Friday, March 31
stil sickk` | 3/31/2006 09:42:00 AM
RAH. i'm so bloody pissed with myself. =( dont ask me about my games yesterday. i'll just ask you shoo off. RAHH.
anyway. we bowled with sji. on
lane 23. the lane that ahlin got his 6 bagger. RAH. and i bowled like shit. never bowled that badly before lah can =( i'm going to pull myself down down down again. doubles made my position went 10 places up. bet this time its gona pull me 20 places down. =( I SUCK.
but then again. my friends said i cant blame myself cos i was sick. and someone said i look pale when i was bowling. =( maybe i really shouldnt have went. hais.
rahh. the medicine i'm taking now makes me sleepy. i fell asleep in less den an hour when i took it. and woke up in the mornin. suppose to go to bedok for sports day. but in the end didnt lah. i felt like vomiting. =((
so sorry to yiying and ghis.
you two better make up by the time i see you guys again. if not. no ashin book and no whatever-ying-wants. haha.
sucks lah. there's training later and tuition tonight. seriously don't feel like going. but training's impt. tuition is impt too. =((
alrights. time to mug mug mug.. tata`
Wednesday, March 29
sick` | 3/29/2006 11:23:00 AM
didnt blog yesterday i think. too tired. and sick. rahh. anyone want to hear my
sexy voice now? HAHA. gosh lah. went to see doc just now. so many different kind of medicine to take. but i have 2 days mc! yay. =D dont know if i should go to school tml. there's tournament in the afternoon. RAH.
singles was rubbish. doubles was okay jsut tt i screwed up my 5th game. idiotic lah can. if only mu shoulder didnt ache that badly. =((
137 153 148 178
96 166.
RAH. so bad. my overall average is still as sucky though it got higher.
today'a rest day for me but i have to
study. cant believe that mid year is coming in less den a mth and Os.. ard 200 days. SHEESH lah. i don't want to be a sec 4 anymore. i rather stay as a sec 3 student. can slack. haha. =D
alrights. need to study/slack/eat/sleep/whatever shit. TATA.
i miss my friends! =D
Monday, March 27
sick` | 3/27/2006 07:48:00 PM
rahh. tomorrow is the doubles! and i'm falling sick. my doubles partner is my gay partner!
ann! yay. i love you. =D apparently someone else isnt happy. nvm. cheer up yea. =)) you're playing for
the school.
gosh lah. hopefully my throat doesnt get so bad tomorrow. i want to
cheer. cheering makes me high. haha. when i'm high i bowled better. =D
my throat hurts like shit. poor throat. it was super itchy during school lah. and now i'm coughing like some mad woman. what if i cough out blood? =((
and i ate stuffs that i'm not suppose to eat. haha.
tomorrow is going to be a super busy day.. tourney then go back school for our CA den mayb the mental resilence or whatever shit it is. after tt i still have tuition at tiong. RAHH.
should i go support my bro on wed? HAHA.
Sunday, March 26
| 3/26/2006 05:03:00 PM
yohoo. long time no blog. =) seems like i really cant be bothered about blogging anymore. although there's so much i want to blog about. anyways, just a brief post la.
for the past few days i've been so pissed with some people. not for an unknown reason. but for a reason i believe many would not be able to tolerate if you were in my shoes.
i cant stand people who backstab. and
you backstabbed.
i cant stand people who treats others so nice when they need them and like shit when they don't need them anymore. and
you belong to that group of people.
i cant stand people who comment on others like its their fault.
you belong to that group.
RAHH. that was what i was feeling the other day. now i cant be bother. i just close one eye and live life like its my last day. =D
i should not have hatred in my mind. =))
and change for the better.
besides. the stuffs that followed up after that day were sweet stuffs. =))
i feel
LOVED. haha.
but i still want to be loved by the one i love. haha.
i'm so greedy.
and asnira almost got her sunflower from me yesterday!
ALMOST can. rahh. 3 simple words yet they were so difficult. nvm. its okay. =))
went to do flag day yesterday. met joanne peh! and she donated. to me! haha. and she smiled at me. =D den i went bowling after flag day. can imagine how tired i was. plus i didnt have lunch. haha. BLAH. i bowled like shit.
den this morning went for tuition. lpk talked about sex again. and the use of viagra. HAHA. super funny. imagine a dick that's erect for 3 days and when that person went to the doc, his thingy was already spoilt. GUYS AR. better dont anyhow take viagra. haha.
okay. that part's NC16. haha.
lalala. i'm mad. =D
Saturday, March 18
back from camp` | 3/18/2006 12:53:00 PM
WEE. camp was fun. sports school is damn nice. i want to stay in sports school! haha. then i can see ah-lin everyday. =D HAHAA. anyway. grabbed some pictures that were taken during the camp from ame's blog. haha.
on the bus to sports school..
amelia's wanted me to wear her shades. haha.
SPORTS SCHOOL! that's the hostel actually. so nice can.
the card given to us so that we can enter the dorm and stuffs. amelia was playing with this toget the lift working but the lift didnt move. i was scared that we'll get stuck lah. LOL.
the playground in sports school! HAHA. only kids can play. lols.
the statues at the entrance of sports school. can you spot the bowler? lols. <3>
the dorm. =) my roommate was katherine. =D
our dinner! everyone ate the same food. i like the soup and vege and chicken!! the fish so much bones can. RAH.
i wore stef's specs. den ame's shades =D
we were about to jump..
jumping. LOL.
alrights. that's all the pics i took from ame's blog. haha. so fun lah please. the food was nice. the surrounding was nice. the dorm was nice. the school was nice. EVERYTHING SO NICE! hhaa. i want azyan to buy me a apartment there. LOL. =D
anyways. ahwin told me a story last night again. he draw one man. how cool.
he wanted me to leap to my bed to sleep. then i told him that my bed would break..
and he drew me breaking my head instead. WOW. i think i miss out one drawing of him on my bed. lols. and he helped me up cos i fell. lols.
and i unknowingly gave him 1000 bucks. lols
and he went to batam.. WOW. nice story yea. lols.
the end. then he drew another 3 thingys.
so nice eh. like father and daughter. LOL.
he punched me. =((
he showed off his biceps but apparently they look like buns. HAHA.
alrights. gona end here. tata`
Tuesday, March 14
misunderstanding` | 3/14/2006 12:03:00 AM
haha. apparently stef thinks ahwin is a pervert. haha. chill lah. he's
not. =D he's just a big bully. lols.
anyway. trained at yishun safra today. oh my. sports school was there. and duh of course *ahem* was there too =)) he lost so much weight. gosh lah. lols. but nvm. cannot get distracted. haha.
lanes were like so dry lah please. first arrow hook all the way to pocket. after tt i release wrong arrow. went to second arrow and tada. my ball went towards pin 7 and into the longkang.
how nice. ended with a 152 for the first game. second game was horrible. but in the end wasnt tt bad cos we changed to a oilier lane. 9/ 9/ X 9- and got a 145. haha. third game was the worse. cant concentrate and my stupid thumb keeps getting stuck. rahh.
after training went to swensens and lunched/dinnered with ann. haha. so fun. reached home ard 8 man. and my parents went out with my maid and tada.i was home alone for tt few hours. lols.
OLALALA. yuyang went out. and stupid clara is still in. STUPID. i want clara out lah please. horrible. RAHH.
i'm so tired. =((
Monday, March 13
updated | 3/13/2006 02:22:00 AM
wee. i'm back to blog. at 2.22AM. gosh. i'm suppose to be asleep. but ahwins told me a
fantastic story and i must share it with everyone! =))
i was trying to irritate him so yea. haha
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
aiya
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
cut the bull and pig and the whole farm
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
im going to bed
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
you can sms me
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
ants?
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
i SAID THE WHOLE FARM
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
the ants the caterpillar the earthworm
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
you didnt say what farm
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
the whatever shit thing in the ground
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
leaves?
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
...
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
i cut down the whole farm la
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
zzz..
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
HAHAHA
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
youre not the wolf in 3 pigs
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
tt blew the farm down
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
im the gay in 3 pigs
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
that fucked down the farm
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
eeeee
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
tsk
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
this is going on my blog
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
=)
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
.......
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
yeh man
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
i drank magic potion
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
den my dick grow damn big
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
den i use it to ram down the farm
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
tis is so going on my blog
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
HAHA
xiaozhu` I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides says:
yay
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
den all the 3 pig kena stunned
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
they never saw such a mighty powerful dick b4
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
and so they all sweared alliance to me
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
and i gayed with them happily ever after
† godwin. •The 7evenº Farmland Ave• know ur role and SHUT YOUR MOUTH. says:
k end of storyoh and i updated my wishlist. =D
Sunday, March 12
bowling | 3/12/2006 02:04:00 PM
wee.. have not been blogging for
4 days. a record broken.
i think. LOL. anyways. lots of stuffs happened this few days. lols. so fun so fun. =))
FRIDAYschool as usual. got a little gift from someone. haha. thanks yea. =)) den after school went to kim seng with elis ger and kat. went into leonard's shop and i told azyan i wanted to feed leonard's fishes with whisky. haha.it'll be so fun looking at the fishes get drunk! den got a surprise visit. lols. scare me man. elis was like. cass cass you friend ar. i looked up and saw amelia and andrea den i was like. duh my friend.. haha. then i realise that elis was talking about the person behind them . lols. had so much fun during training.. had 2 and 1/2 games. lols. first game 159 second game 209 third game 99 on the 5th frame, 9/ on the 6thbeen some time since i had a high game. lols. after training. reached home early. took a rest then went for tuition. damn funny lah. the tutor was talking about sg laws and he said something about chewing gum being ban and i was eating chewing gum. lols. den my friends were laughing at me. =( after tuition i had to wait so long for my mum to come pick me up. traffic was heavy.. den reach home late i was so sleepy.. SATURDAYdid flag day. woke up at 6 am and went to tampines meet the rest. left tampines at 8+. and they decided to come my house. lols. cooked baked rice. haha. den slack abit before setting off for orchard. walked fomr ps to shaw house and back. and some interesting stuffs happened. haha. and we saw the ugly side of singaporeans. TSK. yiying saw this man sitting down and wanted to approach him. when she walked towards him, he saw her and went off! but the foreigners were so generous. haha. and some teenager donated 10 bucks to jolene! so unfair can. lols. oh and i met a few people. saw jac outside ps. den jeremy came. followed by mingliang. haha. ml gave me a gift! haha. so nice of him. lols. thanks man. and this tall tall guy came towards yiying and doanted. yiying was so shocked she didnt even say thanks. haha. her expression was super funny. and she thinks tt the guy is erm. cute? hhaaafter that yiying and me went to ps for a break. i wanted to eat tako. haha. then saw the mg bowler. victoria. after that yiying and me left. reached tampines ard 4+ and yiying had to go to the toilet. lols. i waited so long can!! haha. when i went home it started to rain so heavily. and even with my umbrella. i was still wet. lols. when i reach home i wanted to do my work but i ended up sleeping on the study table. lols. i was super tired. and was suffering from headache and legACHE. lol. and i slept early! without charging my hp battery.. RAHH. oh oh oh. and yiying keep saying so loves me. haha. 5 times! =))TODAYmummy wke me up at 7.30 cos i need to be there at tampines by 8.45. mum took a taxi there and left. met atiqah outside. when we went to the bowling alley. NO ONE WAS THERE YET.except for hilary. lols. my doubles partner!! gosh lah. azyan ask us to go so early and the competition starts at 10. i could have slept longer. so tired. =( was assigned to lane 8. and since it was woman's doubles, there were like so many middle age ladies. LOL. today not bad lah. 182 151 171. luckily hilary pulled me up on the second game. if not we'll be bowling badly. last game last frame was horrible. 9- i think. gosh lah. so wasted. plus frame 9 was a strike. =(( nvm. its over. we got 23rd placing anyway. 48 teams. yupps. won 30 bucks. so spilt half with hilary. lols. and some other useless vouchers. haha. lunch was yummy!!i love kiki!! my good luck charm =))
Wednesday, March 8
sad` | 3/08/2006 07:56:00 PM
sigh. i have been feeling so upset this few days. something just seems to be lacking in me and i don't know what it is. if only someone is here to tell me.. =((
life just seem so meaningless now. everything in my life is going all the way down. my grades especially. it just seem that no matter how hard i study, everything just seem to get wrong.
seriously, what is wrong with me?
sometimes i just wish i was still in sec 1.. and that i can start all over again. i hate my life now. but i must say, i have great friends.. friends whom i can depend on when times are bad. i love them so much.
anyway, today's a crazy day for me. was so hyper i really didnt know what i was doing. had a small talk during amath and i felt like a loser who spent her time slacking.
someone wake me up. wake me up from all this.. i've had enough.
i just want to keep quiet and have a peaceful time. alone. so that i can sort my problems out.
RAHH.
i want HahaCrab..http://hahacrab.com
fun day` | 3/08/2006 12:02:00 AM
wee.. today(or rather, yesterday) was a fun day and i
must must must blog about it. =)) anyway.. had lessons as normal.. tan kk didnt come into class today.. so we had to do the hw given by her. after that had hist. i was so so so boring. i was falling asleep lah. gosh. but smth funny happened. lols..
mr K ang came intot class. teach teach teach. then after awhile he stopped and said smth about his wife going to give birth so he has to be on standby 24 hours. and so he took out his hp and put in on the teacher's table. den he told us that he is not used to having a lumo on his part of body. LOL den i started laughing and he thinks that my mind thinking of something elso other then history. -.-
SS was so so lah. then after sch suppose to go for amath lecture but decided not to. so i pon. haha. treat ghis to lunch! i'm so nice. LOLS. and the studio cafe guy so cool. he taught us how to play the drums. =)) and i took a video of ghis playing the drums. haha
den went to bishan with atiqah. and we took neos! =)) so fun lah. my gosh. haha. and after tt went for tuition at tiong..
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i have not been in my best of moods these days.. and so i just feel like keeping quiet. if keeping quiet is a sin that has made you angry. oh i'm
so sorry.
i've been rather irritated by some ppl who keep pmsing these few days. RAH.
nvm. i shall be a good person.
Saturday, March 4
i want` | 3/04/2006 10:56:00 PM
there are some things that we really want but we don't get it. right? sigh. this sucks so much.there are some things that i'm longing to have. yet don't get it. fight so hard for it. but still don't get it. i'm so sick of all these. given a choice, i would rather give up everything and lead a carefree life. the urge of wanting something is so strong, i can hardly take it anymore.
someone help mei'm so upset about some stuffs today. =((
i want to go to beach and relax.. been ages since i last did that. haiz.
i miss the sunrise and sunset.. and the peace i get just by lying there, looking up at the sky.. admiring the stars.
i don't want time to past so fast. i want it to slow down. good things are worth appreciating..
rahh
i'm so tired. i want to just stop and take my own sweet time. i just realise that everytime i talk to xiaoxin, he makes me reflect on stuffs that i've never thought before.. thats good. and bad. haha.
2_3 days to olevels. i need to start mugging. no more fooling around from now on. must be a nerd.
anyway. i went to my mum's shop today and i started starting pics. HAHA. with those kinda thick thick plastic frames..
haha. my mum thinks i look erm
cute. lols
and here's a pic i took in the taxi when i went trainin with atiqah on mon..
i like my smile! ahaha
k lah. i'm getting sleepy. nights`
bowling` | 3/04/2006 01:31:00 AM
rahh. i'm tired. but i don't feel like sleeping. =(
something's on my mind but i don't know what. something that is stopping me from being happy again.
i miss those good times. =)
i realise i really need to buck up next term. i failed everything this term. passed only bio. and emath i think. and gosh. i failed chinese and english for the
first time in my entire life! =((
had training today. i'm in team 3 i guess. bowling with junyi, hilary and ann. rahh. i wanna know who my doubles partner is. and hopefully for the camp team 3 won't have to sleep with team 4. i'll just die of suffocating in those
bushes. HAHA. bowlers will know what i'm talking about. =D
i need to pull the standard of both my languages up! this cannot go on. =(
so sucky lah. i'm kinda unlucky today. somehow i keep scratching/ hitting myself against smth today. =( *yawns*
i feel like cutting my hair short. till shoulder. or maybe shorter den shoulder. but then, all the money i used to rebond my hair would be wasted. haha. i shall cut at the end of the year. =)) i know i can persevere. haha.
i have this urge to go shopping for clothes. i'm sick of wearing the same few clothes liao. haha. i've so many clothes but i just stick to those that i like. bad habit of mine. haha. must change!
i'm gonna slap xiaoxin for every F word he says. HAHA.
so cool. =d
an i'm feeling hungry. sheesh lah. stomach grow big liao.. i need some time to allow it to grow back smaller. RAHH. i've to complete the dare on thurs. and atiqah will give me 5 more!! YAY.
gonna update my wishlist soon. haha. and i wanna change template. though i don't really bear to. haha. this template reflects so much on me. so cool yea.
anyway. i got some poem again. haha. this time the poem is so cool. and apparently it can be used to describe about some person. there's 2 but i'll just type one out. the other one.. i'll blog about it some other day. i'm getting tired.
whenever I stare at you,you always have a smile.your smile is warm and friendlyyet it sends spook down my spine.your smile does not reach your eyesstaring at me, they at cold and empty.i have the strangest feelingthat you're not seeing me.your smile is not for me, to me i am a nobody. yo me you're everything. won't you smile at me?
Thursday, March 2
so piggish` | 3/02/2006 09:13:00 PM
gosh lah. my stomach is growing
bigger. no i'm not pregnant. lols. i just ate
too much. thanks to yiying and atiqah.
RAHH. big bullies. they dared me to buy food from every stall in our canteen and eat. lols. madness yea. hmms. it all started cos i couldnt decide on what i want to eat. LOLS.
i ate
half plate of noodles
half plate of chicken rice
half bowl of sherpard's pie
abit of papadum( i think it's spelled like this)
1 cup of ribena
1 cup of milo
yupps. haha. and i felt so full after tt. lols. and i was going crazy cos i don't wanna gain weight and shit. then they started talking about my double chin. =(( bully me. HMPHFF. den after crapping. went for tuition..
tuition was boring but i manage to survive.. ahaha and tt project superstar derrick look alike came today! lols. and today all guys. tsk. so boring.
training tml. sians. i really don't feel like going. kim seng! so far can. journey so BLOODY long. =( but the teams will be announced tml.. *prays*
*yawns* alrights. shall stop here.
Wednesday, March 1
i got bullied` | 3/01/2006 06:39:00 PM
boohoohoo i'm being bullied by ghis and jolene. =(( i'm not
shanna long's twin sister. i only have
ONE sister. and she's my dearest friend. =D my
DARLING ATIQAH!! wee. love her lots. HAHA.
anyway. school was super slack today. chinese had to present the chinese thingy. and i realise that my chinese is
deproving. oh no. it's time for me to mix around with cheena freaks and speak with a cheena slang. haha. but my english isn't getting any better. so i shall mix with some angmohs too. haha. in that way, my languages would be
PERFECT! =D
and at the same time i can learn malay! HAHA. i can promote social cohesion. =D
after chinese was history. and i forgot to bring my tb! =(( i'm not used to not highlighting anything, so i shared with asnira and highlighted her book. haha.
then was emath. kinda slack. i seriously don't understand what the hell she's teaching. thankfully i have my tutor to help me and partly cause i'm
smart, i understood how to do the strecth and shear in just an hour! wee.
after recess was s.p.a period. chem pract was boring. did the chemicals thingy. thankfully there's no heating today. if not very troublesome.
bio pract was worse. so slack. but abit fun. haha. i was completely slacking like shit. and i just realise how small our class have become due to the increase of students who dropped bio in our class. and i realise that taylingling have yet to start her bio remedial with us. RAHH.
after lunch went remedial with ying and ghis. also super slack. time flies while having remedial. haha. and after remedial went for gym. 15 mins only lorr. lols. so so so slack can.
then went for tuition. the project super star derrick look alike came today! and he's going again tml. =))
oh and ahwin made me laugh like shit yesterday. HAHA. imagine smsing someone while walking and the next thing you know is that you knock into a big big mirror and end up having a bump on ur head. HAHAHAHAHA. how funny. lols.
alrights. shall stop here. going for dinner then tuition. =)
the dorm. =) my roommate was katherine. =D 
