Wednesday, June 30

no happiness?? | 6/30/2004 05:44:00 PM

haix.. today whole day. kept tinkin of him.. haix..i will nvr realise how much i need him till we are through... haix.. perharps.. i took the relationship for granted.. i thought.. we patch le.. will nvr break.. but who will even thought.. tt we broke so fast.. haix.. i promise myself not to tink of him anymore.. but.. haix.. i broke my promise...

last nite hse blackout.. i scared.. den i call him.. heng he tok to me.. spent time.. den not so bored.. haix.. mayb he realy treat fren and stead differently ba.. cz by the tone he tok to me yest.. it was really really very heartbreakin.. haix.. i cant tink of him anymore le... haix.. tinkin of him somemore will juz break my heart further.. haix..

why is my love life so sad de.. haix.. perharps.. no one really love him ba. haix.. mayb.. even.. ****** is foolin me?? haix.. who noes... wana die..

today.. quite pissed wit someone... kaoz.. like my fault lidat.. fuck la u.. hate u hate u.. fuck.. haix.. me mood like not good lidat.. haix... wasnt really very happy.. den nashmi say lots of crapz.. say till i was so irrtated.. feel like slapping her.. haix..

so pissed off.. haix.. esp wit my maid. kaox. she so dumb de,.. wa lao... haix.. don feel like goin to sch anymore.. haix..

today got the photo taking.. den my hair messy.. lolx.. haix.. den tml ish bowling photo taking. hav to wear bowling t-shirt. den hav to meet peh oso.. haix.. sianx.. sianx..

I just Feel like dying. Life is so sad...

Tuesday, June 29

pain pain.. | 6/29/2004 08:27:00 PM

Kaox. Today whole day stomach pain like siao. den class can die lor.. i was suffering!!! den today, hw quite alot.. but not so bad lah.. cz onli maths tnl hand in.. :p so do onli maths.. keke..

den now waiting for someone to come online.. lalala... im bored.. yawn..

den juz now aft sch we went to parkway.. den v.funi.. met stef and sheena. lolx. stef tricked siying.. lolx. shul not go into too bad detail.. long story keke..

arge.. pain pain.. stomach pain again.. haix. k lah.. wana watch tv le.. bye~

Monday, June 28

Fuck lah.. haix. | 6/28/2004 06:47:00 PM

Haix. stupid coach la.. suan me again.. haix.. fuck u... say wat i give up liao.. den make me cry.. call me do wat 7-4.. den my ball hook sho blody much.. den i change place den still lidat.. in the end kena scoldin.. i do hook ball oso scold.. kaox.. wat da hell u wan?? oredi kena domoted liao.. haix.. wat esle u wan to do to me eh?? fuck.

me bad mood.. cried during bowling.. i told myself tt i wont anymore no matter wat happens.. but.. haic.. dono why.. when i cried.. i suddenly thought of him. haix..

yay.. 2 more days,, getting new line le.. den goin to hav 3 num.. lolx..

today sch.. quite ok lor.. do crapz.. den maths extend till wed.. haix.. den make me rush like siao.. :p.. haha...

k lah.. gtg le.. bye~

Saturday, June 26

Should I?? | 6/26/2004 10:56:00 PM

Today, Beta le. heex. thz to... ahem*.. u noe hu u are.. heex. the one who chatted wit me till nite. heex..

juz came to realise. love isn't tt bad. eh? haha. if i don tink of him.. i wont sad lor.. even if i tink of him.. i jux treat him as fren fren.. or mayb juz someone i care for ba.. haix.. dono if shul forget him not..

but anywae.. me now happy.. don tok abt him.. haix. lala.. haix.. bernie go back le.. will miz ya.. heex..

die la.. sch startin.. i haven do my hw.. i haven practice my piano yet.. and its like.. sho late liao? haix. die die die.. k lah. gtg le. bye~

Friday, June 25

sux sux sux | 6/25/2004 06:29:00 PM

Life suxz.. i hate life.. i've been tryin so hard to save out relationship.. but.. haix.. today.. suppose to be 11mth le.. haix.. den aft bowling he ask me go meet him.. i thought smth good might happen.. but.. haix.. not matter how hard i try.. no matter wat i do.. he juz wont agree... why???? why are u so heartless.. haix.... i thought can be hapy de.. haix..

today bowling sux.. i not good mood onli play veri lan.. den coach scold me.. aft trainin at the bus stop down there keep suaning me.. fuck lah u.. sho biased... go die lah... hmphff....

haix.. tis is the worse anniversary le.. oct tt time still not so bad.. cz my birthday ma.. haix.. today.. i tried to control my tears in front of him le.. but still.. haix..

well, thanks to bernie who keep cheering me up.. haix.. me beta oredi.. at else still can smile abit.. haix..

den juz now bowling try not to tink of anything except for focusing.. but second game i cant focus le.. keep tinkin of him.. haix.. den slack all the way.. tts why coach scold.. haix... gtg le.. bye~

Wednesday, June 23

why muz u do tis to me??????????? | 6/23/2004 08:08:00 PM

Why........ why muz u do tis to me.. i love you so much.. and yet... haix... are we really not meant for each other?? i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, June 22

haix.. wat happened?? | 6/22/2004 10:32:00 PM

i dono why.. im sho sad.. so sad.. so sad.. i juz wana cry.. cry out everything.. haix.. wats wrong?? haix..

Monday, June 21

ar...... | 6/21/2004 04:32:00 PM

Ar..headache headache.. goin to die le.. haix..

today bowling quite ok.. now team 2 but not confirm.. haix.. sianx.. nth to write le.. wana go hav a good sleep.. bye~

Sunday, June 20

Kaoz.. | 6/20/2004 09:25:00 AM

Haiz. Sianz Ar. This Stupid Template Everything Oso Sho Lousy. Then Now the tagboard muz go all te way down. But i like tis becz of the background music and the pics. Sho romantic.. Haha.. I too lazy go change the crappy stuffs leix.. Haix. Den all the archives oso missing le.. keke..

Yesterday go ps wit my mum, bro and his gf.. Go watch the bez bet. Though i watch le.. Haha... The theatre so many ppl lor.. Den the laughter like thunder! Sho damn loud de.. haha..

Mood.. Quite ok lah. But yesterday so tired.. slept in my Bro's van. Den reach home 12plus le.. tot he sleeping le.. But din expect.. He still Awake.. AIyo.. Wait for me till so late.. Heartpain.. Haix.. k lah.. gtg le.. Gona PLay bowling wit my bro.. ByE~

Saturday, June 19

Haix. Sorry... | 6/19/2004 12:30:00 AM

Haix. Today go mediacorp. Den make him angry. Haix. Sorry lah dear. Don't angry le lah. k? Haix.

Today Mood. Not really that good. Go mediacorp.. the show. still ok lah. But sho chao long. Haix. Watch till sho hungry and sho sleepy. Haix. 10 more days!! 10 more days to sch reopen.. Hai. Sianx ar. Study again. Haix. This whole holiday oso nvr go out for more den 1 week. Haix. Onli 2-3 times. haix. Sianx ar!! Feel so stressed... Made it to the school team le. Abit happy lah. But getting stressed.. From my bro.. Haix. Mon go victors there bowl. Den my ball still in cine. Haix. Today play quite ok lah.. Average gt 130. But after last game i completely no mood le. Haix. Den my hand very itchy. play that time very the wat.. lolx..Den went to watch Riddick.. Quite ok lah. Watch till i sleep.. lolx.. Den went to eat pastamania.. Den saw sarah Chua and her parents. But she din see me.. lolx..

Just now quite sleepy.. now.. not so le. Haix. How i wish tis month faster end. Den can get another hp line le.. Keke.. Den no need worry abt me exceedin le.. Cz nxt time ish i pay hp bill myself de.. Heex..Den gt free incomin at nite.. yay.. den can tok on phone till mrning le.. haha... Lame..

Haix. Now com abit lagging.. sianx..Sianx.. Haven do hw.. But i finish all the exams papers my mum give me liao.. not fair.. i haven do my hw yet.. haix.K lah.. gtg le.. Bye~

Thursday, June 17

HaIZ,, | 6/17/2004 12:14:00 AM

Finally.. Finally I have time to peacfully blog.. keke..Its past midnight. The weather ish sho bloodi hot i cant sleep.. Sho I might as well come and do someting useful*..lolx.

Today my dad was completly sho angry lor.. I wanted to sign new line.. To help him save money.. He don wan.. Don wan Don wan lah.. Who cAres. And i can don listen to u de.. TiS 13 Years. U nvr give me a single cent.. Haix. Its always mum.. Mum And still mum.. who's always there to help no matter wat happens.. keke. Though she oso everytime scold ppl de.

Me change Template again.Don't feel like this is sho nice. but nvm. Quite ok liao. Keke..

Now almost 1 le. Cz i Was haf typin haf changin some stuffs of the template.. lolx.. Sianx. Nothing to do.. haix..

mayb stop here le.. I wana change template first. keke. Bye~

Tuesday, June 15

Haix.. | 6/15/2004 09:25:00 PM

Haix.. Sometimes really feel like running away.. run to a place free of stress.. run to a place free from my family.. haix...

Today.. cry again.. I know i shul not be crying.. But i cant help it.. I was happily doing my last piece of END-OF-YEAR sec 2 papers from RGS.. den my mum came to me and gave me a stack of papers.. Guess wat it is.. Haix.. More exam papers.. But now its mid-year.. haix.. Maths again.. For the last 2 weeks.. I have been doing maths.. And i've become very stressed..oF course.. I cried.. Wat to do?? Haix..

Haix.. This monthi cant sms le.. Already exceed.. So ppl.. don expect me to reply u if u sms me hor.. Keke..

Yesterday went out.. Morning go East coast cycling wit yiying.. and guess wat.. kena sun burnt juz becz i stay under the sun to see ppl fishin at the bedok jetty.. hmphff.. haix..

k lah.. gtg liao. laptop no batt le.. Bye~

Sunday, June 13

Haix.. | 6/13/2004 07:39:00 PM

Haix.. i hate myself.. I hate my family.. Hate work.. Haix. My head now sho bloody pain.. my bro use the book den hittin my head.. den use pencil knock knock knock.. ah... im dying.. haix..

hate my mum ar!! actually today can go eat lunch wit weibo and shan wei de.. but becz of my mum lah.. !!!!! she don't let me go... haix.. sho in the end he call his cousin go wit him.. JEALOUS!! haix.. k lah.. today mood not good.. cry till my tears don have liao.. den today.. someone comin back to sg liao hor?? keke.. happy lah u.. lolx..

Saturday, June 12

Lalala.. | 6/12/2004 10:18:00 PM

Wa.. Today very tired man.. last nite slept at onli 1 plus.. den today woke up at 7.. Yawn.. im tired..Haix.. Today did maths like siao.. Did dono how many exams papers.. mayb onli gt 2 ba?? lolx.. den juz now go see my baby god-niece.. lolx.. Sho cute!!! heex.. but didnt carry her cz she was sho tired.. too bad.. haix.. heex.. but nvm.. at least can see her.. keke..

haha.. did the quiz at quizilla again.. WOOHOO!!! im most like toro.. haha.. yay!!!! Toro rox!!

Thursday, June 10

Haix.. | 6/10/2004 08:19:00 PM

Haixx.. Quite a few days no blog le.. yesterday go out.. den go yang hse.. Den her bro bully me.. Sob..Sob.. Keke.. Haix.. den tis whole mth.. i tink i everyday cry lor.. haix.. i dono why lah.. stupid.. haix..

tink i stress ba. haix.. sometimes juz feel like dying.. life ish sho miserable.. haix.. everyone forcing me to do things i don like........ haix..

the past few days.. like past so fast.. haix.. oh ya. gt into sch team.. but now i bowl like shit.. haix.. sianx......

i hate my life.. hate hate hate.. haix.. all vulgar in my mouth.. rushin out.. but i hav to control... haix.. one day.. i'll juz go crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...............

Thursday, June 3

Heex.. | 6/03/2004 04:26:00 PM

Quite long nvr blog le... haha. My bro help me upgrade the laptop thingy.. den till now haven ok yet.. den now he in m'sia.. den laptop dono like wat liao.. so.. i no choice.. have to bring my room the supa lousy com come to the second level living room. den now sho damn slow... haix.. Sianx!!

den yesterday quarrel with him.. long story.. den i cry..den my mum come into my room.. saw me cry.. den kip askin me y y y.. den i nvr tell her lor.. haha. den now ok liao.. after a big fight.. haha..

den the past days.. hav been slacking.. juz now amirah nirosha and siying come my hse do the ipw thingy.. lolx.. den cut styrofoam.. den my whole room gt the styrofoam thingy. haha.. den siying sit there slack to do maths... haha. den she sho quiet... Surprised wor! haha..

den now they go liao.. me sianx.. the com sho alow.. k lah.. gt liao.. bye~

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Quite ok lah.. but not very happy.. becz quarrel wit my kor juz now..
-[fEeLiNg]-
Sinx..haix..
-[FiNaL woRdS]-
Dear.. Sry WoRx. All my FaUlT.. hAix.. SrY.. lOVe Ya EvEr.. dOn QuArReL Le.. K? HuGhUg...

Heex.. | 6/03/2004 04:26:00 PM