
I love you (:
Friday, September 5
so random | 9/05/2008 02:01:00 PM
Hello.
I'm here on the intention to blog about how much fun I had the past few days but somehow, somehow I lost my mood to. ZZ. Throat's hurting like don't know what now. Spamming water more than ever. Grr, I had sorethroats. Thats the last thing I want.
Planned to go window shopping but feeling so sian right now. Singapore's so boring. It's always those few places. And I can't decide if I wanna cut my hair or not. Feel like but can't bear to. And I like my fringe now. I fear cutting my fringe cos my gay hairdresser cuts it like super short when he's distracted or pissed off. Z.
Okay I'm feeling like a b*tch right now I don't know why.
My clothes from US are here! OMG. Cant wait to wear them HA.
And I want to go to BANGKOK. And get killed there.
BANGBANG. i'm dead.
Okay, byebye.
On the way up
Nice right :D
And he said, "Blur pictures nicer la"
Nice one
Hahhaa I like this mirror.
I have long and slim legs!
Cy asked me to take a picture of his BIG muscles. ahhaha
Chick with 3 legs. Believe it or not?
Pirate Train (Stupid ride cos I was scaring myself zz)
The other 6
Flyercoaster! Wanted to take that but we had to pay zz
Our transport around dinoland
Our hotel!
Bridge in the dinosaurland :D
On the way up super torpedo (I think it's spelt this way)
Start of super torpedo
End of Super Torpedo
it rained after we finished playing. LOL
Fish Spa!
Spaceshot. Sam wanted to me to take. Luckily I escaped :D
8 of us (:
Felt so down and lonely