Monday, April 30

STUPID | 4/30/2007 09:01:00 PM

Some people should learn how to shut their mouths up. seriously. why must you be so kpo? SHEESH. irritating people. and keep your comments to yourself. RAH. ass

Sunday, April 29

study study | 4/29/2007 09:03:00 PM

okay went to study today. went to sweet-old-macs at parkway. and i ate my fav oreo cheesecake. AH YUMMY. hahaha. then mum called and said she's not going home to cook. so yea. no dinner at home. wanted to eat at the kopitam in parkway, BUT THE STALL WASNT THERE))))): so we went to banquet to eat. AH. MY YUMMY CHICKEN RICE WITH DUMPLINGS:D love them.

wee. today is a nice day. yummy cheesecake, yummy dinner, nice stars, nice day(:

the stars are beautiful tonight((:

and i got to bring my laptop to sch tml cos i cant log onto the freaking sp domain. AH. stupid shit. it better not take too much of my time. LOL.

Saturday, April 28

u're irritating | 4/28/2007 09:04:00 PM

I HATE IRRITATIN PEOPLE. sheesh man. if u sms me and i dont reply you, then STOP SMSING ME. sheesh. these people have no life can. RAH. ohwell. shant be bothered with them.

AH. i was freaking tired last night. fell asleep when i was on the phone with win. haha.YAWN. and this morning my mum pulled me out from bed man. super tired la.

went to my mum's shop this morning. did some work. helped her. then went to meet ahwin:D went to somerset and met his bro.supposed to watch movie but his bro was late so yea. couldnt make it. went to eat lunch. and played pool. hahah. the way ahwin plays pool makes me laugh. HAHA. him and his green balls.LOL. silly guy. then we went to heeren. his bro bought some cd. then we walked to ps. MACS MOVED AGAIN. lame la. from inside to outside to inside again. lol. so gay. ahah. went to spotlight to get his bro's bowl. LOL. then they went swimming and i went back to my mum's shop.

ohwell. the rest of my day was boring la. ohwell.i still love today:D

and bern. stop scaring me with ur stupid scythe. RAH ))):

Thursday, April 26

you're so irritating | 4/26/2007 11:11:00 PM

NIC. i know u read my blog. maybe not very often. but i know u DO READ. anyway, this is to REPLY to ur post. please for goodness sake. if u dont fucking know what the fuck is going on, dont comment.anyway, if u think u're fucking nice or u're TRYING TO BE NICE. okay FINE. u're nice. but too nice that it DISGUST ME. seriously.

FOR UR INFO. there are HUNDREDS OF GYMS IN SINGAPORE. so why should i, for fucking goodness sake, go to the one in SP? if i go to the gym, WHY SHOULD I TELL YOU? fuck. u're not my dad. u're not my boyfriend. i dont have to report to you.

wanna know what made me so fucking pissed off WEEKS AGO? not because YOU pulled me away. but because YOU FUCKING IRRITATED ME. and its not just THAT day. it was from those many times u irritated me but u didnt know. i didnt want to tell u. i just tolerated. but too bad. you pushed me to my limits.

i don't love godwin? FUCK YOU. i love him. and SORRY TO TELL YOU. we're still going on strong. AND. WHOEVER I CHOOSE TO BE MY BOYFRIEND, IS MY CHOICE. so what if there are a million guys after me? they can be some TOM DICK HARRY. and even if some guys are fucking good looking, SO WHAT. they cant make me fall head over heels with them. and they're probably lacking in what i see in a guy. SO TOO BAD.

BY THE WAY. if u think my eye candy isnt good looking, THEN TOO BAD. i can tell you FOR SURE. my eye candy looks A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN YOU DO. if u think u're THAT GOOD LOOKING, go look into a mirror AND REFLECT. OHYA. ur new haircut SUCKS. makes u look like a moron(: CONGRATS.
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ON A LIGHTER NOTE.

had RWP and IOChem today. wtf sia. IOChem was damn boring. i was falling asleep. ahha. AH SUCKS LA IOCHEM. i dont like the lecturer. lol. after lecture, went to play bball with ben, bern, gawin, zavh, yk, xiupin, ethel and fangfang. supposed to play soccer la. but we decided to play bball. haha. then zach and bern played soccer. ahah. bball was super fun la. played till like 6+. then went to benson's hse to cool down. after that went home.. AH. TIRED CAN. but fun fun fun<3 got to know these ppl better so YAY((:

Labels: bball

Tuesday, April 24

today(: | 4/24/2007 07:57:00 PM

Took that pic from jy's blog. AH. I MISS TKGS)): miss those fun days we girls always had together. ILLEGALLY buying food from the canteen when its not our time to and smuggling it back to class. haha. and playing basketball and watching the rest play soccer during recess. OHMAN. i miss those times. i miss ponning PE dance lessons to go "run" 2.4.. rah. i miss being rude the SOME teachers. and having fun with some. it's like, in tk u're so free to do anything. everyone is so open there. not like in sp. got to mind your language. haha. or they'll think u're some dirty minded person. lol. but still. i love sp(: i love my classmates. haha

well well. i ponned bowling. didnt go today. so yea. bowling isnt my cca anymore. OHWELL. im only joining clubs la. thats like so loser. RAH. but heck. i'll pull someone to the gym with me. ahaha:D

lectures were boring today. fell asleep during IOChem and during CPPB, nothing went in. well. it went it, but come out from the other ear. haha. so. i'm screwed. i think i'm gonna fail that module already la. shitty bangbang. i dont know what the shit is going on for CPPB. stupid shit. and CPPB's pract lecturer is the gay guy. i'm so gonna be dead. cos i wont even be able to concentrate. RAHH.

after lectures went to jec and played:D haha. after that went to queensway. bern played his punching game and bought his ball. then we went to ask abt the class jersey thing. ohya. we took pics on the way there. HAHA. i shall not post it. but its FREAKING FUNNY. heh. then we went back to clementi and toodles. off home we went. i missed my train then benson waited with me. yay goodfriend. lol.

super tired la. i kinda slept on the way back. lol. reached home and i didnt see my dog. then i thought my dog was missing. RAH. end up, it was my bro's gf who took lost for a run. lol. scare me. ohwell. guess thats all for today. study time! (:

zach and his gf look cute together! haha

Sunday, April 22

its monday tml ): | 4/22/2007 12:49:00 PM

AH. my poor tagboard. kenna spam. haha. ohwell nvm(: im nice. hahah. lalala

STUPID SHIT LA. volleyball trial for girls on MONDAY 530-800. stupid shit. and i have pract tomorrow. WHICH REMINDS ME. i got to :
1) wear long pants
2) bring lab coat
3) wear shoes
4) bring rubberband for my hair

wa sian. the weather is so freaking hot these days. i dont wanna wear long pants. I DONT EVEN WEAR LONG PANTS): and i dont really wear shoes. STUPID. RAH. and i quote the gay chem lecturer, you'll be hot and wet in the lab. hahha. ohwell. monday is gonna turn sucky for me)): i wonder how xiupin makes her days so slack la. slacker. hahaa. =x

i'm becoming a pig. or rather. im already a pig. eat, sleep, study, laugh bla bla IN FRONT OF MY COM. my table is getting messy too. lol. there isnt space or me to put my laptop. RAH. oh and we freaking got to bring laptop to sch on thurs and fri. SIAN LA. heavy lei ): but can watch videos in sch during breaks! YAY(((:

ohwell. work time. i got to stop slacking=D

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Friday, April 20

Slack day | 4/20/2007 06:20:00 PM

Wa shit. whatever i typed just now is gone man. stupid thing. ohwell. i shall recall what i typed. haha. was kinda late for MS excel lecture this morning. but lucky la. lecturer slack. ahha. after MS lecture went for IDEA lecture. sheesh man. SUPER slack can. haha. a 2 hour lecture finished in like, an hour. then the lecturer let us off. WEE. had early lunch with xixiang and the guys sorta join us later. xixiang took pics of the guys. ahah. and i'm not supposed to post SOME picture by request of bern. haha.

after lunch xixiang and i went to collect my exlink card. WEE! at least this ezlink card picture looks for decent. haha((: then we wanted to go to spgg but it was so farrrr. so we went to moberly instead. saw weikeong and calister! haha. i couldnt recognise weikeong at first. haha and i thought he was melvin. haha. then xx and i saw the guys. AND WE WERE NOT STALKING THEM alrights. hha. slacked in moberly abt an hour? ahha. saw lester there.

after that benson smsed and said the girls are in the library too. so xx and i decided to go to the library instead of wasting our time in moberly. haha. but before that we were camwhoring. heh. went to the library, met the class. and played with the girls. then we left for CPP lab briefing. sheesh man. the lecturer is DAMN FUNNY. the first sentence he said made us laugh la. and bern was like. eh why you all laughin? and he himself laughed when the lecturer walked away. ahha. what an idiot. LOL. shit i feel like posting bern's pic. HAHA after CPP lab briefing we went for IOChem lab briefin. wasnt really concentrating cos the guys were blocking. RAH.

alrights. PICTURES! =D

The guys

LOOK AT BERN. hahahaha.

xx took it

Travis and Benson look alike! haahha

oh i like this painting =D

xi xiang

candid. hahaa

Xixiang and me(:

part of me and xiang.

xiang's shoes.

the graphic walls that look like toilets to me! ahhaa

~~being fat is a crime~~

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Thursday, April 19

SP ROCKS | 4/19/2007 09:36:00 PM

WEE. SP ROCKS. i love sp. i love my class(((: go go go 1B24((:i love my classmates. heh. these few days rocked. had this class outing yesterday. went to jec for lunch. took neos, played and took pics. haha. fun fun fun((: today. went for RWP lecture, then went to np to meet winn. after that went back sch to meet xx then go for another lecture. heh. after lecture went to marina<3 alrights. PICTURES!

XIXIANG

she loves BIG BIRD. hahaha

Ethel and fangfang decorating

neos!

xx and i(:

yimin and xiaojia

4/5 of the girls(:

poor BENBEN. ahhahaha

spot the 4 guys!

YAY. yiying is coming to sp tml! olalala((: my life rocks now((:

Labels: 1B24 IS LOVE(:

Tuesday, April 17

School!! | 4/17/2007 02:30:00 PM

yay((: sp is FUN FUN FUN FUN. didnt blog yesterday cos i was too tired. hehe.

Monday(:
met xixiang on the train, then we went to school together. first lecture was Engineering Math. AH. AMATH CAN. lol. but it was fun. since we studied that before. the lecturer was not bad la. quite nice((: had EM from 8 to 10. then we had left for our Microbiology lecture. before we went for lecture i was like. AH. HUNGRY. so xixiang accompanied me to FC2 to get hashbrown from macs.( though i hate hashbrowns alot, i was left with no choice) went for our microbiology lecture. i think we were the last to arrive. LOL. lecturer started introducing himself, then he started the lecture. i expected the lecturer to be a FEMALE. cos the name is TAN SOON ANN. sounds like a girl's name to me. hehe. ohwell. AH. I LOVE BIOLOGY. learnt some new terms for the cells. not bad la. i STILL LOVE BIOLOGY:D heh. the lecturer was nice. let us off at 11.30. heh. then xixiang and i went for the cca drive. walked one round in the hall then i accompanied her to withdraw money. hehe. walked around, then had lunch at fc3 and we went to the library. looked for some books then we went back to the sports hall to look for yanghwee. after that the 3 of us just slacked in fc5. heh. edwin said he was going to perform. so we waited. and waited. then it started raining. so we left. haha. then i came home to slackk.

Today(:
made xixiang on the train again. haha. then we were looking at some lame lipton tea's "quiz". an example.
1)What can you NEVER answer "YES" to? anddd
2) What has teeth but cannot bite?
answers will be posted at the end of the post. happy guessing. hehe.
after some time we reached school. we were kinda late. LOL. first lecture was.. INORGANIC AND ORGANIC CHEM. in short, IOChem. lecturer wasnt that bad. i actually managed to listen to her but i was falling asleep. i have never paid much attention for my chem lessons in sec sch. haha. after IOChem, xixiang was hungry so we went to fc2 to get hashbrowns. haha. then we ran to the next lecture room cos we were late. the stupid Macs manager serve so slow la. LOL. next lecture was Chemical Process Principles B. OH the lecturer was this pregnant woman whom i thought was quite good looking when i saw her on the first day. SHEESH man. CPPB was about CHEM CALCULATIONS. that seriously bored me to death. PLUS she was pregnant and her stomach was so big, i was paying more attention to her stomach then her. LOL. the lecture was quite boring la. Xixiang was like falling asleep. haha. at the end of the lecture the pregnant lecturer, Miss Tan (lol) gave us this question and i was like. sheesh. i wasnt paying attention just now. lol. ohwell. Miss tan let us off likeee. 50 mins early. haha and she cancelled the tutorial on fri. YAY:D

after lecture we went to the cca drive again. ahha. we joined CHANGI YOUTH AMBASSDORS. heh. HOPEFULLY we can get in cos theres an interview. if we manage to get in we'll be like. WORKING IN CHANGI AIRPORT TRANSIT AREA. how cool is that eh? heh. after that we went for lunch. wanted to go to fc4 for some cheap food but we walked past pizza hut and saw the drumlets. LOL. ahhh so tempting can. so we went to pizza hut. 6 drumlets for $4. damn cheap can, haha. she had personal pan and i had my fav chicken ole:D:D:D total bill added up to $15. CHEAP LA! lol. xixiang TA BAO the 2 drumlets and she wanted to give it to her so-called LOVER. hahhaa. couldnt find him in the sports hall, so no choice. we went to moberly to check out the place. not bad la. the toilets are cool. and its called. RELIEF@MOBERLY. hahahha. we walked ard the area and found JAM@MOBERLY. lol. some people were jamming and this guy was singing so horribly. PRACTICALLY OFF TUNE. hahahhaa. after visitin that place, we went back to the sports hall and xixiang saw her LOVER. lol. and yes she passed the drumlets to him. awww.. so sweet. haha. then we went home((:

AH tiring day. but its freaking fun. i'm having fun in sp((: especially running to lecture this morning. that was fun. ahah. alrights. time to rest. toodles(:

ANSWERS
1) when you're asleep
2) A Comb(:

Labels: SP IS LOVE(:

Sunday, April 15

): | 4/15/2007 11:59:00 PM

AH im freaking excited. tml is THE DAY. got to sleep early then i'm meeting xixiang ON THE TRAIN. haha. AH. excited excited. ohwell. i need to sleep early.

i shouldnt get jealous so easily
whats wrong with me)):

sch sch sch sch | 4/15/2007 02:24:00 PM

IM EXCITED FOR SCH TML:D:D:DD:D AH I CANT WAIT. finally sia. get to study in 5 months. haha. OLALA((: and theres a cca drive in the sports hall after sch tml. YAY:D

oh. i added a counter:D and that number was taken from my cbox. heh.
okay i'm high((:

Saturday, April 14

flag day((: | 4/14/2007 10:41:00 PM

okay. did flag day on the 12th. got to wake up at 5+ cos i got to meet xixiang at like 6+. then this silly girl woke up late and we ended up meeting at 7. lol. took the train ALL THE WAY TO CCK. ah and started our flag day. the people there are DAMN NICE. seriously damn nice. by like. 10, i think my container was starting to get so freaking heavy. lol. oh. and this UNCLE GAVE ME 50 BUCKS. sheesh man. xixiang and i were shocked la! haha. stayed there till 2. then we went for lunch. slacked a lil while. then we left and went back to sp. we got to open the container to check how much we collected. i opened, took out the 50 bucks and this girl (i think she's called fangfang) saw and she was like. WA 50 DOLLARS. haha. so funny. and her friend (benson) i think. asked me if i donated that myself. DOTS. lol. collected 129.17 in total with errrr. 40 cents (in RM) lol. so gay. ohwell. after that some idiot pissed me off. AH. PICTURES!(:

BAD MR MACDONALD. haha.

XIANG LOOKS LIKE YIYING LA! ((:

YAY my container(:

XIXIANG, NIC AND i cant remember his name. not in my class guy. haha.

the following are me. GAYING IN VIVO:D

Thats all for pictures taken during flag day. heh. i think Xi Xiang looks like Yi Ying. note their name. XX and YY. lol. SO CUTE CAN((:

AH. and i met ahwin yesterday(: woke up early in the morning and made some muffins. haha. my new flavours((: too lazy to blog about it. but one sentence can summarise it. I LOVE YESTERDAY((:

ohwell. met up with my dearest friend cum sister(ivy) today. SHEESH MAN. she changed so much. almost couldnt recognise her. ahha. met her at cine, ken say he was at cine too so we went to look for him and his sister at level 6 then they went for their movie. ivy and i caught up with each other. she's still the same old silly girl. haha. love her man<3>

we wanted to leave cine but it started raining so we stayed and walked around. after that we took neoprints!so cool can:D you can send the neoprint to your handphone. ahah. i shall post it up here next time(: after the neos we went cine and went over to heeren to collect this vcd from 77th street. i won some scoop vcd in 77th street:D:D dont ask me how. i cant remember. heh quite a gay vcd but nvm. haha. i'm LUCKY:D hah(:

slacked around at heeren, went to hmv and let her listen to way back into love. ahha. yay. she likes it:D:D:D GOODIE. we then proceed to paragon cos she wanted to get some sweet from muji(but she never found them there) haha. walked around, went to sony gallery, played with the handphones and the mini pc. AH. i like the small lil pc! super ex though. $3499 for that)):

continued walking around at paragon and had icecream. yumyum:D:D:D heh. then we went to fareast. walked around, looked for necklace bla bla. then we realised it started raining so we had to walk in the rain. LOL. was quite fun actually. miss having fun with her man. stupid woman always so busy with her bball training and tournaments. ohwell )):

had fun with her today. wee((:

Labels: flag day

Friday, April 13

<3 | 4/13/2007 12:06:00 AM

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

kope that from jy's blog. heh.

did sp's flag day today. wee. fun fun. but my mood was spoilt by the end of the day. ohwell. i'll blog abt it tml. WITH PICS!

Tuesday, April 10

Sp <3 | 4/10/2007 06:05:00 PM

didnt blog yesterday. went to sp for the orientation. met my new classmates, class tutor bla bla. met some of the lecturers there remind me of some teachers in TK. this male lecturer who speaks like mrs liew, some female lecturers who look like mrs chia, mrs loe etc.my tutor is nice. he allowed us to leave at 3+ when the schedule said 4.30/5. cant remember. theres flag day this thurs and im posted to cck. sheesh man. so freaking far. RAH. after the orientation, did a lil shopping, had dinner. then went home.

Had SPICE training in school today. didnt do much. click here click there. so gay la. i was falling asleep. haa. then went home straight cos i was damn tired. suppose to sleep but i ended up changing my monitor and packing my stuffs. so ya. here i am, blogging.

realised i got most stuffs from my wishlist already. so i deleted them. i only have one thing in mind now.

to find the way back into love

alrights. i'm not happy. toodles.

Saturday, April 7

class gathering(: | 4/07/2007 10:45:00 PM

okay went for class gathering. yiying came to my house first. then we went to marina square. played LET'S GO JUNGLE. WEE. got ranking can! 85th. ahha. not bad :D then we went to bugis and met cheeri chong anddd. i cant remember who. the rest came group by group. heh. cheeri said i slimmed down. YAY. shannon saw me and said. CASS! you're still as short. RAH. took asnira im still with godwin and she screamed. lol. we were so noisy at the station and everyone was looking at us. SO GAY.. lol

then we walked to that place. whatever place it is. and talked. talked. talked. then FINALLY we went to eat. and ATE ALOT. haha. after that we took lots of pics. and then i started having a headache. rahhh.

ohwell. people changed. she changed. she changed for the worse. HA.

ohwell. ahwin time. toodles((:

RAH | 4/07/2007 01:55:00 AM

ah. I AM HUNGRY. in the middle of the night. at 1.55 AM. CASS IS HUNGRY. which kind soul is willing to cook for her a low fat meal now? :D heh.

AH. finally. i got to talk to ahwin. and saw him on msn. yay. miss him lotss. <3

alrights. i'm tired and hungry. so i shall just SLEEP. !@$%#%$%$#

it's the time of the month again(: happy anni darling(:

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Thursday, April 5

| 4/05/2007 10:19:00 PM

i went to sp bowlers blog and i saw this.

Training Resumes
posted on: 03 April 2007

All bowlers, please be reminded that trainings will resume on the 23rd & 24th April. The training will start at 5.30pm at SPGG.

Things to note:
1) Second Year & Final Year bowlers are to wear the club tee that was bought last academic year. Freshmen to wear any tee with collar until the new club tee arrived. YAY i can wear tk's bowling tee((:

2) All bowlers are to dress appropriately for all trainings. Strictly NO bermudas for males and NO skimpy dressing for females AMIRAH was the first THING that came into my mind when i saw this

3) Bowlers are to choose their tentative respective training days either Monday or Tuesday. Second Year and Final Year bowlers, please indicate via email to the club's email. Freshmen will be contacted via mobile for confirmation.

4) Please prepare your equipment ready for training.

ALRIGHTs. time to bathe(:

AHHH(: | 4/05/2007 03:14:00 PM

AH. ahwin coming back from camp today. YAY((: finally. haha. lalala(:

orientation this coming week. AH. cant wait! my timetable came out already. AH(: slack can:D:D WEE(:

mon: 10-12. for even weeks i've lessons at 2-5. then TRAINING
tues: 8-12 <3
wed: 9-10! <3
thurs:9-12, 1-3
fri : WORSE DAY OF THE WEEK. 8-12, 1-6 ))):

ah. my dad's salesman is pissing me off and im like suanning him. HA. i feel good. lalalalala(: and i'm like telling him how much i despise people who use money to get what they want. eg. USING MONEY TO GET UR KIDS INTO THE SCH U WANT THEM TO BE. fuck those kinda parents. seriously. THE FATHER of those kids deserves NO respect from me(: FUCK THAT DAD(:

AH. ahwin better reach home soon. <3

Monday, April 2

RAH | 4/02/2007 04:00:00 PM

i realise i'm always using RAH or lalala as my post title. ohwell. doesn't matter. i don't really care what's happening anymore. i don't wanna care. caring about more stuffs just hurts me more. so, why care? fuck whatever is happening.

there are times when i get so upset over what is happening to me, to us, to everything. it just sucks big time. i'm trying as hard as i can. but nothing seems to get better. sighh. fuck la. i don't wanna think about it anymore.

ohwell. the internet at home is down so i'm at my dad's bridal shop using the wireless here. heh. going for my CLS FO Camp tml already. when i'm back my parents are leaving sg. AGAIN. ahh. they keep going overseas)):

kope this from karen's blog. maybe SOMEONE should read it. although i think that SOMEONE will think it's all rubbish. sighh. i think all that are really true. makes me happy if that happened to me. which probably wont anymore..

give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
leave her cute text notes.
kiss her in front of your friends.

tell her she looks beautiful.
look into her eyes when you talk to her.
let her mess with your hair.
touch her hair.
forgive her for her mistakes.
look at her like she's the only girl you see.
tickle her even when she says stop.
when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
let her fall asleep in your arms.
get her mad, then kiss her.
tease her and let her tease you back.
stay up all night with her when she needs you.
watch her favorite movie with her.
kiss her forehead.
give her the world.
write her letters.

sit down and talk to her.

hear her speak.

enjoy the silliest thing she would do just thinking that it may make u smile.

softens her down when she cries.

express ur love with not words.

pop by just to say "hellooo"

respect her choice that makes her happy.
when she's sad, be there for her.

bear with her when she goes crazy for you.

tke the pain no matter how hard she slaps th door onto ur fingers.

let her vent her anger on you, still, smile and say "go ahead"
let her know she's important.
let her take all the photos she wants of you.
kiss her in the pouring rain.
when you fall in love with her, tell her.
and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved anyone before

thts wht a girl wants.
wht a girl need.
whtever makes her happy in ur arms.

and yes. went to do this personal profile found on jiayi's blog. it's quite true about me. or shouldi say. VERY VERY true..

You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.

Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.

You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.

true isnt it? HA.

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