yay. i FINALLY got my laptop(: went down to so this morning. met godwin there. heh. feels as if i've not seen him for a long long time. ohyea. then he followed me to go sign up for my cls camp (Chemical and life sciences) and we went to collect my laptop:D:D:D wee. bought the insurance first cos they moved the collection point downstairs. after getting my laptop we went off and nic smsed me. ahaha.
went to 7-11 and i bought barcadi for him. LOL.the conver we had. Person:id? Me: er. i didnt bring. will this do? - takes out student card- person: -stares at the card, then stare at me- eh why got expiry date? you poly ar me: ya poly person: okay 425 please
cool shit. i can use my student card to lie abt my age. cool cool cool. haha. my internet at home not working again. oh shit. ohwell. gtg. toodles.
fuck it. i get jealous easily so shut up. i shall forget what i saw and calm down. i shouldnt think too much. someone probably feel the same way i feel if that happened to me. which i think is more often compared to that somone. AH. i'm pissed off. fuck.
don't ask me to go consider something else when i've already set my mind on something. you don't know how much it hurts me. fuck
i'm pissed off. stupid piece of shit. fuck everything.
tiring day ): | 3/29/2007 01:47:00 AM
today is such a longgggg day. lol. being in front of the camera for 7 hours and can be fun, and super duber tiring. and i had to change like, 7 outfits, 6 hairdo and smile into the cam. heh. the make up i had was super. i didnt recognise myself. haha. oh maybe cos i don't normally put on make up. so yea. lol.
wee i love my outfits! had this pink cinderella gown, this apple green evening gown, white tube dress, korean costume, victorian ( i think so) custume, mongolian costume and 2 of my own clothes. got over 200 pics la. hhaa.. saw some of my pics already. wee. love them((: i went crazy after a few outfits and kept doing jumping shots. LOL. did many other crazy shots but yea. FUN(:
did my make up and hairdo for like 2 hours. then went to change and start taking photos. ended the whole thing at 8+, almost 9pm. heh then i got a call from some weird number. and i love the conver :D
me: hello? caller: hi, is this cassandra? me: er ya. caller: i'm calling from fujitsu. calling to inform you that you can come collect your laptop tml. me: oh. OH. thankyou -hangs up- me: OH YAY YAY YAY. ( and i started doing around with my messy hair and make up)
haha. YAY. my laptop. FINALLYYYY. but i'm not gonna collect it tml. gonna collect it on fri morning with ahwin<3 heh. lala
oh yay. my hair is dried. i can finally go to bed. nights everyone((:
BOOHOO. i'm saddd. stupid sp. stupid fujitsu. RAH. stupid ass.
went down to my mum's shop today and decided to go sp to make my student card. it's not supposed to be my appointed date but HECK LA. wanted to get my student card so i can buy my laptop. heh.
and yes i got my student card and had talks from different clubs. so gay. oh and i joined bowling again. sheesh. adam chew gonna be the coach. i can just imagine how life is gonna be for me. RAHH. kat ps me went to join the manga club. zzz.
i bought my laptop but they say i got to leave it there for configuration. yea it takes only 20 mins but there are way too many laptops and too lil manpower to help configure the large amt of laptops. so yeaa. stupid shithead. guess i'm gonna get my laptop on fri then. zzz
ohwell. tml is gonna be a longgg day. having photoshoot tml at my dad's bridal shop. so yeaa. got to sleep earlyy. toodles everyone(:
sheesh man. i have 2 big blisters at the side of my leg): BOTH LEGS): stupid heels. made my legs hurt so much today. i'm not gonna wear it anymore. i shall be nice and donate it to my mama. after which i'll ask for a new pair. heh. okay fine. i'm being such a er. i can't think of that word but ya. haha(: ohwell. stupid blister BURST cos i hit my leg against the edge of my chair. so you can imagine the pain i suffered)): RAHH.
i've been getting/buying alot of new stuffs. heh. i know its bad but yeaa. take it as er. new things for a new start in a new school? haha. what rubbish. but HECKLA. heh.
ohohoh. i promise i will not say NEHNEHPOK anymore. i shall be REFINED. haha(: yes i'm SO nice(:
ohwell, went to sp today to check out the laptops. neh sheesh man. i was so happy when i thought i could get my laptop today)): but i have to get a student card before getting my laptop. stupid shit. alright so we walked freaking far just to piss myself off and walked the same long long long distance back to the mrt station. after that went to marina to have nice nice nice ice cream buffet. it was gay in the beginning. but damn fun towards the end. haha. and YES. i ate ALOT of icecreams. so that means i gained ALOT of weight )): HECKLA(: i'm going to the gym!
i'm going for some photoshot on wed. olala. that means i need to sleep early tml night. suppose to sleep early tonight too. RAH. but HECKLA. haha. oh HECKLA is so fun to type. hha. lalaa.
it's gonna be a busy week ahead. so yeaa. I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY. rah. friday come nowww)): RAHHH.
my aunt from COMAT asked me about the pay this evening. haha. she asked me, if i give you $10 as basic pay for the whole day, commission ard $0-80 bucks will you do? what did i say? NO WAY. haha. i dont mind if the stupid ONEPASS was easy to sell la. but sheesh. i don't wanna sell SHIT <-- quoted from someone. heh. and 10 bucks is like. OHMAN. one foot into the aracde and its gone. lol. so i told her about motorola's pay, sony's pay and norton antivirus's pay. sheesh man. that stupid guy from norton gets like 80 bucks a day just DISTRIBUTING FLYERS. how unfair is that. but what i heard was that acer pays like shit. 3+ bucks per hour. 10 bucks as commission. LOL. rahh. i feel like working again. its tiring but its so fun la. let me stand and give out flyers. i'll b happy doing just that. heh. provided there're as many other people distributing the flyers as the IT SHOW. heh. lala. sheesh my com sucks. i cant go to other people's blog except for a few. stupid neh shit head. RAH.
ah tired tired. i want to sleep already. ahwin hurryyyy. LOL.
okay im happier today. not as tired, not as upset anymore(: slept at like, 3am last night cos i was watching my taiwan drama. or in short. TD. heh. slept and i woke up quite a few times in the morning. 10+ once, 1130 once. and i finally woke up at like 12. haha. earlier than other sundays. woke up and watched the last episode of my TD. sheesh it's freaking nice. i cried can. haha. then i watched southpark. WOOHOO. i love it when kenny dies. haha.
had instant noodles for brunch. then continued watching southpark again. so no life. but, who cares anyway. heh. glend came for tuition while i went down to make some muffins. (i don't know why) but yea. made them. put alot of chocolate chips. sheesh man. damn nice. my cousin(glenda) and bro says its yummy:D wee.
after that i got bored and decided i SHOULD assemble my cd rack. lol. bought it weeks ago but didnt touch it after that. was assembling it while glenda talked to my friends online. haha. their convo was stupid but quite funny. LOL. was laughing my head off. after that we went down for dinner and we came back to watch final destination 2. sheesh. i watched the show like 3 times but i didnt get to watch the starting. finally did today. haha. kinda freak me out. but it was nice. i shall save final destination 3 for another sunday.
i'm going down to sp tml to check out the laptops. might get them tml, or maybe get them on tues.. going for ice cream buffet at marina tml. yummy. cant wait. heh.rah im hungry again -.-
sheesh man. i slept for like 5 hours in the afternoon and i skipped lunch. haha. i was so tired last night i kept falling asleep. told nic i wanted to go bathe and sleep at like 11+ but i fell asleep and i only went to bathe at 12+. then i fell asleep again. and offically went to sleep at 1+. haha. just before win called me. haha. lala(:
suppose to wake up at 8am today but i overslept. slept all the way till 9. haha. then went to bathe adn went down to my mum's shop with my bro and his gf. helped to open the shop, had breakfast. then i got bored. ahha. and i fell asleep at like 10+. and slept all the way until.. 4? haha. okay i know im such a pig. but watever. haha. woke up and helped around. closed at 5+ then went to marina square for dinner.
walked around, played and went home. so yea. there goes another day. i'm hungryyyy )):
went to dad's bridal shop just now and i tried out some gowns. AH. i like my cinderella dress. and the green one. damn nice la. and it fits! OLALA(((: nevertheless, i'll still continue to try losing weight. hahaa. went to vivo for lunch after that. then went to funan. saw peter there then he was like eh why not working. haha. cartoon sia. and karen was there too. working with her friend.
after that we went to raffles city and bought some snacks(?). and i was freaking full. too much chocos. lol. can die man. haven been watching what im eating. lol. thats baddddd. ohwell. nvm. at least i enjoyed myself. heh. lalala((:
im gonna get busy next week. gotta buy laptop, make student card, bowl, and get some stuffs for my laptop. heh. cant wait cant wait. oh and poly starting in 3 weeks. wee. haha<3 orientation in 2 weeks time. and class gathering just 2 DAYS before orientation. haha. olala.
oh ya. i went to cut my fringe just now. sheesh man. i look like a small kid. lol. how gayyy. at least its not super short. so nvm. haha. yawn yawn. i'm tired. gonna go bathe then watch my taiwan drama. heh. toodles((:
i feel having kenny rogers again. lol. and i miss youuu(:
RAH. im sick. and im freaking tired. nose is so blocked i cant breathe properly. i have blisters on each of my sole too. RAH. stupid nehnehpok. @#$$@% i want to sleep. i want to sleep. i want to sleep.
ah. fuck la. godwin got his laptop. i want mine too. ah. tues tues tues tues. countdown-ing. 5 MORE DAYS. haha. and i freaking wanna bowl. STUPID NEHNEH.
i don't know what's wrong with me. i thought maybe by doing that i can end ur suffering. i thought i would be happier too. but thats not the case. i saw you just now. i was shocked. that expression on ur face was so damn cute. i wanted to run over to u. sigh. ohwell. its over. forget it.
i wanna leave sg soon. let me start all over again in aust.
Saturday, March 17
asstart | 3/17/2007 10:02:00 PM
zz. my eyes hurt so freaking much i dont wanna know why. there are so many nice movies coming out. i wanna watch them all. i wanna watch freedom writers, mr bean's holiday, TMNT.. er what else? i don't know. so many that i cant name them all now. Music and Lyrics sound track is out. damnn. i cried when i heard the songs. Cried when i watched the movie with him. and when i heard "Way back into love" i cried again just now. it waas the last movie watched with him. plus the lyrics is freaking nice.
MONDAY IS PAY DAY. sheesh i cant wait. i wanna go buy that cd already. and there's so many other stuffs i wanna buy. kenny says we'll do our shopping on that day. YAY. cant wait(: and i wanna go watch all the movies. oh yes i remember now. Happy N'ever after, Just follow law, the Pursuit of happyness. bla bla.
fuck. the song "way back into love" is stuck in my head. sigh.
Way Back Into Love I've been living with a shadow overhead I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed I've been lonely for so long Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away Just in case I ever need em again someday I've been setting aside time To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love Oh oh oh
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine I've been searching but I just don't see the signs I know that it's out there There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light Not just somebody just to get me through the night ? I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real Or if anybody feels the way I feel I need inspiration Not just another negotiation
Chorus
All I want to do is find a way back into love I can't make it through without a way back into love And if I open my heart to you I'm hoping you'll show me what to do And if you help me to start again You know that I'll be there for you in the end
its over. so just shut up if u know. dont come talk to me about it. fuck im sad. i thought i would be strong about it. but i'm not. stupid ass.
i want to stare into sea. i want to watch sunset. i want to watch the stars. i want to watch sunrise. anyone wanna join me?
fuck stop thinking about it.
Thursday, March 15
tiredd | 3/15/2007 11:09:00 PM
fuck i'm damn tired. zzz.
went to standard chartered to pay SP the fees and walked back to my mum's shop. halfway back my contact lenses tore and i'm like wtf. no wonder my eye so pain. and half of the lenses was stuck in my eye so ya. PAIN )):
you make me happy and i'm missing you now.
Wednesday, March 14
yawnn | 3/14/2007 01:35:00 AM
yawn yawn. i'm tired. meeting chong tml to get my xmas present. haha. wee. FINALLY can. FINALLY. ohwell. its gonna be a busy week. got to go to the bank and got to go for some health check up for poly. so gay la. haha. i realised i've not been watching my taiwan dramas already. stupid nehneh. and i'm so going broke can T.T save save save. lol. ohwell. some pics taken after the IT SHOW(:
the guys
the girls
all of us
COMAT!
NIC IS GAY! hahaha
cutting the cake SAY CHEESE blowingg wishingggg... singing jose a birthday song. LESBIAN PARTNER(: jy and i Karen and i kenny's mole. and my mole. haha.
Tuesday, March 13
RAH): | 3/13/2007 06:02:00 PM
SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME.
i like to look at stars. i wanna go see stars again.
!@##%$#^%$#@!&$%$%
something is wrong with ME. RAH.
Monday, March 12
last day! | 3/12/2007 02:03:00 AM
wee. today's the last day of work! HA. damn fun sia. made new friends and stuff. haha. alvan and shawn are slackers. TSK. nic can be scary at times. karen is niceee. kenny is evil. koon kit is funny. yijie is shy. hahaa. but basically. all of them are nice ((:
ohwell. its the last day and also jose's birthday. had a lil celebration after the whole thing and we took pics. haha. (:
alrights. i'll upload the pics some other day. got photo shoot tml. ahah. toodles(:
Thursday, March 8
Day 1 of IT SHOW | 3/08/2007 11:47:00 PM
omg la. i'm gonna die. i was supposed to work for only 6 hours today but koon kit fell sick so i had to cover his first shift. so yea. met kenny, jy's cousin and yijie at the mrt station and walked to suntec. so many people were there. and i met so many of my friends. haha. quite fun la. but after getting ZERO sales. i got so damn sian already. rahhh. ohwell. i'm gonna work hard tml. haha. lunch break was like. at 3+.. madness la. i was dying of hunger. haha. so we left for lunch. and then we went to play the mario game. haha. yay. i got the mario card :D lalala. but freaking shit i'm gonna play hard and change my ranking for that game. lol. hmms lets see. i saw. my pri sch friends, sec school friends, seniors and my dad's friend. HAHAHA. so yeaa.
okay went for the briefing today. haha. damn funny. and i got to work the 2nd shifts. which means i'm working till 10pm at night. shitty bangbang.. ah nvm. moneymoney come to mummy. LOL.
alrights. toodles((:
Tuesday, March 6
rah | 3/06/2007 12:44:00 AM
I WANT MY RESULTS NOWWWWWW!!!!!
Monday, March 5
!@%$#$ | 3/05/2007 05:55:00 PM
AH. i'm feeling like shit but im happy too. lol. rah. wellwell. todays a great day actually. hehe.
godwin came to my house in the morning. then we went to jog to ecp and had breakfast at macs. yummy. heh. then walked back home and played taidee. and my bro joined us. stupid shit. after playing, my bro come fight with me): and godwin tickled me. nehneh)): then i went to bathe and cooked lunch. BEFORE EATING my stomach started aching. and godwin said his stomach ached too. and we ended up shitting. hahaa. SO. the food i cooked isnt the cause of our stomach ache. must be macs. lol. lalala
ah. im so freaking excited for tml. rah. cant wait cant wait cant wait for the results. heh. lallalalala. (((:
oh and theres job briefing tml. those going please bring along ur ic. thankyou. dont know how to go then meet me at my mum's shop at 2.30. DO NOT BE LATE. thankyou. (:
Sunday, March 4
i'm bored): | 3/04/2007 04:45:00 PM
cass is bored. BOOHOO. supposed to go out today but it rained and i was like. RAH. i dont wanna go out when it rains. ohwell. i dont know whats wrong with me. i'm feeling weak man. arm fingers legs body. WEAK. zzz alrights. i'm off to watch my new taiwan drama. heh. toodles
the guys
the girls
all of us
COMAT!
NIC IS GAY! hahaha
cutting the cake
SAY CHEESE
blowingg
wishingggg...
singing jose a birthday song.
LESBIAN PARTNER(: jy and i
Karen and i
kenny's mole. and my mole. haha.