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Rebelled with the girls last night! Jme, Pris, Xixiang and my beloved yiying! :D Songs not as nice but hmm, overall still passable but i'm thinking twice about going back there. ahhaha. Anyway, ling came to fetchhhhhh! Was so tired I slept right after bathing and booking the movie tickets. LOL. Went to town today, watch My bloody Valentine. In 3D. Freaked me out la =S then bought my addidas shoes :D it's green and whiteeee. Pretty! hahha. then off to ling's hse and I fell asleep after like typing 20% of the intro letter to the supervisor. LOL.

Anyway, flight's tml! Happy and sad. Ohwell. But I received an email and.. YAY i got window seats :D

SQ0285          Singapore(SIN - Changi Intl Terminal  3)                      Auckland(AKL - Auckland Intl)
               01 Mar 2009, 21:00                                02 Mar 2009, 11:55



NZ8339          Auckland(AKL - Auckland Intl)                     Palmerston North(PMR - Palmerston North)
               02 Mar 2009, 15:05                                02 Mar 2009, 16:10


         Passenger Name and Seat Number

SQ0285
1.          MS MUISUANCASSANDRA  LEE                 50A
2.          MS JIAMIN  WU                            50B
3.          MS ZHUO  ZHAO                            50C

NZ8339
1.          MS MUISUANCASSANDRA  LEE                 7A
2.          MS JIAMIN  WU                            7B
3.          MS ZHUO  ZHAO                            7C

Hey ling, thanks for accompanying me the whole DAY today. Day ar, not night :P hahah. i love you (: And I'm so gonna miss you so so so so sooooo much )))): Remember the webcam :P hehe. Love you darlingggg.

Labels: iloveling :D

Exams.Are.Finally.Over =D

It's like 4 am now and I'm still awake. LOL. Not to study though. hahah. I'm pretty surprised I'm still awake at this hour. Cos I slept at 5.30am yesterday, and woke up at 6.30am T.T Damn tiredddddddd. But somehow, I didnt even feel sleepy, all the way till 5plus 6 pm when I was over at ling's place. hahah. So anyhow, and I finally fell asleep, till 8plus? heh. And I remember jme calling me at ard 4pm and the first thing I heard was her screaming/whining cos she cant go china. LOL. But nvm la jme, still got me :D looks like we'll be stuck together for 4 months (DAMN!) ahahhaha.

Well it has been a busyyyyyy week, but now it's over! Pictures to sum up my week!
Want more? Go facebook (:

Girls night out tml, some sort of farewell for us (Xiang, Jme and me) Ohwellllll. I'll miss you guys ):

My family's EXPANDING! Lol.
Oh, and I've been looking at Palmerston north's weather. Sg's like 26 degrees now and omg it's 12 there! And it's summerrrrr. OMG ): I think i'll prolly need like 2 more of my barney jacket? ahaha

Darling you're the one I'm gonna miss most ):

Labels: iloveling :D

Food chem A paper is over. It's not a very good one. But ohwell, I don't want to forward anything thats all. Let me pass..

sometimes I just feel like giving up already
): Why am I struggling when I already kinda how i'll fare.
Sigh ):

Cass needs songs in her laptop. Anyone spare me some?

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Labels: time for songs

RAH. Cannot take it anymore. The stupid taggers are damn irritating I swear to fcking***. RAH.

Anyway. Food chem paper tml and OMG i'm still spamming, and kena spammed by ryan on facebook. LOL. Where's the sense of urgency cass.. To think ling even sent you back earlier today ): I practically wasted the whole time at home cos I was fixing up the wireless at home. DANG.

Anyway, next week, this time. Cass will be on the plane with Misss J Wu. (Reminds me of jackie wu, center line. hahaha) Okay lame. Ohwell, Happy birthday to mum and yanghwee in advance, like super advance. haha.

Okay, I shall try to study. Byebye (:

// Oh, I need songs for my laptop. Someone send meeee :D

Labels: I am H, iloveling :D

LOL. Third post of the night. Imagine how awake I am now.
Most probably due to the 5hours I spent sleeping in the evening, till 11pm. LOL. Ohwell tired what to do? Ling called me at 430am last night and I studied after we hung up. haha.

Oh, koonkit just gave me this link on passion paradox. Quite cool. haha.
Click for P.P :D
Now I know why =P

Lucks to your remaining papers people (:
Shall try to find things to do.
byebye.
(I spent 15 mins camwhoring after I typed byebye cos I forgot to click on publish post. LOL)

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

Trust.

Labels: hey ling I miss you.

2 papers down. Left with food chem and food micro. Not much confidence this time round and it kinda sucks :S Anyway collected my laptop today. Stupid I realised how disgustingly dirty my laptop is :S Don't know how to clean it sia. Ohwell ): Window shopped for a while. heh.

I started packing for nz liao. Was having mixed feelings when I packed. Excited yet emotional. I don't know I'm not prepared for it. Ohwell. Sucks, only 9 days left. Exams end 26th, activities sort of planned. 27th, evening to night planned. 28th will be ling day. haha. 1st will be high tea with mummy, then off to airport. Ohgod. SO LITTLE TIME LEFT! ):

Gah. Must cherish all the time left. After all, it's going to be 47 days! Boo.

Move your hips, do your thing
Get off the wall, don't matter what they think
From your fingertips, to your toes
You know you hot, so let everybody know
Gotta take it low, to the floor
From The Hills to the streets of the ghetto
Hips don't lie, so move 'em up
We ain't gonna' stop, till we see everybody's bottoms up
Bottoms up [x3]
Bottoms up [x3]

Wa shit. Listening to jay's shuo hao de xin fu ne then zzz Feel like crying liao. LOL
I love and hate his songs cos they never fail make me emo. lol. Ohwell ):

时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你 冷了
倦了
我哭了
离开时的不 快 乐
你用卡片手 写 着
有 些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎麽了
你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了
梦远了
开心与不开心 一一 细数着
你 再不舍
那 些 爱过 的感觉 都 太深刻
我 都 还记 得

Labels: time for songs

CASS IS HAPPY.
She's like 1 step closer to her May wish. But birthday wish? Hmm, I don't think I can fulfil it looking at the situation now. Ohwell, but nvm. I'm still happy (:

Wanted to surprise ling with the surprise but RAH. Ling didnt fall for it. LOL. But ryan did. HAHAHAHA. Thanks for cursing me ryan. It didnt work :D
hahha

Anyway I was like smiling damn happily on the bus till I felt like some retard. LOL. Then my hp had to go crazy again then I was sulking on the way to school. LOL. AH. I'M DAMN HAPPY :D

Oh. and I was drying my hair this morning and when I turn I saw acscas looking so cute that I couldnt resist going over to hug it. ahahha. Ohwell, my acscas <3

hahha. PI now. Byebye (:

Labels: I am H, iloveling :D

RAH. I overslept this morning. LOL. Ohwell, went down to orchard to get some stuffs for ling and my bro. hahah. What it is, no one else shall know until my bro receives it. haha.

And I hate going into Gucci cos each time I do, I see something I like then I get so tempted to buy it. LOL. Apparently I'm not really the kind who like to spend my money on myself. Ohwell..

I counted and o.O the 3 stuffs I want from gucci totals up to $1770. Didnt count the other small item cos I really think it's kinda waste to buy it. Although I really like it ): Ohwellll. $80 for that small thing? Hmm nah dont want. Then walked past agnes B and =O Spotted this agnes B bag that's like $345. Cheaper than my $740 gucci bag but grrrrr. Cannot. I'll regret if I buy it. I hate buying things I like then regretting spending so much money. LOL. So nope. Window shopping will do (:

Oh and I gave up on my ixus 80 already. I think I'll just kope my dad's camera. Cos I realised my maid don't really know how to use it, so I take lor. hahah.

haha. ohwell, the -.- face. LOL.

I WANT TO SHOP ):

Labels: I am H

OMG I LOVE YIYING YIYING YIYING.
:D
Finally gonna see youuu WOOHOO.
You make me so high high high
Iloveyou iloveyou iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

:D

*Dances ard*

I miss sandy and lumpy :D
okay I miss you too.

Labels: I am H

It's coming back. Pain is all I feel.
Feeling weak is norm.
But I guess I've to try not to feel the pain, and continue studying.
Gah. Medications dont seem to work anymore.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

I miss you.

Labels: time for songs

BIA'S TOMORROW! GAH.
Hours of intensive studying for BIA is KILLING MEEEEEE.
So wanted to give up just now already ): Hands write till damn weak liao. And I slept on the train home. LOL.

I'm damn tired. I want to sleep but I still have at least 100 more slides to go OMGGGG.
I cant wait for exams to be over really ): But I don't 1st march to come. Dang. It's all coming too soon so scary ):

=O someone is still stalking me.
TSK.

was studying just now and I was thinking about the vday.
Ohwell, you really know how to make me smile :P
Study hard darling! <3 style="font-style: italic;font-family:Verdana;font-size:180%;" >

You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you have to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Labels: time for songs

Lol I just saw something... I'll be back in SG from NZ on 16 april but....

ITP Start Date:	2009-03-02
ITP End Date:	2009-04-18

hmm. LOL. Are we skipping 3 days of itp? hahahha.
Ohwell. I'm hungry and I miss my bf already. BOO.

I cant wait for 16th april. Hahha I swear you're gonna be the first person I look for when Im back :p

Rah so the valentine weekend's over ):
Had so much fun that gahhh when I think about studying I'm like zzzzz BORING. lol. Ohwell (:
Never celebrated valentine like this before. hahha
I realised i've never been this happy for a long long time. Well i've always been happy but this valentine, made me super super happy. hehe. Thank you darling (:

2 more weeks at this time, I'll be on the plane with jme..
It's coming too soon. Haven spent enough time with my bf ):


I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to,
To make you mine
Stay with me tonight

thankyou for this valentine,
thankyou for the surprise
thankyou for being there for me
thankyou for being you
thankyou (:
Cass loves Acs :D

Labels: cos of you (:, I am H

Labels: iloveling :D

HAPPY VDAY EVERYONE! :D

How was your day? hahaha mine was greeeeaaaaaaaatt :D
And it started all the way from ard 930pm last night? hahaha (:

Woke up at 6am yesterday to chiong my FINAL REPORT (See posts below) then went to find my mum to have my cards done for nz, then went to school to hand in my report (TRAVY YOUR MICRBO BOOK WITH ME.) then went to look for xiuxiu to studyyyyy. (More like slack lol) alll the way till 7? weiliang and zhiyong the KING joined us in the late afternoon. no appetite so home sweet home and waited for ling to come :D

Went for dinner then watched them play numberball. LOL. Someone, cant remember who, asked me if I was bored but hahahha. nope. Used to it liao :P Left ard 2am, supper at the usual prata place, talked till like 4plus? LOL. then ling sent cj, vicky and glenn home then home sweet home for us. LOL. reached the carpark and got a little surprise from ling when I was told to go check out the boot of the new car and.... I saw a box from "Build-a-bear" and their plastic bag. First thing on my mind " Woo very empty.. eh how come got thing here? Oh must be ling's dad" then I realised, " eh cannot be." So i asked ling then ling said it's for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3
Surprised, shocked and ahhhh happy.
Ling i love love love love youuuuu(: and cant blame me for being so blur cos it was like 4 or 5 am in the morning? Dead tired already can. LOL.

Reached home and opened the plastic bag and it was some costume for the "bear" and I was only allowed to open it after I bathed. which I did. hahah. when I opened the box i was like AHHHHHHH DAMN CUTE DAMN CUTE DAMN CUTEEEEEE.
Weeee i love my acscas baby :D No pictures of it cos hp's not with me and i'm charging ling's phone. Pictures when I upload it :D

Anyway went to amk hub to watch the wedding game. LOL. I know I'm damn slow la but busy whatttt. LOL. and I teared/cried in the movie. LOL. Was trying not to cos I was damn scared my eyeliner will come off. But it didnt:D hahaha. Ling was sucha sweetie (: After the movie, off to town to check out the wallets. Hahah. shall leave that for after exams (: Fetched vicky then came back home. Damn bored now ):

Wa and just now I realised that vicky also know about the dog. to think I only had paper areoplanes. ahhaha. crap I feel so silly now. LOL

love my bf, love my acscas baby.
happy vday once again!

ling's out at zouk and ZZZZ I ALSO WANT TO GO ):
now 9.22pm only lei!
CAN CHIONG HOME GO CHANGE GO OUT GO REBEL. lol.
): I feel so deprived all of a sudden... LOL
- no cass you cannot be like that. No you cant. LOL

valentine's like no other (:

Labels: iloveling :D

Cassy is pissed with herself cos she fell asleep without saving her darn report. RAH. I feel so stupid.. ohwell ):

I don't wanna come home tonight.
wanna stay out and play. LOL
it's the eve of vday!

For 3 days I dreamt of you, dreamt of us (:
So happy, so loving so perfect.
Then I woke up and realised it's all a dream.
Who cares, I still have you in reality <3

//edited at 9.15am
Finally. Done with the silly long overdue report. LOL. I think this sudden urge to go out and party. It's like this burden FINALLY off me. hahaha. Ohwell, I'm sure I'll feel better on 26 Feb, 11.10am :D

ANYWAY, being the damn zilian me, being like super happy, I attempted to take pictures again. But I think i'm too tired, my eyes looked so small and horrible. Lol. so.....




off to bathe then school to hand in. WOOHOOO.

Labels: iloveling :D

LOL this is really random but I got hungry then thought of thaiexpress. Googled thai express and ahhaha! Somehow, I was like doing a research on them. they're opening a new outlet! In saudi arabia. hahah! and hmm. the only thai express outlet in nz is in auckland ): I pray pray pray the flight delay then can go out and eat. LOL!

hmm i love thaiexpress so much I actually worked there, and now that I resigned, I still miss the food. LING GO THERE EAT WITH ME LEI. lol!

And it's 13 Feb already! 1 more day to vday (:
excitinggggggg <3

And so as I walked down the mrt platform just now, my mp3 played the song "you're not alone" by shayne ward. haha. was listening to the lyrics and (: thought of ling. thought of the times ling stood by me, cheered me up and hmm, the times we shared our joy together ((: ahaha i love you! (: and then it started playing the song "I cry" and lol.... LING ARRRRR. why are you never off my mind? hmm..

anyway talking about ling, while on the phone last night I accidentally hit my middle left toe and ouchhhh the nail came out. Not 100% and hmm 95%? it's still dangling on my toe. LOL. Anyways I went to the toilet to check and WA bleeding lei. damn pain lor. I'm still waiting for the nail to come out. LOL.

haa back to school again today. supposed to hand in my microbio report (which I'm still not done) but i didnt for obvious reasons. hahaha. went for the nz meeting with miss leong and it took so longgggg. went back to the fc and did abit of my report before returning the laptop to ling . went back to fc and cant concentrate at all cos I was feeling restless. gahh. horrible feeling. fever was back and =S don't like it at all. studied a while, rested, dinner, slowly packed up and home sweet home.

random notes:
I saw poo siang twice today and he said I'm stalking him. LOL.
I realised ling's shoes are DAMN WHITE. spotted shoe before person while waiting at the mrt station. ahahha.
mum just nagged at me ):
and I want the ixus 80 alot alot alot )))):
you're my medicine :D

oh i was just looking through my stuffs and I saw the birthday card ling got me for my birthday. haha. A short little message cheered me up (:
there's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you.

Labels: iloveling :D

I secretly made a (maybe 2) vday wishes while on the phone with ling just now. LOL omg I'm so hungry I typed food instead of phone. hhahaa. ohwelll.

And so I pon PI to do my proteins assignment. AND IT'S DONE. Woo like finally. Reached sch at 1pm and joined clique. apparently my sorethroat got worse and :S couldnt take it any longer and I was feeling weak. GAH.

Weird, told ling, carlin and gladwin that I'm hungry. ALL 3 ASKED ME TO GO COOK ): why cant i just wait for someone to buy food for me? LOL. To think i used to cook for gladwin lor! TSK. hahaha. and I'M STILL HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY ):

ohwell some emo songs are making me tear. then i thought of 1st march. ling arrrrrrrrrr. lol
So anyhow. lol

okay back to silly microbio. overdue for like damn long :S
But i'm feeling damn weak now la........

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Labels: iloveling :D

Can anyone tell you how much i miss you now?
You're like that missing puzzle in my life. It just doesnt feel right when you're not around.
I miss you, i miss you.
Darling ):

and I wonder how terrible it'll be when i'm away in nz where you wont be ard...
gah. I hate this part right here.

Labels: time for songs

This is my 1151th post. WOW. lol. I think when I hit 2k posts, I shall move. to where, I don't know. Ohwellllll, today's a long and short day.

Woke up at like 330AM because I fell asleep and was awake allll the way till now. Sleepy. then went to sch for gems test and left even before time was up cos I was so irritated with the stupid aircon blowing right at me. LOL. Went for PI, lunch at fc4, bia then stayed back to study with the usual few. haa. Saw ling as well (: Managed to finish chapter 8, but in 4 hours -.- And chapter 6 is gonna take another 4 hours crapppp. Ohwell, got back PI test as well. crap zz

Vday's coming and I know what to get for you liao :P
Hopefully I can find it. LOL

Labels: iloveling :D

Oops. Ling found a hidden message and said " Don't let me see you!"
LOL. Funny la. Welllll, adorable lor ling :p

Anyways, food pres paper today. WOOHOO. done with food pres. I want to pass pass pass this with flying colours! Not too sure about it, but I just wanna get a pass or higher for the overall =S

Finally bought my pen refills and highlighter (lost mine thanks to someone grr.. ) Don't really feel like spending anymore money. But vday's coming and yupp, special day with that special someone (:

I thought my sorethroat's gone but now it's back. and it's feeling worse. grr. I don't like this feeling...

I need my strepils....

Labels: iloveling :D

Gah I feel myself getting weaker by the day ): bros and parents left me at home cos they went for bbq and I dont wanna go. lol. So off I went to have my yummy thai fried rice combined with sambal kangkong. Yuppp, i'm eating my veges (: Very good. haha.

woke up with leg cramps this morning and the feeling's really horrible ): and last night was not too good. Fever came back and chest hurt then zzz. felt too weak to move around. Gah I'm sorry ling, missed your call... but Cass is back and alive now (: No more fever no more flu no more blocked nose no more sore throat. Maybe just a little cough. hehe. Your turn to get well now ling <3

oh was telling someone that im turning lesbian and he agrees. LOLL. that's not good. hhah i still lovelove my ling though. hahaha. songsong :p

haa abit zilian recently cos my webcam's up again. hehe.
okay back to food pres!
vday's coming...
my headache starts. haha!
but i still loveeee youuuu.

!! I just found out the bag I want is at least 600...usd.
craps. wallet's like at least 300usd.
and I found found found that chanel bag I've been talking abt some time ago..
waa..
okay, i should stop being so materialistic. haha so not me =p

Labels: iloveling :D

Home sweet home. and the mosquitos were the first to welcome me back (okay after lost). LOL. Kenna bitten like thrice within the first 10 minutes :S ohmann.

haha i typed a whole long message for ling jsut now, but i figured I shouldnt let others see. hahaha. Ling you know where to see :p
heheh.

And i ran out of strepils... =(

need to start studying tml...
and there's 21 days to nz.. ohcrap...........

Labels: iloveling :D

Should I get Canon IXUS 80 IS for my nz trip?
Gah.

Saturday (:

Finally a short little break from school. Afterall it's been a busy week. 2 pract tests and 2 written. Horrible la. I just pray there's moderation for Env A and I can pass it. Cant afford to fail anything ): Ohwell, so after the papers went to the lib to have some stuffs done and printed. Went to meet ling glo and ryan for dinner then off to ling's house. supposed to catch a movie but changed of plans. Ended up watching ling play his number ball. LOL. Stoned for don't know how long and I got hungry. LOL. Prata for supper and oops, it's not too good for my throat. Super pain after that but nvmm laa. lol.

Slept at don't know what time cos ling and I were like wrestling. Quite funny la. hahah. Alrights, ling wants to watch show. Byebye (:

NZ's accomodation and tickets booked. ohmy...
how many days left? I think I lost count.

6th yesterday so :)
Happy 7th!

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edited.

AH so ling's out and i'm stuck here. LOL. Apparently I passed ling my cough and yea i got ling's flu and blocked nose now. RAH. combination of two. lol. Gah I'm bored. Bored bored. Supposed to study but hmm =S lucky i didnt go home first yesterday. or else I'll be rotting right now. with no notes nothing. but then again, notes i have here are PI and EnvA. not much use eh. LOL.

Study week next week. But it doesnt feel like it la. Still gotta go back to sch for test and meeting =S sian. Next week is just as packed.. Ohwell. School life. But just another about 20 days i think. No more exams no more sch for 1 mth 2 weeks. haha. but i wont be in sg, wont be able to see ling, wont be able to enjoy the friday nights travis planned (GRR TRAVIS!). and when I'm back, clique will be flying off to china for about 2 months. CRAP. i'll miss you guys so much ): Don't forget meeeee. hahaha.

anyway I was like thinking about the scene where Jme and I will be entering the customs yesterday morning then I was like shit gotta stop thinking about it or else I'll cry.. ohwell. too emotional. aaha. checked out the place we'll be staying in nz and hmm... looks abit... rundown. lol. hopefully the pictures are just lies. hahaha.

listening to womanizer now and rah. been almost a month since we last went to rebel and I think jme pris and I are kinda missing it. ahaha. ohwell whatever. not gonna club anytime soon. according to jme, we need to detoxify cos there's too much toxic in us. ahahah true. Club is bad, Stop clubbing! HAHAHA.

crap, I regret not bringing my specs rubberband and reports along. rah. okay. time to start work, i think. hehe (:

aye i cant stop thinking about you.
haha ilu =p

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dum dum di dum. dum dum di dum dum. dum dum di dum. dum dum di dum.

LOL i cant remember what song that is. anyway. I wasted like 2 hours camwhoring in front of my webcam. hahaha. been so long since I've not camwhored lorrrrr. hahhaa. anyway <3
oh and I have bangs when I was younger. LOLLL.

Okay PI and Env A test tml and NICE ONE. I'm not done with any of them. crappyyy.
Okay I must must must. study after this.

but im hungryyyyy.
Cassy wants to eat. It's my dinner time. LOL.

limsweeling said china need 3k. Told my mum and she said, FORGET IT. lol. see ah, not I don't want to go. Mum said forget it. hahaha. Ohwells, pros and cons. I'm in a dilemma as well ):

i miss my boy..

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What's wrong with me?
Why do I feel like this?
I'm going crazy now
No more gas, in the rig, can't even get it started
Nothing heard, nothing said, can't even speak about it
On my life, on my head, don't wanna think about it
Feels like I'm going insane, yeah
It's a thief in the night to come and grab you
It can creep up inside you and consume you
A disease of the mind, it can control you
It's too close for comfort
Put on your pretty lies, you're in the city of wonder
Ain't gon' play nice, watch out you might just go under
Better think twice, your train of thought will be altered
So if you must falter be wise
Your mind's in disturbia, it's like the darkness is light
Disturbia, am I scaring you tonight?
Disturbia, ain't used to what you like
Disturbia, disturbia
Faded pictures on the wall, it's like they talking to me
Disconnecting on calls, the phone don't even ring
I gotta get out or figure this sh** out
It's too close for comfort, oh

zz woke up feeling so bloated. Throat hurts and my cough getting worse.
pissed off with some classmate zz. horrible man. but aiya so anyhow. don't wanna care liao. school's at 2pm so woohoo. Checked my wallet and grr a little broke so I've decided to bring bread to school everyday. LOL.

I was looking at the pictures taken a little while ago and zz I see a chubby me right now. Apparenytly my second bro's damn happy about it cos he says it's damn cute. LOL. Cute? :S I rather be adorable. haha.

Cassy is still sick. so is ling. get well sooooon (:

24 days..

- i hate this part, with some parts removed.
We're driving slow Through the snow
On fifth avenue And right now radio's
All that we can hear
Now we ain't talked since we left
It's so overdue It's cold outside
But between us its worse in here
The world slows down
But my heart beats fast right now
I know this is the part
Where the end starts
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through my fingers
I don't want to try now
All that's lefts goodbye to
Find a way that I can tell you
Everyday seven takes of the same old scene
Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine
Gotta talk to you now fore we go to sleep
But will we sleep once I tell you what's hurting me
I know you'll ask me to hold on
And carry on like nothings wrong
But there is no more time for lies
Cause I see sunset in your eyes
I can't take it any longer

lol just as i finished copying and pasting the lyrics, I heard another of my fav song..

with nothing but your tshirt on....
gotta be strong gotta be strong.

Nothing feels right when I'm not with you, sick of this dress and these jimmy choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool, trying to dress up when I'm missing you.
Ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something hanes.
In that I lay.

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it's WEDNESDAY NIGHT.
but no more zouk, stjames, rebel and butterfact. No more no more.

although mambo was a week ago, i cant remember anything. I'm like forgetting things damn easily. oh and today, I don't know whyyy. but I felt so drunk. Like everything's zoom zoom zoooom then the day ended. just like that. Hmm weird. Don't really like that feeling. and my throat hurts hurts hurts so much. gahh.

travel insurance talk today. quite lame but yeaa. met that other person going with us. Hmm. I don't know but I have a feeling Jme and I were thinking about the same thing when we first saw her. Ohwell.. haha (:

went to lib to find xx and trav. helped xx do some stuffs then they left and i stayed to wait for ling. supposed to go catch a movie but ling wanted to go sleep in the end. GR! lol. remember what you promised me ah :D

anyway almost quarrelled with ling cos of stupid nz and china trip but ohwell, I hope it's over now. I'm sorry darling ): Cheer up okay? lovelove you.



and I zilian-ed just now cos the camera was in front of me. ahha. cant help it it just wanted to take pictures of me :D ahhahaa. and my hair's so long already. zz wait till I find my hp's cable. difference from day 1 and now. sheesh man. it's growing too fast too furious just when I don't want it to.. stupid hair. LOL. haa another one before i go..

ohwell, things you do when you're stuck at home. LOL.

Hey boy, don't so sian okayyyy. I didnt emo i didnt emo. I'm still that happy cassy you knew. hahaha. Time flies so yupp. time will zoom zoom zoooooommm past and when i'm back we'll be stronger, I believe (: <3

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oh.no.

i'm freaking tired.
oitp travel insurance talk tml.
whathaveidone. ohmy.
and mum cut my allowance. to $30
ohmy.
feeling damn stone.

and I want you. now...

been talking to columbus and RAH I AM TEMPTED. SO TEMPTED.

thatyellownissanmarch
oh crappy shit. shouldnt have started looking. LOL. rahhhh.

nope not the same as ling's
hhahaha
<3
<3
<3333

damn high now.
iwantiwantby 25oct :D
2 presents by my 19th. hahaha

ohwell, ling called just now and ohmy voice so sexaye now. hahaha. get well soon ling (:

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a really random note.

I miss my longgggg hair ): But I was so tempted to cut it short again cos it's like, not long not short. LOL. So anyhow laaaaa. Ohwell ):

I remember this afternoon during lunch I was just telling siewgeok i wanna go rebel again then LOL either jiamin or pris told me that jiamin wanna go rebel too. LOL. damn la. tempting ):

Told ling not to go club on 28feb and keep me company. Guess what reply I got?
" K lor, I bring you go club"
zzz Ohwell, silly stuffs you tell me sometimes. hhaha.

I wanna upload pictures from my hp but grr i cant seem to find my cable. And I miss my laptop..

and you..

monday. So it's back to school today. pretty slack day, and the jap stall at fc 1 is opened once again! Damn excited. haha.

So yupp came home, fell asleep then did some research for food chem assignment. Done with it then I went to look up on nz. Autumn when we go over. K la not too bad. At least it's not summer. haha. But the time difference kinda scared me ): Ohwell, must stay happy (: At least cross the customs with a smile. Shucks I can already imagine that scene. Feel like crying already ): okay enough of that. I promised ling to be happy (: and I am. haha.

So weekends were spent mainly with ling and sec sch friends. haha. I can pretty much say I enjoyed my days, and nights. prolly except for sat night after i got home. LOLLL. Sick like don't know what. and ling told me the other night that I repeated myself in 2 of the blog posts. ahhaa. sorry la. must be the germs. hahah. Gah. I must have spread my germs to ling. nose was red like a reindeer just now. *hugs* get well soon (:

and now it's my turn to say, "later i go cook porridge for you"
hahaha. oh boy, you tricked me but at least it warmed my heart for a while =p
Thanks for being so caring the past 2 days. haha. love love.

I added at item to the wishlist of my "before nz trip"
- laptop bag
- that puma shoeeeeee
- earrings
- camera (i reckon i cant bring my father's one over since my maid will prolly want to use it for my brother's wedding.. ohwell ):

27 nights. damn im so so gonna miss you..

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