Monday, March 31

esprit esprittttt | 3/31/2008 01:47:00 AM

Ah FOOD ((:
But I'm upset when I heard that --- -- -- -- ----. SIAN.
Ohwell, doesnt matter.
24 24 all the way (((:

And I want that esprit top & shorts I saw today. LOL.

Today's a nice day. Dinner was great. The walking around was great.
The company was perfect <333

YIYING DARLING! When's our black pepper crab outing? :D
Make it soon cos I miss youuuuuu :(

Tuesday, March 25

): | 3/25/2008 04:57:00 PM

Life is so boring with all work and no play ):

I really need some excitement in my life right now.
RAHH. boring ):

I want to go shopping.

eat eat eat ): | 3/25/2008 12:41:00 AM

Oh great. Expo the past few days. And i think i ate so much I feel so heavy now):
Keep eating and eating and i haven been sticking to my so called "strict"diet. sheesh :S
Can't blame me. Chewyjr's new savoury puffs taste realllllly good. especially their chilli crab :D love it man <3
The crave is coming again ): I swear it's so damn nice.
And i take it for lunch / tea break almost everyday :D
GREAT. I just remembered I ate 2 eggtarts before dinner and 1 durian puff after. WTHH.
I really gotta stop ):

Anyways, I got my pay today. Finally. Been waiting abut 2 weeks for it. Lol. Well, beats some companies. 1 to 3 months delay lei. Sucks right. HAHA =X

School is starting and that sucks. That means new class, new people, new modules, new timetable, less sleep):
I want to sleep sleep sleep.
Waking up with water retention every morning freaks me out.
i don't wanna get eyebags )))):

Yay, bro's out from the toilet :D
bye bye

Gojane , Urbanoutfitters spree (:

Saturday, March 22

<3 | 3/22/2008 12:40:00 AM

Do unto others what you want other to do unto you

Yup, indeed. If you want people to treat you nice, treat them back the same.
For quite a long long time ( I believe some will know), I was being treated like some kinda retard. Even up till now. However, I still stayed the same. I tolerated.
Ohwell, whatever (:

I've been maxed out these few days. Thankfully it's ending soon. Running at least 3 places a day kills man. Morning to my mum's shop, then to the bridal shop, then to expo for the bridal fair. (Not including the extra trips i take to meet my customers)
Tiring lei ): plus i was feeling so lazy today I just didnt want to move about. Sheesh I'm getting lazy ))):

Ahh i love fairs. I love talking to unknown people/customers. LOL
I think i'm weird.

My friends told me so long ago that I should give up.
But I didnt.
Thinking back, I was pretty much of a fool.

aye I miss Q.

Thursday, March 20

RAH ): | 3/20/2008 01:24:00 AM

AHH i'm so pissed with myself. LOL
Spending too much money shopping
and i freaking gained weight ))))):

i want that forever21 wallet )))):
and that pull & bear tube top ))):
and that URS heels (god knows why i want heels for) lol
and some more shorts
and some more skirts

And a nice nice listening ear )))):

and i want my payyy )))):

and QQ! I want my mp3. lol

Long day tml ):
Helping mum in her shop in the morning till afternoon then off to the bridal shop then off to expo to work. LOL.
GOOD NIGHT.
shit this post, it's full of sad smileys ):

Wednesday, March 19

eat eat eat ): | 3/19/2008 12:22:00 AM

SHITTYBANGBANG. i've been eating so much i feel as if i've already gained 5 kgs :S
And my random cravings for food isnt doing any good. LOL.
Dinner at Pan pacific last night with glad and rachel. Sheesh man. The bill totalled up to $400 plus, but it was worth it i guess. Food was good i swear. I love the sashimi! and the soft shell crab and the ebi tempura and the garlic fried rice and the beef and the grilled salmon and everything else we ordered. LOL. Went home feeling so full even until this morning. zzz

Oh yay. Thanks rachel for the gifts and dinnner :D must have cost you a bomb. lol <3

Late lunch was cheecheongfun and I was pretty tempted by qq's chewy junior. Try chewy junior's new savoury puffs. Nice leiiiii (((:

Holidays are ending and that sucks. I was only beginning to enjoy myself. lol.
i want to watch stepup2 and leapyears ):
Done with waterhorse and rule#1 <3 style="font-weight: bold;">1A24, CHALET ANYONE?

I'm craving for milo ):
Donuts, chewyjunior, muffins, brownie, tako, cheekuay, chickenrice, sushi, friedkwayteow, icecream, cheesecake.
omg i'm gonna grow fat if this doesnt stop )):

Wednesday, March 12

beach! | 3/12/2008 09:57:00 PM

//EDITED
Blogger is so fucked up. I cant change the skin. zzzzz.
I hate blogger now ):
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what a beeetch. And i actually thought you were some kinda guai guai girl and it didnt bother me at all. Didnt expect you to be such a beetch! Don't ever let me see you.

WTF.
Sheesh why am i even bothered.
fuck you la cass.

& we go separate ways

Tuesday, March 11

It's a cold night | 3/11/2008 01:06:00 AM

Rainy days never fail to make me emo ):
As I travelled from place to place today, I was listening to some songs. Somehow they just remind me of the past and what's actually going through my mind, subconsciously.

Went to bank to withdraw money to return to my dad and i returned to the shop with a heavy heart. No, not cos i don't want to pay dad his money. But i'm alarmed at the rate i'm spending my money away. Just like that. Sheeshh man, I hate myself. Well, at least i don't hate myself as much as some people.

I guess some people just don't know how to appreciate what's given to them. You spend your money, time, energy just trying to help but all what do you get in return? No even a word of thanks. Not only that, you get scolded for not being able to do something on time. Hey come on la, people spent so much time and effort trying to help, you didnt even say thankyou and you wanna scold that person? Seriously, get a life alrights. Stop taking things for granted. One day you'll wake up realising how sucky you are. I can't believe such people actually exist. They ought to be banished from the face of the earth.

Anyhow, IT Show is over. 4 days flew past just like that. I can still remember the fun we had last year. How we had to hold onto so many different flyers with this super big template and some survey forms. LOL. however, IT Show this year was fun overall, new experiences, new friends. Got to slack more. Wouldnt mind working again but not for the same company if they continue giving me such low pay with stupid things to do (excluding the part where i had to walk around empty handed even though they didnt have anymore flyers to give out)

I've said what I wanted to. Good night world (:

they say, you're too nice la.
I'm starting to think so too.
I guess I'm moving on well (:

Saturday, March 8

)): | 3/08/2008 09:42:00 PM

Work was great today. Well it was the last day for us ))): Kinda sad cos i thought it was so slack. LOL.

Met up with my long time no see lovely. LOL.
Played, walked, yummy dinnnnner, then slacked around (:
The best I could ever wished for after so so long.
I MISS YOU LOVELY!
Thanks for accompanying me today.
Love ya! hehe
Before we said our goodbyes, we were interrupted by a phone call.

All was spoilt by a stupid phone call.
WTF. SPOILT MY DAY ):
i hate you

sigh sigh sigh
when can i even live a day happily):

Friday, March 7

ITSHOW 2008 | 3/07/2008 01:35:00 AM

Security guards,
Police men,
Flyers,
Promoters,
Ugly singaporeans,
humans,
paper cuts ):
blisters,
early mornings,
late nights,
Familiar faces.

Tiring!

Same company, same tee, same place (suntec), different supervisors, different pay, different people, different job (not promoting ONEPASS!)

EH THIS YEAR MORE SIAN LEI

Wednesday, March 5

sigh | 3/05/2008 11:28:00 AM

I hate i hate i hate some f*cking beeeetch.
Because of you i lost something.
I hate you so much I want to go give you a tight slap and I wished you never existed.
Same goes for that $#^$%^&$%

RAH. i'm feeling so pissified. zzzz
And my headache isnt making things better ):

Love songs are making me sad.
So what if there're promises in a relationship.
As time passes, some stuffs start, some stuffs end.
then they don't really stand anymore.
Why bother making promises when we can't fulfil.
Why bother start when it'll end

I'm not ready.
and i don't think i'm over it.

IT SHOW TML
i'm so excited. I can keep my mind off about some things for now.
i wish.

feeling so terrible ):

Monday, March 3

Mum's birthdayyy | 3/03/2008 04:19:00 PM

Im feeling so sick and tired these days ):
Must be working too much. lol. I haven been sleeping well man. Nightmares almost every other night and I always wake up with my whole body aching. LOL.

F*cking hell, I woke up with a stomach pain and was disturbed by a phone call from my superior :S Booked to work on 6-9 march, 12-9 everyday. OMG i can just imagine how tired i'll be. Last year it was 10 - 9 and i reached home almost 12 midnight everyday. Hate the human traffic at night. Ohwell, i'm gonna be so lonely this year ):

Ah my namecard is readyyyy wee. damn high just now when i received the email from my namecard maker :D I'm glad my blogshop is almost done. And i really hate it when the items take so long to arrive, making me worried like shitxzx. Rahh. ohwell.

Alrights, pictures for mummy's birthday @ longbeach.
Yes i was damn happy. I FINALLY had my black pepper crab. I was deprived of it for 17 long years cos Samuel was around and he likes chilli crab, not black pepper. So poor me, didnt get to eat black pepper crab )): Good thing he's not around (i get to eat my fav black pepper crab). Bad thing is, the people there for dinner got lesser. Sam and gf isnt around, Carlin isnt around, carlin's gf had to work OT :( so it's 4 less people. Damn, I feel sad for my mum :(
okay okay enough said, PICTURES!

Birthday ~~girl~~ Mummy with Dad. Aww they look so loving. haha

Happily married, the birthday girl is a mother of 4!

Okay, not forgotting the soon-to-get married couple, Gladwin and Rachel (:

There they go again. LOL

My brother should feel so lucky cos he has 2 girls with him. lol

Only bro left in sg and he never stops bullying mee ):

RAH MY TURN!

Dad wanted me to take this picture. LOL

Ohwellll, I feel so lonely ):

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Saturday, March 1

mummmmmy <3 | 3/01/2008 01:59:00 PM

The weather this morning kinda describes how i'm feeling. Gloomy, rainy, anything but sunny. Ohwell )):

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling high
I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl

I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms

I don't know if i should cry or laugh each time i see the missing word. sighhh.
I want to cry but something is holding back. Ohwelll.

I hate nightmares. They scare the hell out of me :S

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
<3 YOU ((:

and i miss my particular somebody (: