Last night, I felt pretty lonely. As I lay in bed with my eyes open, I thought of you. Wondering if you were thinking of me too. I closed my eyes, smiled as if you were there in front of me, giving me your sweetest smile.
As I lay in bed with my eyes closed, I thought of you. Hugged my bolster as if it was you. There you were.
Your arms were wrapped around me. I could feel the heat of your body. You whispered into my ear, "I miss you" & I said, "I miss you too" Smiled to each other, with eye contact. We kissed. ---------------------------------------------- I couldnt sleep and some stuffs were running through my mind. Oh well, everything's pretty quiet here now. Sam isnt around, Carlin isn't around, G isn't around. The house, so quiet at night The phone, so quiet in the day Customers flood my phone in the night zzz Breakfast at the airport was filling. Haven eaten that much for a long long time. LOL Anyway today is a horrible day. I ate alot. And i just remembered that my bitten icecream is still in the freezer in my mum's shop. LOL. I hate it when i go to my mum's shop, cos i eat alot there. siannn. LOL. but i'm pretty glad both my parents are supportive of my blogshop. Mum allows me to set up my own mini stall outside their shop. Dad allows me to have some namecards printed :D I just loaned like 100 bucks from my mum for investment purposes. LOL. I feel bad but... I'm returning it at the end of the month! (she said it'll be my allowance for the week but nahh, cannot take also. lol)
Alrights, just dropped G a mail and i'm gonna sleep soon. Freaking tired. Had to wake up at 6+am to send my bro off to melb this morning. BYE PEOPLE (:
Sunday, February 24
i'mahappygirl | 2/24/2008 07:09:00 PM
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MICKEY TEES UP! Visit SpreeFashion! I've been in a relatively good mood since yesterday(: that's pretty good considering the fact that i've been rather down and all for the past week )): Blame it on emotions, work, friends. ohwell(: It's over and i'm not gonna think about it.
It's gonna be a busy week for me since i'll be sending my bro off to melb (dammm i wanna go) meeting some suppliers, superior for work and all. got a date with xixiang too :D
G's leaving for melb tonight. Take care and good bye (:
btw xixiang, control your vulgarities! LOL
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Saturday, February 23
xixiang, my cutest friend ever. LOL | 2/23/2008 12:00:00 AM
SPOILER! PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS POST FIRST! ------------------------------------------------------------------------
HAHAHAHA. xixiang is like so damn cute please. She saw my previous post picture anddddd..
Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (11:56 PM): i think i sound kinda high in my blog do i? xixiang (; says (11:57 PM): reading fffffff did u do smth to ur hair Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (11:57 PM): LOL! xixiang (; says (11:57 PM): like OMG pls Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (11:58 PM): HAHA nice not xixiang (; says (11:58 PM): look more 清秀 Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (11:58 PM): hahah Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (11:59 PM): so long hair nicer or short hair nicerrr? xixiang (; says (11:59 PM): short hair YOU HAVEN ANSWER ME LIKE OMG DID U GO SMTH TO UR HAIR Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:00 AM): haha yaaaaaaaa xixiang (; says (12:00 AM): all short ? Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:00 AM): no..... xixiang (; says (12:01 AM): goot Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:01 AM): haha why xixiang (; says (12:02 AM): all short like not so cassy already Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:02 AM): hahah whyyyyy xixiang (; says (12:03 AM): long hair still nicer lo=d Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:03 AM): oh okay ahah xixiang i did smth to my hair xixiang (; says (12:03 AM): ? Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:03 AM): i just tie it up hahaha xixiang (; says (12:03 AM): what did u doooooooooooooo Cass USA BAG AND APPAREL PREORDER! WETSEAL, VICTORIA'S SECRET SPREE NOW ON please visit http://spreefashion.blogspot.com says (12:03 AM): HEHE xixiang (; says (12:04 AM): cheat moi feelings:'(
HAHAHA. That's like the second time xixiang got tricked by me cos of my hairrr. XIXIANG SO CUTE LA :D and don't kill me please. hehe. iloveyou :D
Friday, February 22
updates (: | 2/22/2008 11:46:00 PM
FOOL'S GOLD WAS DAMN FUNNY. NICE NICE. i like (((: Anyway, thanks mr godwin :D hahhaa
Today was such an eventful dayyy. Movie, walking around, looking for suppliers, shopping :D , sleeping, blogging, and-i-dont-know-what-else. LOL! More to come next weeeeek. Monday, tuesday, wednesday - PACKED ): and shittybangbang, results are out on wednesday. suckzxzxzxzxz. Let me pass my cppa please. prettty prettttty please?
Okay i'm feeling pretty sad cos my favourite people are leaving )): G leaving for melb on sunday night, then carlin leaving for melb on monday morning. WTHHHH. And i wanna go to canada. YES I STILL WANT TO GO TO CANADA. Mummy don't abandon me, bring me to canada with youuuuu )): And i want to go to US. I can't wait for sem break. LOL. yes, Year 2 Sem 1 break. LOL!
Due to my carelessness, i had a unpublished post which was left as a draft in my postings. Found it just now. Well it was more or less about vday. For I spent it with my loved ones, my parents, my darlings (: Thanks darling :D
And last saturday, was my happiest yet sadest sat ever. Ohwell, it's over. Shan't dwell on it (:
This week is a really busy week. Next week will be worse! ):
p.s: Godwin, thanks for your rose. I really like it (:
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny That I can't even see anyone when he's with me He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right, I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe? And there he goes, so perfectly, The kind of flawless I wish I could be She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light I'll put his picture down and maybe Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do He's the time taken up, but there's never enough And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
Saturday, February 16
sigh | 2/16/2008 07:34:00 PM
Return me my love.
vdayyy | 2/16/2008 12:08:00 AM
Ohwell. I'm pretty glad i spent vday with my favourite people :D hehe. Watched jumper @ lido. & i thought it was rather cool. hehe. and poor yiying was freezing. *awww* Dinner at taka was horrible. I swear i wont go to that -whatever- shop icantrememberthename. lol
YIYING I MISS YOU ALREADY!
I don't know what's happening i just hope one day you can tell me. and stop me from imagining things and i don't know. sigh I think i'm going to break down soon ):
Gladwin proposed to his gf! WOO. hurry get married so i can collect more hongbaos. LOL
imissyouuuuuu
Thursday, February 14
Flirt, Crush, Love | 2/14/2008 02:20:00 PM
Saw this in some forum. People were giving their definitions of flirt, crush and love. Thought this answer was one of the best. haha.
flirt: anyone with a pretty face will do
crush: someone you admire but mistaken for love
love: someone who accept the real you and love u as u r
You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you.
Being a somewhat gentle, emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be close to you and to listen to what you have to say.
You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.
The unwanted situation in which you presently find yourself is causing you considerable stress and frustration and your feeling is that whatever you try to do to remedy this is to no avail. You feel trapped. You want to get away from it all as you feel that you are banging your head against a brick wall getting nowhere. You have turned your aggression inwards and you are furious with yourself for not being able to achieve your goals. You need to go away, somewhere where there are less restrictions and where you can be free to make your own decisions.
You are worn out - suffering from what has been described as 'burnout' and nothing seems to stimulate you to break away from this state of lethargy. This situation is causing an acute distress situation and not being able immediately to resolve the problems is exposing you to excess stress and tension. You are endeavouring to break away from this situation by withdrawing into a state of 'Never Never Land' - an illusory substitute world in which things could be as you would like them to be. Now is the time to take time-out - to relax. A short break is all that you need and you will find that matters will resolve themselves.
WOO! trip to m'sia was tiring i swear. I'm so glad i brought my laptop, psp and some other stuffs. All else i'll die. lol. Travelling time around 10+ hours. From sg to my relatives' place (3 hours) then to my uncle's in-laws place (2 hours). then back to sg (5 hours cos jam). my cousin was with me so hehe. I had accompany. my maid was sleeping all the way zzzz.
I can make it through the day I can fake it okay I just smile and pretend And I tell myself I'll be alright
But lonely is the night Lonely is the night
Saturday, February 9
m'sia tml | 2/09/2008 02:09:00 AM
And i wanted to ask if you'll miss me. Looks like i don't have to anymore.
When I thought of love, I thought of you
Cny | 2/09/2008 12:07:00 AM
I love CNY! HONGBAOS HONGBAOS HONGBAOS.
And i'm off to m'sia tml! (:
Updates for SpreeFashion Delias, David & Goliath, Victoria Secret sprees extended till 20 FEB 2008. Instocks coming in!
Tuesday, February 5
it's not that easy to put it down | 2/05/2008 10:10:00 PM
There's so much things going through my mind right now i cant seem to put them into words. I've been bothered by some stuffs fo quite some time but i don't know how.. sighh
it's chinese new year soon. happy new year all (: keep the hongbaos coming in.
Monday, February 4
I Wanna Be Your Girlfriend | 2/04/2008 11:07:00 PM
Check out this song i found. LOL. it's in my imeem on the side :D
Lush I Wanna Be Your Girlfriend
Sitting here so close together So far we're just friends, but I'm wond'ring whether
I--am I just imagining You--do you really have a thing for me Like I think I see when I see you smile And your smile's for me I gotta tell you
CHORUS: Hey! (hey!) You! (you!) I wanna be your girlfriend Trying to say I wanna be your number one Hey! (hey!) You! (you!) I wanna be your girlfriend Gonna make you love me 'fore I'm done
Late at night when I--when I can't sleep Picture in my mind I see you and me
I'll tell you what I wanna be You to say that you're in love with me You know feels so good in a dream That I know in life we just got to be I gotta tell you
Chorus
Gonna make you love me Yeah, I'm gonna make you love me Yeah, I'm gonna make you love me From now on
Chorus
Hey! (hey!) You! (you!) I wanna be your girlfriend Hey! (hey!) You! (you!) I wanna be your girlfriend Hey! (hey!) You! (you!) I wanna be your girlfriend Gonna make you love me Yeah, I'm gonna make you love me Yeah, I'm gonna make you love me before I'm done
期待 期待你發現我的愛
i wish i wish. i wish im happy | 2/04/2008 10:19:00 PM
I'm a pretty insecure person. And i'm totally lacking in security now.
I'm so sick of everything i just want TWO THINGS. peace and ----.
i feel like crying ):
oh baby, where are you? & im missing a certain somebody. Oh how i wish i'm in your arms.
stoppppp | 2/04/2008 01:00:00 AM
I'm losing trust. In whatever I do. I don't know why. I try not to think about it. I try to avoid it. But somehow it just happens, and spoils my day. sighh. I'm taking each step with precaution for i don't know what is going to happen next. A slightest mistake and POOF. i lose everything.
Headache headache.. it's killing me.. I've been so giddy the past few days it feels like i'll collapse anytime. zzz
Shopping has been a daily affair for me. omggg laaa. I'm going to spend close to thousands of dollars already. And we have only gone through 2 weeks of holidays. 9 more weeks lei! LOL. Dresses, tops, pants, cardigans. And i just fell in love with a $369 bag! #@^$%^$%#
Cass start saving! Goodnight world.
Saturday, February 2
LOL | 2/02/2008 11:45:00 PM
LOL i wonder who googled that.
wanna be with you | 2/02/2008 07:59:00 PM
I WANNA BE WITH YOU (Mandy Moore)
I try but I can't seem to get myself To think of anything but you Your breath on my face Your warm gentle kiss, I taste the truth I taste the truth
We know what I came here for So I won`t ask for more
I wanna be with you If only for a night To be the one whose in your arms Who holds you tight I wanna be with you There's nothing more to say There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way I wanna be with you
So I`ll hold you tonight Like I would if you were mine To hold forever more And I`ll saver each touch that I wanted So much to feel before (To feel before) How beautiful it is Just to be like this
Oh baby I can`t fight this feeling anymore It drives me crazy when I try to So call my name Take my hand Make my wish Baby, your command?
Yeah I wanna be with you There's nothing more to say There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way (I wanna be) I wanna be with you (I wanna be with you) I wanna be with you Wanna be with you (Yeah) (I wanna be with you) I wanna be I wanna be with you (I wanna be) (I wanna be) (I wanna be with you) Yeah (I wanna be with you) I wanna be, I wanna be baby I wanna be (I wanna be with you)
I wanna be with you, yeah I wanna be with you I wanna be with you
interesting article.. | 2/02/2008 01:49:00 PM
I was reading up some articles online and i found this.
"Moreover, too many macho males think sex is all that really matters in a relationship; sharing feelings and problems, being tender and caring, doing things together that she likes to do, getting to know each other deeply, etc. are seen too often as silly women’s stuff. These men just don’t get it: good loving is not in the penis, it is in the heart and the mind. "
so so trueeeeeee. LOL.
anyway. CNY IS COMING! and i'm not done with shopping ):
Friday, February 1
where's my love? | 2/01/2008 09:26:00 PM
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---------------------------------------------------------------- I love to feel loved again Why do i have to be tortured again and again. Where is the love? The love that was present.
I love and love And that's what i get. Life can be pretty unfair at times..
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Ohgod, ilooksotiredandhaggardhere ):
