Monday, November 21

BOO | 11/21/2005 11:47:00 PM

b0oh0oh0o~

my stupid( im not suppose to use vulgarities) com's internet is NOT workingg!! rahhrahh~

so i guess i wont be updatingg tt often.
oh.
dad and carlin goingg cheena tml!
wee~
peace at home.

lalala`

my bro's laughingg at miie.
siaosiao de. =))

im gona be so tiredd tml! hab tuition in the morning den trainingg!!
rahhrahh

alrights. ciao~

Saturday, November 19

BOO! | 11/19/2005 10:18:00 PM

i finish watchingg alot like love! and now im watchingg 13 going on 30.. and i onli finish disk 1.. t0o tiredd le. l0lx.. and now i feel so childish lahh. playing neopets can. l0lx..

lalala. i gtg bathe soon. haha

rahhrahh. i realised tt i hab lots of stuffs to blog. so here i am. editingg this post. =))

anyway. this morningg went to victors support elis they all. hhaaz!!

i saw my idols! colin and polar bear. oh and i saw tt mayflowerr guy. hahaz. and he's goingg fer ny selection. he bowl damn retro can! and there's smth wrong wit him. he used to be quite okay l0okingg. now. =S nvm. i shall not comment t0o muchh on him. waste my space onli..

ohh ohh ohh. my 2 out of afew idols bowl so cool can!! =))

colin gt a 255. and i tinkk its like. his usual lahh. and he grew fatter. hhaaz.

polar bear.. cant see his score. too far away.. and he slimmed down! =((
not big enough to be a bear le. nvm. he still rockks. =))

and i saw lion too! wit polar bear! hhaaz. lion really look like lion liao can! wakao. he nvr cut his hair lahh! and he grew fat fat fat!! hhaaz

oh and i saw jy (not ying's jy though ) too. surprisely.. he CAN bowl! hhaaz. no wonderr he's captain of HIS schh.

=))) so happy. oh yea! and i nicknamed one of the bowlers there big butt. elis wil noe who im talkingg abt. =))

he really has a big butt! and she likes can! =S

afterr tt went backk to my mum's shop.. had lunchh. den i went fer my facial!! and i fell asleep halfway. so relaxingg can! and massage too! shiok shiok!

im goingg fer manicure nxt mth!

sheeshh. i feel like a bitch now. rahhrahh

Friday, November 18

MASTERS!! | 11/18/2005 08:28:00 PM

im so happy can! elis juz told miie that i got into the masters fer stbc!! =)) den i came home to check and.. TADA!! im 9 out of the 12 qualified. =))

ohh. and i rented 4 vcds!! and im gona return them tml. haha. sure no time watch de. so im gona copy it to my com. hhaaz. i still hab sleepover to watchh. now i hab 5 movies. l0lx. and of course i hab to fit the movies into my busy schedule! l0lx.

anyway. trainingg was damn boringg can!! den afterr trainingg went to play pool again. haha. yes. AGAIN. =)) den bowled one game. kao. bowled like shit. heng tml im not bowlingg. haha.. im bowlingg on the 26 at victors!! go support miie k! this last 3 games are damn impt.. laterr affect miie den i cant get into masters!! =((

nvm. jiayou jiayou. =)) i muz make the schh proud. hhaaz. thoughh i don really like the schh. =))

lalala. alrights. im off~ and im facingg a prob. im suppose to go victors support ame and elis. and im not suppose to go alone. i hab to bring someone alongg. den atiqah ask miie go p0cket supprt them os0. HOW HOW HOW. jeremy suggested tt i spilt my body into half. l0lx. if can i happy ar!! =)))

okayy. gtg. cya~

boo` | 11/18/2005 11:56:00 AM

y0! haha. t0day seems like a bad start fer miie. l0lx. first. i woke up late and the freakingg bus t0ok so long to come! in the end. i was late. yea. LATE. RAHHRAHHRAHH. but nvm. hhaz.

den reach com lab. i on the com. den started playingg lah. and got caught by loy. hhaa. nvm. she's nice. juz ask the whole row of us to move. lala. den the whole emath lesson was damn boringg.

now.. im at com lab. haha. miie and jolene foolingg those stupid disgustingg guys in the chatroom. kao. SICK SICK SICK.

but its fun foolingg them. hhaa. alrights. chao`

Thursday, November 17

sheeshh` | 11/17/2005 10:15:00 PM

BOO. im kinda happy t0dayy. hhaaz. =))

had extended studies. AGAIN. first was chem lahh. kinda fun. cz liew had to go fer some course. den we were left in the avt. hhaaz. fun fun fun. den we talked lots of crapps. and i t0ok a pic of myself usingg ghis hp and the sound damn loud can. OMG. so malu. the whole class was so noisy lahh. den wen we heard the door open we all diam. hhaa. fun fun. =))

aft tt was breakk. den had emath. kinda sian lahh. but time passed fast. aft tt waited fer ghis at the canteeen while she went for hist. den went to eat lunchh. sheesh. i feel so dumb. haiz` l0lx

den had tuition. and mrs lee said i was suppose to be there at 1.30 wen i smsed her and she said 2.30. sheeshh. bluff miie. den i had to stay there fer 3 hours lahh! damn boringg can..

and b4 i went fer tuitio i made up my mind tt i'll start studyingg on dec. but now.. i've decided to start muggingg now. my goal is to get all As can! l0lx.

lalala`. i need to sleep early. im havingg eye bags liao. =(( not cute le.. =((

hhaz.. k lah. gtg studyy le. BUAIZ`

Wednesday, November 16

harry potterr` | 11/16/2005 11:15:00 PM

sometimes i just wish i ddin noe anythiingg. why must i noe so muchh? it just bringgs miie miseryy` if given a choice. i would ratherr hab a brainwashh and ferget abt wateverr happened to miie and watevrr i noe.

sometimess i dono if its the real her. is tt how she feels abt miie? or isit jus partronisingg? its really difficult to know wen its the real HER. i just wana put a stop to it. haizz`

anyway. wen to watch harry potterr wit jo and min juz now at tiong. haihao lahh. not as g0od as I expected.. but nvm. mayb my expectations t0o high?? hhaz.

but b4 we went tiong, we met at ps first. went to play aracade cz jolene wanted ME to play her win her ipod nano. hhaaz. i ALMOST got it can!! walau. juz ONE MORE freakingg level!!! =(( but nvm. lalala.

dont say youu love me unless forever
dont tell me you need me if yore not gonna stay
dont give me this feeling. i only believe it

Tuesday, November 15

OMG` | 11/15/2005 11:08:00 PM

OMG. kelly's in 3/6 nxt year. OMG. OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. *faints*

anyway. went schh fer just one freakingg emath lesson. den min yuu ying came m hse. MCP gatheringg. hhaaz. MCP as in. mahjong club ppl. not malayan communist party k. l0lx. den afterr tt went to meet jolene. den had chem tuition..

chem tuition was fun! hhaaz. gt ahbengg somemore. hhaaz. damn c0ol. and the tutor reminded miie of snape. u noe. harry potter. hhaaz. and he's kinda gay. so jolene and i decided to call him sissy snape. hhaaz. and surprisely, xueyingg was there os0. last time tuition os0 wit her. l0lx. fate ar. l0lx.

den came h0me le. SIANZ. i hab no life. =((

in search fer my silver liningg`

Monday, November 14

fuck` | 11/14/2005 10:21:00 PM

RAHH. i dono wat his freakingg prob is. hold hp means i smsingg ar. FUCK YOU. i HATE you.

anyway. i was kindaa happy t0day. all until that freakingg idiot ran and ruin my happines. i hate him can. rahhrahh.

went to schh as usual. haihao lahh. not t0o boringgg.. den afterr tt went fer trainingg. reach tere early. den played p0ol.. den had trainingg.. kinda fun t0dayy lahh. afterr trainingg played p0ol again cz kat and atiqah wanted t0 play.. den stayed till 6+..

rahhrahh. i hate my family. wats their freakingg prob. !! haiz.. completely ruin my whole dayy..

where's my silverr liningg?

tiredd~ | 11/14/2005 12:31:00 AM

ka0. im damn tiredd. last nite had onli like.. 5 hours of sleep. slept at 3+.. *yawns* den wen to my mum's shopp.. afterr tt wen to get my sec 4 b0oks.. sianz! aftterr tt reached home den my dad wanted to go to the beachh. so we walked/ jogged there.. budden my mum walked to0 sl0w.. s0 we decided to turn backk...

cats and d0gs is a nice show!! the d0gs RULE. (((:

freakingg idiotic bro behindd miie. YUCKKS`

Saturday, November 12

b0wlingg! | 11/12/2005 10:18:00 PM

wee. b0wled t0dayy. 126 156 159. heng the last tw0 games n0t bad. but afew shots were completely rubbishh lahh. wasted can. rahhrahh. den i c0untedd my rankingg fer gals. SO HAPPY CAN. =) but my overall average fer 15 games like shit lah. 139. wth. nvm. on the 26 is last chance le. cannot be like last year. t0p 20 den the last week dropp. rahhrahh..im aimingg fer top 10! but victors not nice t0 b0wl de!! =( nvm. i'll start trainingg there. hhaaz

den wen i got home. i was damn tiredd lah! den watched stuart little 2! hhaaaz s0 nice! den i fell asleep.. and w0ke up at 8plus. and s0me idiotic freakk came naggingg at miie. ohh bl0ody hell. wats his fuckingg prob. i hated him and now i hate him more can.

rahhrahh`

Friday, November 11

b0wlingg` | 11/11/2005 08:54:00 PM

boo! hhaaz. im like so hyperr. juz like last nite. =) anyways. i had trainingg t0dayy. and j0lene f0ll0wed cz she had t0 meet up wit shermin t0 play p0ol. den reach there liao.. my darlingg sista atiqahh came t0o. den we wanted to play p0ol but tis bunchh of stupid guys went t0 play and the otherr table was sp0ilt RAHH. s0 we played b0wlingg. wee. startingg was c0ol. had turkeyy! hahaz. den bowled 147.. i tinkk. den had trainingg. kinda fun. hhaaz.

den afterr trainingg went to play daytona with atiqahh anqi and alicia while waitingg fer my bro. wee. won them. had secondd the first time. ALL becz atiqah overtake miie at the LAST sec. wth. den the second ard won first. =)) easy sia. l0lx. =))

den waited fer my bro t0 come and waited fer lanes. den played p0ol. den bowled 2 games. 157 and 128.. i tinkk. haihao lahh` second game i t0o tiredd le.. b00h00h00.

alrights.. I MUST sleep early t0dayy. tml hab t0urnyy g0 supp0rt g0 supp0rt!! hhaaz. at yishun safra.. sianz`

Thursday, November 10

bean! | 11/10/2005 08:25:00 PM

wee. watchingg mr bean now. lalala. he reminds miie of.. yiying? hahaz. i don0. ghis and j0lene were laughingg at my HHAAZ.hmphff. ta0yan!! hahaz where gt nice. hhaaz is unique l0rr! !!! l0lx. nvm` i hab tis sudden urge t0 type lian-ishh. hhaaz.

ohh` now the new firefighterr show. OMG. s0 c0ol can. lalala` i tinkk im kinda madd t0day. HA

im ~~mad~~ crazy! hhaaz.

anywayy, afterr schh t0day i went fer tuiti0n. im kinda heng lahh. i stepped into mrs lee's hse onli started rainingg. den BOOM! lightningg and thunderr. S0 C0OL!!! hhaaz.

but t0dayy al0t of ppl c0me.. den i was superr sleepy. s0 i was like.. half asleep. hhaaz. s0 i did th0se questi0ns really really sl0wly.. but i finished an0ther chapterr! wee. i muz be guaii and start d0ingg an0therr chapt.. den can checkk ans. den can revise another chapt. den can revise and revise. den i can pass my qualifyingg test withh flyingg c0l0urs!! YAy! hhaaz.

den my bio.. MUST BUCKK UPP! bi0's my fav subjct s0 i CANNOT dropp it. that means i MUST PASS the qualifyingg test. and i hab t0 w0rkk extra hardd. MUGG MUGG MUUG!! ahh sians.

i muz draw upp a time table.. wee~

e gal's madd`

sianz` | 11/10/2005 01:13:00 PM

boo! im in sch now.. havingg extended studies. sianz` laterr still hab tuition ar mrs lee's.. *yawn* im like so tiredd.!! and i need to PEE. hhaaz. k lahh. blogg tonight.=P

Wednesday, November 9

orchardd` | 11/09/2005 08:58:00 PM

went east coast rollerblade wit jolene duringg the 2 hour breakk. hhaaz. fun fun. =)))) den went backk to sch fer ss. kao. slackked sia. hhaaz. den afterr ss went slackked in the video shop with ghis till 3+. den we went orchard! and we saw vivien l0ok alike! hhaaz. tt chheeena sch0larr. =S

den wen we past by suntec i suddenly remm tt kenny k0r g0ingg out so i msgg him. hhaaz. i DARE to tok to hhim l0rr. l0lx. ghis and i went to cine.. t0ok neoprints! hhaaz. s0 fun. =) den went to sembangwanggg music see cd. den i gt sh0cked. l0lx. afterr tt walkked ard cine awhile den go heeren le.. shop till damn tiredd lah! l0lx. and i reached home at 6.30.. den my hp died on the way home. suddenly no batt. RAHHRAHH.

Tuesday, November 8

!! | 11/08/2005 11:55:00 PM

AH FREAK. i bl0gged and they said there was errors. *ABISHH*

anyways.. i finally changed my template. we're no more in love. yea`

lalala. im t0o lazy t0 bl0g anym0re.

// no more joey. g0 away!

wee` | 11/08/2005 11:45:00 PM

YAYNESS! i changed my template. //piggie// =)) i wanted tt hdb waitingg template. budden the stupid freakingg pic juz cant show and my tagboard wen sot sot. thhats why theres a new one. b0oh0oh0o.

trainingg was okaii lah` very noisy. but i tinkk t0day's the happiest compared to the past few days le`. bowlingg makes miie ferget all worries. i tink. hhaaz.

azyan and i formed 2.5! hhaaz. yayness. we r0ckk. =))

and ame kept t0kingg abt her *ahem* hhaaz. tt guy. yea. hhaaz. cannot mention names here. hhaaz.

lalala.

im bored.

i love ~~him~~ pigs. =D

Monday, November 7

sianz` | 11/07/2005 11:46:00 PM

i wanted t0 change my template budden i became t0o lazy. haiz.

//depressed`

miissss` | 11/07/2005 10:16:00 PM

rahh. went to schh t0day. kinda difficult to hide my unhappiness. but i triedd. almost cried duringg chem cz there were t0o muchh memories. but diin. cz asnira was there. =) oh wells. no one will undertand that kinda pain in miie now. but i always try to l0ok happy. yea.

bio was rubbishh. stupid tll kept us like so l0ng den i had to cancel tuition. den afterr tt i managed to go fer tuition in the end. tuition was fun t0day. time past SUPER FAST. and i realise that i can do more amath sums oredi. wee. im gettingg smarterr. *someone muz be pr0ud of miie.* hahaz

den i walked home from mrs lee's hse.. and tis super cute g0lden retriver came to the gate wen i walk pass the hse. hhaaz. and tis stupid jack russell barked at miie wen i walked past another hse.. den reach home 6 plus le.. den watch the tong xin yuan.. made miie tink of somethingg den almost cried. haiz.

im slackingg again. i hab to force myself to study.. haiz..

some things in life is hard to ferget. mayb ure one of them.

Sunday, November 6

dinner` | 11/06/2005 11:04:00 PM

im feelingg beta le. =) thz fer th0se hu cheered miee upp. esp my piggy darlingg *muackkz`* l0lx. g0od luckk fer o levels alrite? =)

anyway, im suchh a pig t0day lahh. slept till 1.30. hhaaz. nvm. i juz needed that amt of rest. cz of those late nites of er,.. cryingg. yea. but nvm i'll cheer up=) s0on i hope.

kinda busy t0kingg on the phone lah. hhaaz. blueeye called miie wen i was still asleep. s0 HE was the one hu w0ke miie up. hhaaz. but nvm` den i got up and had my lunch.. den he called miie again. den put down the phone. after awhile j0lene called. and i put down less den2 secs he called again. wa la0. busy busy. den my mum os0 call miie. l0lx.

den i decided t0 g0 studyy.. but in the end slacked abit. hhaaz. den went fer dinner.. celebrste dad' bdae. and i went sot sot and started takingg pics again. HA. lalala`

one of my fav pics now =)

my bro and miie`

family pic!

wee! had so much fun takingg pics. hhaaz`

Saturday, November 5

depressed` | 11/05/2005 08:24:00 PM

there are l0ts of things runningg thru my mind now. again and again. i tried controllingg my tears fer the whole morningg. until yingg called miie. den i cried again. i still dono if the decision was made correctly.. haiz` den i managed to no cry till the late afternoon.. wen i couldnt stop at all. haiz. eyes were swollen.. and duhh of course my mum suspected wat happen..

budden she diin really ask muchh. cz wen she start askingg. i start cryinggg.. haiz`

i had the urge to bowl away my unhappiness juz now.. but i tinkk im beta le.. haiz.. oh well.. its backk to old cassie~

and iu gt scolded from my MEIMEI! stupid ivy.. haiz. nvm lahh. my fault anyway.. i've already learnt my lesson but i still made the same mistake. im dumbbbbbb`

//wiishhingg`

blame it all on miie` | 11/05/2005 01:05:00 AM

YO. i actually bl0gged juz now but my com went SOTSOT. and it hanged. and i was still in a g0od m0od juz now..

now. its all gone. shang xin shang xin shang xin.. haiz. nvm` over den over. no use tinkingg abt it. regret os0 no use le.

my life hab been going down ALL the way recently.. haiz.. im gettingg very stressed up.. and my temper hab been very bad.. haiz.. s0 bad tt it affected miie` noch0ice. its g0ne. say bye t0 it.. haiz. there's smth wrong wit miie. there is`

g0 away. stupid memories they come backk t0 miie. sh0o off. i d0n wan any of this. g0 away! hhaiz. i hate you hate you hate you..

im dumb. dumb dumb dumb. i hate myself. im dumb dumb dumb.

thinkingg backk.. i was very harsh at tt moment.. haiz.. i was t0o pissed.. but now.. there's nthh i can do.. haiz.. another box of memories t0 keep, another pail of tears t0 p0ur away.. no use bengg sad.. no use beingg depressed..

i don wanna fall to pieces