Monday, May 26

mint mint | 5/26/2008 01:07:00 AM

My brother just told me he miss having rabbits at home.
Miss them shitting around the house, miss them lying on the stairs, miss them running around the house etc etc.
Well who doesnt?
I miss my rabbits too.
I miss pepper mint and whitey.
Mint was the naughtiest among the 3. Destroyed the most things (including Carlin's laptop adaptor and breaking a new bottle of 1998 red wine)
I know I spent the least time with mint as compared to the other 2 but still )):

It's been a month.
I miss you mint mint.
I miss you.
That scene, I wont forget.
I love you.

sigh.

i miss you
i miss you...

Sunday, May 25

sleeeepy | 5/25/2008 12:04:00 AM

It's interesting funny how 2 ppl with different character / personality get together. Then end up quarreling, hurting each other without realising it. Hmm, good for thought. Should think about it.

Anyway, smth really horrible happened in the morning. Don't wanna talk abt it :S
And my attempt to study failed terribly. Cos I fell asleep. Lol.
Okay I'm falling asleep even now.
Zzzz
Should sleep soon.
I'm hungry.

Sickening blogshop owners are advertising here. How desperate.
And I cant believe I have a few horrible customers. Everything also want cheap zzz Ask them wait awhile also can. wthh

Bbye bye.

Thursday, May 22

ssigh | 5/22/2008 08:37:00 PM

I was feeling so so sick this morning. Up till pract ):
left home early, but I was feeling too weak, feeling feverish and my head was spinning cos of the sun and I had no choice but to go back home to rest for a little while. Then was kinda late ba..

Headache was killing me the whole day and I keep feeling this really strong pressure (as in real pressure) at the back of my head. Feels as if my head is going to explode anytime. During pract, head felt as if there wasnt any blood going thru, then when I was about to get up, I felt this sharp pain near my heart. and it didnt happen once. It happened a few times just now. Had some kinda blurry vision..

My head is exploding, my heart is failing.
I'm feeling so tired.
Need a doc soon or i'll die without knowing why.

I know I made someone kinda angry just now.
I'm sorry, sorry for the silly things I did ):

Wednesday, May 21

P1i! | 5/21/2008 09:10:00 PM

My head hurts. Pain pain pain. This afternoon I was feeling so much pressure in my head it felt so heavy like its gonna drop zzz
Haven been having enough sleep. Must be the cause of the headaches. GAH

And I've been eating so much. I saved what I want to saved and I spent the rest of my allowance already. OMG i need to stop eating.

edwin lent me his P1i! So coool. but true la the keypad's kinda irritating. And the battery's dying. Any kind soul wanna lend me charger? Lol.

i realised my nails are long. time to cut them.
And there's chem eng pract tml. Shit. I hate that pract the mosttt ):
okay so boreddd. bye bye

Tuesday, May 20

emo | 5/20/2008 11:13:00 PM

Oh this feeling. This lonely feeling.
I'm pretty much left alone now. Don't you think so?
Friends, do i even have them?
What's your definiation of friends?

I miss TK.
I miss my friends at TK.
You guys will never know how much joy you brought into my life.
You were there when I was down
You were there to share my joy
Sisterhood

I miss you yiying. I miss your fingers I miss biting them I miss sandy and lumpy I miss you I miss your crap I miss your childishness I miss your everything
I miss you cheeri. I miss your roar twit twit -and i can remember- I miss your silliness I miss your humour I miss your randomness I miss your everything
I miss you jiayi. I miss your attitude (LOL) I miss your "cassssss" I miss your "omg she's so bitchy" I miss the bitching sessions I miss the fooling around I miss your everything
I miss you chongy. I miss your ear, your listening ear you were there to listen to my rants and rubbish AND BELIEVE IT OR NOT. I can actually remember the way you said " I think I'm nice" when we were supposed to say something about us that no one knows. LOL
I miss your sophia. I miss our food outings, our silly goal to go around SG to look for good food. I miss your seriousness I miss your cutest I miss you.
Asnira, atiqah, -the3othergirlsiusedtohangoutwithinsec3-, YOU'RE MISSED.
I miss the closeness we had.

Fuck. Hey girls I miss you all so much.
And that includes you, dearest friend.
I miss talking to you, I miss having you around.

Need a hug

We were happier. I was happier.

Monday, May 19

how random | 5/19/2008 01:00:00 PM

GAHH.
cass hates this insecure feeling.
And i have less than 24 hours to finish my 1/5 done report.
shit.

trace me a piglet | 5/19/2008 01:09:00 AM

Lol. I had a funny conver with A.

A told me that B is going to trace Poke*** for someone.
Then A sent me the pics. LOL. damn funny.
And I told A that I like piglet. I want A to trace.
Then A said, "you go mirror see lo. That one damn real. Better than trace"

Wa basket! I want to smack A.

Sunday, May 18

leave me alone | 5/18/2008 04:28:00 PM

I'm hitting me.
Big time.

Sometimes I'm left all alone, no one to depend on.
I try and try.
Fell many times.

I'm starting to hate everything now.
But you know you're the one and only person I love.

depressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepression
depressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepressiondepression

sigh.

cass wants to be left alone.

To my dearest friend, we care, we love you.
And I just cant fathom why you're doing this.
I miss you, miss your laughter, miss your accompany.

Saturday, May 17

random updates | 5/17/2008 11:09:00 AM

Tired Tired. And I've been trying to sleep early these days! :D
Sam's back! With some stuffs for me :D
But I think he's leaving for NY soon. Sianzxzxz.

School's :S
Food Chem B report + Data Sheet
Chem Eng Report x 2 (But 1 is almost done!)
Food Material's Data Sheet
Math PBL
QAAS Report
Food Product Project
Milk hw and grp whateverthingy :S

Wa shit man. Just looking at the list above scares me ))):
And I'm actually wondering how come I have so much time to slack around. Lol

And that emoness is coming back. sian.

Heart hurts each time I see you.
I wonder if that's your true self.

Okay, bye bye

p.s: SPREEFASHION UPDATED WITH NEW LADIES APPAREL AND GUYS TEE! GRAB THEM WHILE THEY ARE HOTTTT :D

Tuesday, May 13

big girls dont cry | 5/13/2008 11:27:00 PM

ohwell. Comm meeting today :D
Fun meeting people. Lol

Got some not too good news on the way home.
I don't know how i'm feeling.
Upset, emo, happy, high, weird, neutral
I don't know.
Probably not hitting me yet.
Not yet.

Maybe I shouldnt really bother.
Maybe we're Bs and Cs.
Bs and Cs never go together.
As, where are you.

Not so good things just like to hit you all the time.
whathef.

Sunday, May 11

Random | 5/11/2008 01:23:00 AM

Gah. I have this sudden urge to blog but I don't know what.
Mel's like sending me all the super nice songs. Ahhh. i'm practically falling in love with the songs.
hehe :D:D

A hug a day keeps emoness away (:
esp from the person I love!

My darling yiying has a new blog. But the user's totally lame / cool.
I don't know how to describe it.
Cool. hahaha ((:

I love yiying.
And I miss yiying.
I miss TK's chicken rice
And the beef pasta (okay I know I'm not supposed to take beef, but it was only once a week. hehe)
And the sheperd's pie.

Shit, I'm hungry again and the fridge is empty.
It's Mother's Day and Mummy isn't here ):
We used to celebrate it together every year.
Mummy hurry come home. I'm sick of all the food at home.
And the loneliness.
Bring Sam home quick.

And I have to hand in the scholarship on Monday.
Someone please remind me to bring.

okay sleepy.
Bye bye.

Carlin don't like hugging skinny girls.

This post is totally random.

I love the person I love.
hehoha

Saturday, May 10

so bored | 5/10/2008 01:09:00 AM

I feel weirddd.
Feels like something is missing but I don't know what ):
I don't like this feeelinggggggg.

This week flew by so fast! Jasmineleong FINALLY started on her lecture. Quite interesting actually. Not like that stupid Milk -.-
Food talk was boring, i'm talking about the last presentation. Those girls who went to NZ should make their presentation more interesting. Lol.
They made me so emo cos I was so bored.
Math lecture was easy today.
I need to prepare an intro for SPFFC club meeting. boo.

I'm feeling so bored.
I want to do something but I don't know what.
Shopping's getting boring.
Oh i realised what I can do.

bye (:

Mummy's shopping in Canada now! <3
2 more days and she'll be flying back yayyyyy.

Thursday, May 8

first step to being a better person (: | 5/08/2008 10:16:00 PM

I'm so glad I'm feeling slightly better today (:

Past few days were horrible.

Ohwell. Weekends are coming. Yayyyy
And the VS shipment is here. How cool is that.
My stuffs are hereee.

bye bye
& i thought of pepper and mint today
Miss my babies )):

Wednesday, May 7

choked on my tears | 5/07/2008 11:15:00 PM

Fuck. I cant help it but I'm feeling so emo.
I try I try I try not to be so affected. But I cant.
I'm being bothered abt it.
I still care.

Why. why why.

Give me a time machine.
Bring me back to then.
I wished that didnt happened.
I want to forget abt everything.
Whatever that happened, whatever I saw, whatever you saw.

and i need a hug so badly.
your hug
your smell

sigh

Do you know how much you affect me?
Do you know how you can give me the strength to move on?

Smiles will never be the same again
I hate this year.

Tuesday, May 6

oldnavyyyy | 5/06/2008 02:48:00 AM

Shiiiiit. I just had a 46 min call with OldNavy (that's in US) just to verify the orders bla bla bla.
I'm so glad it's done.
But my dad is so gonna kill me tml cos he woke up and scolded the hell outta me :s

Okay i'm damn tired.
The number of ppl online under
1B24, 2B24, SP and NP is 0.
LOLL.

Bye bye

Monday, May 5

schoooool | 5/05/2008 10:11:00 PM

Thanks to travis my mouse got infected by Mr Bean.
Ohwells, I shall get it fixed. It's my favourite mouse lei! ))))):

Anyway, I'm so bored and I need to get these done asap
2 X reports
QAAS Tutorial and Exercise questions
the sickening 4 math questions that I'm stuck at zzzzzzzz
And what else?
Oh some random tayhongsoon's -cantrememberwhatbutiknowtheressmthtobedone-
and i cant remember.
Oh. Buy graph paper for the class. Lol
So gay.

okay bye bye.
and bye forever twl (:
Dont contact me and I wont contact you.

Shall put more focus into school stuffs now!

Sunday, May 4

sigh | 5/04/2008 11:47:00 PM

Cass. stop thinking so much.
It's bad for health.

sigh.
1 moment high 1 moment low.
How much longer can I take the sorrow.

I'm not exactly very happy, am i?

(: | 5/04/2008 11:09:00 PM

I've officially stopped contacting someone cos I decided I should (:
And I'll just try to be as happy as I can.
School starts tml. It's week4 and I don't know wth I've been doing for the past 4 weeks -.-
Anyway, the stupid spacebar isnt working. Stupid :S
Joined a new cca and apparently it's giving me some hope. HA
From tml onwards I'm leaving the advertising of SpreeFashion to someone else. I hope it'll work out well. If not I'm going to bang my head against the wall.
Oh and I got quite a good bargain from my supplier today. 3 cheers(:
13 pieces in and 4 pieces out.
Cass is happy.
and she hopes she stays this way.

Omg i'm going cranky.
bye bye and i dont want to have my horrible stomach pain again cos mummy isnt here in sg to answer my call and daddy sounds so fierce over the phone im scared.

(:

Saturday, May 3

- | 5/03/2008 10:20:00 PM

I love you
I miss you
I need you

Haven I said enough.

Love | 5/03/2008 09:11:00 PM

Humans need love.
- Love relations lecturer

Pretty true isn't it.
For those who don't know what gems to take, take the love relations gem. I swear it's the best gems ever. I'm practically learning new things, making new friends every week.

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

i need love.
& once again, loneliness is building up

And there's a fucking bee in my bro's room. wth.

2/6 left in SG | 5/03/2008 12:46:00 AM

My house is getting too quiet. Too quiet to my liking.
All 3 of my brothers are out of sg, all 3 in 3 different countries. Mummy is in Canada with Samuel. Carlin is in Melb, and Glad went for retreat in Indonesia -.-
Dad's like so lonely. He came home super early yesterday. Like 430 pm. And he went up to bathe and all, then came down to relax i think. Don't know what he did. Haven seen him home in the afternoon for a long long long long time. The earliest he'll reach home normally will be 8pm on Sundays. And yesterday, I was pretty shocked to him home so early.

Math lecture was super boring today. Was practically falling asleep and gawin got irritated with the lecturer cos she kept repeating her questions and gawin kept repeating his answers. LOL. And i swear the tutorial questions kill! Wanted to give up doing them.

Anyway I had nothing much to do and crashed IC's tutorial. lol. Their tutor was super lame -.- And not to mention lazy. hahahaha. I'm so glad we don't get such lecturers for Food. Er do we?

I'm tired. very tired that I keep falling asleep until my dad woke me up cos I fell asleep on my bro's bed. Heh. Oh did I mention that I converted my bro's room into a study room? :D
I'm just making good use of the land. LOL. So how the whole of the second level is mineeeeeeee. It's like my mini house la. So cute. Got a room, a mini living room and a study roooom (:

Okay i'm getting tired. Chlorophylls and carotenoids make me feel like sleeping.
Bye bye.

Oh ya, made coffee cheesecake yesterday and it's a success :D
Sushi making on Sunday (:

Babe be strong okay (:
<3 you

Thursday, May 1

Dear friend please take care. | 5/01/2008 04:19:00 PM

I'm still feeling so affected by it.
Please pray for them.

Please take care darling. | 5/01/2008 12:04:00 AM

A moment she's in school. The next she wasnt.
Then there was no news about her the whole day.
And the next.

Received a call at night and was informed of what happened.
Everything happened to quickly.
After lunch we went to the lib and I read abt what happened.
We (i'm sure they did) teared / cried.
But, the suffering for her is over.
She's safe and happy in God's arms now (:

As for you,
We're worried about you.
Please take care alrights. <3
And please do contact me soon. I'm really really worried about you )):

<3 you girl.