Friday, July 28
. | 7/28/2006 04:47:00 PM
i'm sick of life
Friday, July 21
time flies | 7/21/2006 05:30:00 PM
WOW. i just realise how fast time flies. last year this day was a special day to me.
at that point of time. and now it's completely different. just 1 year and so much things happen. oh well. the clock is ticking. every second just passes like this. soon it'll be the Os. hopefully life for me will be better after the Os. i want to have more time to spend with people.
GOOD PEOPLE.
NICE PEOPLE.
TRUSTWORTHY PEOPLE. and not those backstabbers and bitches. some stuffs happened and through that, i was enlightened. i saw who were those true friends. and who wasnt. some people just pissed me off so much, some just irritate me so much i feel like slapping you everytime you do that. while some are still so childish, playing around like there's no tomorrow...
Os are coming. and it's time to get down and study. i realise when i really really really study, i get so crazy. but then again, studying make me feel so tired i'm often found sleeping on my table. haha.i guess i'll get used to that. and apparently all this studying allows me to train myself to become a better planner. haha. as in, plan your time and shit. and from there i realise that there isnt much time left. how many weeks to prelims? minus this week i think there's four. congrats cass. you've not been studying your other subjects. RAHH. i did tys and realise i can quite dumb. haha. i got the answer and yet i didnt know. how smart i am(:
AH. and napfa is coming. shitty ass. my body is getting soft and flaccid. it's time to train hard. i want my gold this year. RAH. i think i missed by 2 points last year. which was quite shit. i better do well for my 2.4..
supervised studies can be a waste of time if i don't want to study. but it can be good too cos that's the only time i study and not fall asleep. haha. somehow i need motivation to study. i'm so sick of so many things. RAHH.
there's so much more things i wanna say. but i guess it's not good to type it here and let everyone see yea. therefore, BYE
Monday, July 17
long time no blog? | 7/17/2006 01:05:00 AM
BOO. im bored and im waiting for my hair to dry so that i can so
SLEEP. i'm tired.
*yawns* oh well. pepper left us. on 130706. quite sad.. he died of some virus. STUPID VIRUS. kill my baby. RAH. nevermind. i still have mint. hopefully she doesnt get it. we'll wait and see. if she survives the 4 months, then she'll be alright((:
i realised that i have not bowled for a month already. and so i went bowling yesterday. my gosh. bowled like shit. average 140. then bowl till too late no bus come home have to take taxi. haha. then this morning i was almost late for tuition. thanks to my darling i was late((:
then on my way back met lester. scary sia. i was waiting for the train then he sms me. then i turned and i saw him beside me. haha. not really beside but yea. sort of? i don't know how to explain. oh well. how silly.
after that slacked at home for a while then went for emath tuition. did the mayflower paper. thn come home liao.
YAWN what a boring day. whole house nobody de la. only my maid and i. then my parents reached home like 11+. oh daddy bought me a pig bolster. haha. how cute. but then again. i think i have too many bolsters and pillows on my bed already. haha.
i love my bed(:
Thursday, July 13
rahh | 7/13/2006 01:07:00 AM
rahh. some stuffs are going down down down. that sucks. i've english oral tml. for prelims. and GREAT. examiner is MR K. ANG. how nice.
i don't wanna think about it.
maybe i should just go sleep.
The Bottom Line
Things are starting to come together, even if you don't feel the effect quite yet.
In Detail
An artist doesn't have to wait until all the paint dries to see how a painting is going to look, so today, when the writing is on the wall, follow its instructions. When you get a good idea about where something is headed, take the leap and make your boldest move. If you wait for every little detail to be confirmed, you may fall behind or even worse -- you may miss the boat completely. Take a risk and act on a hunch. You won't be disappointed by the outcome.
probably quite true.
Saturday, July 8
all becos of u | 7/08/2006 04:34:00 PM
i want to scream
i want to shout
i want to cry
i don't wanna think about it
i need you but ure not here.
all because of u.
all because of me.
