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  • Tuesday, August 26
    ): | 8/26/2008 12:44:00 AM

    All of a sudden I feel so sian. Feeling so tired of everything. Tired of talking, tired of smiling, tired of studying, tired of doing anything, everything. I guess it's the effects of studying, or probably the effects of.. I don't know. Just super tired, super sian.

    Yoga today. Guess I was feeling too tired or too distracted. Too distracted cos I've too much troubles? I don't know.

    I'm beginning to hate myself. Maybe I'm really such a bitch. Maybe I don't deserve all the nice nice treatments afterall..

    sigh.

    Monday, August 25
    Ang is love! :D | 8/25/2008 01:01:00 AM

    Okay so Ang and I studied at BK today. LOL. So fun and we discussed about our holiday plans. We're prolly gonna start a blogshop together. ahhaha! And all the shopping omg can't wait. Okay and I got all so excited about =X Great so it's QAAS paper tml and I'm so unsure about so many things zz. Die liao. Siewgeok must help me tml k! HAHA. Oh and there's yoga tomorrow too.

    K i'm tired and I'm having a headache. Smell too much bad stuffs from ang. LOL. But it's okay, ang reminds my closest and dearest (: Love you man.
    Okay bye bye(:

    *Note to self: bring yoga stuffs.

    Saturday, August 23
    Brothers <3 | 8/23/2008 10:26:00 PM

    Hahahah was having some conference with both my brothers we are overseas. One in melb the other in NY. how interesting all 3 of us are in different time zones. LOL.

    Interesting thing is, my brothers and I are all LACTOSE INTOLERANT and somehow that slipped my mind. No wonder I never really drank milk on it's own. And even if I do, I don't drink alot and if I do I visit the toilet alot. LOL. Okay now I remember vomiting after drinking milk. HA. no wonder I like milo so much :D no wonder lexter calls me milo girl. LOL.

    Okay so interesting. Then we started talking about cars, then star wars, then my eldest brother and my dad and their similiaries cos I was telling them the way they fart, sneeze are the same. And my eldest brother is behaving like my dad. When he's on his way up to his room after dinner/when he reach home, he'll come and open my door(without knocking), look in, then walk away. LOL. the exact same thing dad used to do until recently I keep going down to the kitchen to kope for food / I reach home so late he's asleep. hahah.

    Then I got disconnected from the chat. zzz Samuel was just telling me the other day that Old Navy's having some 1 day sale in NY. Damn, I wished I'm staying in NY. Don't have to open sprees and miss the special offers. I can just walk into the shop and shop for it directly. ZZ don't even have to wait for the items to come, don't have to worry if I can't fit, don't have to worry if it's not suitable for me. GRRRR. So not fair. I wanna go NY.

    ZZ my eldest brother just asked me to not to ************ (okay nevermind, the rest is censored. ahahha)

    So I went to clementi for lunch today. Don't ask me why, it's a freaking embarrassing thing zzz. Ohwell, I like the duck rice it's so nice! HAHA. Then I came home and ate somemore. Sheesh. Control cass, control. Oh then I was supposed to catch a movie with my parents but they reached home late so we changed it to Tuesday night. Hehe. Yoga on monday or else we'll be walking it on Monday. Mum told me she bought yoga mats. So yea, I've to bring it to sch on Monday, i think. zzz

    Okay QAAS paper on Monday and I slacked practically the whole day. Sheesh. I deserve to die. And my eldest bro just made some weird noise. LOL. k bye bye.

    I don't hate you, I'm just irritated with the fact that you keep repeating the same thing. Day 1: you say you hate me, you dont want to talk to me anymore. Okay I do so. Awhile more you say you're sorry. Day 2: You say you don't want to see me anymore, you don't want to have anything to so with me. Okay I'm cool with that. Awhile more you say you're sorry. Day 3: You asked me not to reply you, not to bother about you already. Hahah I'm already not replying you, already not bothering you. Awhile later you say you want to see me, and ask why I never reply you. Day 4: You curse and swear at me like nobody's business. Awhile later you tell me you're sorry.
    Gah. I must study tml. MUST MUST MUST. Oh travis, I'll only be in sg for 2 - 3 weeks during the holidays. LOL. Heheh don't kill me.

    Ang said I look pretty here! LOL =D

    Friday, August 22
    meet dave. | 8/22/2008 11:08:00 PM

    I tried to study today but apparently I failed terribly. First I was too engrossed in LiJiaWei's match with that china woman. OMG the first 3 games were pretty exciting. After that, I sorta lost my mood cos some stuffs came into mind and zzzzzzzz. Anyway darrell brought me to meet the FCC Officer. Cool she's young and not too bad looking. I expected some old woman. ahahha. Submitted the new proposal so yay be prepared for the next food trip (: And the cca points for the previous trip is FINALLY here.

    Okay so I lost my mood to study, and to eat. But somehow, I felt like biting something, something more than bread and ended up eating the so not worth it thai food from the new thai stall owner. NOT NICE ): The Jap food sucks too, seriously. Ohwell..

    Anyway saw RC and lexter (oh and jennifer too!) so we had some small talk. LOL. Pretty interesting I guess. Plus it's been so so soooo long since the 3 of us sat down together to talk. hahaha. Interesting thing is glo knows lexter too. LOL. Weird both of them know each other but don't know each other's name. hahaha.

    Trip down to ps for pool and movie since I didnt have the mood to study at all. Shit man I really need to go bang my head against the wall. Exam period and I still have the mood to go out zzzzzzzz. I deserve to dieee. LOL.

    Everythings alright now I guess. I hope. Yesterday someone said he'll stop contacting me or something along that line but when I changed my status to away on msn, he came to talk to me -.- k whatever you say I don't care. So lame la you.

    Yay I got a new piggy bank!

    iyloouv!e

    Thursday, August 21
    sian ): | 8/21/2008 04:52:00 PM

    GAGAGAGAGA. Done with Engineering math 2. WEE. no more math for the rest of my poly life. YAY YAY YAY. I shan't talk about the paper.

    anyway my eye was twitching like before the paper and I think I sorta predicted what will happen. Lame lei that person. Sick in the head. Don't know how to leave me alone one isit? Like to assume things isit? Okay lo up to you. I really don't care. Seriously I don't even bother so please la, stop irritating me with such childish behaviour.

    Sianzxz I'm so bored. 1 eating, 1 stoning, 1 drinking. and ME blogging. Okay so lame. Cass is bored so byebye.

    Tuesday, August 19
    <3 | 8/19/2008 01:25:00 AM

    Pia maths with sg today in school. Thanks man. I think I'll die if we didnt meet today. LOL. Anyway my bro just came into my room and asked me if the new top I'm wearing is my new night gown. wth -.- Look like night gown meh ): Oh because it's slightly longer than normal tops and my shorts is too short =X hhaha.

    I'm feeling so sleepy and sick now. Just like how I felt when I was on my way home. Had this stupid pressure in my head and I felt like vomitting :S Must be the effects of math. Hhahaha. Anyway I was just chatting with my bro the other day. ahha Such a new conver we had :D

    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:50 AM):
    by now, you are old enough and clever enough to know what's right and what's wrong
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:50 AM):
    the other day carlin was telling me how time flies and he remembers the time when mum went to the hospital and he was waiting for mum to come home with the newborn
    yea i know (:
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:50 AM):
    yeap, i was still ignorant that mum went to hospital
    haha
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:50 AM):
    lolll
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:50 AM):
    when i was younger... i was like in my own world
    talking to myself
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:51 AM):
    observing my surrounding environment more than the people ard me
    so now when you ask me what I recall about mum being pregnant
    i only have 2 image
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:52 AM):
    one when she was prob 3 or 4 months pregnant, that all, not the 7 /8 month (i dunno where those images went)
    and the other is mum lying on the bed after giving birth to you
    she look so tired and fragile
    that was the first time i saw mum so tired and weak....
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:52 AM):
    loll
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:53 AM):
    i was quite worried and scared when i saw her like that
    trust me u dun want to see it
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:53 AM):
    yyyy
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:53 AM):
    it looks like she is going to .......
    d
    i
    e
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:53 AM):
    aiyo
    CHOYY
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:53 AM):
    it is that bad...
    and 1 week later she went back to shop
    i was stunned
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:54 AM):
    our mum, though not very insistant in her ways
    she is a real fighter
    she dun give up on the shop, on the family and on us
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:55 AM):
    she keeps doing what needs to be done even when she is weak... that is a real fighter...
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:55 AM):
    yea true
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:55 AM):
    amazing strength and mental-will she has
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:55 AM):
    yea
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:55 AM):
    you gotta learn that from her
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:55 AM):
    our mother ma :D
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:56 AM):
    she never takes the easy way out and always go for the right way even though it is difficult
    real proud and fortunate to have her as my mum
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:57 AM):
    okay you're making me tearrrrrrr
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:57 AM):
    sorry, din meant to...
    just wanted to share with you what i think of our mum
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (12:58 AM):
    and that what i wish for you too
    = )
    Cass knocked her head zz says (12:59 AM):
    it's okay (:
    who knows I might impart some of that from her:D
    ~ Sam @ NY ~ Getting Excited... = ) says (1:00 AM):
    hahaa
    gotta go now
    for lunch
    ttyl
    Cass knocked her head zz says (1:00 AM):
    okay
    Cass knocked her head zz says (1:04 AM):
    going to sleeep
    good night
    (:

    *Note: He said lunch cos it's 1Pm over at NY. lol
    LOL see our wonderful mother :D I love mummy. hehehe. The one who never fails to wake me up on time when i ask her to, the one who never fails to cook good food. The one who never fails to give me her opinion about guys I know. Hhahaha. Oh yay and we're going to bangkok together. with a mystery person. haha.

    Okay sleepy. Byebye(:

    Monday, August 18
    PISSED OFF | 8/18/2008 01:21:00 AM

    #$#^$& fuck you la wtf. SOMEBODY JUST FUCK OFF AND DIE. SHIT I'M SO FUGGING PISSED OFF WITH YOU. YOU MEAN YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH? I TOLD YOU, I CAN'T BE BOTHERED WITH YOU SO WHEN YOU TALK TO ME, I WONT REPLY. SO DONT BOTHER NUDGING, WEI-ING. i wont bother. WTH YOU'RE IRRITATING ME SO BADLY. WTF. and sheesh when i said i dont want to bother anymore you said I should then minutes later you come again wthhh. You said you dont want to see me ever again then minutes later you say you want me to see me today. WTH WTH.

    JUST RETURN ME MY FUGGING 200 BASTARD.
    I was such a fugging fool.

    grr so fucking pissed off.

    Sunday, August 17
    Happy, then irritated. | 8/17/2008 08:38:00 PM

    GAH i'm feeling so full after my nice nice yummy curry dinner :D Stomach's bloated like shitzxz. I don't know why I'm so in love with spicy food these days. LOL.

    Anyway I was feeling so emo yesterday I don't know why ): Guess I kinda made Ang worry a little. So sorry darling! heh =X But anyway thanks for being there for me. I appreciate that (:

    Sheesh I just changed my msn nick and zillions of ppl are asking me about it. LAME LEI. So irritating zzzzzzz
    =====================================
    Anyway, this is one of my favourite song :D

    Beautiful by Christina Aguilera

    Spoken:
    Don't look at me

    Every day is so wonderful
    And suddenly, i saw debris
    Now and then, I get insecure
    From all the pain, I'm so ashamed

    I am beautiful no matter what they say
    Words can't bring me down
    I am beautiful in every single way
    Yes, words can't bring me down
    So don't you bring me down today

    To all your friends, you're delirious
    So consumed in all your doom
    Trying hard to fill the emptiness
    The piece is gone left the puzzle undone
    That's the way it is

    You are beautiful no matter what they say
    Words can't bring you down
    You are beautiful in every single way
    Yes, words can't bring you down
    Don't you bring me down today...

    No matter what we do
    (no matter what we do)
    No matter what they say
    (no matter what they say)
    When the sun is shining through
    Then the clouds won't stay


    And everywhere we go
    (everywhere we go)
    The sun won't always shine
    (sun won't always shine)
    But tomorrow will find a way
    All the other times

    'cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
    Yes, words won't bring us down, oh no
    We are beautiful in every single way
    Yes, words can't bring us down
    Don't you bring me down today

    Don't you bring me down today
    Don't you bring me down today

    Saturday, August 16
    as I blog with mixed feelings | 8/16/2008 09:29:00 PM

    So so so, I was left home alone the whole day )): Thanks Ang for coming over! Hahaha we planned to study but ended up playing -.- Nevermind ba, we shall study the next time. LOL.

    Some stuffs happened after I blogged yesterday. Super pissed off la. Wth. I know my conscience is clear so whatever. Like what ang said, I can't stop what other people from saying what they want. So, say lo. I don't care.

    Sheesh, I feel so foolish for the way I reacted to those last night. ZZ

    I'm craving for some yogurt. And laksa. Yay mummy's cooking curry tml night so I'll make sure I come home for it :D I'm craving for some biscuits from now. zzzzzzz

    I'm growing fat ):

    Oh and I was reading one of my friend's blog and omgggg I was reminded of me having some kinda crush on one of the guys in some cca and omg he's so skinny now. OMG and I remembered how SOME PEOPLE used to say he's fat. Damn. I miss those days. LOL. i miss bowling.

    Okay here's the vandalism I was talking about a few posts back. LOL. I still like jinyong's PIG!
    Gah this is a random post.
    Picture 1 ) Page 1 of 2 of my vandalised file
    Picture 2) Page 2 of 2 of my vandalised file
    Picture 3) Jinyong's eagle on the inside of my file
    Picture 4) THE SUPER CUTE PIG JIN YONG DREW ON MY BOOK :D

    I think my blog's the most boring blog ever.

    Friday, August 15
    Cass is sleeeeepy ): | 8/15/2008 04:04:00 PM

    Sheesh, just finished watching Leejiawei's match in school. Could see how stressful it was for her :S Ohwell, I believe she did her best (: Okay so now I'm at fc 4 waiting for Ang to come. LOL. So tired and sleepy. OMG i'm so bored. zzzzz

    Ang hurry come lei :S

    Anyway I'm determined to study when I get home tonight. LOL. Everytime I'm home I'm always slacking. Even if my laptop isn't on. GRRR. CASS EXAMS ARE COMINGGGG. Exams hurry end then can relax. I feel like working. LOL

    My back is aching my chest is hurting. Gah I'm just feeling so so tired. Can't believe it but I'm actually quite excited about yoga this coming monday. I like yoga :D Feel so relaxed after doing it. lol

    A hungry cass makes a angry cass >=(

    Thursday, August 14
    zz | 8/14/2008 10:17:00 PM

    Found some short quiz online.
    Click here to do it.

    Your view on yourself:

    Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

    The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

    You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

    Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

    You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

    The seriousness of your love:

    Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

    Your views on education

    You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

    The right job for you:

    You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

    How do you view success:

    You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

    What are you most afraid of:

    You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

    Who is your true self:

    You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
    --------------------------------------------------------
    I'm feeling weird. Something bad seems like it's gonna happen but I don't know what. I don't feel good. GAH whatever.

    Cass wants to be left alone.

    (: | 8/14/2008 07:13:00 PM

    So today i was super late. LOL was supposed to meet cs at 10pm but oops I woke up at 10+ and that was when he just reached school too. hahah. Reached school almost 12 pm =X Studied and makan-ed and after that I went to meet siewgeok to get the notes. Hey thankyou :D haha and there are traces of her falling asleep in class but nvm, mine's worst. LOL.

    So we stayed there till like 230 then we went to the mrt station to grab a bite since we were itching to bite something. LOL. Went into mr bean and some random guy called my name. Turned and I was like. errrr, do I know this person? Then he pointed to another guy and told me thats my KINDERGARTEN classmate. Of course I was stunned. Like, omg how did he recognise me. LOL. Quite cool la but I'm so sorry I really couldn't recognise him plus I didnt know which kindergarten he's from. PAP or Fairfield church? LOL. talking about kindergarten, I remember celebrating my birthdays like twice or thrice a day cos i'll celebrate once in each school, then back home to celebrate with my family. hahah How lucky I was! ((: Yet last year. MUMMY FORGOT MINE ): okay nvm off topic.

    Okay so mr cs went to vandalise my file and it's pretty obvious he's so proud of it cos it has his big big name and signature there. LOL. Then he went for his lesson and I went to the library to study. He came back and vandalised more, with the help of jinyong and glo. My notebook and file have been vandalised so badly. Okay maybe not the book. Jinyong drew a super cute pig there. LOL. Slacked and off home we went. We were talking about bowling and it made me miss bowling so so much ): I shall go bowling during the holidays, BEFORE i leave sg. LOL.

    Wa blogged too much. Bye bye off for dinner!
    Damn I've been eating so much ):
    Lunch, mr bean, kaya bun and now, dinner. =!

    When you owe someone something, don't expect the someone to go look for you to get it. Have some sense, and return it without having the other to tell you.
    Can't believe somebody was so #$%$^%^. Expected me to go find somebody just to get back something he owe me. Like wth?

    (: | 8/14/2008 01:00:00 AM

    Stuffs happened and I sorta reflected. Prolly I wasn't a good gf.

    Ohwell, nevermind that. Anyway I was just telling Cs about the durian pancake in amk hub the other day (okay maybe hinting, HAHA) and yay he bought it today. NICE I LIKE. hahaha. I like durian. Thankyou :D

    Exams are like so near already. OMG cass please stop slacking ):
    I want to eat tomyam from fc4 but I realised I have $0 in my wallet T.T
    And I want fried tofu and prawn mee and laksa and omg I'm hungry ):
    Quaker's Chewy bar cheat my feelings cos I couldn't find any traces of apple in the Baked Apple flavoured bar. LOL

    The stars are so nice tonight. The moon was so bright. It's a nice nice nice night tonight! (:

    Okay this post is so random.

    Conflicts are just part and parcel of a relationship.

    Monday, August 11
    chest pains | 8/11/2008 03:36:00 PM

    My chest pain is back. This time it's hurting me like don't know what. It feels as if breathing in a little deeper and POOF i'll collapse. It's that scary. And today feels bad. The pain have been there since morning.

    Chemical Engineering quiz today. First time getting all right. Okay, maybe except for my Ro. LOL. I used the wrong outer diameter. But it's over and I got my full marks. Don't ask me how I did that. I just did. HA. Rushed to watch Tao Li's swimming for the Olympics after the test over at SAA and I guess although she didn't win, it's still a glory cos she's only 18 and she got 5th! Not bad liao la. Ronald Susilo didn't really play very well against Malaysia's Lee CW but I've got no rights to comment. He just looked very stressed up during the game.

    All these sporting events are making me miss bowling and volleyball. Well afterall, I grew up playing sports. And I'm just being a fat ass sitting in front of my laptop everyday and I get so stressed up, not cos I miss bowling or whatsoever. But cos I can't kope my neighbour's wireless connection.

    Well I don't think I'm even allowed to play sports anymore given my current situation. What if one day I just collapse. What if, what if it comes true.

    Yoga tonight. Sheesh. Mummy it better be good.
    And I really can't wait to leave singapore. Getting so @#$$#$# in here.

    Sunday, August 10
    mr red | 8/10/2008 11:04:00 PM

    Once you told me you hated her. Now you're falling in love with her.
    Love is just so complicated, no?
    Good for you, it's your own business so yea. Stay happy.

    Anyway, love is INDEED confusing. Ohwell, whatever. I don't care. I just care about 1 thing for now. Okay maybe 2. What's that? For me to know for you to find out.

    CEP test tml and I'm totally not prepared. Not in the mood too anyway. Can't believe I actually stayed up till late to do some online shopping and I'm actually gonna spend like 1 and a half week of allowance overnight ): But mummy said she'll sponsor some so heheh thankyou mummy (:

    I LOVE MR RED, so damn cute (:

    I do feel insecure at times but i'll hide it. I won't let you know cos I don't want you to know. I remember the promises but I guess some stuffs are better not said. Whatever it is, just remember I love you (:

    Saturday, August 9
    Feeling happier. | 8/09/2008 10:17:00 PM

    Today's dinner felt like a family dinner cos it's the FIRST TIME my bro actually joined us for dinner outside. And of course he brought rachel along! Had my favourite fried tofu and brother loves it too! Super filling dinner then brother brought us to the german bakery, or isit french? I can't remember. Cs says I've a serious problem of STM ): Anyway, back to the point. Mum bought us cheesecakes and brownies and those cost her like almost $40 if I didnt hear wrongly. hehehe. She bought me lemon cheesecake, baked cheesecake, apple cheesecake and chocolate fudge brownie. hehhe. Tried the apple cheese when I reached home. Not bad la, not very sweet so I like ((:

    It's National day today. Nation's birthday but I realised I don't feel as excited as I was in the past years. Guess that feeling slowly fade away as one grows up.. LOL. I can't wait for semestral exams to end. Gonna work then POOF. Leaving sg for about 2 weeks I think. Probably coming back for a few days then flying off again. hehe. Okay someone remind me about camp and the fcc food trip. I have a few places in mind already! Hehe. But I think I better go try the food out myself first. Lol. And sas still haven updated my cca points. I'm sad!

    Rights, crapped too much. I should stop.
    I gotta go for a haircut soon! Hair's growing too thick to my liking ):
    I feel so much better today. No more emo cass :D

    Oh ya. somebody said I've alot of enemies now. But nah it's okay. I don't really care. Words can't bring me down WUHU. Bring it on man. Whatever laa.

    I feel like spending money ): But I have to keep to my 1month cannot touch card promise...
    Boo ):
    sometimes all you can do is walk away,
    hide your tears, and just pretend you're okay

    misses. | 8/09/2008 12:37:00 AM

    I saw nothing, I did nothing, I didn't think of anything. I shan't think of it anymore else it's gonna make me so upset.

    And Mr somebody, no use trying to pull me down. Words cant put my down you should know it. So yea. Have fun.

    #%$%#^%$ I'm in a bad mood. Bad bad mood. Don't ask why. I wanna leave sg like now. sheesh.
    Some stuffs are really bothering me. But I guess I should just brush that thought away since it's already over.

    Sometimes I wonder if promises are really meant to be broken.

    imissyou

    Thursday, August 7
    Updates! | 8/07/2008 03:17:00 PM

    So so, been so busy the past week. Tests and dinner and customer meetups. TIRED.

    Let's see. SP noodles on sat, then roamed around Downtown, off to glo's house. One word to describe the place there. WOAH. hahaha Damn nice. And coincidentally, gladwin's god daughter stays there too. LOL. So nice la. Dinner at 10pm I think. lol. Nice fried beancurd. I shall get my mum to try to cook it. hehe. Then a little short walk home :D

    Can't really remember what happened the past week but I know it wasn't very pleasant. You know, stuffs happened.. I'm trying to avoid "Mr Wall-e" as much as I can. I don't like scheming people. Lol.

    Had a nice yummy lunch with xixiang and travis at fc6 yesterday and we stayed there till 2pm. Hahah NICE i like to bond :D Went home later and worked out a little and slept. Tireddd. Dinner near east coast. YUMMMY. fried beancurd fried beancurd. haha. And I realise my hp runs out of battery very fast ): Not a very good thing.

    School don't feel very safe for me anymore. More and more people knows. You said you told people and they think I'm in the wrong. LOL. I think I was wrong. Wrong about YOU. I didnt know you can get so crazy. Seriously. Reflect on what you told me. I should be the one telling you those.

    Okay I'm at my little hideout and I feel so safe here. haha. Bye bye
    6th is a nice day and it shall remain as it is.

    OH and I'm leaving sg during the holidays so yay. Cass is HAPPY!

    Friday, August 1
    funnn | 8/01/2008 11:37:00 PM

    wa surprises do brighten up my day, like alot alot.
    Thanks so much lovely! =D

    Anyway I've been so into noodles recently. Lol. Jiaxiang mian the other day and my chicken teriyaki ramen today! weee. SP Noodles tml :D

    I can't wait for exams to end, can't wait for sem to end. I want holidays!
    I want to spend quality time with important peopleeee :)

    I feel so high but my head hurts ):