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ah!! ml.. tml ish eng exam le.. haix.. rather scared.. cz im not tt prepared... haix... reali dono wat to do.. regretted not startin to study earlier... haix.. i juz feel like crying... haix..

juz now during maths remedial.. we had to do the maths paper.. haix.. i din noe so mani questions... luckily didi was there to help me.. haix.. i almost cried man... den aft tt.. when we(`asyura, sie hui, didi and syaz) were abt to leave the class.. i was on the verge of tears.. i dono why... haix.. but i felt like it was the last day of sch lidat... haix... felt reali sad.. haix..

i hafta study... but i dono why.. i've been slacking the whole afternoon till now... haix... tis is so not the way.. haix.. today is a rather impt day yea? haha.. i guess onli 2 person will noe.. its a secret.. shhh.... haha.. lame!

haix.. so much things have changed.. i seemed to have become further away from dem... haix.. esp *her... haix.. i try to pluck up my courage to tok to her... but.. i juz cant do it... haix.. wats wrong?? i dono.. i reali dono.. now for exam period she's sitting beside me.. haix.. syaz say tt its gd.. might patch wit her... haix... but.. haix.. it's like.. there's nth for us to tok abt now.. not like the past... haix... so sad!!! haix.. wana cry liao... k lah.. gtg liao. bye!


Aiyo.. yesterday din blogg.. now so tired.. in sch lor... its start of the day!!! it's 30/9... last day of sept.. and tml... exams start.. haix.. time flies man... haix.. im not reali ready.. m i?? haix... i dono myself... haix..

slept so late last nite... tried to complete as much as i can... if not ar... die man... today have to do extra of maths.. cz i din even touch maths yesterday aft i reached home..

hmmx.. yesterday xin yun and jos went my hse study lor.. but i cant reali concentrare lah... haha.. cz stupid xinyun so noisy.. keep playin wit my toys.. aiyo!!!! haha...

den aft studying we go play my piano... aiyo... haha.... den play uno.. haha.. yay!! i won xin yun.. but lost to jos... haha.... lame though.. lolx.. k lah. gtg liao.. stupid sarah is botherein me.. haha.. =PPPPPP


-yawnz- Finally got time come blogg le.. haha.. i mean.. for today lah. lolx. been studyin leix.. guai rite? haha.. hmmx.. let's see... *flips thru memory*

Morning.. i was dragged out of bed by my mum.. haha.. den i fell asleep again.. for awhile onli lah.. den go bathe lor.. den went for breakfast.. den went to my mum shop.. and studied my sci.. haha.. den rush for my piano lesson.. and den go back my mum shop study again.. haha.. sianx man.. wat kind of life is tis?? haix..

countdown.. 4 more days.... haix.. eng exam le.. countdown... 13 more days.. his comin back.. yay! haha... waited long for tis day.. haha...

wee.. exmas comin.. means holis oso comin le.. yay!! haha.. and i tink im goin to zhou tong's concert.. yay.. so happy.. haha.. don care ar.. holis muz reali go enjoy liao.. haha... -yawn- juz now finish learnin the stupid crappy chi spelling.. haha.. 1st time i study lor.. haha.. beta get full marks.. lolx.. k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~


Haix. Today.. quite a sad day man. haix.. but still gt mood to study.. hahax.. Anyway.. today is a sad day! even though there is still..1 more mth.. haha.. haix.. anyway.. 25 of everymth is a sad day kies.. it doesnt rox anymore.. not at all... haix.. kies. enough of sad stuffs... haix.

i was shocked when i checked my blog.. haha.. i forgot tt i changed the template.. lolx.. juz now.. go do cip wit stef ame and pea.. haha.. pea and me din the shelving.. tiring lah.. but fun.. haha.. den stef and ame had to count the books.. serve them rite.. haha.. den did till 12 plus.. den me and pea go find ame and stef opp the library... den took mrt wit ame lor.. den i go my mum shop.. and den started studyin.. den i saw my bro and his gf.. dey celebratin their anniversary today.. i was jealous... so jealous.. i almost cried.. haix... dear.. miss ya lots... muackx..

den finished 3 chapters of sci. still hav to finish 2 chapters by today.. haix.. tml don feel like goin piano lesson leix.. but i noe my mum say nag de.. haix... i wana study.. haix.. i juz realised how much time i wasted the past few days.. haix.. noe have to study at least 3 chapters a day for sci.. if not ar.. no time liao ar.. haix.. den still gt chi and maths.. haix.. lit oso... aiyo!!!!! stressed man.. haix..

im feeling so tired now.. reali don wan to go lesson tml!!!!! haix.. die lah... haix.. k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~


toots.. stopped bloggin juz to change template.. ws a fast one lah.. din take so much time.. haix.. pretty sad ar.. haix.. m i rong to keep it to myself? haix.. or shul i let someone else noe oso? haix.. im so troubled.. and i feel so betryed.. haix.. but wat to do? haix...

aiyo.. juz now kena scoldin from the cip teacher .. wats her name again?? i suddenly forgot.. haha.. den tml hav to go do cip... haix.. sianx ar!! haix.. exams comin le.. juz 6 more days.. but i dono why... i juz feel so... so unprepared.. haix.. seems like i have forgoten everything i studied.. haix... k lah. gtg liao.. bye~


Haix. Seriously.. i dono if im doin the rite thing.. haix.. i noe wats goin on.. but i chose to avoid it.. m i rite in doin tis? im so confused.. so much things have changed since.... haix.. blog later... no mood le.. haix.


im bored.. im so bored.. haha.. hmmx.. who wished me happy b'dae?? so kind of u.. thz! haha.. but reveal urself lei.. haha..

im suppose to study now lor.. die lah.. haven been studyin.. haix... later muz study liao.. aft bloggin.. haha.. haix.. i still hav lots of stuffs not done... haix.. muz study very very hard liao.. haix.. tml gt spring test.. den muz study.. haix.. den gt so many maths hw.. need to do. haix. .. oops.. parents back liao.. bye!


hhaa.. today quite happy.. cz FINALLY... iap is done.. haha.. quite a success.. or should i say.. it IS a sucess!! haha.. lame.. i noe.. lolx...

oops.. gtg.. bye



Haix.. today.. not very happy.. haix.. and guess wat.. my freakin dad bluffed me abt my grandpa having a heart attack. how nice of him.. fuck u lor... walau...

to those who are angry wit me or wat.. im sry. cz i din noe tt he was lyin... k?

anyway. today quite fun.. cz we spent the whole of legacy and maths juz on the iap.. and guess wat... its tml!!!! ah.. finally.. haha.. yay.. i'll be cookin.. yay yay!! haha... guess it will be quite fun lor.. lolx..

k.. den... hmmx.. nth reali interestin oso... haha... art was like... ok lah.. not tt bad.. but miss ong spent the whole art lesson tokin to us.. stupid rite?? haha.. den chi.. had to dance lor.. haha.. so lame.. lolx.. and now i keep singin the song.. haha...

k lah.. gtg liao.. need to do hw.. bye~


wee.. today... walk alot.. but not alot oso lah.. haha... lame~ anyway.. before i start... ahem* Happy Belated Birthday stef!! haha... im much a nice fren... wishin u a happy birthday.. haha..

toot* 1 mth and 5 day.. its a chao impt day kies?? more impt den YESTERDAY.. haha... yest was stef... haha.,.. lame lah.. im t0kin c0ck... wee... haha..

kkz... today... second day at the FRONT seat.. aiyo.. i was chao bored.. thz to syazzie..i wasnt tt bored.. m i t0kin sense?? haha.. den gt eng compre test. aft i finish i was steppin on syaz foot.. haha.. den we acted like E.T .. haha.. u noe the finger thingy... --->--<---?? don understand nvm.... im abit hyper today,.. i dono why lei.. juz so hyper... haha.... den aft sch go parkway wit the chefs!! haha... so fun... walk ard giant to get my... oops.. is our.. (joelle and me) potato wegdes!! haha... wed... comin liao... the day!!! so scary... IAP suxz... haha...

den went to find yiying jos and siying with cewanne sab and yuanyuan.. haha... den ate kfc.. aiyo... chicken flu still eat.. haha.. den jos and siyin was sayin tt heng i wasnt there earlier cz kim wakerman was there.. arge.. bitch lah she... den they say they oso saw cassandra.. not me tis cassandra lah.. is the cassandra SEE.. not cassandra LEE.. haha... juz 1 letter differnce.. haha..

den eat le.. they down there playin who wans to be a millonaire.. haha.. lame rite... lolx.. den aft tt wanted to go home liao.. den me and yuan suggested playin the $7 thingy lah.. haha.. den.. of course.. me again.. i take money pay.. dey play... but nvm lah... we had fun ye?? haha... so funi.. i chose the chao diff one.. lolx.. den we were all tryin to figure out wat it was... haha.. and i spent... $16 there lor.. lolx.. nvm.. im expectin a big b'dae prezzie from them.. haha... gona put my wishlist the nxt few days... haha...

den do liao.. in the end... i reach home at.. 5plus.. almost 6... haha... fun day i had!! lolx.. k lah.. gtg liao... bye~~


ahix.. i dono why.. all of a sudden.. i feel so sad.. haix.. mayb becz i was practising my new piano score ba.. is <> .. quite a sad song ba.. haix.. den thought of the past and den cried.. haix.. den i decided to stop and came to blog... haix.. sad ar!!!!

anyway... secret.. i noe hu u are le.... haix... its so obvious who u are from ur second post... haix.. i told u..... i'll change... and i've changed... haix.. im no longer the cheerful cass like i use to be... haix.. and i guess... u oso knoe why... haix.. anyway.. tts past.. haix... im tryin hard not to bring it up anymore... but i cant... haix... ='(

studied sci tis afternoon... onli chapter 1 and 2 and i was oredi falling asleep.. cz of the stupid atoms and molecule.. aiyo.. so boring.... -yawn- den aft tt go suntec the food fair or watever its called.. den ate alot of samples of the food. haha. eat till very full... stayed there from 2+ till 5+.. den walk till my leg so tired.. so many ppl...

den went back my mum shop.. eat the stuffs we bought and den close shop.. came home and cooked instant noodles cz my mum cooked marcoroni and I HATE IT... so i ate instant noodles instead.. den watched tv.. den went to bathe and now im here... haix.

my mum juz came down to check on me.. she say she din hear and piano sound den tot smth happen.. wat would happen?? me faint?? haha... mayb ba.. haix... feel like cuttin myself again.... i juz feel soo.. soo sad... haix.. i juz wana cry everythin out.. haix.....

why isit tt everytime i hav to experience all tis sufferings?? haix.. they say life is full of upS and downs.. i tink its full of UP and downsssssssssssssssss... haix...

me now uoploadin more pics into my webshots there.... looks like i still hav many to go.... haix.. im tired.. tired of everything.. i juz need rest... haix.. rest tt can last forever... haoix.. onli death.. tts the onli way. haix........


walau.. bad day man... lenny changed my seat.. RITE TO THE VERY FRONT.. why u so guai? huh.. listen to my dad... walau.. fuckin dad.. im NOT TOKIN TO YOU!!!!!!!! hmphff... i almost cried.. i was on the verge of tears.. haix.. den was recess and i vent my anger on a game of badminton and the piano.. haha.. i was playin a slow song very quicker.. hhaha.. and now.. i feel so much beta.. lolx..

oki// oh ya.. chi was chao boring.. i almost fell asleep lor..-yawn- haha.. den was art.. it was so fun!!! haha.. we were putting smth on *** head.. haha.. and i cut someone's hair.. haha.. and she dono.. haha... den was history.. aiyo!! was our presentation... our crappy lor... haix..

sianx aar.. tml wana go out.. but dono go whr hao lei.... oh ya.. ppl!!! go do tis quiz.. haha.. very fast de..!!! haha...

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Haix. Sianz ar… today.. had some fun lah… haha.. hmmx.. morning in sch.. so scary.. tot history will kena my grp present.. but hen gar!! Mumtash they all very slow.. so my grp din hav time to present.. haha… den was lit.. aiyo.. kena we go present drama.. haha.. quite happy wit the result.. 9/10 lei!!! Haha… so happy.. den for the rest of the day.. sianz le… haha…

Aft sch stayed back for remedial.. den go parkway wit sy wy and jos… say go there eat onli… den in the end we go walk walk… den the 3 of them keep beggin me to do the thingy.. dono call wat… haha… den in the end do le.. do till 5 plus… reach home almost 6le… haha… den now.. sianx lor.. very full.. juz now scan lots of pics… haha… got time den go upload dem… haha..

Den later my bro say wana teach me.. haix.. I don wan lor.. im too stressed… everytime I stress… I’ll cry..haix.. how many times do u wan me to cry?? Haix… sad ar…
haix.. now very pissedd... supa pissed wit my bro.. fuck you man..
k lah… gtg liao… bye~


yay,.. im happy.. haha.. cz its settled!! haha.. finally.. i can.. *phew* lolx..

ok.. juz now aft sch go jos hse study till 4.. den come home.. *cz my dad and mum call me!! den xin yun and her sis came my hse study cz her hse there renovation.. den study till.. 6 plus lor.. now.. im juz crappin ard.. cz im too tired liao.. but still gt lots to study lei!! haix.. sianx.. atleast i manage to study finish half of it.. yay!! haha..

oh ya.. im happy cz of smth else too.. haha.. p and c.. cant tell.. lolx.. k lah.. gtg study le... bye~


haix.. im not havin a good day today.. haix.. gt back my progess report today.. den aft sch go eat long john with jos.. aiyo.. the chicken so little.. now cz is frozen de.. so not nice.. haha... den aft tt went to the food court den study till 4 wit jos... den gt tis tico call me.. aiyo... yucks~ haix..

haix.. die lah.. my progess report.. haix.. dono how to give my mum.. haix.. im prepared for doom.. haix.~


walau.. im so fuck up now~~ haix.. im tired.. and i juz finish typin out the history and the iap thingy.. arge~ my back hurts..wish someone can help me massage~ haha.. and i juz realise i haven do maths~ die.. gt maths tml?? shit ar!!! but heng i did the exam paper and the other one tt lenny gave before the holis.. onli din do the one mrs hoy gave and the one lenny gave on fri...

oh ya.. tt tan ying sci teacher came to my mum shop yesterday.. sy will noe who i tokin abt.. haha.. scary sia,.. lolx.. den i complaining to him abt miss ong.. haha... so funi.. he say miss ong the most can work till 62 onli.. lolx.. i tink she 62 le.. haix.. not fair!! why cant she be 62 2 years ago?? lolx.. lame~

haix.. i dono why.. me feeling quite sad today..mayb cz of the good news my cousin told me.. she say my aunt and uncle allowed her to hav a bf and they asked her to bring him home.. nth happed.. not like wat happened to mine.. haix.. im juz.. disappointed wit my parents. haix..

nth sch reopen le.. so fast, 1week past.. i even forgot tt tml need to go to sch.. and i haven study for my chi..haix.. die man..8chapters lor.. haix.. i tink i onli flipped thru 2.. haix..

one of my ex asked for a patch.. haix.. of course no lah.. cz no feelings liao.. plus.... haha.. don wana continue.. u ppl go guess urself.. lolx.. haix..my eyes are goin to close soon.. but i still wana use com.. cz i scare now i can use.. dne when sch reopen no time liao.. haix..

anyway.. to those having prelim le.. GOOD LUCK!! haha.. and i tink tml getting progess report le.. haix.. die man.. tis term i failed alot... haix.. tml is term 4 lor... aft term 4.. is holiday.. den sec 3 le.. haix.. time reali flies man.. haix.. anyway.. tok abt the future for wat?? haix..

juz looked at my clock and realised its onli 11.. haix.. dono why.. these few days cant reali sleep.. but im very very tired..haix.. dono wat happen to me.. im like.. feeling sad oso.. haix.. dono wat happen.. mayb cz of yy ba.. haix. i oso dono wat happen to both of us.. haix.. its like... haix. i cant continue.. the more i say.. the more i feel like cryin.. haix...

tink i meed to use my prepaid card le.. haix.. my singtel one sms goin to exceed le.. haha.. den i tink i oso goin to cancell tt line le.. cz some ppl go write my num on the bus sayin.. call tis num for free sex.. and i have been recieveing weird calls from pervertic ppl.. haix..

oct if approaching.. the great day is comin... haha.. 25OCTOBER.. haha.. i expect smth nice.. i noe lah.. too early to say.. lolx.. im juz remindin... haha.. and ya.. im gona hav a wish list by the side.. haha.. easier to buy present write?? haha... *clever me haha..
k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~~ nitey nite.. haha..


Ah.. stomach pain.. pain pain.. cramps ar~~~ yucky.. haha.. anyway.. seems like half my probs are solved.. happy~ heex.

aiyo.. i've trying so hard to forget my ex.. and yet my parents today dono wat happen.. keep derrick tis derrick tt.. haiyo!!!!! shut up lor.... haix... sianz~ den yesterday in friendster saw one of my ex pic... haix.. dono why.. started cryin.. haix.. mayb cz the relationship was reali short.. haix.. nvm.. its all history.. why shul i even be tokin abt it.. haix.. now tok tok tok.. tink of him again.. haix.. die~~~~~~ forget everything man.. haix.. im tokin crapz~

haha.. now. nth much to do... haix.. hey ppl.. write testi for me kies?? heex.. sianz~~ seriously dono wat to do,.. and guess wat.. i exceed my sms liao.. haha.. how clever ar me.. lolx.. im tokin crapz~ AGAIN.. i dono wat happen to me liao.. haix..

im still doin my template.. and the sch reopening... haix.. i nvr get to do things rite.. haix... i set goals and i nvr achieve it... wahaha.. haix.. im sianx to hell.. haha.. surfing friendster.. and scanning MORE PICS... haha.. i juz uploaded my pics.. esp those whem im still small.. haha.. so cute.. lolz...

im dono wat to do lor.. haix.. hw do finish liao.. haha.. guai rite?? lolx.. yay.. tml gt no piano lesson.. dono why.. juz don hav.. haha.. and i don wana noe.. cz im not bothered to noe.. lolx.. *am i tokin sense?? lolx.. k lah.. guess i beta go continue crappin liao.. byes~~


Fucking hell lor.. haix.. Juz wat happened to me and yy?? haix.. its like.. another sy `en sheena.. haix.. history repeating.. haix.. juz becz of the fucking stupid history oral!!!!!!!! wat is so wrong??? tell me can not? huh~??! walau...

everything seems to be going wrong for me.. whether its friendship OR relationship......... AND kinship.. haix... walau... i hate tis lorz.. tis completely SUXZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haix.. anyone qever wondered how i feel??? haix.. hav u lost ur trust in me????? u rather believe my idiotic bro den me?? haix.. im so.. so disappointed.. wats wrong with keeping msgs in my hp?? huh?!!?! i hav my own privacy.. why do they keep takin my hp and seeing the msgs?? who do they tink they are?????????????!?!?!?!?!!?!?!? HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haix.. i got into a big fight wit my parents.. cz they din let me go out.. childish huh.. haix.. For the whole 1 week of holidday... i din even get to go out... not even wit my frenz.. wats tis lor.. fuck.......... pinch me, slapp me,, beat me. scold me.. you call tis care for me.. i call tis CHILD ABUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Things have changed.. so mani things.. haix... i've been trying so hard to change.. haix.. but why... why muz things turn out lidat.. haix.. life juz suxz!!!!!!!!haix..

don tok abt unhappy thingy liao... haix.. anywae.. now uploading more pics.. haha.. im obbessed wit my scanner.. lolx.. k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~


haix.. rather sad again... haix.. tink i beta don tok abt it.. haix..

anyway.. went to sentosa today... quite boring.. cz i went wit my parents. so tis cannot go (cz too ex) tt cannot buy(cz too ex).. aiyo!!! go sentosa less den 2 hrs onli lor.. siao..

den went to hav dinner... den went to my uncle shop get my pics tt i ask my cousin to scan.. yupz.. go check it oout hor.. gtg. bye


Today my m00d.. guess.. beta den yest?? haix... aft crying and all the lectures from my kors.. i guess... i wake up le ba?? haix.. no.. onli half awake... haix.. have to work hard lor... haix...

from now on... im gona be a different person.. someone who is carefree ba.. haix.. i dono... haix.. if smth happen again.. den.. haix.. i dono le... haix..

currently.. im working on my new template for tis blogg lor.. haha.. i wana finish it before the sch reopens.. wich is.. quite cannot de.. haha..


Why?? why cant my parents understand me?????????? haix... its like.. no one is there for me anymore... haix.. i feel so lost.. haix..

tis is the 3rd time i have blogged today.. haix.. guess tts how troubled i am?? haix.. no... its more den tt... haix.. much more... haix.. i juz feel so sad... sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.. haix... so much thiings in my heart.. but i cant say it out... mayb cz i dono how to start.. haix....




I dono why.. im feeling sad.. very sad... haix.. i even cried.. haix.. i guess onli I... will noe why...haix.... how i wish all tis can stop.. haix.. i imagine.... many many things... haix... the worse tt can happen... haix.... all i can do now is to look on the bright side of life... haix... when i cant... haix...

i have been trying to be happy... but too many things juz happened.... bad things.. haix... wat to do?? haix.. i either hav to face it or run away from it... haix... i tink.. im running away.. haix... sometimes i tink im facing it.. haix... i dono why.. im juz.. SAD... haix..

anyway.. holis are here... so.. enjoy everyone! haix...


Lalala.. Now in sch library.. waiting for xin yun to come.. wonder whr she is! aiyo.. im so hungry.. but muz ren!!! haha.. Now crapping round and doin the sch surveys lor...

im not tt pissed liao.. but im still pissed.. haix.. nvm.. all will be over soon... yuupz~ my eyes hurts lor.. dono why.. haix.. tink too dry ba... wearing contacts for long.. haix..

YAY!!!!! today last day of sch le!! haha... but still.. onli gt one week of holis.. haix.. not fair! haha.. i wana go out everyday during the holis.. but cannot.. cz need to study ma~ haix.. wish no one to study liao.. wa.. shoooo good... haha... but tts onli a wait long long dream..

aniwae.. after like.. half an hour.. im still doin the surveys lor.. so mani!! haix.. nvm lor.. slowly do.. haha.. since i gt soooooooo much time...

finally.. i can go online icq.. but it's like.. hangin the com lor.. haha.. nvm.. not my com.. oops... lolx.. i scared ah.. com hang i die ar.. haha..

holis are here.. but.. SO MUCH HW!! aiyo... die liao ar... den mon sarah charu and nasmi comin my hse do the lit thingy.. haha.. sarah wana make cup cakes again.. lolx.. and im cookin spagettih..!! haha,,

dono when den im gona pierce the ear hole.. no time lah... tot can go tml.. but dono can go out not lei... haix.. sad sia.. nvm. fake fake again can liao.. haha.. den go tm... yay!! haha... but muz ask someone go wit me lor.... haix... SIAN~

hmmx.. k lah.. gtg liao.. anyway.. me gona change template le... hee.. stay happy peeps~


Walau.. im pissed.. so bloody pissed.. i dono why.. not very happy today.. cant be pms-ing.. too early.. haha..

today's a bad day for me man... i saw my maths results and i was.. "OH MY GOD~" cz i failed.. yes.. again.. haix.. have to work real hard in the holis... haix... gona pierce my second ear hole.. haha.. dono how to hide from my parents. hhaa.

my ex(S) have been sms-ing me... nah.. not derrick.. he cant be bothered with me.. haix... he wans a patch but i don wan... I DON WAN!!!!!!!!!!! haha... cz the feelings not there liao...

anyway.. don tok abt all tis... i was pissed in class and started cutting myself again.. haix.. gt/... 3 to 4 more cuts.. but seriously.. i don feel the pain... k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~