Tuesday, January 31

wishlist updated | 1/31/2006 09:04:00 PM

i updated my wishlist! haha.

i'm so tired today lah. i don't know why. and im so sad. =( diin get to see ah long u know! i only saw his backview. stupid jay liew lah. WALAU. !!!!

tml sch reopens. oh man. this is like HOW SICK. i want MORE holidays. =))

alrights. gtg bathe. i don't wanna end up getting scolded from someone. haha. tata.

Monday, January 30

i not stupid 2! | 1/30/2006 09:29:00 PM

cny day 2. went to both my aunties house. then went to bedok with my parents to shop. then i was free. =)) so went out and watch i not stupid 2. starting was okay lah. then towards the ending i kepy crying. and some heartless person laughed at me~ RAHH. but at least i was offered tissue. lols.
after tt went to play pool. YAY. i won twice. =) but i know i won cos someone purposely let me win eh? haha.

after tt went home. den eat. den play. den go walk the dog. and here i am. blogging. i still need to study later. i hab tuition TML. wth. =(

Sunday, January 29

cny day1 | 1/29/2006 08:22:00 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE! =))

i cant sleep at night. too happy maybe. i love this year's new year. haha. esp when it was 5 mins to CNY. WAKAKAKA. =)) *grins*

anyway. today was so so lah. did the usual visiting. then played monopoly with my cousins at my grandma hse. den went visiting again.. bla bla bla. the usual stuff. too lazy to blog about.

OH MY. YING DANCES!!
look at the conver.

-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
lalala
xia0zhu` ; ﾂ\Js says:
lol
-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
*does a little dance
xia0zhu` ; ﾂ\Js says:
OH MY
xia0zhu` ; ﾂ\Js says:
YING DANCING?
-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
WHAT
-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
PROM ALSO HAVE TO DANCE WHAT
-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
PRATICE LARRR
xia0zhu` ; ﾂ\Js says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
LETS ALL PRATICE
xia0zhu` ; ﾂ\Js says:
tis is all going up my blog
xia0zhu` ; ﾂ\Js says:
=)))
-foursix yiying gggasssttttrrrriiiiiccccc fffffllllllluuuuu.. says:
1...2...3... 2...2...3..

oh my. lols. its so funny. =))
and im writing testimonials for so many people now. lols. im so nice!!

k lah. shall end here. i gtg change outta my new year clothing. lols. damn hot. i'll upload pics nxt time!! =))

Saturday, January 28

shit | 1/28/2006 05:25:00 PM

what's my world coming to eh? it's CNY Eve, and there's so much things happening lah.

i know there's something wrong out there. you probably think i'm sort of "stealing" him from you. but why should i? it's the trust in us that a friendship works. comeon. cheer up. don't let such thing spoil your new year. i'm not exactly happy too..

alot of people are thinking the wrong thing and i got accused. so. let my prove my innocence..

I HAVE NOTHING GOING ON WITH ALBERT. I DON'T LIKE HIM. HE DOESNT LIKE ME TOO.

i don't know if anyone wont even trust me. but i know im innocent. yea.

Friday, January 27

eve eve cny | 1/27/2006 10:43:00 PM

today's the eve of CNY eve. I'm happy. but at the same time, not.

i don't know why but you've been rather upset later. i don't know if it's because of the letter or me. whatever it is. cheer up. i don't want to see a friend so down during CNY. try enjoying yea. even though you can't go out of the house or whatever. *huggs*

the above is dedicated to a special friend of mine. i hope you know that it's you and not anyone else.

anyway. school had celebrations today. but it's stupid. just two pathetic performance. lion/dragon dance and the two songs sang by the china scholars(which were off tune actually) haha. mc and i were like singing along with them cause they sang so softly. don't know sing for who to hear lor. lols. and when this girl sang this last part solo, i shouted. off tune off tune! and asnira jo they all were like trying to shut me up. haha.

oh ya. the lion and dragon dance not bad you know. so cool lah! =)) those begns. AH. and during the dragon dance thingy, we, or maybe only me, realise that afew of them looks like some people who know. there was this guy who looks like brent, and another like albert. then there was this china scholar whom many said looks like sophia but i don't think so. haha

after celebrations we went to lou yu sheng! haha. so fun lah please. but some of us ended up getting dirty. lols. poor them. but the yu sheng was so nice!

after that we went to play soccer. i din play lah. soccer don't interest me. i rather play bball or volleyball. =D

some stuffs happened and its still not settled. kinda sad lah. but it's okay. should be fine after a while? i don't know.

after recess was chemistry. i was so tired lah. my eyes were like closing. and i finally slept during legacy. haha. after sch still have training. kinda fun today. just that i was too tired to concentrate. plus my body was aching.

after training went for tuition. haihao lah. today kinda fun. haha. i guess everyone was happy. that's why.

alrights. shall end here. i'm tired.

Thursday, January 26

BOO | 1/26/2006 06:13:00 PM

rahh. im suppose to watch fearless later you know. but some idiot have to go to the airport last min. haha. nvm. im just joking about that idiot part. so yea. =)

i help ghis pass something to her fren. haha. damn funny lah. dumb dumb don't understand chinese? lols. okay fine. shall not be so mean. =D

today a very fun day lah. haha. my dad went to see mrs chia. and guess what? she got scolded from my dad. and TADA i don't have to drop already. and we have something in mind. its a secret that will be announced in.. a month's time? hmms. mayb. if it actually works..

alrights, i need to go type some letter. bye peeps. =)

Wednesday, January 25

gym! | 1/25/2006 05:09:00 PM

wee. i finally went for gym training after like, 1month? haha. fine. call me a pig if you wish too. im a self-declared pig.=D

after gym accompanied atiqah for a while. then met up with daryl to get his year book. YAY. finally..

recently i've been so sleepy lah. esp today. stayed up till 1 am to study amath. in the end. only one question for the test.OH MY.and it was only 15 mins. so i spent the whole period sleeping cause LeeSN was explaining the tb questions.

ying din come to school today. hmms. in case you're curious. i din't miss you ying! haha. k lah. i shall not be mean. i miss you! cuse there's no one for me to bully. lols

im dead tired. this morning my mum ask me go unchain the dog cause it dumbly tangled itself up. haha. i was like not even half awake. i don't think my eyes were even open lah. haha.

i think i'm going to drop biology. then take as private candidate. cause there's no point wasting my precious time in class when taylingling teaches yea. she cant een teach for goodness sake. attending her classes are a total waste of time. im serious! at least saffiah's lesson is kinda more worth it lah. okay fine. i know some people are there are disagreeing with me. haha. nevermind. that's just my point of view. =))

i have a feeling i'm going to have muscle aches tml. i can feel it coming. and i have a blister lah. just 6 rounds round the class room block and a blister. zaini said it was abt 1.2km. imagine if i had to run 2.4. blisters on both leg? EEWW.

i can't remember who i said it to but i told that person i wanted to try typing like a twit. haha. that's like how lame. i think MOT is cool. but they simply take girls with rebonded hair a label them as ah lian/ twit. HOW CAN THEY? so mean w0rx. haha.

alrights. i'm ending here. i'm hungry.

Monday, January 23

so damn tired | 1/23/2006 06:53:00 PM

Oh my. I'm like so tired lah. i was practically dead during training. sheesh. and so i'm back home, taking a rest till 9. afterwhich i'll start studying for my social studies and i'll make sure i off my com. don't tempt me people. =))

alrights, since i'm not in a very bad mood i shall blog about school.period by period. =D

first period:biology
we were suppose to go to the hall for assembly. then that bitchy lim that jolene calls a creature was talking talking away. therefore, she ate into the first period. which was a good one. cause its was biology and tay can't teach. so there's no point having biology lessons at all. seriously! we reach class at 8+. and biology ends at 8.35. olala. biology was crap and i got caught for talking like twice? but i can't be bothered anyway. haha. plus i was too jealous of the sec 3s cause they get to go to OBS. hmphff. i wanna go OBS too. i wanna be sec 3 just for this week.=))

second period: english
ohman. english was reading period today and we had to read the newpapers.today's papers are boring. not much nice and entertaining content and i was praticially falling asleep. if i'm not seated right in front, i would have fallen asleep long ago.

three period: literature
literature was crappy lah. we had our CA. and i wrote this long essay for one question which was part a. then after reading b and my question, i felt that the answer written was for b. and so i changed it to b. and i did question a again. and i realised. my answer could be for and b. i was like. shit lah. want to do another one also no time.and so my a was like. 5 lines? then bani saw and she laughed at me. RAHH

then during recess we had to go see the bitchy lim and mrs chia. then lim was trying to brainwash us lah. keep "advising" us to drop. WHATEVER. and she took the whole of our recess! you can imagine me being the greedy pig dying of hunger. thank goodness mrs chia was so nice to let us have 15 mins extra.=))

alrights. i shall continue LATER. my bro is nagging at me liaos. =S

Sunday, January 22

concidence | 1/22/2006 10:53:00 AM

i wanted to go to blogskins to check out templates but i accidentally came here instead. hence, the post.

i don't know why but i've been feeling rather tired lately. no matter how much i sleep/ slack, or how little i sleep/do. i'm still this tired. anyone can explain why? =(

and yes. i'm feeling much better already. just that i'm still kind of worried. daddy's gonna call the school and meet up with the principal and v.principals. i really don't wanna see the worse coming. i regret not studying hard enough in sec 3 and not taking my CAs/ tests seriously and start mugging only at the end of the year for fear of being retained. i've never regretted so much in my life before. let's hope this will be a turning point in my life. =(

what i did in the past makes me feel like some childish freak and i promise that i WILL change to be a better person. ( shouldnt this be said at the beginning of the yr? hmms. )

someone sent me That's My Goal by Shayne Ward. it's super nice lah. go check it out.

That's My Goal

Hmmmm yea yea yeaaa

You know where I come from
You know my story
You know why I'm standing here
Tonight
Please don't go
Don't be in a hurry
I'm here to make it clear
Make it right
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
I've finally found that something
Worth reaching for

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Please don't go
You know that I need you
I can't breathe without you
Live without you
Be without you
Well I know I've acted foolish
But I promise you no more
No more

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal

Well I won't stop believing
That we will be leaving together
So when I say I love you
I'll mean it forever and ever
Ever and ever

I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to say I'm sorry
I'm not here to lie to you
I'm here to say I'm ready
That I've finally thought it through(Oh I'm ready)
I'm not here to let your love go
I'm not giving up oh no
I'm here to win your heart and soul(That's why I'm here babe)
Yes I'm here to win your heart and soul
That's my goal
That's my goal

OMG. SO NICE CAN. i'm actually listening to this song over and over again as i blog. =)) i'm so in love with this song. it actually melted my heart. haha.

okay okay. enough of that song. haha.

i've tuition at 2 today! but i'm going at 2.30. cos mummy will be late if she's fetching me. so yea. =))

*yawns* alrights. i shall go relax on my beanbag. can study also. yea. bye~

Saturday, January 21

calming down | 1/21/2006 09:20:00 PM

i feel so much better after the whole chunk of nosense that i actually typed out in close to perfection english*to me*. i'm so proud of myself. *grins* it has been so long since i typed something like that. =)

after serious consideration. i've come to a few decisions.
1) drop biology but take it as a private candidate.
2) take combined science but take as private candidate for pure chem and bio
3: THE DECISION I LOVE MOST. =)) drop my combined humans. IF i'm allowed. =)

imagine. if i drop my combined humans, i'd be so happy.
1) i've around 6 free periods in the 2 week cycle. thats equals to A DAY of school.
2) i don't have to run to class just to attend saffiah's listen.
3) i don't have to spend time reading that boring ENGLISH TEACHER.
4) i can give ying my English Teacher!

OLALa. good good good. i like this choice. but i still don't know if i'm allowed. gonna ask daddy to talk to the principals. i don't want to waste time studying subjects that i don't need.

i've to write/type or whatever the problems in our school's system/rules and my appeal to not drop add maths or take combined for my dad. then he can go talk to the principal and v.principals with confidence. and look what i got from stef's blog!

1) walk in single file after assembly. caught talking, off u go to meet the dinosaur. a total of waste of time, aint it. the school is blessed with such a big linkway to class and we squeeze in a stupid row.

2) yr belt must be sewn at least for 10cm. and the silly prefects go around carrying a bloody RULER.

3) hair must be neat and all. fringe MUST NOT touch eyebrows. hello its our last yr in TKGS. cant we look nice instead of having fringe above the eyebrows which looks so retarded. thats for me lah cause i look terrible with long fringe, which must be pinned up.

4) and frm rachel's blog : abt painting shoes white. thats just LAME.

5) socks too low, KENA BOOKING. its so bloody relative okay. like for me, my converse shoes are high so my socks seem low. and i dont even pull down my socks. they are worn to THE END. and the prefects keep making us stretch our socks so high that our socks become so out of shape.

6) they find yr skirts too short and they rip out the alteration. how violent haha.

yups. i got those from stef's blog. and visit i feel so much better after the whole chunk of nosense that i actually typed out in close to perfection english*to me*. i'm so proud of myself. *grins* it has been so long since i typed something like that. =)

anyway. go check out rachelsoh's blog. http://frodolives-.diaryland.com i think its so cool

alrights. that's all for today i guess. i feel more calm now. BUT. brent just took me SS cant drop. shit. ah. nvm. i can TRY. i think it's super cool. =))

Friday, January 20

sch sucks | 1/20/2006 10:09:00 PM

WARNNING:If you love TKGS so much and don't want to see/hear anything bad about it. GET LOST.
If you don't want to see/hear vulgarities being use and cant stand them. GET LOST.
my blog doesn't care about such people. you're just LOSERS.

I'm not in a good mood. and i think its kinda obvious. just by the way i actually start my post. it's not the usual me you tend to see.. laughing, smiling, cracking jokes. THIS IS THE HIDDEN ME. the one who doesnt dare to speak up.

today have been a long day. and this is the worst day I've ever had since i first step in the gates of TKGS in 2003. i stepped into TKGS thinking that it is a reasonable school with nice people in it.

First 3 years in TKGS was fun to the max.even though we disliked mrs loke. but now. i wish she's back here with us.
i thought mrs lim would be one nicer principal who can understand us since she's a ex-tkgian too. i feel so ashamed to even announce that my principal is an ex-tkgian when she's doent know how to even pronounce TKGIAN properly.

mdm lenny is nice. no, correction. she WAS nice. but something happen to her and she has turned into a terrible person. like. what's her problem lah? why is she treating the whole sch as prisoners? OH. have i told you guys. TKGS HAS TURNED INTO A PRISON since 030106.

and the teachers that are being sent here are so sucky that they can go to hell!! ok lah, there ARE some really really nice teachers. =))

aiya. the TKGS now SUCKS. so DON'T EVEN THINK OF GOING TO TKGS. trust me. TKGS has turned into a horrible place to be. no freedom. and the stupid prefects are getting so much authority they book certain people like so many times for lame excuses? LIKE HELLO? youre abusing your authority prefects. and still call yourself one? don't you know, a prefect should be IMPARTIAL, HONEST, REASONABLE. and not KEEP BOOKING LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.

and what's the problem with principals nowadays? are younger principals so sucky? can't MOE just make ms terry as our principal? mrs lim sucks more than loke. im SERIOUS.

and now the main topic.

yes. i failed both my bio and amaths qualifying. and now. im advised to drop. look. the word is ADVICED. so that means we can don't drop yea? and what did WE get this afternoon? a fucking piece of paper from the school. let me type out what it says.
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T.K.G.S
name of student: MY NAME
class: my class
name of parent/Guardian: NAME

I am aware that my daughter/ward has failed to pass her Qualifying Tests in 2 subjects as of 19 jan 2006.

i agree with the school's professional judgement for my daughter/ward to drop the subject, Add Mathematics* or offer Combines Science (Chemistry/Biology)* (5154) in place of Chemistry(5068) and Biology(5093) wef 23 jan 2006 in order for her to better focus her learning in the remaining subjects.

____________
signature...

Date:______

TO BE SUBMITTED TO THE GENERAL OFFICE BY 23Jan 2006(MON)

*please delete accordingly.
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OMG. school's professional judgement?? like WTH? TKGS= professional? KNS. TKGS SUCK SUCK SUCK.

for the past few years, our seniors who are advised to drop are really ADVISED. they are not forced to drop. and now. we are FORCED to drop. with NO choice left for us to choose. we are FORCED. WHAT IS THEIR PROBLEM NOW?

cant the school like understand how we feel? TKGS is a good school that is being ruined by stupid teachers and principals. our standard have been droppingg.

after seeing mrs chia after school, had training. ame and i were so upset that we cried lah. i was in a good mood throughout the whole of training. den came home. had a talk with my third brother. and i cried. again.

i thought of it. worse come to worse, i'll drop BIOLOGY. BUT BUT BUT. take it as a private candidate. without pure bio, courses in the science stream of jcs will be cut down by MORE THAN HALF. and the rest remaining are courses with physics. LIKE WHY WOULD I EVEN WANT TO TAKE PHYSICS WHEN I HATE IT SO MUCH?

AHHHHHH. im so pissed. finished tuition and on the way home, talked to my parents about it too. and i cried. again again. reach home, talk talk somemore. i cry somemore. haiz. i'm really really very tired already. its only the 20th day of 2006. and i'm already like that. how am i suppose to go on for the rest of the year?

i'm sorry if i flare up at some people today.. but i'm really not in the mood. haiz. this is making me go crazy!

Thursday, January 19

headache` | 1/19/2006 09:12:00 PM

hais. i've been having a headache since this morning. AH. suffering like shit. just a little shout or scream or even if someone speaks louder then normal the headache will be here. hais.

recess was horrible. those idiots made me eat vege when it tastes HORRIBLE. so bitter can. what's so nice about vege lorr. PUI PUI PUI
after recess was lit, chem then bio. gosh. i was suffering. MUST BE THOSE VEGES. i did'nt have that stupid headache before recess.. =((
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these few days, my hp have been vibrating and vibrating. smses and phone calls from some people whom i don't wanna name. and these have made me depressed somehow. did i really make the wrong choice to give up? or isit a wise decision? i don't know. i really don't know. but mayb it'll be better if things just stay this way. yupps. =))
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things have not been going the way i want it to be. they have been going down down down. esp studies. hais. how am i suppose to do well for my O levels like this? some stuffs that have gone through my mind these days made me really think a lot. i'm like so scared of what will happen in the near future. what if i'm not able to achieve my goals? i don't wanna end up like a failure.
goals seem so hard to achieve..

tml's going to be a long day. sch, training, tuition. and all these ends at 10.. seriously, i want to be super busy, so busy that i have no time for the com.. cos being free means i have nothing to do. that means i'll start thinking of a lot of things and that also means that i'll get depressed again.

chinese new year is approaching and my room is in a mess. and there're a lot of stuffs for me to do. i needto clean up the mess in my room. and throw away the junk in my room too..
if memories can be thrown away as easily, a rubbish bin for all these will be the best present for me..

im starting to get so sick of life again. someone save me.

rahhrahh | 1/19/2006 09:59:00 AM

i'm not in a good mood these few days. SO, better don't come and provoke me. seriously.. you will be surprised by what i can do. RAHH.

i'm currently in the com lab. eng lessons. i hate english lessons. they're boring to the max. but i like eng tuition. =)) cause chris is damn interesting. l0ls.and the people around me is FUN. =)) and i mean it. seriously. l0ls

today seems like a long day. so sian can. after school i still have tuition till 5 lah. this is crazy. and hello there's like 3-4 CAs/tests next week. AH. *FAINTS*

anyway, i think i'm going to change my blog template soon. cos it seem to have problems boohoohoo.
k lah. i shall blog tonight. if i have the time. =))
bye ppl~

Wednesday, January 18

pulau semakau | 1/18/2006 08:35:00 PM

lessons were like damn boring today. i almost fell asleep during hist. but there's a ca tml. so cant. =( and we had a emath ca. SHIT lah. so much thing don't know how to do. im going to fail if i lose another 4 marks!! howhowhow. and during chinese TanKK talked crap again. haha. and there goes another wasted period. or mayb she was sort of teaching lah. just that i was concentrating. was passing notes but long=))

chem was rubbish lah. had to do the stupid experiments. so scary lah! l0ls. i was like damn scare smth like explode. haha.

den after sch when to pulau semakau. is that how you spell it? l0ls. the place wasnt as bad as i thought it was you know! l0ls. albert said it was fun.. but ghis and me were like dying of boredom lah! OMG. but we completely slacked the whole journey back. hhaa. and we were dying of hunger too. l0ls

ghis and me took some many pics! l0ls. and damn sad lah. I FERGOT to bring cam. =(((( but we still manage to take pics. =D
haha. k lah. gtg bathe den do my hw den do tuition hw den study. OH MAN.

Tuesday, January 17

new template=)) | 1/17/2006 04:49:00 PM

yupps. i changed my template. =)) and i changed the colour of my cbox. =)) and i don't know why im actually doing this. l0ls.

later still have tuition. kinda sianz lah. but. no choice. =))
well. this damn happening sia. as in. b4 sch and aft sch. l0ls. sch was boringesp ss. i was practically falling asleep lah.

after sch. went day and night. and i pulled ghislene along. HAHA. ~~someone happy eh?~~ haha. NOPE. y0uu diin see that. =))

OH MAN. im so excited abt tuition! =D and jo gt long's num from albert and she smsed him. wth. ppl paiseh liao stil liddat. l0ls. i swear im gona kill both of ya tonight. IF long finds out. HMPHF.

alrights. i shall go take a bathe and hab my lunch. and prepare fer TUITION. =))
for all u noe. long might not be there. Yyupps.

Monday, January 16

the other side | 1/16/2006 06:41:00 PM

recently, so many things have happened in my life. what i experience may not be a lot, but through these little experiences, i guess I've gain a lot. someone said i changed a lot. in what sense, that person didn't say. well, i kind of agree. i realise i have been thinking a lot these days. I've even started thinking of my future. as in, seriously think. not like those childish thoughts that i used to have. to be honest, I'm like so scared of my future. what if it's not what i expect it to be? I've set targets and goals. but when i look at it. it looks, unachievable (for me). now, I'm afraid of failures.

i want to be perfect. can i? i know being perfect has its disadvantages too. i don't want to be too perfect. just perfect in some stuffs.

studies seemed to be gone abit up for me. but bowling went down down down. just afew days ago, i gave up something that belonged to me. it felt like a burden and i was so depressed when i had that thing around me. though it kept me happy sometimes =))

after a long time of consideration, i gave it up. i was relunctant at first. but after i calmed down, i felt like this heavy weight on me has been lifted off. without someone, i guess i wont be able to do that. that someone has given me lots of encouragement and advice. without that someone, i really don't know what my life would be now. that someone has motivated me to do a lot of things. that person was there when i was down to share my sorrows, and when i was up, that person was there to share my happines too.
to that someone:THANK YOU! hopefully you know who you are. the one i always bully. =)) the one who doesnt like the nickname i give.

i'm not saying that person's name here in case some people will have some misunderstanding.

to piggy darling: thanks for your compromises.
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my resolution of not using the com during weekdays has gone down. but lucky im able to control myself more now. that's a good thing.
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during the holidays, so many stuffs happened. and apparently that showed the true colours of people i know. whether for a long time or recently. and i know who my truefriends are. =)
for those who are not, i seriously feel like ignoring them for the rest of my life. but im nice. i wont do that. =D
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i'm starting to adapt to sec 4 life i guess. slowly, tests and CAs and everything impt are coming. just this week, i'm going to have 2-3 tests. next week, 3-4. and my daily schedule is so packed.
MONDAY - training
TUESDAY - tuition
WEDNESDAY - training THEN tuition
THURSDAY - tuition
FRIDAY - training THEN tuition
SATURDAY - my self study/ going out day
SUNDAY - tuition

2 of my friends saw my schedule and asked me,"WA. you everyday so busy with trainings and tuition wont go mad ar?"
i told them, " this is sec 4, no choice. besides, i want the best. and you know my aim."

apparently my i/c is not ready for collection yet. i can't wait to collect it. to me, having a i/c is like. WA. so cool can. haha. but i cant wait to be 18. i think that's the best age ever. nevermind. 2 years. 2 more years. i promise i'll cherish the year i turn 18. cos it comes only once in a lifetime.

alrights. i guess that's enough crap of the day. i'll probably continue some other day when i have such deep thoughts. =))

Sunday, January 15

sianz | 1/15/2006 01:07:00 PM

so sianz can. first my internet was down. den fix liao. com down. BOOHOOHOO. so now im using my bro's laptop. hhaa.
i miss my com

smth happened yest. i guess i was too stressed out. RAHH.
hey. i just wanna say. im sry. give me some time yea. for now let's pray that things can get better by end of the yr. cheer up.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE

got back bio qualifying results liao. bad bad bad. i failed! hopefully i don hab to drop. =((

and im getting so busy with trgs and tuition. im only fully free on sats now! but i still hab to use sats to finish up ALL my hw. RAHH. well, this is sec 4 life i guess.

oh. and tml is kelly's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KID!

just incase i don get to blog.soyea. and i gtg fer another tuition at 1.30.
SIANZ SIANZ

k lah. shall end here. there's probably too much stuffs fer me to blog abt tt i ferget liao. haiz.

actually, im not happy too. so don tink i am.

Sunday, January 8

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Friday, January 6

long day? | 1/06/2006 10:49:00 PM

sheesh lah. im like so so so so lazy to blog. but there's some stuff that i MUST blog about. =))
apparently today is ying's unlucky day! hhaa. just a brief recount.

FIRST she gt banged down by GHISLENE and kinda scratched her knee. now there's blood.
SECOND the dog at home turned horny when he saw her. like. EEWW. l0ls. poor yiying.
THIRD i pushed yiying slightly and she stepped onto a pool of WATER PLUS MUD.

den the rest. cant remm liao. l0ls. anyway. just now went to do ying's ic with her. den wen went came back we saw ERM. ms and the twins. sheesh. but nvm. =) den ying and i walked the dog den she went home le. afterr tt. walked the dog wit my bro again. afterr tt. went fer tuition.

OHMAN OHMAN.
there's this twin brothers in my class lah. SO COOL can. l0ls. and miaohui's cousin is sitting beside me! HAHA. damnn funny. =))

im so tiredd can. feel like i never sleep fer a long long time.=(((

Thursday, January 5

the doggy | 1/05/2006 05:33:00 PM

RAHHRAHH. my bro took home a dog. RAHH. it was damn cute when i first saw it. budden when i walked closer to it. it BARKED at me! HOW CAN! im like so nice! =( even dogie don bark at me. boohoohoo. the dog hurt me!

anyway. met most of the teachers teaching us. haihao lahh. they sound fun. l0ls. i mean the new teachers teaching us this yr. l0ls. took my amath qualifying test just now. SHIT LAH. im so scared that i'll fail. =( drop amaths and my chances of getting into a good jc goes down down down down. CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT. =(

den tml hab bio qualifying. =( kinda worried. i don wana drop it lah. but they always set the bio paper so difficult. qian bian de! hmphff. and im so freaking tired lah.

afterr tml's bio paper i'll be going to lavendar with ying. do her ic. den i'll head straight to tampines. fer eng lessons. sianz.

i feel weak all over.

im so tired but i must study fer tml. no com fer the night. i'll hab a rule fer now.

CASSANDRA'S RULE
no using the com on weekdays UNLESS its smth impt.wan to use onl can use on sat NIGHT.
no chatting till midnight on the com.
i must study till at least 12 everyday.
i'll come home and STUDY STUDY STUDY.

lets hope i can keep to that rule. hhaa

oh. and someone pls remind me to bring the sji and acsbr yr bk to sch. one day.. l0ls.
alrights. im going down to look at the dog!
tata fer nows. =))

Wednesday, January 4

im so tired so hungry. | 1/04/2006 05:31:00 PM

sianz sianz sianz. haven blogged fer afew days. thats means i can tahan not blogging fer weeks! i think. hhaa. next up is to type proper english. i know i can do it. =))

and im like so so so crazy over my husband again. JAY CHOU. =))
hmmz. since when am i NOT crazy over him? hhaa. he rocks. =)) i love you.
lalala~
im seriously going mad. but its okay. i like it this way

oh and i added more into my list of resolutions for the new yr. =)o
hhaa. shant type them here.

anyways. sch started already. and today's the last time of the yr i can really enjoy..
went east coast park with the whole class! had our pinic and did some collecting of rubbish. apparently the ri guys before us picked the rubbish for us liao.hhaa. its like. so damn fun lah. took so much pics. =))

tay dismissed us at 1 when we were supposed to be dismissed at 1.45! hhaa. fine. you rock fer once. =) den walked to my tuition teacher's hse. and i took like. an hour half? sheesh. thats like. 3 times the time i take to walk from my hse to hers. hhaa. walked with mc and it started raining. =s heng she has umbrella. or i'll be soakingg wet.

tuition suppose to start at 3 but i reached there at 2. im like so early. hhaa. and the guys started coming ard 3.. and another of them came at 4 lah. tsktsk. hhaa.
i was so tired. and i keep dozing off. l0ls. so funny. and i was hungry!!
i was suppose to leave at 4 lah. and i stayed till 4+. so guai can. did my work there. hhaa. and i walked home again. so much exercise for the day. hha.

tml amaths qualifying test le. kinda scared. i MUST MUST MUST pass lorr. i cannot drop amaths or it'll be the end of me. =(
and bio qualifying's on fri. sheesh. im like. so not prepared. =((
and im supposed to be studying! hhaa. fun. i'll study. SOON. =))

Sunday, January 1

i hate 06 | 1/01/2006 09:01:00 PM

yes yes. i HATE 2006 now can. rahh. wats wrong with everybody? fine. not everybody. haiz.
apparently these two people hab been venting their anger on me? okay fine. i admit. partially my fault. i talked back. okay?

AHH.
WHATEVER.

what a nice 010106 to start with.

so stupid can. and i just realise that there isnt anything i can on online..
other den chatting. and watching my movie. hhaaz.
that reminds me.
i still hve meet the fockers and sleepover to watch.
american pie band camp was damn funny. watched it last night while talkin to brent on the phone. l0ls.
and he was telling me abt american pie the wedding.
IM SO GONA WATCH IT.

i went through my 06 resolutions. sheesh. how i really do all that?
hmms. i think i shall take out that one with smsing in class. hhaaz.

and lets hope i wont get broke b4 16 jan. or else someone wont get her flowers. hhaaz
pray hard darling
=))

oh and i just realise that my mum have not signed my report book!
hhaaz. nvm. teachers wont collect on the first day.
but i'll still bring. JUST IN CASE.

and mummy told me that nxt yr there're be no more new yr eve countdown party. =((
how can!
but nvm. she said im big enough and since o levels will be over by then.
I CAN GO OUT AND CELEBRATE.
l0ls. fine. i know some of u guys can already do that. and reach home like in the middle of the night. but i cant! rahh. i have to be home by like 7 or my mum will start calling me. but somehow there was one week when i reach home like 8+ 9 and she diin say anything. hhaaz. YAYNESS

hmmz. fine. im geting lame here. and i SHOULD be studying bio now. i actually studied today! hhaaz. surprising.. i haven touch bio for like. weeks! the last time i touched my tb and STUDIED was like. beginning of dec? then when amath tuition stopped tempoarily i stopped studying. hhaaz. im so so dead. HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO PASS QUALIFYING TEST?
i'll pray hard. i CANNOT drop bio. or i'll cry. my fav subject can. =((

my first meal of 2006 is carrot cake! hhaa. and i actually took a pic of it. =)) and my bro said im STUPID. =(( im not k. im just trying to be memorable. =)) but the carrot cake sux lah. so cold so hard. =S

im so busy once school starts. just look at my diary. omg. 1st two pages have smth written on them already. =S

alrights. gtg study. tml going sentosa!! =))

not good after all | 1/01/2006 01:08:00 PM

rahh. 2006 is not a good year afterr all. just mins afterr the beginning od the new yr my mood was spoilt. and hours laterr a bastard came and made it worse. freakk u lah. don happy vent ur anger on me. knn.

my arm is like damn pain lah. cz of that idiot. RAHH.

nvm. i'll make 2006 a GOOD year. yea. but i feel like crying man. 2005 is such a.. meaningful yr? meaningful as in. i learnt alot ba. yupps.

ah shit. i don wana look into the mirror liao can. the stupid hairdresser go cut my fringe til it looks like so cheena kia. WA BIANG. damn short lah. GROSS. =''((((

HAPPY NEW YEAR! | 1/01/2006 12:48:00 AM

well. this is my first post fer year 2006. this ny eve is nice. fun fun fun. with alcoholic drinks. hhaaz. yummy! but that's probably the last time i'll be having so much fun till my Os? hmmz. i don't know.

my new year resolutions are like. WOW. see very easy. say want to do. like very easy. but wana do. difficult. hhaz. nvm. I'LL WORK HARD.

more ppl wished me happy new yr compared to last yr. i believe this yr will be a good year. =)
i hab faith.

*no more sleeping in class
*no more smsing in class
*no more not doing hw
*i must pass every test
*i cannot drop amaths AND bio
*i will have NO distractions
*i will go home after sch to STUDY. or head to the library
*i will lose weight.
*i will stop being so lazy
*VJ here i come!