Thursday, January 29
| 1/29/2004 03:40:00 PM
Phew.. Just got home at 3.. I think. Hee. Then today just got back my Maths spring test. Wow.. i got A1!! So happy.. Haha.
Then now talking on the phone with him. Today, i think lucky day for me ba. Then just now have health screening. Then they called us strip.. haha.. So pervertic. Haiz. Then miss Geography and Science..
Wa. So fast Thursday le. Tomorrow Friday le. Then have bowling tomorow in cineleisure. Don't know he will go anot leiz. I hope he will. Heez.. But if cannot also nevermind. Cause Sunday seeing him again. We going out. Heez.
Got to go le. Bye!
Wednesday, January 28
| 1/28/2004 02:45:00 PM
Very long never blog here already. I was busy. And I forgot the password of this blog. Haha. Got too many. Hee. Well, a lot of things happened the past few weeks.. He told me his decision already. I so happy!!
Guess what it is. Haha.. I so happy. The answer very obvious already. Haha. He chose me. I very Happy. But as for the other girl leiz.. Haiz. I abit worried for her leiz.. I don't know why. Haiz. To say the truth, I kinda hate her. But I cant help worrying for her. I don't know why leiz. Haha. Maybe because I know how she feeling now ba.
If.. If.. She happenes to read this blog of mine... Then this is for her
I know how you are feeling now.. I had this feeling before. Its all God's will. Maybe you will hate me.. Maybe you don't. I don mind you saying those things to him about me. Because I'm innocent. But I know, you said all these maybe because you have your own personal reasons. Don't be sad already. He is also worried for you ba.. I believe he still has you in his heart.. If not he wont be so worried for you. If you really love him, don make him worried for you le. oki..Stay Happy... And he will be proud of you.. Trust me..
Well.. I don't know what to write le. Now leiz. Keep thinking of him. Miss him.. Haha. *Muack* bye..
Monday, January 12
| 1/12/2004 08:25:00 PM
Quite a few days never blog already. Was busy. Then a lot of things happen. Haiz.. Him and me. I don't know like what already. Very anyhow. I don't know if we are still steads or what. 'Cause break already, then we talk to each other like in the past. Hee. But if like that, I don't mind. Hee. 'Cause I love him a lot.
Hmmz. Since 3 Jan, I didnt blog. Hmmz. 9 Days. So long already. Really alot of things happen. Hee. Went out with him on friday. Watched movie. And did alot of 'things'. Haha. Then Sat went bowling with my brother and his girlfriend. Haha. I'm just the spotlight between my brother and his girlfriend everytime. Haha.
Then he was angry wit me. 'Cause I went home late and had little time to talk to him. *Sorry*
Sunday, I had piano lessons. Then I went to Spotlight with my mother to get some materials for my Home Economics. Hee.
As for the other days, I don't think I can remember. 'Cause all I remember is that I went to school. Haha. Hmmz. Thats all I think.
Oh ya. There is something I must say.
*Thanks for the flowers. Heez. You will always be in my heart. i Love You!*
Saturday, January 3
| 1/03/2004 10:22:00 PM
Haiz. Really very tired today. Morning. I went to my primary school. Went there to play volleyball. Yeah! Volleyball RawZ! Haha.. Thats lame, I know. Haha. Then in the afternoon, I went swimming with my brother, his gf and his gf niece. It wass fun though. But its also tiring. Started swimming at about 3 plus and stopped swimming at about 7. I guess. Phew.
After that went to eat. After eating went home. Reach home then I started roler-blading with my brother's gf. Then I fell down. Man. Its painful. It was bleeding so much. I almost cried. Haiz.
In the afternoon, He smsed me. told me that he didnt like me at all. I was angry in the first place. But I thought. Haiz. We have already broken up. Why should I still bother about him? Even so, he is just my god-brother now. Haiz.
Just want to tell him," Look, I'm not angry with you already. Really. Maybe because I'm tired. Thats why I talk like I'm so fierce Just now. Well, My apologized to you. *Muack*
Friday, January 2
| 1/02/2004 08:00:00 PM
Today very happy. 'Cause I got to see him, someone I love dearly. Ah... So cute! So... Hmmz.. I don't know what to say.. Haha.. The feeling was great..I felt like, like we are back. Like in the past. Sheesh.. I'm dreaming, I'm not. Haha. I'm mad.
Haha. I don't know how to tell myself that we are not together. Just feel very happy because of today. Thanks my dear. I love you.. *Muack*
Thursday, January 1
| 1/01/2004 01:19:00 PM
Happy New Year everyone. But its not happy for me. Haiz. He broke with me already. When I saw his sms. I thought he was just joking. But when I called him and he rejected.. And didnt called me back.. I knew it was over.
I sat on my bed. Staring at my phone. My cousin was beside me. Trying to console me. He told me not to think about it already. How not to? I really love him alot...
Yesterday play till I inhaled too much smoke. Keep coughing. Then my stomach very pain. How I hope that he was by my side. But at that time. We were over already..
I told myself not to cry. But I was thinking of everything we did. Everything. I'm very very sad. I don't know what to do. I feel like dying. Though he told me not to. Life is just so meaningless for me now...
