Saturday, September 29

Pepper. | 9/29/2007 10:37:00 PM

I'm not feeling good. I miss pepper.

Check out Ella's song. The one she wrote when her dog died. Thought of Pepper.
Youtube

Pepper i miss you baby. I wont forget the first time i saw you, the first time i held you in my hands, the first time i cut your nails, the first time i bathed you. Sigh.

Pepper and Mint <3

Friday, September 28

i think this is a rather random post | 9/28/2007 05:18:00 PM

IT'S THE END OF THE FIRST WEEK (:
and its time to start mugging like shitex@#$$#^# when next week starts. Library visits? i don't feel like. LOL.
and i haven stepped into the school library since 24 Aug 2007. very proud of myself. hahahhaa.

Timetable = slack. long breaks. not-too-difficult-modules(for now). NICE LECTURERS!! i like ho thiam aik. i like jeffery whey. NICE LECTURERS :D okay i miss tan soon ann. and kong ling teck. i swear practs are the best with konglingteck ard. hahaha. same pract group as cppb for cppa. YAY YIMIN :D 2 out of 3 practs are air conditioned. i wonder whats for MIP. and i dont like apchem's pract lect. he's so @$$^&&$

I LIKE MY GEMS CLASS. WOOO.
got to make new friends today too. LOL. the ice breaker was so lame. quite a number of students from CLS. lecture was boring but the PEOPLE THERE WERE FUNNNNN! ((: and we ended early heh.

i don't like being short (when i cant see people)
Hey Gorgeous came to sp today and there was a crowd at fc5. went there after gems and KNS. i only see BACKS AND BAG AND HEAD. so i ended up going to the back. jumping up and down to see the people on stage. sian! and i don't think the people are that pretty/handsome. i dont see much handsome guys in sp anyway. HAHAHA. maybe not in my school. or EEE. or BE. or Design school. ohwelll. I dont like crowds with tall people. tells me how short i am. LOL.
but i'm pretty fine with my height! :D

i miss drinking milo. i miss chicken cutlet rice. i miss fillet-o-fish. i wanna eat fc 1's jap food. i miss kfc. i miss pizza hut. i miss dino's fish&chips. i miss fc4's grilled fish. i miss fc6's soup(i cant remember what soup. LOL) I MISS ALL THE NICE GOOD. but i like my fish porridge too :D

I SWEAR IM NOT GONA EAT FC4'S CAI FAN ANYMORE

"Whether the decision is good or bad depends on how you make it - not the outcome."

Tuesday, September 25

I HATE STOMACH FLU ): | 9/25/2007 03:46:00 PM

Vomiting, diarrhea, air in the stomach, fever = STOMACH FLU ):

Kept vomiting last night. was feeling so sick when i reached home i ran to the toilet immediately to vomit. didnt have much appetite and ate a little. Vomited after half an hour ): and i kept having this silly want-to-vomit feeling the whole night. until i woke up at 4+ am when i had diarrhea AND vomit. yucks man. that practically made me feel so awake :S my diarrhea was the worse i never had. LOL. this one is like LIQUID, water you know. with remains of undigested food. lol. my vomit's horrible as well. had trouble going back to sleep and i woke up at 7.30 (thats like 45 mins earlier that the time i was supposed to wake up) and the diarrhea started again. zzZ all the way until i went to the doc after school. and i vomited like once i think. :S the feeling is horribleee

now i have lots of medicine to take. RAH. and the doc said, NO COFFEE NO TEA NO MILK NO MILO (BOOO) NO FRUITS NO VEGETABLES (YAYYY).

All i can take, PLAIN PORRIDGE with a little fish. if not, PLAIN WHITE BREAD )):
i was given glucolin too. so cool. but all the stinking medicine freaks me out ):
okay i need to rest. toodlessss

Sunday, September 23

SCHOOL STARTS TML ): | 9/23/2007 11:44:00 AM

I WANT TO GO SWIMMING.
but apparently NONE of my brothers are available to accompany me ): SEEE I LEAD A SAD AND LONELY LIFE. lol.

First bro, he came home only at 2+ yesterday. I HEARD HIM. lol. and POOF. he's missing when i woke up.
Second bro is busy with work at viva (LUCKY I GOT MY DAY OFF) and with tuition so BOO ):
Third bro, HE'S MIA. zzz. that's what happens when you just get married. i hardly see him these days. I mean, i hardly see him even when he wasnt married. I think it'll just get worse *shakes head*

RAH ): and so mum called me and asked me to go get tickets for the movie tonight. LOL. she came to me that day and said, eh girl, i want to watch movie on sunday night with you father. HAHHAA so romantic ((: then she asked me to watch with her too. and my grandma. so i'm gonna be a good girl and go down to tm later to buy the tickets. I'M A GOOD GIRL. hahaha

SCHOOL STARTS TML AND THAT SUCKS. and i think i spent the last few days of my holidays with my mum. Since i won't have any time when the ~~sickening~~ sem starts.

alrights. time for brunch. TOODLES

Wednesday, September 19

Just something i thought about | 9/19/2007 01:49:00 PM

i suck when it comes to decision making. Seriously. I cant make up my mind and i start to think about it and bla bla bla RAH ):

Most of us look at things from the surface and get so pissed off/angry/upset about it but we never bother to go look at the inside.

Growing up, attending school, working part time, etc etc. made me look at the ugly side of people. How they can be nice AND not nice to you. Some people come to you with purely no intentions, while some just cant be trusted. It's time to open your eyes BIG BIG and look out. I think i'm beginning to not trust people. Thats scary. I don't feel good about it. However, there are some of my closer friends when i know i can trust you all ((:

No matter what i do, i know i have someone there to depend on(:

Tuesday, September 18

i was bored ): | 9/18/2007 11:08:00 PM

You are SO Jealous

You can't help but doubt your boyfriend, friends, and even family
You've been burned before - and it totally shows
But acting like a guard dog won't keep your guy... it will only push him away
Learn to trust a little more, and *all* your relationships will be better

Are You A Jealous Woman?

You Are A Relationship Rescuer!

You don't ruin relationships, if anything you keep them together
The key: you respect yourself and your guy. Which goes further than you might think.
You simply treat your guy how you would like to be treated... the old golden rule.
And in return, he treats you like gold - or at least tries. And how perfect is that

Do You Ruin Relationships With Men?

He's Not Even Swimming in Your Pond

Even though you may have feelings to this guy, he has no ties to you.
You'll never get more than a casual fling from him - even if he tells you otherwise.
His thoughtless actions speak louder than his sweet words!

Do You Have Him Hooked?

Your Depression Level: 80%

You seem to have moderate depression.
Your symptoms are bad enough that they're effecting your everyday life.
You would benefit greatly from professional help.

Are You Depressed?

You're a Window Shopper!

You know that shopping's a blast, but you prefer to save your money
You hardly ever give into an impulse buy, unless it's a total steal
You've always got the most money of your friends - and you never have to borrow
And you've got a nice wardrobe too ... of classic pieces that last years!

Do You Shop More Than Most Women?

GEMS ((: | 9/18/2007 08:24:00 PM

GEMS TODAY. ohmy. so gan jiong. Esp when you're on the phone and your irritating brother is beside you. LOL. and yay i got what i want ((:

Saw denise and my cousin on my way down to the shop today. hmm, i realised i seldom talk to my cousin. Partly cos i seldom see her. hahah.

School is reopening like next week and i'm so not prepared. waking up during late mornings and sleeping past midnight isnt good at all. I'M DEAD. i'll make it a point to SLEEP EARLY. i will ^^
and i do hope i still have the motivation to study. i really hope so. It's been a month since i stopped studying. BOO. I don't think i did much this holiday but so much things have happened. Good and bad. shan't talk about it here so (:

THERE'S ALOT OF THINGS I'VE NOT DONE. THIS SUCKS ):

NOTE: RONGCHENG OWES ME MILO.

And bern finds this picture cute. WTH.

The trouble is, if you don't risk anything, you risk even more
- Erica Jong

Monday, September 17

PHOTOS! | 9/17/2007 10:11:00 PM

OH WEEEE. I koped some of the photo shoot's pictures from the photographer's com today:D:D:D but i only koped those i took with my gladwin. haha ENJOY!

Sunday, September 16

Engagement | 9/16/2007 01:11:00 PM

Samuel got engaged yesterday! LOL. had all the silly photoshoot and make up.

Got a little upset yesterday but godwin went out with me just to make me happy despite the fact that he's sick. Thanks baby (:
okay i'm lazy to blog. So pictures shall do the job.

After the make up(: and i look fugging lian. RAHH

Poor boy he's sick

I wasnt allowed there so i could only take pictures from the hotel room.

Process! Spot my bro and his gf :D

Sorry i was boredddd. hhahaha

AND MORE PICTURES FROM THE CAMERA.

Saturday, September 15

BBQ | 9/15/2007 12:45:00 AM

BBQ wasnt that bad. great to know how some of my classmates have been doing. (:

When i get so disappointed, so upset, so angry. Do you know? It's alright if you don't know. Cos i'm alone. Probably, no one understands me, no one know how much pain i'm going through. sigh.

Wednesday, September 12

OMG | 9/12/2007 10:29:00 AM

I JUST WENT TO MY EMAIL. AND POOF. THE RESULTS ARE THERE ALREADY. OMG. WTH. WTH WTH WTH WTHHHH. IT'S NOT EVEN 1030 LA. SHEESH. FUCKING DISAPPOINTED. but i got a A for IDEAs! AAHHHAHA. surprising. the effects of the FIRST presentation is still in my headdd. AHH.

My iochem, bio, cppb, and ideas results are surprising. AHH.

I NEED TO WORK SUPER HARD NEXT SEM )))):

Sunday, September 9

I don't want my dream to come true. | 9/09/2007 02:34:00 PM

!@#$^%@%$%#%$

I HAD A BAD DREAM. So bad that i woke up CRYING )): Freaked me out so much i don't want it to be true. But it felt so true. OH MY. and i'm not gonna talk about it here. BOO )):

I had a bad sleep cos i keep waking up last night. and everytime i go back to sleep i'll dream of something. So i had quite a few dreams last night. Dreamt about my friends (TK and Sp), my teacher (Pri school teacher! LOL), my boyfriend and his friend. They arent exactly very nice dreams but the one that made me cry was the worst.

I realised my eyebags are gone. YAY. but once i don't get enough sleep my eyebags are back BOO. Ohwell, back to crunchyroll. i'm gonna stay home the whole day today YAY (:

Saturday, September 8

FOOD SHOP MOVIES | 9/08/2007 09:04:00 PM

I realised i haven been blogging.
Been going places, meeting my boyfriend and stuff the past few days. Met godwin on the 4th for dinner, 5th for lunch, 7th for ben&jerry, 8th for movie/kennyrogers.

6th was our anniversary but he just cant go out DAMNNNN. but nevermind. I guess the other 4 days made up for it (:

Met ivy in the afternoon on the 7th to teach her bio (LOL i couldnt remember much) but we ended up talking about school and bfs and friends. godwin called earlier to say he wanna meet me so we just killed time at BK and Popular. Ivy got some TYS/FYS (i miss doing them!) then i went to meet godwin while she went home. Headed to vivo with baby, shared his fav korean bbq chicken and Ben&Jerry. Mixed our mix&match. Godwin wanted his Lemonade Sorbet while I had my Mint somethingggg, and Raspberry yogurt. The lemonade sorbet was sour though. But i guess it tasted not that bad with Raspberry. Mint was just simply delicious (I'm not referring to my rabbit Mint okay!)

Yummy Mix&Match

I spent half the time looking at the group of girls behind godwin. LOL.

Went to Toy r us next. And just look at what wehe did. i was in charge of taking photos. hahhahaa.

I LOVE ELMOOOO. i pity the elmo but not the silly purple dino :D
Then we went homeeeee.

Had plans about going to sentosa today. But he didnt want to go so we changed plan. Planned to go to ECP, then go home, cook lunch and watch some movies at home.
BUT IT RAINED IN THE MORNING. dammit. So we just stayed at my house the whole morning playing com, piano, guitar etc etc. Then off we went to marina to catch No Reservations. Not bad la the movie. Comedy plus some romance. MY FAVOURITE GENRE ((((: Then we had Kenny rogers for late lunch. YUMMMYY. Left marina at 4+ and i went to my mum's shop since she wanted to go shopping at OG (omgggggg) I swear i don't like OG. but mum loves that place so, accompanied her since i'm her sweet little princess (HAHAHAHA) Mum spent close to $400 there i think. lol. And we went home (: Oh and i saw travis at bugis mrt. HELLO TRAVIS! lol

My eye is hurting. i think its the result of too much crunchyroll. hhaha. Dinner time everyone!

Tuesday, September 4

I miss youuuuu | 9/04/2007 12:18:00 PM

I woke up this morning and i thought of tk. Thought of everyone there and whatever that happened. I miss the food, the linkway, the foyer, the piano, the hall, the classrooms, the gym, the basketballcourt, the swing. AND I MISS ALL MY FRIENDS. Ohwell, Tk is the past. Its SP now and i should be happy(: Although i did have thoughts about changing course. Ohwell ):

I was looking at 1B24's photos and the albums stopped at the chalet. which was in June. Well well, it has been a long time since we had any more outings. Kinda sad. And i have no motivation to go organise anymore since the class is splitting up. People get further apart, have lesser things to say. And the class looks rather sexist. Which sucks alot. My brother said he was kinda like a loner in Poly. I SEE HIS POINT. i realised why (:

I think i'll just organise a BBQ even though the votes for chalet are more. I'm sorry for those we voted chalet. I cant plan the dates. Cos we still have to consider the dates that we recieve our Sem results and the date we have to do our GEMS. minus away the days people arent free, it's better we just do a BBQ. But it keeps raining. So that sucks. What if it rains when we BBQ? Anyway BBQ dates would be either 13,14,15,17,20,21,22,23. CHOOSE A DATE PEOPLE. or tell me when you cannot make it on those days. My food department, Xx and Zach. PLAN FOR FOOD (:

AHH. 2 more days to SPECIAL DAY.
and 8 more days to results.
CANT WAIT :D

I don't need you to pity me. You suck and i hate you.

Sunday, September 2

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder | 9/02/2007 10:17:00 PM

I'm having a terrible headache. It's probably the result of crying so much. sighh.
Been busy, been crying. I just hope all will be fine for me from now on.

Check out this song. Brought me to tears once again..
Youtube or this version
Live on youtube

Cry On My Shoulder

If the hero never comes to you
If you need someone you're feeling blue
If you're away from love and you're alone
If you call your friends and nobody's home
You can run away but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I show you there's a destiny
The best things in life
They're free

Chorus:

But if you wanna cry
Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven where we'll go
If heaven is a million years away
Oh just call me and I make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay here by your side
I promise you I'll never hide

Repeat chorus

What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do
What real love can do
What love can do

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Now playing: Deutschland Sucht Den Superstar - Cry On My Shoulder
via FoxyTunes

Saturday, September 1

): | 9/01/2007 12:29:00 PM

This may sound crazy. BUT I MISS STUDYING AND I WANT TO STUDY ):
i wanna go back to tk.. sigh ):