Thursday, November 30

damn fucking irritated | 11/30/2006 09:27:00 PM

miss cassandra lee is irritated. she's pissed off at how the Lee family ~~gays~~ guys can be so stingy. HORRIBLE. that guy with a big bald spot on his head always say, aiya, it's become a white elephant. like how the bloody fucking hell do u know. you're too busy living in your own world thinking you're some hot guy and every girl will be attracted to you? *vomits* when ure home what do u do? flirt around the dumb maid, stay in the kitchen for god knows how long "cutting your fruits". YA RIGHT. flirting you mean. IRRITATING. if you're not doing that you're probably sleeping like a pig in your room. and now that you're trying to learn how to use the internet, i reckon you're most probably itching to go surf porn. i'm not dumb alright. i know how sick in the head you are. flirting ALL DAY LONG, with all kinds of women who step into the shop. and you try to get close to them, touch them and tell people that she's your NUMBER GODKNOWSWHAT girlfriend. HORRIBLE. then u'll start to put your arms on their shoulders. and treat them like you ARE their boyfriend. gosh. please go look into the mirror. you're MARRIED with FOUR children. please for god's sake. RESPECT YOUR WIFE. she has, for the past 26 years worked hard for you. and you? go out flirt with every woman you see. i feel so ashamed. ashamed that i have to call you what i don't intend to call since 3 years ago already. you've already made me lose the respect i have for you since i was a little little kid. as im typing this, there you are. downstairs flirting again. apparently you and the maid seem to like it so very much. and oh, did i say i actually saw a porn vcd lying somewhere in ur drawer while looking for your keys? i'm DISGUSTED. oh shut up maid you're irritating. i don't like your voice i don't like the way u try to explain as if everything isnt your fault. oh u mean overcooking the fried rice and leaving it all CHAOTA isn't your fault? wellwell, we'll see then. the next time i'll probably say. oh, sending you back really isn't your fault. it's ours. *rolls eyes* i'm HUNDRED PERCENT pissed(:

ohwell, the only thing that doesnt piss me off is that i've been doing lots of shopping. and my eyes are going blind due to the amount of diamonds i've been looking at. and there are seriously, giving me a headache.

AH. pardon me for sounding like a total bitch/bimbo today. miss cassandra lee is irritated. she just needs to vent her anger((:

-loves`

cass is bored | 11/30/2006 01:05:00 AM

hi. i'm bored again. rah. and i CANT SLEEP. horrible feeling. and im hungry. bad bad. sleeping with an empty stomach increases the chance of growing fat by +413% LOL. ah. i dont wanna grow fat. cass is in desperate need to lose weight): dont ask whyy. RAH.

i'm so irritated by ppl who ask me where im going for first three months or whatever. RAH. irritating. no i'm not going to MI and i don't wanna go. as for where i want and can go. we'll talk about it WHEN I GET MY RESULTS. rah. irritating.

im so stuck in front of my com until i forgotten that there was such a sport called bowling. i need to bowl but i dont dare too. awful experience i got the last time i bowled. average wasnt even 100? RAH. and i'm a bowler. my god. i can go knock myself unconscious. horrible. RAH.

i don't know why be my wallet is fantasic. haha. i remember going broke on tue but my bro asked me to lend him some money and when i checked, i got 30 bucks in it! HAHA. must be my mum's doing. haha.. ~~evil~~ nice ((: ahaha.

ah. i cant wait for 12 dec to come. win can then finish his course and spend some time with me ): cos i'm dying of boredom right HERE. RAH. i cant believe only 3 days have past. 3 DAYS gosh. time is passing so slowly. all i can do is eat sleep play com eat sleep play com. HORIBLE. and everytime i sleep or im away from my hp, he calls. leaving me so sad after seeing his name on my missed calls list. RAH. i don't like that feeling):

everyone is leaving everyone is busy. cass is bored ):
some save ME. i wanna go shopping and bowl and play and everything. RAH.

Tuesday, November 28

went out with sophia! | 11/28/2006 11:16:00 PM

yea. went out with sophia just now. quite fun. went to tiong and we watched happy feet. heh. nice nice! then we went to great world(: and we took lots of pics! hahaa.

at tiong!

going down the escalator

open season!

wee. mumble!

at great world

tcc

my awful cheesecake): looks are decieving

cass is bored): | 11/28/2006 11:36:00 AM

ah. someone. save meee. rah. i told yiying yesterday that i've been playing marapets. and she says im definitely bored. haha. what to do. rahh. but marapets can be quite fun sometimes. hha. better then neopets. lalalala. im bored. i wanna go out. and yes im going out but i going out to eat. i feel like shopping. i wanna shop. rahh. but since i already promised sophia, so yea out to eat. haha.

rah. bored bored bored)): someone come and save mee

Monday, November 27

headache headache): | 11/27/2006 02:31:00 PM

ah. win left for his officer course already. so poor me will be lonely for 2 weeks. rahh. it better pass fast. or i'll die. rahh. oh well. went out with asnira just now. met her at bugis. then went to macs to have brunch. i better not be hungry later on. LOL. then walked ard and we went to far east. haha. got her books and we went home cos it was raining and she got to go): i'll miss you asnira! haha.

so yea. on the way back i was super tired. when i was about to leave the train i saw aaron. so said hi and left. stupid rain made me wet. even though i had an umbrella. but there was holes la! stupid. and my poor dog was hiding under the shelter. and he was all wet. poor baby)):

and yes. i can feel my dumb headache coming back. was dying yesterday. but went to bukit panjang plaza with my parents then mum and i bought a necklace each from SK. then dad left and came to pick us up at ard 7 and we went to goodwood park for dinner. saw xiang yun and edmund chen. then we left and went home. dad drove along orchard so he asked me to take pics of the decors. -.- and i took. haha.. shall upload them! and DUH the zilian me, no matter how sick or terrible i am, i'll still take pics of myself! HAHAHA. lalalalala.

oh and i've been watching so many movies lately. lol. watched 2 yesterday. click and tokyo drift. after watching click i cried (even though that was the second time i watched it) and that was the start of my headache. RAHH.

blur pic of the tree. it changes colour!

green!

pink!

wee. i like paragon! nice chocz :D

mum. and I

outside heeren

i like this tree! only in the night though. it looks stupid when its bright. haha

TADA!

dad and i

dumbthing. wanted to take a photo of this tree outside raffles city but dad drove too fast. RAH

oo. i took this pic just now! looked super ahlian. but yea. i like. HAHAH.

THE END. haha.

Saturday, November 25

backie! | 11/25/2006 08:36:00 PM

wee. im back to blog. haha. where was i yesterday? oh ya. pictures! haha.

our CHAOTA bbq. and the lala that cant open. haha

chong chong chong.

chong and i!

wee. that's all for the bbq steamboat pictures. heh. i've been really happy these days:D went out with win on thurs and fri. haha.

earrings that he bought! weeee. <33 style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/x/blogger/162/314/320/722046/DSC00256.jpg" alt="" border="0">

weee. nice nice choco!

heh. thanks winn!! lalalala

so dao

ah. this looks decent.. the rest are horrible. haha

okay la. not so bad

then he had to roll his eyes. lol. quite funny. ahaha

wee. i made chocolates! HA. i cant wait to taste them. yummyyyy. dark chocolates! laala

cass is happy! | 11/25/2006 12:40:00 AM

didnt blog yesterday. was busy playing dofus then went to bathe and continued playing and i feel asleep. haha. before that went for steamboat with chong and sophia. too bad jiayi cant join us)): but nvm. when she comes back! heh. we took some pics((:

waiting for chong

i was being gay. hahaa

i love this rock!

wee. cass loves clouds.

sophia is SHY. haha

my god. blogger is taking ages to load these dumb photos. yawn yawn. im tired. kenna bullied by the dumb pig already. RAH. alrights. tata. nighty nights.

Thursday, November 23

my dream | 11/23/2006 10:22:00 AM

AH. i didnt remember having any dream last night until i read jiayi's blog. lol. i had weird dreams. my god. im super freaked out now. RAHH. i dreamt of my stalker! MY GOD LA. it was a horrible one. and i don't know how the hell i dreamt of him. rah. bet he even has wet dreams about me. LOL. jk. i wouldnt want that. that's HORRIBLE.

ohwell. it goes like that. i was on this train with jiayi and sophia. then somehow, it turned into BK. and STALKER WAS THERE! ah my god. and he looked at me and smile. ah. im freaked out already. bad memories of BK. haha. jiayi and sophia then left me alone and i was sitting on the floor of the train. i think it was some sort of a mrt-bk? lol. like the carlsberg train on advertisment. HAHA. im watching too much tv. bad bad. hhaa. ah yes and stalker walked to me. then he squat down and took off his pants and was don't know doing what to his underwear. it was black and white. LOL. so gay. i think his underwear was stuck between his butt. LOL. yea and then he put it on again and sat opp me! on the train u know. between the doors. RAHH.

then i was the next dream. i was in this room with a lot of kids. i think it's the effect of watching yours mine and ours. lol. and there was this baby there was so skinnyy. ah. and i carried him. aww. so cute la. although he looks a little like an alien. lol. premature baby i think. yea and i carried the baby. and i fed it milk. from the milk bottle of course! haha. so cuteeeee. lol.

and my dream ended with some woman coming to carry the baby away.. rah.

ah. i want to go out. i need to go out.

Tuesday, November 21

bad moodd | 11/21/2006 11:27:00 PM

rah. im sorry jy and sophia. was in a total bad mood just now. couldnt take it so i went home. didnt mean to leave u guys alone. ohwell, vivo is boring. i don't know. i think it's quite boring la. maybe i should try to go there next time when i'm happier. haha. but yea i'm much better now :D

so yea. left vivo ard 1.30. went to video ezy to return the vcds and reached home only at 3. lol. so came online. talked to win till 4+ then i was feeling damn hungry and i ate my lunch! haha. so gay. rah. im hungry again. lol. oh i went to vivo and bought $6.10 worth of chocolate! haha. oops. i shall not eat anymore. laalal. quite nice la. wee. i like macadamia nuts and hazelnut! ah the chocolate was damn nicee. haha. ah im craving for nice soft cheesecake noww. my teeth pain pain. rahhh.

i cant wait for thurs and fri!

vivo | 11/21/2006 01:29:00 PM

VIVO SUCKS.

Monday, November 20

CHEESECAKE! | 11/20/2006 01:10:00 AM

wee. gladwin bought me cheesecake! thanks bro! =)) but yea anderson's ice cream's new york cheesecake isnt as nice as the one at THE DURIAN. haha. lala. shit im hungry now. lol. yay. chong said my template is nice. or cute. or whatever. i can only roughly remn what she said. lol. ohwell. sophia and i got so bored these 2 days so we've decided to go out tomorrow. and yes. I'M NOT GOING TO WATCH MOVIE WITH YOU GUYS ON TUE. don't force me. well well. at first sophia and i wanted to go watch moive then iceskate or the other way round. but i thought of a brillant plan! we're going to ice skate, then go video ezy got some vcds and come to my house and start watching them. yay. smart me. haha. we wanted to go watch final call actually and sophia'a bro wanted to come along. but i realised it's NC16. so yea. so sorry boy. haha. plus i think i'll be super freaked out and start squeezing sophia halfway during the movie. haha. lalala.

ohwell. someone isnt happy with me now): rahh. i don't know what to doo. RAHH.

i want to do a lot of things.
i want to see youuu. badlyyy.

Sunday, November 19

i'm so bored | 11/19/2006 01:18:00 AM

yes i'm bored. didnt do much. dumb blogskins is under contruction. wanna play game but my com is lagging. i probably installed too many games already. rahh. went bowling just now. sucked. and my fingers hurt now. blisters.. but not as bad as last time. i seriously need to start training already. ah and i need to catch up on some stuffs. rah.

i need games.
i've no life now

Saturday, November 18

changed template! | 11/18/2006 12:25:00 PM

yay. Os are finally over. heh. i'm happy :D after the paper went down to orchard to meet win. haha. have not seen you for a long time darling. walked around, had dinner. bla bla. AH. carl's jr has american cheesecake! I WANTTTT )): lol. i've a craving for cheesecake now. NEWYORKCHEESECAKE. i dont care i must eat cheesecake by today. haha. or i'll dieee. okay fine i wont. lala. awww. i wont be having lunch with win)): someone go parkway with me. i want cheesecake i want cheesecake): RAH.

haha. how interesting. someone actually calls me rah rah princess. so gay but nvm. haha. ah shit. now i have a craving for whyogurt. AH. i want to eat im hungry!!

ohwell. changed my template. nice nice. i like. haha. lalala. what a boring day. i'm going to bowl tonight! and i'll get cheesecake! yum yum :D

ooh and i did smth funny this morning. haha. i woke up, looked at the time. and jumped out of bed.. haha. and i was like. shit shit. spent so much time sleeping. i need to studyy! LOL. then i was thinking about what paper i have tml and i realised i finished my papers already! HAHA. how silly of me. lol. lala

i'm going to EAT

Thursday, November 9

RAH | 11/09/2006 07:35:00 PM

yayness. 4 more papers. 4 more days. i cant wait! ah. but its next friday. ohwell nevermind. i WAIT. haha. i don't think i'm making sense. nevermind haha((:

had bio today. walau i was damn tired. fell asleep twice during paper 1. haha. esp the last 10 mins. slept till i had someone said pens down. haha. overall was okay. quite worried about my pract. dont want it to pull my bio down. RAH. the next 4 papers are chem amaths hist and emaths. which is tml. haha. lalala.

so stupid la. i was happily studying yesterday then some idiot had to come ask me about smth that i don't wanna talk about ANYMORE. seriously just shut up. i hate it when people lie about me. *slaps you*

RAH. stupid. spoil my mood. then i was like AH i cant study anymore and i was practically controlling the dumb tears. RAHHH. stupid stupid stupid. cant stand it. RAHH.

ohwell. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!
*muacks*

wee. i'm first i know it. haha. lalalala.

i feel quite good now cos i blocked some ppl on my msn. haha. not whoever i was talking about on top though. so yea. if i can do u, you better do too. seriously i'm damn sick of it already. let Os be over soon and just settle this dumb thing. spoil my mood everytime i think about it. and i was thinking about it during bio cos i saw people i didnt want to see and i was just so pissed off and i started rolling my eyes. RAH.

i notice my mood changes as i continue to go on blogging. haha. how gay. lalala.

the only thing that really cheered me up today was a phone call from someone. heh=))

rah. i have so many things on mind and i think if i wanna blog about them its gonna be like so random. ahah.

im gonna start writing down my new year resolution soon. haha. i know its kinda fast but yea. chopping malls are already putting up christmas trees and santa claus. haha. or i shall be a little faster and write my new year resolution. i believe its gonna be a long long long list. even longer than the one for this year. haha.

mygod. i just read the posts i posted on my blog last year. HAHAH. so funny la. i can't believe i actually typed like that last time. ohwell:) youchangedme. and you know who you are. haha.

and i realised how close i used to be with someone, but now. nvm. i'm feeling a little guilty. guilty that i was cursing you. ohwell, nevermind. after Os then talk about it.

ah. i shall end here. haha. tata.

Friday, November 3

gsdfasdfhgfj | 11/03/2006 10:08:00 PM

i thought everything will be alright after last night.. i was happy today. so happy that we're back to what we used to be. until that message.

not that i want to suspect you. not that i dont trust you. juat that they were contradicting.

i'm sorry.
sorry for being so insecure.

whatever | 11/03/2006 12:28:00 AM

i'm pissed.
side with her all you want. whatever. yes yes. she is nice she so ke lian what ever shit.

seriously i just hate people who tries to gain pity. its disgusting.
get a life will you.

don't pretend to be that when u're not
you know it yourself.

sometimes i just wanna care no more.

baby i'm already losing you.
you probably don't know.
but it's scary.