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wa. finally can bl0g lia0 w0rx. hhaaz. last nite i c0uldnt bl0g and i was s0 b0redd.. nth t0 d0.. den had tuiti0n at 9.30.. -yawnz- wit my br0... and it ended up... i was t0kingg t0 his fren on the ph0ne.. and he was l0oking at guys~ hhaaz.. he was ;l0okingg at the SJI yearb0ok~ den he taught miie maths and bla bla.. den slept at 12+..

den in the m0rning i was t0o lazy t0 wake up.. s0o tired lah.. den went t0 sch0ol... den had less0ns.. and bla bla.. den aft sch p0n bi0... cz it was raining.. s0 i went t0 ing p0st wit j0s t0 eat.. aft tt i din wana g0 h0me s0 early.. s0 we went THIS FAHI0N again~ hhaaz. n0w time i b0ught a blackk skirt and a t0p.. hhaaz. im abit sia0 lia0.. l0lx..

den went h0me.. and den i was s0 tired i fell alseep... and i w0ke up onli abt half an h0ur ag0.. hhaaz.. k lah.. gtg lia0~ lalala

FUCK~ my life is bl0ody screwedd upp. every0ne is g0ing against miie. fine! d0 wat y0uu wan. i hae tis kind of life. n0one understands miie. no cares noe wat im tinkingg. haiz

juz in 2 days, im faced wit 2 kinds of pr0b. haiz. but ken hav been by my side. thz~ haiz.. i feel like im n0t a g0od gf s0metimes.. haiz..

alright. n0w i n0e wat happen between miie and her. fine. im sry fer thr0wingg my temper fer y0uu. k? as fer miie being sickk and watever. it's juz all fer laughs. we t0k abt it. laugh at it. den we f0rget all abt it. muz y0u take things s0 seri0usly? haiz. okii/. den abt cuttingg myself. ur my bez fren, and s0 y0uu sh0uld n0e wat im g0in thr0ughh. or mayb y0uu w0nt understand cz y0u aint in a relati0nship. haiz. im s0rry. k?

haiz. life is screwed upp n0w. wat the hell. im startingg t0 hate myuself.

anyway.. sch was. saddingg. fer the wh0le of chi peri0d. we din even t0kk. haiz.. a maths was s0 b0ringg i alm0st died. and miss ye0 made miie change place wit char.. and n0w.. am still sitting beside meishan. s0 lame. den aft sch.. stay back a while t0 pack my table.. den br0ught h0me my e and a maths tys..

den went t0 sing p0st wit j0s.. syaz wanted t0 g0 h0me, s0 she din c0me wit us. aft eatingg.. j0s and miie went t0 this fashi0n.. and i spent $30+ there. mayb cz im t0o upset ba.. haiz.

haiz. why? why izit everytime we do our hist0ry pr0j, we'll fall out wit each other? haiz. i seri0usly don0 wat happened.. why cant she juz tell miie? haiz. i hate it when it happenes.. haiz,. STRESSED AND DEPRESSED.. haiz.

t0day i have been feeingg s0 depressed.. th0ugh i d0n wana sh0w it..haiz. i was having fever in class l0r.. i even felt like v0mittingg. haiz. den recess time had t0 d0 the stupidd dance.. jump an jump. had miie feel even w0rse. really feel s0 terrible.. i wanted t0 cry.. den i was s0 tiredd.. i can juz sleepp l0rx. den aft recess was E maths den i was feelingg much beta. den i was s0 sleepy lah. but tried t0 keep myself awake thru the wh0le less0n. den was chem.. walau... mrs liew's mike was s0 l0ud l0r. den wh0 did gr0up w0rkk. had t0 read the newspaper thingy. cha0 sanz. haiz.

den left the class at 12.55.. went t0 canteen.. i triedd t0 remain as cheerful as i cann,.. i really din want t0 sp0il every0ne's m0od.. haiz..

den went t0 vict0rs supp0rt.. den did lane marshallingg.. damn sianz., den cheered fer the b0wlers.. and vent out all my anger.. hmmx.. or shul i say.. abit. den stef and miie keep takingg pic wit her hp.. hhaaz.

well, n0w chattingg wit ken dardar.. still feelingg d0wn th0ugh.. haiz.. yiying~ im sry fer watever i hav d0ne..

sheesh. im sun burnt. im s0 reminded of OBS.. IM CHAO TA. an i l0ok like a l0bster.. hhaaz. but i had s0 much funn.

tis m0rning w0ke up at 8.. den went t0 sent0sa.. miie and my br0 reached s0 early..s0 we s0aked inside the water.. fer like half an h0ur? i tinkk.. hhaaz. den his frenz came.. and we played v0lleyball.. g0shh!! the sand was s0 h0t l0r. den i was s0 tired.. budden it was s0 funn.. i din wan t0 st0p playingg.. hhaaz. den we played all the way till 2+.. i tinkk. den i saw CHEN HAN WEI. den we play play play.. den g0 h0me at 3..

den reachh h0me i feel s0 tired.. den had my late lunch.. den bathe and waited fer yiying t0 c0me.. den she came at 5.30 and t0ld miie yuyin n0t g0in wit ask.. den she went t0 my r0om.. and she say i rape her.. hhaaz. when i din l0r.. l0lx. den we play play on the bed*d0n tinkk dirty* den we g0 and cycle den cycle h0me again// hhaaz..

den yiying eat dinner at my hse.. oh my.. yiying doesnt n0e h0w t0 eat fishh.. and she is scaredd of the b0nnes l0r.// l0lx.. it was s0 funni.. hhaaz. den she stay at my hse till 8+??

den n0w she 0nline.. chattingg happily wit ken.. hhaaz.

new template again.. hhaaz. well.. yest i was t0o depressed.. sry ken. i n0e i made y0uu sad. muackz. i pr0mise i w0nt anym0re.. heez.. hhaaz.

sianz.

tis is the third time im bloggingg t0day.. haiz.. when i say cry.. i'll really cry.. d0 i still l0ve him? or izit juz becz of memories? it have been 9mths since we br0ke. why muz i still feel depressed?? life sux.

i cut muyself again. WATEVER. haiz. i n0e y0uu guys will st0p miie. in fear tt i will get addicted. i pr0mise i w0nt. i juz. hate myself.. haiz

maybbecz he gave miie t0o g0od a mem0ry. mayb becz he was the first one i fell deeply in l0ve wit. haiz. everywhere seems t0 be a place where every happiness is.. i feel depressed. juz t0o depressed..

if i c0uld.. i rather g0 back to my past.. it seemed s0 much happier wit him.. haiz..
*sry ken*

Am i really happy n0w? haiz. i d0no. i read her bl0g. and she seemed sad. i d0no why. i suddenly feel like i am happy. yet sad. haiz. pr0bably cz of hiim. i feel happy.. indeed. i am happy.. s0 happy tt i ferget tt i actually am tr0ubled.. haiz.

izit becz tml is 25th?? haiz.. if its becz of tt. den. haiz.. i d0n wana tink abt it. haiz. i have been puttingg up a brave fr0nt. haiz. i d0n wana n0e if i still l0ve him. i juz wana be happy wit my n0w him. haiz. . haiz.

when i t0k abt him t0 my frenz. i may l0ok happy. but everytime im reminded of him.. i was really sad. it was s0 bad the 0ther day tt i wanted t0 cry. but i c0ntr0lled myself. haiz.

i wana be happy. and i n0e i can. he can make miie happy. haiz. it's my decisi0n. I WAN T0 BE HAPPY.

cry. thats wat i feel like d0in n0w. haiz. the fl0wers he gave miie m0re den a year ag0 is stil here. in fr0nt of miie. i n0e i sh0uld thr0w it away. but i cant bear t0. the m0meries are still here. haiz. i n0e by sayingg all these.. im hurtingg s0m0ne. haiz. im sry..

it have been a l0ng time since i really speak my mind out. haiz. i cann0t tink 0f hiim anym0re. in fact i d0n. but mayb tml is 25th. haiz. WATEVER. haiz.. it will be w0rse 0n 25th july.. haiz.

my happiness hav made miie ferget all unhappiness. but n0w.. haiz. ferget.. id0nwanat0kkabtit.

wee. i changed my template. nice?? hhaz. i l0ve tis. it's s0 c0ol! hhaaz. \/\/.. l0lx.. sanz. he n0t 0nline lia0. sanz sanz sanz. k lah. i need t0 help ying wit her bl0g lia0/. buaiz~

hhaaz. t0day nati0nals. den i ver happpy. hhhaz. i d0no why. supp0se t0 meet s0me0ne de. in the end din. SRY w0rx. haaz. den went b0wlingg wit ying and m0j0 j0j0.. hhaaz.. damn funny can.. j0j0 fell!!!! i mean.. she slipped.. l0lx. den the tpjc guys were al laughing at her.. hhaaz. damn farni.. l0lx.. my average was 151.. s0 eeyer.. i screwed up my first game. den saw carmen and su t0ng.. heex. they are my lucky charm!! hhaaz. they c0me see miie onli i STRIKE.. hhaaz. den i g0t turkey fer the 3rd game and d0uble fer the sec0nd game.. hhaaz. first game 132.. sec0nd 142.. third was.. 180.. hhaaz. i tink.

sanz. n0w i d0n feel like g0in back t0 sch. hhaaz. k lah. shall st0p here.. buaiz~

sanzati0n.. i wanted t0 change my template but it juz din l0ok nice.. OMG. haiz. anyway.. im s0 sanz n0w..

yay!!! tml d0n need t0 g0 t0 sch.. hhaaz.. g0na supp0rt the b0wlingg.. and i n0e mc is like supa jeal0us cz she c0uldnt g0 t0 supp0rt her badmint0n.. l0lx..

-yawnz- im feelingg s0 tiredd n0wadays.. haiz.. k lah.. n0 m0od t0 bl0gg.. buaiz~

wee.. things have changed fer the better.. i feel s0 happy n0w.. haven been tis happy fer a l0ng time le.. heex.. may i feel tis happy f0r.. eva?? hhaaz..

juz n0w had e maths test.. din finish it.. n0 time lah... sianz.. the less0ns n0w very sianz.. and i find it harder and harder t0 c0ncentrate.. hhaaz..

sanzati0n.. sheesh. i need t0 l0se an0ther 3 kgs.. hhaaz... k lah.. gtg lia0.. bye~

been very happy the wh0le.. but n0w.. haiz.. i feel sad.. haiz.. i really wish things didnt turn out tis way.. haiz.. juz h0pe tt he make a decision fast.. haiz.. im waitin...

sianz sianz sianz sianz.. im cha0 sianz cann? hhaaz. lalala.. i upl0aded m0st of my pic int0 my site lia0.. hhaaz.. lalala.. i d0no why.. im s0 happy today.. haiz.. k lah.. i gtg lia0.. -yawnz-.. bye..

hey!!! guess wat!! I CUT MY HAIR... hhaaz. it's nth big th0ugh.. l0lx.. i juz like my new hair style.. it's s0 kawaii.. hhaaz.. lalalaal.. i seemed happier den the past few days.. tts go0d.. hhaaz,. k lah.. gtg le.. buaiz~

Ahh... watever~ im s0o depressed.. blah!~ i d0n wana t0k abt it.. haiz.. i haven been feeling this sad fer like.. weeks/mths le ba.. haiz.. d0n ask miie why.. it juz have smth t0 d0 wit j.k.. haiz.. d0n ask miie anym0re..

haiz.. im feeling depressed.. and stressed.. and.. tired.. haiz.. watever.. i cant be bothered anym0re..

anyway.. tis m0rning went t0 sch t0 supp0rt the cheer leaders.. i juz d0n0 why.. whenever i see p.j.. i juz feel very angry ba.. mayb jeal0us? haiz.. i d0no lah.. my pr0b are all inter related.. haiz.

alrightz./. gtg. bye~

[i d0n wana hate y0uu... ]

ahh!! last nite i had s0re eyes.. but n0w im much beta lia0.. mayb t0o tired le ba..

wa.. im dead.. i d0n hav en0ugh sch fullscape fer emaths hw.. yadayada.. watever.. i d0n care lia0..

arhh!!!! i still hav t0 g0 back t0 sch on thurs fer bi0.. sianz!!!!!!!!!!! bla bla bla... oki.. shall c0ntinue d0in my hist pr0 lia0.. buaiz~

ohh g0sh.. im falling asleep.. SOON... im s0 bl00dy tired... c0z of training.. juz n0w g0 and meet j0anne and yiying.. den eat pizza hut.. wa.. g0 bl00dy full... alrightz.. i shall bl0g tml.. bye~ yawnz~

lalalala.. is my new template nice?? hhaaz... muz gib c0mments w0rx..

anyway.. i feel s0 depressed.. and frustrated.. sianz~ c0z of s0me pr0bs tt happened in the m0rning.. d0n feel like t0king abt it.. well.. n0w kinda d0ing my h0lis hwk and the pr0ject lia0.. if n0t ar.. n0 time man...

wa.. juz n0w g0 my ah ma hse there the park.. s0 many ppl.. s0 much f0od.. den n0w im s0 full. hhaaz.. den saw the c0mpassvale sec sch band there... den saw a few cart0on characters.. l0lx.. very cute lah... l0lx.. k lah.. gtg lia0.. bye~

tis m0rning went t0 sac carnival wit eliza.. supp0se t0 meet her at abt 10.30.. in e the meet at 10.45.. c0z i w0ke up late den i was dilly dally-ing.. hhaaz.. den we walk ard the sch and eliza was telling miie abt her pri sch days.. hhaaz.. den we went to orchard.. and tt was when my leg started t0 ache!

but nvm.. we went t0 cineleisure.. hhaaz... den t0ok pics.. s0 fun!!! den we went t0 heeren.. and g0sh.. eliza is rich!!! she can buy a $40+ jacket aft tinking fer a n0t say very l0ng time.. if it were miiee.. i w0nt even want t0 buy it.. hhaaz..

den we walk t0 ps fer lunch.. hhaaz.. went t0 swensens.. heex.. ate s0 much.. i cant finish my ice cream.. d0tz~ den we left ps at abt 4+.. and i reached h0me at 5.. im s000 tired..

ahhh.. sianz.. h0lis g0t 9 days including the weekends..and im n0t free on ANY days at all... ahh!!!! my h0liday is ruined!!!! n0t fair....

my m0od have bec0me beta lia0.. mayb c0z the c0m has less pr0bs n0w.. l0lx.. except tt it has virus.. l0lx. yawnz.. im s0 tired... i wana change template s0on.. yes.. i muz change it!!! hhaazz..

juz n0w after sch went t0 sing p0st with j0s.. went t0 eat kfc.. wa.. there full h0use ar!!! hhaaz.. den eat till veryf ull.. den i din wan t0 g0 h0me s0 early.. den we went t0 this fashi0n.. l0lx.. i actually said g0 there walk 0ne r0und den c0me out.. but... in the end..... hhaaz...

i saw the cl0thes.. s0 nice... den j0s ask miie try.. den i try 0ne.. g0t addicted.. keep tryin and trying. hhaaz.. in the end.. d0n0 try h0w many cl0thes ar!!! hhaaz.. keep i picked a **** dress fer j0s t0 wear.. l0lx.. very funni.. l0lx.. k lah.. i shall end here.. bye~

sheesh.. my c0m n0w kena virus.. s0 i cant g0 t0 h0tmail.. or my c0m will juz shut d0wn.. ohh man.. tis is BAD~ anyway.. im b0red.. hhaaz.. well.. im n0w d0ing sme p0ll.. g0na upl0ad it as s0on as im d0ne wit it.. hhaaz.. im g0na put s0me pictured in it.. l0lx.. and i tink it's g0na be very funni.. hhaaz.. i h0pe s0.. alrightz.. Cia0~

wee.. here to blog again.. 1 am lia0.. hhaaz.. im happy n0w... c0z i fixed my c0m.. and.. i can use msn lia0.. wahahaha... :D juz now saw his blog.. nth much though... k lah.. gtg lia0.. i wana orh orh.. bye~

haiz... din get int0 the sch team.. i tink.. haiz.. the results fer miie are n0t out yet.. ill kn0w 0nli at nite.. haiz.. im waitin.. waitin.. waiting fer uncle rick t0 call miie.. haiz... i put in al0t of h0pe fer time.. haiz.. i juz h0pe i w0nt be disapp0inted.. haiz..

when miie kat and junyi were leaving.. we saw uncle rick.. den h ws saying tt he wanted t0 play s0 many games becz he wanted miie t0 get in.. haiz.. it's all my fault.. if 0nli i din cry.. if 0nli i w0rked hard.. haiz..

cried like mad after the sec0nd game.. den stef ame and many others cheer miie up.. haiz.. den i decided to buck up.. den uncle rick decided t0 let us play an0her game..

haiz.. it was the last chance.. yet i din d0 well.. haiz.. if 0nli i had remained as i was aft the first game.. haiz..

after the third game.. i was cryin like mad.. my wh0le face was red.. and atiqah said i l0oked like a gh0st.. hey~~ s0 bad cann.. haiz.. nvm.. its the past.. i juz have t0 wait fer the news t0night.. haiz.. wish miie luck!

lalala.. n0w in sch c0m lab.. the internet is cha0 lagg.. sianz.. anyway.. im b0red... bye~

ohh well.. j0s wan miie t0 update abt yesterday.. but im t0o lazy.. s0 sry.. hhaaz.. if y0u wana n0e wa happened..den g0 and view her bl0g.. http://sweet-treats.blogspot.com . thanky0uverymuch~ hhaaz..

g0t back my eng c0mpre.. ohh my.. i hav nvr ever.. in my wh0le life.. g0tten s0 l0w can.. !!!!!!! ferget it.. den during hist0ry. it was s0o b0ring cann... alm0st every0ne was falling asleep. s0cial studies 0so... den during lit... was.. b0ring t0o.. she was g0in thru s0me p0em.. but the sh0rt flim she sh0wed us was lame lah.. lolx... den... zheng-he nvr c0me again.. mrs geh t0ok 0ver.. wa.. s0 scary cann.. i d0n like her.... lolx.. and she released us late.. !!!!!

den went fer training.. k lah.. t0day b0wled quite well.. kinda happy... b0wled 143.. c0uld hav g0tten higher.. but my hand was aching like mad... and n0w rick tan n0es miie.. he came t0 me and said smth tt made miie happy.. haaz.. abit lah.. he said... "y0u b0wled 0n sunday right? i saw y0u.. i think y0u b0wled better den miie.." l0lx... guess h0w happy i was.. l0lx..

oh my.. the channel 5 sh0w is freaking miie out can... wa lau.... k lah... i gtg lia0.. buaiz~