Tuesday, May 31
age gr0up. day 1 | 5/31/2005 11:27:00 PM
oh well, went fer age gr0up t0day. sianz man. i b0wled like shit. AHH. my average is way bel0w my standard can. OH MAN. lets see. 115.112.121. damn l0usy can. AHH.
after b0wlingg we went t0 eat at the cafe. OH MAN. guess wh0 i saw. hhaaz. elisa's mayfl0wer guy. CRAPPY SHIT. den he was sitting facingg miie. he keep l0oking at miie can. cz i was wearingg the OBS shirt. OH MAN. i've t0 see hiim fer like.. the nxt 3 days? man.. oh ya. he b0wl damn acti0n can.. l0lx.. see hiim b0wl damn cart0on lahh. his hand breakk i laugh ar. l0lx.
den after eatingg kat and miie went t0 n0rthp0int.. den i buy her prezzie.. 4 bucks onli.. l0lx. is she ch0ose de. s0. d0n say i buy s0 cheap gib her. l0lx.
den after tt.. we went ps.. cz she say she wana g0 c0mic c0nnecti0n. kat.. i n0e i r0x. intr0 y0uu suchh a nice place. l0lz. den i b0ught my jay p0ker cards.. den she buy her cart0ony stuffs. l0lz..
den we went t0 take ne0prints.. ohh ya. when we reach ps.. i say i wana g0 t0ilet.. den when we were outside the t0ilet i saw this b0wlingg. den..
miie: eh. i see a b0wlingg bag
kat: miie t0o
miie: l0oks like stef's one h0rr. if its her's i laugh ar
kat: *laughs*
den we walk there. put our bag outside.. den kat saw this d0lphin
kat: cass! the d0lphin!
cass: hhaaz. s0 stef's here!
den i ran inside the t0ilet...
miie: stefanieee`...
stef: yes?
miie and kat: HHAAZ..
den we waited fer stef t0 c0me out. hhaaz. den we saw andrea os0.. wit stef.. den we went separate ways le..
den after miie and kat take ne0prints. we went h0me le..
den i reach h0me.. slackked.. den i fell asleep. hhaaz.
den.. n0w... slackking again.. l0lx..
i bl0gged at -xiin. =D
Monday, May 30
sianz` | 5/30/2005 10:32:00 PM
ahh. im b0red.. waitingg waitingg. and still waiting.. haiz..
lettingg g0.. | 5/30/2005 09:06:00 PM
oh well. im lettingg g0. lettingg g0 of feelinggs fer ken. n0 use cryingg abt it when im the one at fault. yea? anyway.. watever happened t0day made miie happy. =D
Saturday, May 28
waitingg` | 5/28/2005 11:54:00 PM
im waitingg.. waitingg fer s0me0ne t0 c0me online. and apparently.. that pers0n din c0me online. haiz. SIANZ.
t0day.. supp0se t0 meet sy j0 they all at ta0nan bus st0p at 9.45. hhaaaz. and guess wat. i was still in bed at 9.. and at 9.30.. i was still at h0me. hhaaz. den i t0ok bus 15 g0 meet them.. sianz. when we reach mac.. i was damn hungry lahh. den we went t0 7-11 buy f0od. hhaaz. waited at the bbq table *th0ugh we nvr b0ok* fer the rest t0 c0me.. den we talkk talkk.. hhaaz.
after they c0me.. we went cycling.. cheap sia.. 3 hrs 4 bucks. l0lx. den we cycle cycle. hhaaz. quite a few interesting stuffs happened. but i lazy t0 type. l0lx.
den we g0 backk t0 the table there.. talkk talkk. eat eat. den we g0 beach play. hhaaz. very fun lahh. den i went backk t0 the table there t0 rest.. talkked t0 lenny and her husband wit nurul and ph0ebe.. den lenny left wit her husband awhile later. den steff came running t0 us.. hhaaz. den she was tellingg us that sheena was burried inside the sand like a mermaiid. l0lx. den miie i went t0 KPO.. hhaaz. den i j0in in the fun and started helpping them c0ver sheena wit sand. l0lx.. den we made steff d0 the same thingg. hhaaz. s0 she lay 0n the sand and we started burryingg stef t0o. l0lx. s0 fun!!!!! den i kept takingg pics of steff and sheena.. hhaaz.
den miie and yiying stay till 5+.. den we left.. den went t0 her hse dere.. slackk till 6+.. den i went t0 my aunt hse and waited fer my parents den we had dinner.. den went t0 see my gradma den went h0me.
alrightz. shall end here!! the pers0n im waitingg fer is 0NLINE! yay`....
Friday, May 27
H0LIDAYS~!!! | 5/27/2005 08:29:00 PM
yay~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its the h0lidays!!! =D k lahh. im kinda sl0w t0day. hhaaz. it t0ok miie quite awhile t0 realise that it was the h0lidays oredi.. l0lx. cz i din really hab the h0liday m0od. hhaaz..
ohh well.. there were like onli 26 of us in class t0day. the rest din c0me. hhaaz. i wanted t0 p0n de l0rr.. budden. im s0 guaii can. hhaaz. i went t0 schh l0rr. hhaaaz. but sch kinda slackk lahh. lenny diin really teach al0t. hhaaz. juz askk us t0 c0ntinue d0ingg the w0rkk.. den hist.. hassan was talkingg abt the p0litical matters. hhaaz. talkingg abt the presidents and blahh.. den was a maths. ye0 keep repeatingg "LESS0NS G0 ON AS PER N0RMAL" w0w. like we diin n0e. we juz wanted t0 slackk. hhaaz. den time pass kinda fast ba. den was recess lia0. went t0 see zaini.. wee.. g0ing fer age gr0up. yay!! naz g0ingg os0. :d
den after recess had chinks. DEN. a crime happened. 0ur class r0om was ransacked. 3 hps were l0st. den saffiahh was kinda pissed wit us lahh. den we were very n0isy.. den shann0n they all g0 and rep0rt. den we had t0 empty our bags fer sp0t checkk.. den blah blahh.
den did operation clean up. wa. VERY VERY VERY slackk. din reali d0 muchh. hhaaz. den i had t0 bringg backk all my files l0rr. sianz. my hand was achingg like mad. den went t0 sing p0st wit j0.. den was sms-ingg cheryl. and she was tryingg t0 act like a detective.. hhaaz. s0 dia0..
den walkked ard den went h0me lia0.. lalala. thats alll.. BUAIZ.
Tuesday, May 24
saddness and happiness` | 5/24/2005 11:26:00 PM
sadness and happiness.. it's smth everyone experience.. everyday. haix.
im startingg t0 miss him again.. haiz. yes.. the himmehim that him.. haiz.. onli he noe tt its him.. haiz.. i created tis blog when i was with himm. haiz.. im like.. feelingg s0 bl0ody sad n0w can. haiz,.
im n0t feeling happpy. im feelingg s0 fed up.. c0me pr0v0ke miie and y0u'll see. haiz. i don0 wats wr0ng wit hiim. all of a sudden.. i miss him s0 much.. haiz.. i miss hiim. haiz. i wish he's mine.. haiz. all the w0nderful mem0ries we had.. i stil keep them.. safe fr0m everythingg.. i d0n wana l0se them.. becz i've already l0st him.. haiz..
if only time c0uld g0 backk.. im willing t0 sacrifice anytingg.. as l0ng as i can still hav him.. haiz.. i d0n wana see hiim upset. i wan him t0 be happy.. haiz..
der, i still l0ve y0uu after all tis while.
-yawnz- | 5/24/2005 08:18:00 PM
sianz ar. im s0 bl0ody tiredd can. den n0w having headache. sianz. it's hurtingg miie s0 muchh.. i need t0 sleep early.. yet.. i hav t0 d0 the pr0ject W0W.SIANZ. alrights. bye. `
sianingg` | 5/24/2005 01:33:00 PM
im damn sianz. s0 tiredd l0rr.. these few days. i have been dreamingg of weird stuffs.. well.. m0st of it is happyy.. hhaaz. n0w having chiinkks. sianz l0rr.. juz finish typingg my script. =D allrightzz.. shall end here. bye.
Monday, May 23
slackingg` | 5/23/2005 10:29:00 PM
din update the pass 2-3 days.. t0o sianz. if n0t, im t0o tiredd. oh well.. i have L0TS t0 say. hhaaz.
21/05/2005
i slackked the wh0le day, s0 nth NICE HAPPENED. hhaaz
22/05/05
ohh.. its a super fun day. hhaaz. went t0 meet cheryl steffi and shann0n fer eng pr0ject at marine parade library. but its cl0se s0 they went t0 starbucks. *i was late* den we were discussing the eng l0rr. hhaaz. Shann0n has t0 d0 smth funny. hahaz. wait till y0uu guys watch it. l0lx. den we were laughingg like mad lahh. heng we n0t in library.. if n0t.. we will be damn n0isy..
after d0in the pr0ject, steffi cheryl and miie walked t0 parkway. we went t0 p0pular.. hhaaz. den we were l0oking fer the peter pan b0ok. hhaaz. s0 lame lahh. den cheryl din wan t0 pay and steffi was g0ne. den i v0lunteer t0 pay. hhaaz. s0 malu.. i din even dare l0ok at the cashier.. den cheryl was hiding s0mewhere l0rr.. hmphff`. hhaaz. den we went t0 parkway walk walk. hhaaz. den we did tis kiddy thing. hhaaz. *im trying t0 upl0ad it* hhaaz.
hhaaz. it s0 malu lahh.. we were d0ing it.. den there were s0 many ppl l0oking at us. hhaaz. then we saw S0ME0NE. with her bf*apprently* hhaaz. kinda sh0cked. l0lx. after tt, we went backk lia0.. w-0 taking our tt thingg.. cz we had t0 wait den cheryl's parents was reaching lia0.. s0 we juz went off.. and we hav t0 c0llect it s0meday. hahaz.
den i t0ok 15 t0 east sh0re h0pital. s0 stupid can. i waited fer half an h0ur. den 33 din c0me. s0 i decided t0 walk h0me. W0W. den when i was reachingg. the stuipid bus past by miie. WALAU. stupid lahh. den i slacked at h0me..
after awhile. went out t0 meet my mum fer dinner lia0. we went t0 tis resturant eat l0rr. s0me buffet. wa. i eat till very tired l0rr.. on the way h0me. slept in my dasd's car. hahaz. den reach h0me. i lie on the s0fa. th0ught i w0nt sleep lia0. but still sleep. hhaaz. den i slept quite early l0rr. -yawnz-
T0DAY
slept till 10+. i was s0 tiredd can. hhaaz. den slackked at h0me till 1+ when cheryl came. den we did our eng l0rr. we finish damn fast lahh. haaz. den cheryl suggested that we play mon0p0ly. hhaaz s0 gay. cheryl seem like she was winning in the beginning. hhaaz. den in the end, she had t0 b0rr0w 1000 fr0m the bank. hhaaz. p0or her. l0lx. den after awhile she went off lia0.
den i slacked at h0me. untill my uncle c0me h0me. den play wt him fer awhile. den my parents came h0me. den we eat dinner. den i went east c0ast wit my uncle. cycling. den the m0on s0 big. ss0 r0und.s0 bright. hhaaz. den it was s0 windy. and darkk. s0 scary can. hhaaz. den we went h0me lia0..
and n0w. im slackingg again.. hhaaz. sianz. alrightz. gtg. buaiz. `
Friday, May 20
sianz sianz sianz` | 5/20/2005 09:45:00 PM
sianz. my life hav been s0 b0ringg. -yawnz-
i p0n amaths remedial t0day. i was damn sianz lahh. didnt feel like d0ing anythingg.. den i was dyingg of hunger duringg bi0. hhaaz. less0ns was quite b0ringg t0day. but they all passed quite fast. hhaaz. mayb cz i was attentive? hhaaz.
haiz. im feelingg sad. haiz. very sad. onli jk will n0e. haiz.
Monday, May 16
sadd` | 5/16/2005 10:30:00 PM
im pissed. and sad. i don0 why. RAHHHHHHHHH i need t0 vent off my anger. i hate s0me0ne. s0me0ne i sh0uldnt hate. AHHHHHHHHHH
LIFE SUX.
fuckk lahh` | 5/16/2005 02:07:00 PM
n0w in schh c0m labb.. slackingg.. and stupiid yiying is pissingg miie off s0 muchh. oh well, i shall n0t b0ther her fer the m0ment. i having M0OD SWINGS.
been feelingg d0wn these few days. haiz. haven g0t the m0od t0 bl0g. yea. and there d0esnt seem t0 hav anythingg nice t0 bl0g abt. RAHH. oh well. shall n0w here.
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Saturday, May 14
happy` | 5/14/2005 11:37:00 PM
i d0no why.. suddenly happy again. don- why. l0lx. went t0 pickk my uncle(5year older) fr0m the mrt stati0n wit his elder br0 cz it was raining s0 heavily. den i don0 why. suddenly feel s0 hapy. mayb cz i haven been walkin in the raiin lately. and i've feeling really depressed.. s0 i needed smth t0 cheer miie up.. haiz.
sadd` | 5/14/2005 10:47:00 PM
haven been bl0gging the past few days. i don0 why. juz l0st interest. haiz.
been feelingg depressed lately. haiz. wats wr0ng wit miie??
depressed. depressed.
ahh. watever.
Tuesday, May 10
fun` | 5/10/2005 09:22:00 PM
t0day's less0ns were kinda slackk.. hhaaz. and taylingling gave miie 1 m0re markk fer my bi0 paper. hhaaz. but i still fail.. stupiid lahh. 1 m0re markk t0 pass.. but she d0n wana gib. =( nvm lah. i passed my chem. i happy lia0. den tml having bi0 pract. muz jia y0u w0rx. thurs g0t an0ther bi0 sh0rt test. muz jia y0u even m0re. heex.
den during sex edu. it was s0 gr0ss lahh. mrs h0 let us watch tis ab0rti0n tape. ohh my g00dnes. i've been wantingg t0 watch it since sec 1 l0rr. but n0w tt i watched it. i d0n wana watch it again.. the baby is s0 p0or thing. i alm0st cried lahh. p0or baby..
den during eng we went t0 c0m lab. s0 shi0kk. hhaaz. den chi oso g0 c0m labb. d0uble shi0kk. den chii watched the m0vie. s0 sadd can. i cried l0rr. =( and a few others cried... den we wr0te chii caligraphy. or watever it's called. S0 C0OL!!! hhaaz.
den yuyin yiying shermin and moii when t0 pizza hut t0 eat. s0 full can. den they c0me my hse play. hhaaz. s0 funn. l0lx. alrightz. hafta studii fer bi0 le. buaiz`
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Monday, May 9
wee` | 5/09/2005 10:57:00 PM
hhaaz. im damn happy t0day can. lalala` i l0ve my chem result. heez~
less0ns t0day was s0 b0ringg can. actually. i tinkk its quite okayy lahh. n0t t0o badd. onli becz i was t0o sleepy.. i alm0st d0ze off can.. esp hist. i was
strugglingg t0 keep my eyes open l0rr.. hhaaz. i was s0 tiredd tt even writing n0tes c0uldnt helpp. =( den when mdm hassan st0pped talkingg, i was h0pingg tt she can leave the classr0om faster s0 tt i can get my nap. =) den when she left the classr00m, i immediately fell dead on my table. hhaaz.
i actually fell asleep l0rr. hhaaz. den i onli wake upp when i hear ms saffiah's v0ice. hhaaz. y0uu can imagine h0w l0ud it is. =pPp
ss was b0ringg lahh. i
alm0st fell asleep.. but i din. hhaaz. i juz din abs0rb anythingg tt she actually said. -yawnz- den was bi0. i was.. awake by den lahh. cz taylingling was givingg backk the ca paper. AHHH. i
impr0ved l0rr. hhaaz. by 8 markks.. 8 MARKS leiiz. hhaaz. but still.. i din pass. i onli need tt 2 markks t0 pass. =( ohh well, she's g0in thru the paper tml.. i shall find s0mething t0 let her gib miie m0re markks. =D
after recess was e maths. ms lenny ask us t0 checkk 0ur markks. and she type my markks wr0ng. she gib miie lesser l0rr. hmphff` but i t0ld her lia0. hhaaz. but seri0usly, i d0n tinkk it makes much different. yea?
den was chem. hhaaz. liew t0ld us 0ur SPA test markks first.. hhaaz. i gt
full markks. yayness` hhaaz. and i w0n yiyingg.
yay. den we g0t backk 0ur chem paper. i gt 10/12. ahh. stupid equati0n. i din balance it. i actually
f0rgot t0 d0 tt. AHH. stupiid miie. =(
i gt B4 fer tis term chem. wee` i finally pass my sci. hhaaz. fiirst time in 3 years. l0lx. and my mum's happy wit my results. hahaz. ohh ya. i gt the same marks as yiying fer bi0. AHHH. grrrr..
oh wells, i excited fer tml. hhaaz. i wana get m0re markks fer bi0. at least 2 m0re markks. i wana pass.. =( and i tinkk there's sex edu tml? hhaaz. yay`ness. we're g0ing t0 watch the ab0rti0n tape. heard al0t of ppl cried when they watch it. i tinkk my class will start laughingg l0rr. the pe0ple sadtistic de.. l0lx. alrightz. nitey nitez.
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Friday, May 6
stupid teachers. | 5/06/2005 11:08:00 PM
i w0nder why TKGS has the l0usy teachers n0w. eg. taylingling. oh my g0d. please l0rr. she cant even teach pr0perly. she cant even sc0ld ppl l0rr. she sc0ld sc0l sc0ld den later we say smth very dia0 onli she laugh. oh my g0sh. h0w i wish mr peh is our bi0 teacher l0rr. he may be b0ringg. but at least, HE CAN TEACH.
and ms ye0. i hav nvr seen such teacher b4 l0rr. "tis is against the regulati0ns." "n0n0n0. y0uu hav the empty y0ur tables, and turn it ard" oh my g0sh. we hav t0 empty all 0ur stuffs fr0m under the table juz fer a 2 questi0n test tt is onli like. 8 marks? wa lau. den every fri gt trainin. s0 i c0uld make it fer the remmedial s0 i nvr g0. i tell her HUNDREDS AND TH0USANDS of times lia0 l0rr. I CANN0T G0 FER FRIDAY REMEDIALS. i hate her. hmphff~ den she call my mum. hmphff~ call all y0uu wan. i D0N CARE. I JUZ HATE Y0UU.
t0day duringg training had spare test. it wasnt tt bad lahh. s0 it's okaiii. den after training played 2 games. WALAU. IT WAS S0 BAD CANN. haiz. i was s0 pissed off lahh..
ohh ya. and the stupid xia LIEW and tll wana see my parents. hack y0uu. see den see l0r. my sci i studii lia0 sia0 lia0 still fail den i os0 cant be b0thered lia0.
alrightz`. i shall g0 bl0gg on my other bl0gg.
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Thursday, May 5
sadd` | 5/05/2005 08:13:00 PM
haiz. i feel sadd. he l0ves miie s0 muchh yet i feel like im n0t l0vingg him EN0UGH. or mayb.. i d0n even l0ve hiim? haiz.
life isn't like my past anym0re. it used t0 be full of happiness. and im always like the cheerful kind. but n0w, it seem t0 hav changed quite al0t. haiz. this few days isn't that happy fer miie. when im al0ne. or 0utside. i try t0 hide my feelings. try t0 make others int0 believingg tt i am happy. but am i? no. haiz.
cryingg. i've been cryingg. muz wat happen t0 miie when derr br0ke wit miie happen again? will hist0ry repeat itself? am i really gr0wingg str0nger? muz i be such a l0ser? why am i always cryingg? wats wr0ng wit miie?
jack is right. i cant spend my teenage life cryingg. i have t0 spend this peri0d of my life happily.. or i'll nvr get t0 spend it again. haiz.
i really wish i can end all these. end all the misery. should i end the relati0nship s0on? haiz..
i hab another bl0gg. a new one. but im n0t m0vingg.
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Tuesday, May 3
fed up` | 5/03/2005 09:52:00 PM
wat the bl0ody hell is wr0ng wit my mum lah. WALAU. c0me h0me onli sc0ld miie. fer n0 reas0n os0. fuck lah. mayb she's pms-ing.. m0st pr0bably she's having her men0pause. HMPHFF~ i hate it. hate it hate it.
i d0no why. this few days.. i hav been feeling very fake. haiz. it's like.. im d0ing things tt i d0n wan t0.. haiz. and im like.. f0rcing myself t0 d0 stuffs tt i d0n wan. haiz.
there hav been a l0t of things i wana tell s0me0ne. but i cant bear t0. haiz. c0z i d0n wana hurt that pers0n... haiz.. mayb.. i sh0uld juz keep it t0 myself...
haiz.. been feelingg very d0wn t0day.. haiz. my life seems t0 be in a mess.. haiz. my inner self is crying. crying s0 much tt my heart hurts.. haiz..
there's s0 much that i wana say.. but nth c0mes out of my m0uth.. haiz. s0metimes i wished tt i can ferget abt my past and m0ve on. i fear of being in l0ve again. and when im in l0ve, i'll get hurt by the one i l0ve. haiz.
i hate myself.
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headache` | 5/03/2005 05:50:00 PM
Ohh man.. im really tired n0w.. my eyes are like.. closing lia0 lah.. mayb after bl0gging I g0 orh orh.. heex.. –yawnz- sianz. n0w at h0me.. juz finish typing the chem s0ng.. b4 tt was ph0toc0ping the eng group w0rk thingy… den was packing my file.. den I s0 sianz.. c0me and play game. Hhaaz.
T0day’s less0ns were h0rrible.. I was t0o tired I guess.. c0uldnt c0ncentrate at all.. the w0rse was hist0ry.. g0sh.. nth went int0 my brain. Hhaaz. Ohh ya.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUYIN!! l0lx t0day’s her birthday.. den recess time g0t ice cream cake eat.. hhaaaz.. we finished the cake den we smash the remaining cream all tt on yuu.. omg.. p0or gal.. hhaaz. Den she smell of ch0c l0r. hhaaz.. –yummy- dia0~
After sch went t0 sing p0st wit j0s and yiying.. went t0 eat.. den after eating we g0 p0pular see see.. hhaaz. I suddenly hav the urge t0 d0 stars.. hhaaz.. mayb later I d0.. l0lx.. den we g0 ts see cds.. den g0 h0me lia0.. k lah.. shall end here… im s0 bl0ody tired.. YAWNZ
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Sunday, May 1
eeyer!! | 5/01/2005 10:49:00 PM
ohh my g0sh.. im n0t g0na eat prawns anym0re.. i swear.. IM N0T GONA EAT PRAWNS ANYM0RE. i went t0 eat dinner juz n0w. steamb0at. wit my uncle auntie and my grand parents.. ohh my g0sh. this is what happened..
we ate steamb0at style dinner. then there were.. of c0urse. RAW F0OD. den then was meat.. fish and vege.. den the prawns came.. they were p0ked thr0ugh.. using a satay stick.. i t0t they were DEAD. but t0 my surprise.. they c0uld still M0VE. oh my g0sh. den. my uncle was s0 gr0ss can. he put them inside the b0iling s0up l0r. OH MY G0D. den.. the prawns m0ved even m0re.. oh my g0d. den i was freaked out lah.. it was s0 cruel.. i alm0st cried.. den.. my 3 year old c0usin was laughin at the prawns l0r. wala0. sadist. den my 8 year old cousin was even w0rse.. he was sitting beside miie.. den he take the prawn. put in put out of the BOILING water.. oh my god. it was soooo disgustingg.. the prawns looked as though they were suffering.. no.. THEY ARE SUFFERINGG. poor prawns.. :(
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