Wednesday, June 28

i don't like suspense | 6/28/2006 10:28:00 PM

RAH. i don't like suspense. k la.i like a little of it. but not to the extent that everyone knows and you don't know. BU HAO WAN DE.
RAH.

i'm suppose to study but i wonder why im slacking
LOL.
ohwells. i'm being forced to go to the school concert. nevermind. last year MUST go. hhaa

<3

Saturday, June 24

changed template again(: | 6/24/2006 02:52:00 PM

HELLOS(:
i don't know why but i changed my template. haha.
the background music melted my heart. k la. not THAT much. but yea. melted a little. haha.
isn't the picture so sweet?? ((:
AHH. i feel loved. haha.

gosh la. i was reading my previous entry and i thought of my rabbit again)):
my poor whitey.
ah. and some heartless people just LAUGHED when i took them that my rabbit died.
fuck la.
ass. what's your problem sia.
wait till YOURS die.

ohwells. that's for venting my anger plus sadness plus everything else(:

school is reopening soon and that's like SHIT.
i've been slacking the whole june holis and yea here i am. STILL slacking. RAH
i'm going to do my work later. MUST MUST.
and i've been sleeping so late at night.
and eating so much
RAH.
i've gained so much fats.
crap sia. later school reopen i cant run 2.4 cos too heavy=x
HAHA

mummy gonna get me another rabbit.
supposed to go get it today but i'm going for the jj concert.
so yea. tml(:

alrights. i'm going to DO MY WORK. haha. tata

Tuesday, June 20

whitey 190606 | 6/20/2006 12:42:00 AM

i'm sad.
say bye to little one.
my beloved whitey.
i loved you
and i'll still love you)):
i'll miss you LOTS.

death is something that everyone and every living thing on this planet earth has to face one day.

death is sudden.
no one expected him to die.
and yet he did
this morning, still so lively, so active
this evening, motionless, dead
heartbeat stopped.

my brother called to tell me he died.
i was sad. devastated.
the one i love is gone.
though i never realise how much i love him
until he left us.

no matter where he is, what he is
he'll always be part of our family.
cos we all love you, whitey

i got home, looking for him.
all i saw.
was a box and an empty cage.

i walked into the house.
put down my bag and went to the garden.
while waiting for my bro, i stood there.
helpless. speechless.

my bro came.
and we opened the box.
we took the last look at him.
it hurts to see him like that.

my love.
the one who has been there for 6 years.
the one accompanying us for the past 6 years
once gone, forever gone.

whitey,
we'll miss you.
lots.

not gonna forget the day you came
the first time i saw you
the first time i held you
the first time you smelled me
the first thing you ate
the first time i fed you
the first place we put you
the first time you PEEed on me
the first time we let you out to roam
the first time you fell sick
the first time we brought you to the vet
the first time we fed you your medicine

and not forgetting the last times.
the last time i made your medicine for you
the last time i cut you nails
the last time i held you
the last time i fed you
the last time i saw you
the last time you drank
the last time you ate
the last time we saw you standing
the last time you sniffed me
the last time we bathed you
the last time you went to the garden

the last times..
gone and never be back anymore
i wished i was there when u were about to leave us.
i wish i could see you hop around in the garden and eat the grasses one last time.

i will miss you
we will miss you

no other rabbits can replace you in my heart.
<3
Rest in Peace,
Whitey

Friday, June 16

fear | 6/16/2006 12:49:00 PM

i don't know why but i have this fear in me.
don't ask me what why when how
i DON'T KNOW
silly me. i think i'm thinking too much.
but i believe time flies and soon...
RAH
i don't wanna think of it anymore.
stupid stuffs shoo away please)):

anyways, yesterday was doubles. bowled 122 141 155. which was quite bad. hopefully my rank don get pulled down. but i think i pulled azyan down. esp the first game. she bowled 200 la! my gosh. i love my mushroom(:

ah. today is the last day. i had better bowl at least a 200 game.
i think i said that before. haha. aiya. HECK LA. i want a 200. I NEED A 200

OHOHOHOH
i want my ice cream from BROTHER BEAR! haha((:

tuition was yucks today.
fell asleep so many times.
and i have to give her amath mis ex 20 and ex 22.1 BY TML MORNING. plus the 3 emath paper2. SHEESH. where got time to do. tonight come home also midnight liao. DUMBTHING.
i want to sleep):

alrights. i'm going to eat. then do my work. and get myself prepared for later!
tata`

i miss you baby

Wednesday, June 14

the omen! | 6/14/2006 06:22:00 PM

yoohoo~
im back home.
just went to watch the omen.
MY GOSH
wasnt THAT scary la.
HAHA

but it was fun.

oh wells.
bowled age group.
mon bowled 104 136 172
MADNESS la. like shit
tue bowled 135 128 167
GOSH. kns!
i better bowl well tml.
i MUST bowl well tml.
got to at least get 1 high game. I BETTER!
haha

RAH
i slacked alot this holiday.
IM SUPPOSE TO STUDY
WTH
i did a few exam papers and THAT'S IT.
what's im bloody freaking problem
come on cass
STUDYYYY

OH OH OH
i went shopping!
hhaa.
the espirit at northpoint got offer la
i bought my pants as 19.90
originally was 89.90
AH. i LOVE shopping!
hehe

Sunday, June 11

finally blogged((: | 6/11/2006 01:21:00 AM

hellos hellos.
apparently i've not blogged for some time already. haha
oh wells.
holidays sucked la.
i slack so much la.
oh man. someone make me study pleaseeeee
)):

*yawns*
i don't know what to blog about. lol

Thursday, June 1

BOO | 6/01/2006 04:16:00 PM

wee. have not blogged since erm. sat?
ahwin asked me to blog a few days ago. but i told him this blog isnt very important. HAHA.
something else is. heh

oh wells. holiday has started and yes yes yes. i need to study. or i'll probably never be able to do well for my prelims and get into a good jc/poly.. in another words, i need to get good grades for Os. LOL.

did chinese Os on mon. sheesh man. i wrote like crap. hopefully the marker will be kind enough to give me more marks for my A1. haha. but i've this feeling i'll probably get B only la. RAHH.

and i went to orchard with jolene today. haha. went to cine and had pastamania for lunch. i can feel all my fats)):
then i went to buy my hp pouch, myuk pencil case and some other stuffs. i still cant decide what kind of wallet to get la. lol. i like myuk's wallet. *hint hint*
haha

sian la. holiday liao. and i want to stay home to study but i still have to go to school attend lessons that are just a waste of time. might as well let me sleep a little longer and study more at home right. RAH. stupid. and i'm down for supervised study. sheesh. that means i'm gonna end school at 430 EVERYDAY. how to go for tuition like that? shit man. this sucks.

ah ah ah. i just remembered. i've not bought the perlini earrings yet. RAH. i'm going to get it. SOON. and i'm getting it for asnira too. her promised belated birthday present. HAHA. <3

alrights. got to go start mugging soon i think. TATA`