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Juz reach home.. juz now went to meet sab and yiying.. do history thingy.. interview her grandparents.. haha.. so funi.. lolx.. sab don even know wat they tokin abt~ not like me.. haha.. den yiying seat there do nth.. so i call her write down wat we say.. lolx.. den now very hungry lor..

oh ya.. gt my hp back le.. HP onli.. no card.. wat the fuck... haix.. but lucky i gt my 9739 the card wit me all along.. lolx.. k lah.. me go eat liao.. bye~


I hate4 my family…….. I hate them.. what do they tink they are? Taking my things away.. and intruding my privacy. HATE YOU!!! FUCK YOU!!!!!!

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Life suxcz. Suxz sux zsuxz suzx ….. Why even bother living when no one cares abt u.. everyone blaming you for everthing.. when ur so fucking stressed up and everyone still continue to nag nag and nag.. wat e hell.. I don wan live anymore.. perhaps.. NOT IN MY HSE ANYMOPRE…. I hate them.. my family.. no.. they are not my family.. not at all…. Im not tokin to them anymore.. I hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=u0 tq3

Ahhhhhh~~~~~~~ Someone.. juz one person.. I onli need one person to comfort.. help me through all tis.. is it too difficult???? Tis.. is the time I need someone’s help.. but is he here?? No…. he is.. far away………………………

God is taking my loved ones away from me.. One by one.. Why is it so unfair???? Others get wat they wan.. wat abt me????? Does anyone bother?? No one.. not at all…….. even if I die.. no one will sweep even a tear.. no one will bother……..

Fucking hell……………………… I hate the world~~~~~~~~~~~`


Haix. Stupid Joseph.. Mess up my life.. haic.. bEr.. you gt to believe me.. haix.. U don believe me u can ask my frenz. Wtf.. i hate jospeh.. Fucking hell....


today.. mood beta.. cz i din smth.. smth very lqbz.. haix.. Hahaha.. den history ca over liao.. but den.. still gt chi.. maths.. and lit.. wa.. alot of hw.. and ca.. kaox. but nvm.. i noe how to distress liao~ haha... lame~
 
That stupid joseph so de wat.. kaox.. don like him at all den he.. haix..forget it.. i cant stand him AT ALL~ haix. wtf.....
 
Yawn~ Im so tired now. having headache.. den juz now go sing post eat wit sy and jos. lolx.. sy very scared i cut myself again.. lolx.. den we went to poular cz i lost my WHOLE pencil box.. haix.. den sy was sayin wat my new pencil box same as the 2/2 amelia.. lolx.. not my fault wat.. cz the pencil box they sell all so ugly de.. haha.. me gona save money to get a op pencil box.. haha.. den we lookin at the stationary.. den jos saw the blades of the pen knife.. den she din noe wat it was at first.. haha.. den i took.. den she see.. den she EH! ahaha.. lame lah.. i noe.. haha..
 
oh ya.. jos.. i saw ur blog liao. aha.. lalala.. den go popular spent like.. $34?? haha.. k.. nvm.. ish my mum sponser de.. so.. ya.. and sy still owe me $$ for ur file.. haha..
 
Hw
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Chi wb, Chi ws, Lit ca, Maths ca, Eng ca..
 
The rest dono liao.. kekek..

haix.. im unhappy.. still unhappy. haix..


Fuck~~~~~~ FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK...... tis is the onli word i can tink of now..haix. alright. my mum confiscated my hp.. hapy now mum?? fuck lah...... Ppl. don sms OR call me.. no use.. juz call me hse.. Fucking family i hav.. I wana run away.. run to place whr no one can control me.. den i can do the things i wan.. enjoy.. and i don hav to live in misery anymore.. haix.. its living hell for me~~Fuck the Fucking Fucker..........................................................

Haix.. Juz wat is wrong? I went to sch crying.. and yiying tried to comfort me.. And ya.. i saw someone bathing opp our sch.. lolx.. tt made me kinda forget my misery.. lolx.. lame~ haix.. i wana cut myself again.. but i lost my pencil box?? fuck lor.. can u even believe it? haix..life has been terrible for me. I juz feel like ending my life rite now.. since there's nth i can do.. haix.. my like.. supa stressed?? Wat the fuck..

Juz nw during assembly.. gt the harp performace thingy.. den albaniah and gang were so noisy when i was enjoying the music.. i gt like.. supa pissed lorx.. and i din hav the mood to enjoy anymore.. haix.. and albaniah was like tokin throughtout the whole thingy.. haix.. oh ya.. btw.. anyone goin back zps on fri????nxt fri...

haix.. tis sat i wan go east coast park.. yiying say she wana try rollerblading.. lolx.. let's see.. lolx. den mayb.. after tt.. we go seoul garden eat? mayb can call jos go.. and anohter person. cz i noe sy and wy cant go.. haha.. haix.. dono lah. see first.. haix.. im pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fucker family i have......................


What the fuck?!?!?! Haix.. i want to go to Cool Play concert. Shan wei and Wei bo de.. haix.. but my mum don allow me.. fuck lah!!! Den tis morning scold me for nth.,.. Bad mood.. bad mood.. Kaox... Fuck off lor......... Everything cannot cannot cannot.. My bro wan wat onli she give give give.. den still say wat no money.. AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tt time can go hav lunch wit dem oso don let me...... fuck fuck fuck fuck... im like.. so filled with jealousy lor... Fuck ar.............. Im sho troubled.. no one to tok to... my "support" left me le... leaving me all alone in misery.. why cant someone understand me???????????????????

Haix.. my troubles.. all bottled in my heart. Can i cope ma? haix. no.. not at all!!!!!!!!!!! Torture.. tis is sooo miserable... I juz feel like crying.. tis is not the first time le.. haix.. others juz cant understand me... haix...

juz now stay in sch till 5 plus.. cz wait for sab.. wait for her to finish art lor.. in the end oso cannot print and save.. den.. tml hav to redo.. haha.. Haix. den i show sj the sfogs.com website. she not scared at all lor.. haha.. im surprised.. and guess wat.. ms lenny told us a ghost story again.. haix.. freaks me out man.. haix...

The cuts on my hand.. beta le.. haix. im in no mood to do anything now lor.. haix.. im stressed up.. so bloody stressed up.. and im alone at home.. wat the fuckkkkkkkk


Im dying liao lor.. my head ish.. spinning~~~~ Haix.. last juz now... AFTER the 2.4 run.. haix.. i dono if i shul retake not lei.. retake liao will lidat again.. tis is sooooooo horrible.... haix.. i rather be dead den live in torture!!
 
now still in sch.. not going home. cz gt the sec2 briefing thingy at.. 5.45?? haix.. den i'll be like.. so sleepy.. yawn~ haix. juz now go pizza hut eat.. wit yiying.. sheng jie. sab and jos.. i pay for them  FIRST.. haha.. And now im so bloody full lor.. haix.. and the 3 guai one Jos, sheng and sab...in class.. i tink.. doin their hw.. haix.. so guai for wat?!?!?! haha.. den yiying is here in the com lab to print her art.. so guai oso.. haha.. tink im the other notty one.. keke.. but who cares. laal..
 
and junyi juz went off.. and she juz press on my head when its sooo painful liao.. haix.. dying... But nvm.. who call her loo like me.. lolx.. lame~
 
Oh ya.. juz now during esson time i was lookin at the photos.. panweibo shan wei.. and two other ppl.. haha.. they are my oxygen tank.. my inspiration of life... hahah... lame~ And den the so many ppl ask me whr i got the photos from. and they were snatchin it.. so bad rite?? haha.. lame~
 
k lah.. gtg liao.. bye ppl~ keke...


Today.. Considered happy ba. haha.. Becz today is the day!! Haha. To those tt know.. good lor.. those who dono.. too bad lor.. haha. i oso don wana say.. lolx.. Lazy to say.. haha.. Tao yan.. lolx.. Lame~

Juz now went to watch some crap watch.. Connie and Carla.. haha.. lame show lah.. but quite nice oso.. haha.. Its abt tis 2 sisters acting as guys who became gals when they ARE girls.. haha.. Lame~ Lalala.. Oh ya.. and i bought Yu guo jay's new album liao!! ahaha.. So happy.. my jayie.. loxl.. Im getting kinda lame liao.. and hyper oso. so.. ya.. haha.. k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~ Muackx darls...


Juz read sj blog.. Haix. And yiyign's blog. Haix. ppl trying to stop me. But wat m i doing??? Haix. k. I stopped liao. At least for today. cz i today gt tournament. oh god. i was bowling wit St. Joseph. And tis guy was so bloody cuteeee!! Ha... Somemore spiky hair.. haha.. Haha.. Cass! Behave urself.. Ahem Ahem.. lolx..

Haha. Lame~ Well. Im.. abit hyber today man. Mayb thats why i din play so good today.. rank like.. 60+?? Kaox. This is shooo not the way!!!! Haix. Lolx. Mayb cz of the cutie from sji..haha.. k.. i shall stop tokin abt that guy.. haha..
 
Haix. the swell on my hand no more le. not too bad.. Haix. I was crzy yest.. askin everyone to buy me penknifes.. lolx.. oh ya.. yesterday chen feng ling came to our sch.. Keke. and joelle took a photo of her.. cz it feng ling wana take de.. well.. lame~ lolx.. den juz noe went tm.. saw huang yida.. wa liao.. u know he how close to me not.. hah... onli 1 arm apart. haha.. but i was not interested in him.. im obessed wit my jay chou.. ahaha.. and my panpan.. and my feng qi.. haa..
 
Im planning of cutting my hair again.. Haix. wats wrong wit me? I wana cut till shoulder now.. Should i? Later become like jos.. haha.. jkjkjkjk..Oh ya.. juz now aft tournament went to tm wit amellia.. not amellia toh.. is the sec 3 amellia.. yea.. den we took neoprints.. keke.. den we were tokina bt the teachers in our sch.. and she was tryin to put her earing on.. and she took like.. so bloody long... lolx.. den went to ntuc buy sushi.. haha.. buy all crab meat de.. keke.. i like ma.. den aft tt come home lo.. keke...
 
Come home... watch yang yang qiang wei.. now disc 16 liao.. tml.. TRY to watch finish disc 17 and 18.. den can return the two box.. den left wit one.. wa.. i too bz liao.. no time watch.. haha.. sry wor yang.. mauckx. lolx. lame.. allaalala.
 
k.. im goin mad.. I AM MAD! yahoo~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Laaa.. I wan trainin to start.. i very sianx liao.. den my ball was like so de dirty lor.. aft the games today.. kaox.. the week aft next muz buck up liao.. JIA YOU!! haha..
 
K.. To my frenz who have been consolin me and takin my ruler and protactor and breakin my penknife.. I know you all care for me. I prmise i'll stop.. when.. i dono. I juz don wana live in torture.. haix.. i noe i muz wake up.. haix.. i tink i'll stop when i reach my 25 cut.. now onli8.. lolx.. JOKING!! hhaha.. k.. bye peeps.. take care.. Love ya all.. -Muackx-


Juz came home.. Wee.. haix.. Im sho bloody tired.. I feel like im gona drop dead any monent.. haix.. -Wish that im dead- lalala..
 
haix.. today ar.. sho many ppl trying to stop me from cutting myself.. haix.. not fair de.. den stupid sheena broke my penknife blade... but den still gt a small piece that she din take out.. haha.. i took it out.. and now.. its in my hands... wahahahaha... lolx.. lame..  den sy wanyuan yiying took my protactor and ruler away.. hmphff.... den they were like tryin to get those sharp objects out of my sight.. haix.. lqbz.. ppl might tink im goin crazy.. haix.. mayb i m.. im mad.. mad over........ haix.... lqbz...............................
 
during art... i din cut so much le.. cz i was enjoyin myself and yiying was beside me.. haix.. Bu hao wan de... hmphff... den during maths yiying sit at nashmi place.. den we playin.. i lookin at my bao bei toro.. while cutting.. lalalala.. bez place to sit is the back of the class!!!!!! woohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha..
 
den it was lit when they took my things.. haha.. den stef came to tok to me.. haha.. den she say so loud dat i was cuttin my hand. heng mdn h din hear.. lolx..
 
im goin crazy.. haix.. i tink so ba.. laz nite slept at 12+... sms-ing ivy. den she go sms derrick.. haix.. lqbz... oh ya.. tokin abt tt... WHO WAS THE ONE WHO SMS DERRICK TO TELL HIM I CUT MYSELF AGAIN AR??!!! hmphfff... haix..
 
k lah. gtg liao.. bye~ ppl who wan tattoo.. come to me.. i help u.. wit my penknife... lolx..

HoMeWoRk
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Chinese ws.. History ws(If haven do), Maths(tb)..
no more le ba... k..bye~


Oh great. Im having a supreme headache. Cz i juz woke up. and its.. 6.30liao?? Oh.. Crapz.. I was tired juz now. sho i went to the room. and i fell asleep.. Yawn~

Sy and gang are goin crazy. Someone pls bring them to the hospital. Lolx. they keep saying jackie jackie jackie.. lolx.. Mayb they fell in love wit him liao??? Oh. Thats good news. Den i have a burden off me. lolx. Tokin abt jackie. Arge.. that guy. he is so.... siao?? lolx.. i dono lah.. but guess his juz abit lonely.. so ya. haha...and.. HE IS NOT MY BF!! so sy and gang had beta stop.. haha...

Well.. I guess i feel sho much beta liao.. compared to the past few days. mayb cz of ms lenny's horror story.. its still in my mind... i don even dare go into my toilet.. and abt the marbles thingy.. its sho... eeek!!! Good thing i hav not heard of those sounds anymore.. hmmx.. at least.. for now.. And guess wat.. my maid juz freaked me out!! She juz step beside me.. and ah... i screamed.. lolx.. I don wana hear those sound today.. sho i gonna make myself damn tired.. sho i'll sleep immediately... haha.. i hav the fear in me... haix.. i almost cried juz now lor.. i mean.. when she was tokin abt the ghostly thingy.. eeeekk... ENOUGH  liao.. i cant stand it anymore..
 
SCIENCE.. kaox.. i don like mdn R's teaching lor.. Fuck lah.. wat capture wit ur mind. whr gt tis logic de lor.. aniwae.. i cant be bothered with listening to her lessons.. i rather study myself....
 
For now.. no more sakura le.. haha... noe ish fly away.. haha.. yea.. went to buy F.I.R cd wit jos juz.. sianzation.. haha.. k lah.. Haix. Every sat gt bowling tournment.. but. ok lah.. not so bd.. cz out of 6 times.. need to go.. 2 times.. keke.. Lame~ lala.. k lah.. the  great shall end here.. bbye ppl~~~lalala.

 



Hey ppl!! I change my jap name liao.. haha.. now is.. Daisuke Takamine -san.. haha..go tis web.. http://www.ninjaburger.com/fun/games/ninjaname/ninjaname.php.. luan qi ba zao.. haix...

Haix... This my second time blogging today.. Haix.. juz feel so sad.. Tml.. Tml is 22nd le.. haix.. still remm.. wat happened last mth.. haix... juz sort of like injure my wrist.. fuck lah.. haix.. right wrist somemore.. haix.. I reali don hav the mood now..  Im onli happy when frenz are around.. Becz i wont show unhappiness.. But today.. haix... I dono wat happen to me again... Missing Him haix...
 
No matter wat happens.. i cant get to cheer up.. i juz hope tis is all a dream... i juz hope everything remains like before22nd.. haix...
 
I not only don love you. I hate you... thats wat he said to me... haix.... juz wat happened... i reali dono.. Cant anyone understand how i feel????????????????????????????
 
useless... its useless to live on... Why is it tt everything is goin soooo soooo sooo wrong for me?? Haix.. Fuck off........

 


Hey ppl!! I change my jap name liao.. haha.. now is.. Daisuke Takamine -san.. haha..go tis web.. http://www.ninjaburger.com/fun/games/ninjaname/ninjaname.php.. luan qi ba zao.. haix...

Haix... This my second time blogging today.. Haix.. juz feel so sad.. Tml.. Tml is 22nd le.. haix.. still remm.. wat happened last mth.. haix... juz sort of like injure my wrist.. fuck lah.. haix.. right wrist somemore.. haix.. I reali don hav the mood now..  Im onli happy when frenz are around.. Becz i wont show unhappiness.. But today.. haix... I dono wat happen to me again... Missing Him haix...
 
No matter wat happens.. i cant get to cheer up.. i juz hope tis is all a dream... i juz hope everything remains like before22nd.. haix...
 
I not only don love you. I hate you... thats wat he said to me... haix.... juz wat happened... i reali dono.. Cant anyone understand how i feel????????????????????????????
 
useless... its useless to live on... Why is it tt everything is goin soooo soooo sooo wrong for me?? Haix.. Fuck off........

 


Today... Smth happened durin d 'en t.. don reali wana say.. haix.. me not reali very happy tis few days.. haix.. i dono y.. haix.. juz feel like cryin..
 
haix.. my bro take my 3100. den hav to use his lousy 3310.. haix.. luan qi ba zao.. haha.. oh ya.. tokin abt lqbz.. juz now in hall i keep lqbz-ing.. den jos say.. aiyo.. don luan bla bla bla lah.. hah.  i know she gt influence by me liao.. haha.. she starting to luan le.. lolx.. haix.. lame~
 
suppose to do art de.. haix.. but no mood.. haix...NO MOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wana cry le. haix.. ..Sianzation..................... bye! Hmphfffffffffffffffffffffff..
 
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Alright, Jos you should BE happy. I change template liao.. lolx. Aiyo. tell u ar. tis gal ar. keep askin my template not so nice...lolx.. So bad right.. Humphff...
 
Haix. Today, I don feel rite. Like sad sad de.. haix. Dono why.. den legacy hav to go see mrs hoy..Heng.. Not Ms lenny.. lolx..
 
Haix. Haven do History. I noe lim-neo sure scold de.. haix.. but i dono how to do.. Heck ar.. anyhow type liao.. den eng poem oso haven do.. haix.. no "ling gan" lolx..
 
Juz now chi, chuan give us hear the song. make us sing. till noe.. the song still in my mind.. haix.. Lalala.. now listening to my shan wei~ sakura.. sakura.. lolx..lame~ But his song all so nice.. haha.. Haix.. dono when den can get my new discman.. haix..
 
Yay.. yiying say she getting a puppy for moi birthday.. haha.. i noe shao fang jealous.. lolx.. jk..but aniwae.. yiying goin to get me animals for my birthday.. but NO cats please.. lolx... if not the cat kill my darling rabbit... Haix.. reminds me of my hamster tt gt killed by the STUPID CAT!!!!!!!!! HMPHFF! but tt was.. years back.. haix.. my first hamster~ keke..
 
Haix.. now gona save save save save money liao. nxt mth jay and wilbert cd come out.. den no money buy.. i'll be very sad sad de.. keke..
 
everybodi was kungfu fighting~oops.. haha... im starting to sing again... lolx.
 
k lah.. gtg liao.. bye~~
 
Note: My tag ish below again!!!!! Arge~


Ah~ Im dying. im reali dying. moi still havin fever. and i went to sch.. SICK! haix.. i was suffering during lessons.. and during eng i was takin my temp for like.. 3-4 times? lolx. oh ya. before sch start.. went to take the prize for the sci thingy.. oh god.. i was standin there.. almost faintin liao.. and i wanted to cough so badly.. haix.. sianx ar.. my hands are cold now.. but my head is hot. or shall i say.. warm?? haix.. don feel like goin to sch tml.. haix..
 
juz realise still gt art and history haven do.. should i do?? i don feel like doing.. haix.. i don have the mood to.. i wana sleep... i need rest.. haix... life sucks.. and my fever is back.. haix.. and i juz put my thermometer into my mouth.. lolx.. haix.. i wan mc!! i wan go see doc!!!
 
today chi free period.. shiok.. den me and jos playin.. play till i laugh non-stop.. haha.. alright.. fever is back.. 38.7! ah... and the thermometer went beep beep beep.. beep beep beep...lolx.. its suppose to be beep.. beep.. don tell me i high fever den will lidat?? oh~ im surprised.. lolx..
im feeling sho bloody lame.. haix..
 
juz now actually wana blog liao.. den i went to see see blogskins... lolx.. jos lah.. kep complaining say tis template not nice.. hmphff.. but i like flower..... keke... k lah. gtg liao.. bye~
 
gt hw not??


Oh gosh~ Now watchin the NKF show.. den jack neo eating fire.. yuck~ Sho scary man.. Kan bu xia qu le.. lolx..  Den having fever. HIGH fever.. haix. Feel sho bloody sick.. How i wish someone was here for me... haix.. ******.. know who liao? haha..  Lame~
 
den having fever and cough.. and block nose.. my mum say i cannot drink cold water.. and guess wat she juz gave me.. Bandung. Iced somemore.. lolx. Ahhhhh I feel sho sick.. haix...
 
Today go piano.. den gt tis song very nice.. but veri diff ar.. don feel like playin.. lolx. but cannot.. haix.. im forced too!!! haix..
 
for the past few days.. i have been feeling very cold lor.. haix.. i wear long sleeves somemore. haix.. den.. haix.. don feel like going sch tml.. haix....... k lah.. stop here le.. bye~


Ah~ mt throat hurts. and my mum juz gave me an apple. yay~ but its so sweet.. makin my throat hurt more.. ah~ my poor throat.. lalala..
 
haix.. after 2 days of NO internet.. i finally can use le.. ah~ i was dying!!! lolx. hmmx.. oh yea. lets tok abt today...
 
Morning
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Went to sch as usual. was tink of happy and sad sz first period was Science...well.. I juz don really like mdn R.. i dono y. mayb cz she don let us take notes? Hmphff...
den was eng~ was readin period. and it means sleeping time.lolx. And stef was changing in class in front of the teacher.. lolx.. almost everyone was laughin. and guess wat i saw.. haha.. nxt was rollerblading~ wee! so cool. me and jos went to the other basketball court cz we knew how to rollerblade. And there was lesser ppl there.. lolx.. and we left sy they all at the other court.. haha.. i guess their down there was kinda bored.. cz they were learning how to wear the skates and standing.. lolx.. we were like skating around the court and braking.. lolx.. stupid~ but its was fun-er den the other side rite?? haha..
den was recess.. i cant be bothered to tok abt it cz it was running.. haix.. Stupid.
Den was chinese. hmmx.. quite ok lah.. not too bad. but i gave mc 20bucks cz i was too lazy to get her a present.. haha.. haix. there goes my money..
after chi.. me and stef changed to our bowling shirt.. den went to meet the others. and i got 50 bucks from atiqah. haha. den after a while. the bowlers(we) sat off to marina bay to get the prize~
 
When we reach there...
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Lolx.. we reach there liao. run a little and open the door and stopped. and i heard the national athem.. and i knew.. Prize giving finish liao.. lolx.. and we ended juz posing for photos.. photos.. and MoRE photos.. lolx.. i smile till my mouth ache ar.. haha..
den we all  went to ps.. for lunch.. onli afew din come..
 
In P.S....
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haix.. tokin abt ps. sad. lolx.. we were walking around to find a plce that can fit 20 ppl.. lolx.. and we found kfc~ and ya.. that made my throat worse~ haix.. den after eating.. pea sarah and me went to take neoprints.. yay~~ haha.. den we were walkin around action city. and pea bought sarah her birthday present~ hmphff~ nvr buy for me~ den we walked to some plce. and we looked at some necklance so all 3 of us will hav to same one. and yea. we found it. We gt the same pattern but diff colour.. and pea din wan to give up her white colour to me!! hmpff. ahah.. and saah took black.. and therre goes my 50 bucks~~~
 
k lha.. i shall con't tml.. bye~


Hahaa. now jos behind me... complaing abt the stupid tittle i hav.. lolx.. *looks behind* and i see a.. erm... laughing person.. hair sho messy.. haha.. wear specs de.. very boi boi de.. and guess who it is!!! JOSEPHINE~ lolx.. the ahem.. haha..

juz nw stae eat lunch in sch wit xin yun.. den we follow her go popular buy her books.. haix.. Nerd~ lolx.. kiddin.. and ya.. jos lookin at the com again.. aiyo.. sho kpo.. lolx.. jk jos~

den jos come my hse do her art.. haha.. do so long. lolx.. *turns back* aiyo.. jos lookin again~ lolx..haha.. very funi.. den she do finish le.. i play the fujian song.. den jos was singing.. den she stop and look at me.. den she say Eh~ how come i know the song? haha... and of course.. we both laugh lah.. duh~

and now.. listen to jolin~ yay.. haha.. and den..*looks back again* jos is doing her maths... so guai ar?? haha.. muz hav gotten MY influence.. lolx... k lah. gtg liao.. bye~~

Lalala.. *Cough* *cough* aiyo.. die lah. my voice is.. half gone~ Haha.. juz now tournament shout and scream like siao.. haha.. Its a way of releasing stress~ lolx..

wa.. my throat hurts.. i feel like vomitting.. lolx.. my voice is gone.. cant tok.. but nvm.. hu cares?? lolx..

Haix.. very sianx.. my whole body seems to be sick. my leg pain. my throat.. my stomach.. and my head.. haix.. can die liao.. haix.. k lah. gtg le.. nid to rush fer art.. lolx.. bye~

Yay! New Template. keke.. Gib me ur comments. heex. oh yea. and i created another blog. yea AGaIN! But me not telling anyone abt the site. the time is not rite..

Today, go bugis wit derrick lor.. watch mean galx. den watch haf way.. the movie dark dark de.. dono why.. lolx.. den everyone shouting.. lolx. den gt tis guy say wan refund. haha..

watch le i wan go take pic.. but he don wan.. hmphff... den he siao siao laugh like mad.. haha.. mayb cz we saw alot of weird ppl.. haha.. den he say he laugh till his mouth pain.. haha..

den aft tt he go eat.. eat le walk walk a while.. den now come home le lor.. keke.. den b4 come back go to sembangwan music buy cd.. lolx.. actualli wana buy 4 cds.. ou de yang, shanwei energy and zhang feng qi de.. but in the end juz buy ou de yang and zhange feng qi.. keke.. cz i nxt time borrow from derrick shan wei.. haha.. energy.. mayb not buyin le ba.. keke. no money..

den when goin home he lend me listen to shan wei song.. den ask me see the lyrics.. haix.. see le.. i cry.. haix. don wana tok abt it anymore.. haix.. but dono why.. aft break.. everytime go out wit him.. sure will cry de.. haix.. k lah. bye~

Lolx. Juz now on the train wit kat sho damn funi~ lolx. Our shirt was black. den there was tis guy.. shirt oso black~ and he was sitting down. the seat nearest to the door. den i went into the train. and put my bowling bag leanin the glass panel thingy. den i put my hand on my bag and guess wat. i saw my relfection. and not onli tt.. the reflection look like im puttin my hand on the guys shoulders!! lolx.. den i told kat and she started laughin like mad.. haha.. den we were playin wit our reflectioin.. haha.. and i pretended to be like knockin on the guy's head.. haha.. and kat.. she pretended to be strangling the guy!! haah.. it was so damn funi lor.. lolx.. if stef was dere. she will laugh like mad. haha..

haix. ya.. sho now.. tok abt bowling.. haix. see my "haiz" noe liao. today not so good. though it was like beta den the other 3 reserve cz i gt lyk 136 and 111? kaox. dats lousy lor~ haix..

today sch.. still ok lor.. not too bad though.. but got lotas hw ar~ kaox.. haix. Sianx~

Haix.. I reali change le ma?? now even charu oso say me. haix. Wats wrong wit me!!! haix.. i dono.. i reali dono... haix.. i juz feel like being left alone. Everyone seems to be forcin me to do things i don like to.. haix.. my mood is so bad~

I hate being alive...

Haix.. I really don't know what to do. I feel sad. Like no one wana bother abt me again. haix. but too my suprise. bernie sms me.. keke. welll, tat cheered me up a little though.. keke..

today lessons not too bad.. legacy when to the hall. den the ppl from nkf show us tis video tt has kim in it.. arge~ she's a big bitch lor.. Act cute.. wa lau.. I see le wana vomit ar.. den its like everyone was makin noise when they saw kim's name..

oh god, shul hav seen how she acted. pui~ haha..juz hope she realise how BITCHY she is.. haha..

lalala.. Ah ya.. and pe.. sheesh.. had to run.. den i hav stomach pain lor.. haix.. sianx ar..Den could run.. i was like.. almost fainting.. haix.

den had to do the circuit thingy..sianx.. den now my body aching~ neck very pain.. cannot reali turn my head.. keke.. k lah.. gtg le.. cant play too much.. hav to do art.. haha.. bye~

haha.. now com studies.. very sianx.. but fun.. lolx.. cz mr lim not teachin.. and we are like... attackin sj tag board?? haha..

now sianx till cant sianx le.. haha..

I am controlling.. controllin my tears..Im chatting wit him.. Haix. I can feel my tt my tears are comin out.. but im controllin.. i don wana cry again.. i promise tat i wont cry.. but i cant help it.. haix..

I noe.. theres nth i can do.. but.. haix.. i hav to be strong.. the one i need is not here for me.. i hav to be strong.. haix..

HaIx. I fEeL So dIsApOiNtEd. iN MySeLf oF CoURsE.. hAiX.. aND wat hav i done?? haix.. its a secret.. between me..and.. myself. haix.

haix.. this few days.. i've been reali reali very sad.. love doesnt seem to be for me.. even if it is.. will it be a happy one?? haix.. god noes.. haix..

tis few days oso sleep very late.. cz tok on phone.. haix.. am i doin the rite ting? haix..

k lah.. gtg le.. bye~

I don't want to break my promise...And I won't..

Haix. Suxz!Suxz!Suxz!Suxz!I hate being a human. i hate living. Love suxz suxz suxz suxz...im trying my very best to forget him le.. I juz feel like dying today.. he juz told me.. i not onli don love you anymore.. i hate you.. i believe.. if is other gal's ex tell dem.. they willl feel sad ba.. haix..i oredi told myself don tink so much le.. but can i? haix.. slowly.. i don feel sad le.. I don tink of him tt much le. slowly.. i onli treatin him as a fren.. but i still feel hurt whenever.. haix..

i told myself i don wana cry for him anymore le.. cz its not worth it.. but.. haix..

i have been acting rather strange tis few days.. even he oso say so.. haix.. i dono wat happen to me le.. haix..

today bowling very fun.. shiok ar.. we won chij tp team 1 man.. lolx.. den today.. play quit ok lor.. heex. k lah. gtg le. bye~

Woohoo!! Today the apsn ppl come.. den.. abit scary.. and guess wat.. the whole thing was so so so so so boring ok?? i was bored to death!! lolx.. den sy was so scared of dem.. haha.. dono for wat!? lolx..

den gt bowling.. sarah's parents fetch again.. and w-o stef.. lolx.. today bowling.. quite ok.. finally!! i mastered 7-4!! yay.. haha.. lolx.. today not so bad lah bowling.. and guess wat.. i striked for naz.. accidentally!! lol. and of course.. for myself too.. lolx.. so.. it was a double.. hmphff.. haha.. coach was like tellin naz. say thank you to her lah. she strike for u.. lol..

hmmx.. den aft bowling.. see my hp. kaox.. 5 missed calls.. lolx.. and 5 sms.. lolx..

mum gt the new m1 card for me le.. but haven pass to me.. haix.. waiting waiting.. lolx.. k lah.. gtg le.. bye~