Tuesday, April 29

= | | 4/29/2008 12:59:00 AM

I hate getting upset. Totally spoils my mood for everything ): I want to be a happy person. I tried to be. Will we be happy with each other in our lives or without?

Mummy left for canada today. okay i didnt cry alrights. I know she's going on a holiday, and to bring Samuel back, and to help me do some shopping :D Somehow or another, I could feel that she wasn't feeling very happy. Okay maybe she's feeling happy to see Sam, but I don't think she can stop worrying about us her. Hahaa. Afterall, Dad doesnt care, Maid is simply too childish and I totally cannot stand her, Gladwin is too busy. And me, too lonely perhaps. hhahaha.

Brothers abroad but the good thing is I can use their rooooms :D hahaha So for now I have like 2 rooms plus 1 mini living room. Or to make things simple, the whole of the second level is MINEEEEE :D :D

I told mummy I wanna go to NY during the semester break :D I wanna go to melb toooo :D I wanna go to bangkok too :D andddd, my uncle has been urging me to go to china.. ):
I wished I had all the time, all the money in the world to satisfy all these horrible material needs.
Oh talking about material, I THINK SINGAPOREAN CHILDREN ARE GETTING TOO MATERIALISTIC. zzzz

I've been seeing STUDENTS (ard 14 - 19) carrying branded bags. What do I mean by these branded bags? CHANEL, GUCCI (LOL), GUESS, LV, etc etc. It's like, omg they are only teenagers and they are carrying such bags -.- What's worse, even the ahlians and ahbengs are following suit. On Mrt trains you can hear ahbengs talking to each other, telling another that he's going to get a LV backpack (wth so ugly can) and he said, "aiay so cheap only" -.- I really wonder if these ahbengs nowadays are getting richer. Lol..

Anyway, bottom line is, I ~~hate~~ don't like people who are materialistic (Hey Qq i changed hate to don't like lei. LOL)

Ohwell, enough of those. I'm feeling so much better blogging.
Btw I had this is my drafts.
& This was what i typed:
<3>
you're so cute
you're my sunshine
<3<3

there's love relations tml WEEEE.
& i wanna go to NY now. i'm so jealous of mummy! she's going to London then Montreal then US then back to SG. I ALSO WANT. ): why they go so late. go 1 month ago I still can go looo ):

Sunday, April 27

Blabla | 4/27/2008 11:32:00 PM

I'm so bored.
And I practically spent my whole day shopping online.
I'm so glad I've a brother in Canada :D
He helps me with my shopppppinggg :D
And i'm supposed to send him my shopping list by Monday morning. Help.
I was on a mega online shopping spree just now and i swear it was so tiring.

Emo-ed and went high
I think I should wear the emo tee too.

I'm so bored. My life feels so plain.
What should I do ):
The stupid old IE is shitting up on me again. Damn I really hate IE.
And I hate MS 03. Stupid sickening ugly fonts.
LOL

Can i complain about how much I hated last friday? ))):
oh & i just realised i typed "i'm so bored" twice in this post. Okay make that 3.
That's how bored I am ))):

I want to go back to australia ))))):

Saturday, April 26

Emo post for my emo blog | 4/26/2008 12:49:00 PM

I don't feel good.

And I miss you Mint.
))):

Wednesday, April 23

New template (: | 4/23/2008 10:49:00 PM

YAY finally a new blogskin.
So emoooo. But who cares anyway.

Anyway, I decided to go for that ambassador thing. Just give it a try.
Cant cope? Back out (:

Today feels rather fulfilling.
I like!
And it feels very saturday today.
I'm hungry.
Bye bye.

Tuesday, April 22

Ambassador or Grades. | 4/22/2008 11:00:00 PM

Good grades or Good testimony?

I really need some good advice.

Good news have been coming my way. But it seems to be adding on to the stress.
Headaches, some chest pain, giddy spells, feverish forehead.
What am I to do..

I need more peace in my life.
Some ppl out, some ppl in.
I don't know how long more I can go on.

Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades. Ambassador or Grades.

It's driving me crazy.

Thursday, April 17

i hate headaches | 4/17/2008 10:53:00 PM

Sheesh. My headache is back ):
And I really hate it.

School's kinda tiring.
And I don't want to bother about any other stuffs.

Wednesday, April 16

sick and tired | 4/16/2008 11:13:00 PM

Giddy spells. Boring Lectures.

Food lectures are making me so hungry )):
I like mass lectures :D i miss my xixiang. heh

And shitty bangbang, my hp bill totalled up to $150.
And I thinkg Dad got so pissed.
Plus I busted like $1500 for the credit card =X
All on shopping but eh, I only contributed to a small small portion of it okayyyy.

Sheesh I thought I can wake up later tml but I need to go to sch earlier ))):
I need my sleep.

School's so tiring. And I can't believe it's only the first week.
Oh and i love my gems so so so so soooo much :D

Okay i'm getting very sick and tired.
goodbye.

& i almost fainted in my mum's shop.
I hate those giddy spells. and chest pains and headaches ):

Sunday, April 13

): | 4/13/2008 09:18:00 PM

I am so NOT looking forward to tomorrow ):

DCP 1 A B 24 | 4/13/2008 12:32:00 AM

Somehow, depression hit me tonight.

Managed to bond with a few of my classmates ( or rather, ex)
And now i'm feeling all so confused, upside down and stuff like that.
I really hate SP for seperating us. Sigh. Why whyy. Why make us go through the whole process of being in a new class and adapting to it. Why can't we just stay in our current class?

On the way home I was beginning to feel kinda insecure. Seriously, i hate making new friends.
I want to stay in 1A24. ))):
1A/B/24. I really love you all man.
Good luck in whatever specialisations you're in! <3
And let's meet up for class lunch :D

Oh and xx said my new haircut makes me look cute. LOLLL
xixiang I will will will miss you so badly )))):
And to the unmentioned ones, you know who you are (:
<33

Here's a few pictures to remind us of the fun we had (:

Enough for tonight. I'm already in tears )))):

Friday, April 11

MY HAIR ): | 4/11/2008 01:19:00 AM

my life felt so dark and cold yesterday. After I cut my fringe. zzz
My nice fringe that covered my eyes ))):
I swear I was feeling so emo yesterday. Ohwell. hair please grow ):
Oh and I met Q this afternoon and obviously, Q was laughing. At my hair. zzzzzzzzzzz.
Not funny k ):
And I thin my hair so much that it feels so weird when I tie it. lol.

Ohwell. I really can't wait for sch to reopen. I get my allowance! :D
Finally laaaa. after being so broke for like, 3 months T.T
I can meet my friends again ((:
Rc suggested lunching with lexter when sch reopens :D
Can go to school with gang again (:
Can see Q everyday lei! :D

There's so many things that I want,
So many things that I need.
I'm a very insecure person.

CASS WANTS TO GO SHOPPING (:

Q's birthday is coming!
Oh so? nothing lo.

Tuesday, April 8

Freshman Orientation | 4/08/2008 05:47:00 PM

Ohman. I'm so tired and my eyes are hurting so muchhh )): I want to sleep sleep sleeeep. And the sickening aircon in my room isnt working. I've not been sleeping well for dayss )))):

Anyways, FO yesterday. LOLL. The freshies were damn cute la! Blur look can. hehe. Ohwells, we were that blur too (: Lunch was provided. and my drumstick FLEW! lollll. Poor LT :D
Anyway, saw a few familiar faces. Feels kinda good to be back in school ((:
We took pictures toooo (:

And we went back to school to help Mr whey with the SPICE Training. And a random question resulted in us looking at the classlist. LOLLL. Mr Whey's damn niceeeee (((:
And I so want to take the Year 1 Modules again. Why do they look so easy now )))):

Ohwell. PICTURES! (:

Back to school with xx ((:

And I totally love this SP tee :D

Booth ICs!

Selftimer. LOLL

1A04. We were in charge of them!

Aye xixiang! stalkeerrrrr. lol

SHOES

Miss twit Kio and Miss Lee

Little Miss Emo

Xixiang is STILL having shaky hands after 1 year. hahah

FRIENDS (:
Xixianggggg. I'm gonna miss you so so so so sooo much! )):
No one to climb the hill with me to have yummy pig organ soup anymore ))):
Have fun in Polymerrrr
And i'll really miss you ):

And Travisss! I pray pray pray. You come in and those who are appealing out, good luck tooooo. LOLL

p.s: Joey has a super nice haircut
p.s.s: He don't know how to use wax

Monday, April 7

random update | 4/07/2008 09:22:00 AM

WEEE. i made cheesecake and sushi yesterday :D :D
And I roamed around bugis to cityhall after meeting my supplier. LOL.
Was labelled a "tai-tai" for a short short while. hahahah.

Can't believe I woke up so early today so HERE I AM, blogging. lolll

yay i'm an offical spree organiser in shoppingsprees.forumotion.com
I think that's the link. heh

Okay I'm going to school.
bye bye (:

Friday, April 4

blah ): | 4/04/2008 11:58:00 PM

I swear I hate headaches and chest pains )):
They are backkk )))):

School's starting. But I don't know if I should love it or hate it. Just found out who's in my class (those not from 1a24) and omfgggg. I pray and pray for nicer people (: Well, there's already nice peopleeee <3

I hate it for there's no one to look after me in class. LOLL you know who you are.
I hate it cos there's no one to listen to my bitching and whatsoever.
I hate it cos I probably wont be having as much fun as before.
I hate it cos no one will call me ball / hamster anymore (LOLLL)
I hate it cos the 2 beside me will be playing with my *** anymore)))):

And Oh i hate the stupid gems thingy. Do i have classmatesssss? :D

Okay, bye bye my head is spinning.
~~And I've had enough anger for the second part of the day~~
It's over and I don't want to talk about it. Forgiven (: <3

"Let's go jungle" isnt as fun as it used to be a year ago! You suckkk ))))):

And I'm thinking about my Pull & Bear top and the F21 wallet BOOOO ):

FO on Monday and Tuesday! Cant wait (: