Monday, January 31
fun` | 1/31/2005 09:36:00 PM
kinda happy t0day... hhaaz~ but tml g0t ca.. SIANZ... nvm.. t0day's j0y can c0ver my wh0le weeks s0rr0w.. heex.. lalalala...
juz n0w stay in sch d0 class dec0.. 0nli gt3 of us l0r.. yiying syafiqah and me.. sad rite.. den we went t0 the canteen and study.. den we went h0me.. den at paya lebar mrt stati0n.. saw jackie.. wow.. he gr0w taller lia0.. n0t fair!!!!nvm lah.. he is a guy ma.. hmphff..
after tt i g0 out study again l0r.. den very funny lah.. hhaaz~ den reach h0me 7+.. yawnz~ k lah.. gtg lia0.. bye~~~~
Saturday, January 29
yawnz` | 1/29/2005 10:54:00 PM
im s0 tired..... but i t0ok my bath and i feel A LITTLE fresher... kies.. i shall t0k abt t0day's outing.. it's.. FUN!!!! hhaaz.. but my leg is super pain n0w l0r... nvm lah.. w0rth it.. lolx..
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tis m0rning.. my mum w0ke me up at 7.. i w0ke myself up at 6.58.. =D den i went t0 bathe.. den went t0 eat my breakfast.. den watch jay's mv.. i din n0e tt the s0ng <
was s0 t0uching de.. i cried.. den when i hear the 0ther s0ng.. i 0s0 cry lah.. but i shall n0t t0k t00 much abt it.. den when watchin it halfway.. i called j0s.. *t0 wake her up* she sleep like pig ar!! call her then she t0k t0 me in her sleepy v0ice.. lolx..
den i went back t0 watch the mv.. den i 0s0 ferget wat i d0 lah.. den 9.30.. i changed and called j0s t0 leave her hse... l0lx// den i left h0me and went t0 paya lebar meet ying j0s and her br0.. den we went t0 jur0ng east and started iceskating.. SO FUN!!!! den j0s and me held her br0 t0 walk across the ice.. very fun lah.. hhaaz.. her br0 learn kinda fast lah.. den i h0ld ying t0 walk acr0ss oso..
den we skate here skate there.. den we g0t b0red and decided t0 play catching.. hhaaz.. den i was supp0se t0 catch j0s and ying t0 catch j0s br0.. but in the end.. i caught j0s's br0.. den i went t0 catch j0s.. and den i was skating s0 fast l0r.. den an0ther guy 0s0 skate very fast. den we bang each 0ther.. den he h0ld my hand.. i hand his hand.. den we started turning r0und in circles.. hhaaz.. very fun lei.. den i caught j0s l0rx.. den me and j0s tried turning r0und in circles.. hhaaz.. it was s00 fun.. l0lx.. den when i was skating very fast again.. tis guy suddenly fall in fr0nt 0f mie.. den i was scared tt i might bang int0 him.. i turn and i hit my leg on the wall... DEN.... i d0n0 wat happen.. i skate t00 fast.. and c0uldnt brake in time lah.. den i bang my teeth on the wall.. very stupid 0f me.. rite?? lolx..
den when the ice palace was cl0sing.. there were lesser ppl lah.. den i wqas skating s0 fast.. very fun!!!!!!!!! hhaaz... den we left tt at 1.30. c0z they were cl0sing..
den we went t0 eat and den went t0 arcade t0 play.. den we walk t0 IMM.. den we walk walk ard.. den we t0ok shuttle bus back t0 clementi mrt.. den we take mrt lor.. den g0 home liao..
den when i reach h0me.. i went out again.. g0 bbq.. den n0w reach h0me.. and im... falling asleep s0on.. yawnz`
Thursday, January 27
yawnz` | 1/27/2005 10:16:00 PM
oh my. fell asleep immediately after i publishh myy previ0uss p0st.. damn tired l0rx. den i w0ke up at 9.. andd im still s0 sleepy. tis is s0 shitty.. my eyes are g0na cl0se anytimee l0rx. den i haven d0 my hw and study yet.. i cann predict h0rx.. tml sure g0t chem test de.. c0z i tinkk liew teachh finishh le.. my hamster is super hyper active n0w l0rx.. s0 n0isy... yawnz.. DIAM LEIZZ. i wana 0rh 0rh.. but sleep t0o muchie like pigg.. hhaazz~ oh ya.. i am a pig.. l0lx. lame~ k lah.. i wana be guai kia lia0.. buaiz~
tired` | 1/27/2005 06:13:00 PM
im s0 tiredd can? walau.. c0uldnt understand wat miss ye0 was t0king abt during amaths l0rx.. s0 suxy.. st the rate she is teachin.. im g0na fail all my amaths tests l0rx.. n0 one can understand herr..
Wednesday, January 26
happy` | 1/26/2005 04:54:00 PM
alrights.. im happier t0day.. c0mpared t0 yesterday.. yesterday was h0rrible can.. den juz came back fr0m gym training.. im hungry plus tired plus aching.. ohwells.. i shouldnt be t0o b0thered by tt.. anyway.. wh0 is anoymous?? Derrick ar? or bernie? or yiying? sj? oh my.. juz tell me hu u are.. i d0n wana g0 0n guessing.. lalalaz.. i g0 d0 my stuffs lia0.. buaiz~
Tuesday, January 25
haiz` | 1/25/2005 09:34:00 PM
haiz.. i feel s0 depressed.. s0 diapp0inted.. s0... sad.. haiz.. d0es any0ne n0e h0w i feel? haiz.. n0. n0t even my cl0sest fren.. n0t even my family.. n0t even him.. haiz.. i wana cry.... i've been c0ntr0lling them.. n0 one n0es my feelings.. every0ne tink tt im a cheerful pers0n.. but im juz the oppsite.. haiz...
why is it tt c0uples can hav a happy relati0nship but n0t me? haiz. WHY?!?!?!!? i really hate myself... haiz..
sad` | 1/25/2005 05:55:00 PM
wat wr0ng hav i d0ne? i've been trying hard t0 l0ve him m0re.. but why am i getting all tis? haiz..mayb bec0z t0day is DEPRESSI0N DAY fer me.. it is ba.. haiz.. but i d0n wan t0 g0 0n being unhappy..
i really treasure the relati0nship between the b0th 0f us... i really want things t0 w0rk 0ut.. im sry if i did wr0ng.. d0n be angry wit me anym0re.. kies?? haiz.. muackx..
ilu` dear
i've been trying hard n0t t0 be depressed t0day as t0day is the day.. that will bring me unhappiness.. the date i hate.. haiz.. 0r 0f c0urse.. i tried t0 hate all depressi0n i had.. i may seem happy.. but actually im n0t.. haiz.. life seems s0 difficult..
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t0day in sch had s0 fun.. bi0 was b0ring.. pr0bably c0z i was t0o tired lah. last nite slept late.. -yawnz- den english was.. so~so... like n0rmal l0rz.. onli tt s0me ppl kena sc0lding.. but i cant be b0thered lahz.. den was CA.. arh.. my hanbd was s0 c0ld l0rx.. but aft a while bec0me warmer.. den was recess.. den had t0 ruch back t0 class g0t stupid hassan was there already. den was legacy.. it kinda w0ke me up lah.. din make me s0 tired.. c0z it was fun.. discussed the class tee and stuffs.. den was chi.. my FAV PERIOD OF THE DAY..hhaaz~ c0z the teacher wasnt there den mie and yiying has our little tok abt s0me class stuffs.. hhaaz~ SSHHH.. it's secret~ den we were telling the kiasu xinyun the ans t0 the c0mpre.. STUPID~ den came h0me with jos.. heex..
she c0me my hse.. den we made s0me.. kueh.. den we sing karoke(d0n0 h0w t0 spell) den we were completing see wh0 can sing beta.. hhaaz~ and i f0und 0ut j0s little secret.. heex~ den i c0oked maggi mee that was s0 spicy we ran t0 get water and we finished it.. hhaaz.. den i made pizza... hhaaz~ and j0s finished everything.. lolx... den she ask me sh0w her my CNY cl0thes.. and she saw my family pic.. heexx.
den we play the hamsters and den i clean the cage den she g0 h0me and here i am.. bl0gging and writing yi ying a testi.. heex.. anyway.. ying!!! i love te testi.. hhaaz~ thankz~
Monday, January 24
sick ar` | 1/24/2005 07:51:00 PM
Rahhs~ i tink im having a fever.. im SICK... haiz.. i feel so sleepy.. but i haven study my social studies.. arz~ Not fair... haiz.. k lah.. i come back to blog later.. buaiz~
Sunday, January 23
s|anz` | 1/23/2005 08:48:00 PM
well.. fer the wh0le afterno0n.. i've been feeling kinda l0w in spirts.. haiz. i d0n0 why.. mayb c0z my fren t0ld mie smth.. haiz. nvm wit that. i did smth i sh0uldnt d0. it's the past yet i still did tt.. but nvm.. i cant be b0thered wit tt anym0re.. since i have FORGOTTEN the past..
today is b0ring.. s0o b0ring.. but i had my dearie t0 chat wit me.. s0 im n0t tt b0red.. hhaaz.
s|anz man.. i haven really finish my hw lei. n0t in the m0od t0 d0 it.. hhaaz~ mayb later i g0 and d0.. anyway it's just the compre.. s|anz... alright.. i shall g0 d0 it LATER.. hhaaz.. i feel s0 lame..haiz.. nvm... im juz t0o b0red.. lalala~
k lah.. i gtg find smth fer dearie lia0. bye~
Saturday, January 22
tired man` | 1/22/2005 08:54:00 PM
wa~ im s0 tired l0rx. mayb c0z last nite slept late. slept abt 1+ ba.. den tis m0rning alm0st c0uldnt get up.. hhaaz~ c0z to0 tired. den i was pulled out of bed by my mum at abt 7+.. budden when she left my r0om i c0ntinued sleepin till 7.45.. hhaaz~den had t0 rush lahz. c0z i had t0 get ready by 8..
den left the hse and went fer breakfast.. den blah blah.. and my mum b0ught an0ther dress fer me.. she say cny wear.. but i find it t0o l0ng. hhaaz~ den she g0na bring it t0 the tail0r t0 make it sh0rter.. heex..
den in my mum shop.. i fell asleep at 3+.. den w0ke up onli at 5+.. hhaaz~ very tired l0rx.. tis stupid uncle c0me and wake me up.. ask me change m0ney fer him.. d0tz...
stupid j0seph irritating me again. he wan t0 patch.. i cant be b0thered wit him.. n0 feelins.. patch os0 n0 use... besides.. i hav my sweetheart already.. heex.. muackx..
k lah.. shall end here.. have t0 g0 bathe lia0. buaiz~
Friday, January 21
sry` | 1/21/2005 11:33:00 PM
oops. i might s0me0ne angry. 0r maybe.. sad? im sry.. i din mean it.. f0rgive me kies?? muackz.
envy` | 1/21/2005 03:18:00 PM
i really envy them al0t. but there's really nth i can d0. haix. h0w i can i can have a relati0nship as happy as theirs.. haiz..
envy` | 1/21/2005 03:18:00 PM
i really envy them al0t. but there's really nth i can d0. haix.
c0nfused.. | 1/21/2005 02:26:00 PM
haven been bl0ggin~ internet breakd0wn.. yea. anywaya.. juz came ack fr0m OBS last nite/evening. my whole b0dy is like.. aching.. and fortunately.. i 0nli kena sunburn at my thighs.. small little part... n0t like the others.. haha.. and my hand.. rahhs. lucky i wear my jacket while kayakin.. if n0t i bec0me "CHAOTA" haha. the m0ment i reach h0me, i open my bag and alm0st fainted..hhaaz~ it was s0 stinky.. c0z of the sea water i tink. all the wet stuffs all in there plus my f0otwear.. bleahz. the other bag wasnt tt stinky.. c0z i put 0nli the dry clothges and un touched ones. haha. anyway.. OBS was h0rrible.. had t0 kayak like 9 hrs. and during tt 9 hrs i keep getting sc0ldin fr0m s0me0ne when i was 0n the verge 0f tears.. -YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE- haha. but nvm lah. i kn0w h0w she feels.. it was s0 bl0ody stressful lah. s0, yea.. i d0n blame y0u..
anyway.. been facin a few lurvee pr0bs.. im havin a crush 0n s0me0ne i sh0uldnt be.. so i kinda like. d0n really put tt pers0n in mind. well, finally.. i g0t derrick 0ut of my mind.. i tink... i h0pe i did.. m0st pr0bably i did.. bleahz. im t0kin rubbish.. haha. anyway.. bef0re i went fer obs.. i THOUGHT i saw derrick.. my heart was like beatin so fast.. budden it wasnt him.. so. HACK. finally he is 0ut 0f my mind. i have 0ne thing less t0 tink ab0ut. but n0w i have 2 things m0re t0 w0rry abt. rahhs.
i haven been t0uchin the c0m.. and n0w i alm0st f0rg0t h0w t0 use it.haha.. lamess. sianz. hafta g0 sch 0n m0n lia0. but nvm. i rather g0 t0 sch den 0BS.. but go 0Bs os0 g00d. c0z can l0se weight. hhaaz~ im happy wit the weight i l0st! yay! lolx.
oh man.. i'll nvr ever gona kayak again in my life... 19km of kayakin killed me... yes.. it did.. and i hate it when they keep saying.. you are reachin.. it's around the bend.. and we keep turning ard and ard.. but haven reach.. NOT FAIR.. the teachers ans instructors can sit 0n speedb0ats and travel s0 fast w-o havin to tire their arms 0ut.. NOT FAIR...
-yawnz- im tired.. yesterday came h0me and i slept 0n the fl00r. hhaaz~ kinda c0ld but n0t as c0ld as the nites i spent in the wild..
im g0ingcrazy.id0n0why.. haiz.anyway..ijuz killed a mosquito.sobloody.yucks.alright.gtgdohwk.. BUAIZ~donmissme.
ilu`
