Monday, April 2
RAH | 4/02/2007 04:00:00 PM
i realise i'm always using
RAH or
lalala as my post title. ohwell. doesn't matter. i don't really care what's happening anymore. i don't wanna care. caring about more stuffs just hurts me more. so, why care? fuck whatever is happening.
there are times when i get so upset over what is happening to me, to us, to everything. it just sucks big time. i'm trying as hard as i can. but nothing seems to get better. sighh. fuck la. i don't wanna think about it anymore.
ohwell. the internet at home is down so i'm at my dad's bridal shop using the wireless here. heh. going for my CLS FO Camp tml already. when i'm back my parents are leaving sg. AGAIN. ahh. they keep going overseas)):
kope this from karen's blog. maybe SOMEONE should read it. although i think that SOMEONE will think it's all rubbish. sighh. i think all that are really true. makes me happy if that happened to me. which probably wont anymore..
give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
leave her cute text notes.
kiss her in front of your friends. tell her she looks beautiful.
look into her eyes when you talk to her.
let her mess with your hair.
touch her hair.
forgive her for her mistakes.
look at her like she's the only girl you see.
tickle her even when she says stop.
when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
let her fall asleep in your arms.
get her mad, then kiss her.
tease her and let her tease you back.
stay up all night with her when she needs you.
watch her favorite movie with her.
kiss her forehead.
give her the world.
write her letters.
sit down and talk to her.
hear her speak.
enjoy the silliest thing she would do just thinking that it may make u smile.
softens her down when she cries.
express ur love with not words.
pop by just to say "hellooo"
respect her choice that makes her happy.
when she's sad, be there for her.
bear with her when she goes crazy for you.
tke the pain no matter how hard she slaps th door onto ur fingers.
let her vent her anger on you, still, smile and say "go ahead"
let her know she's important.
let her take all the photos she wants of you.
kiss her in the pouring rain.
when you fall in love with her, tell her.
and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved anyone before
thts wht a girl wants.
wht a girl need.
whtever makes her happy in ur arms.
and yes. went to do this personal profile found on jiayi's blog. it's quite true about me. or shouldi say. VERY VERY true..
You are feeling really miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.
Most people are conditioned by their environment and you are no exception. You are an extremely emotional person - so much so that 'the wrong word' can lead you to tears. You feel other people's pain. You feel the need of sympathetic relationships and a pleasant work environment in order to develop and grow. You are an impulsive, loving individual with a great deal of inherent feeling.
You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That's the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.
You are trying to prove yourself - not only to yourself but also to everyone around you. There is much that you would like to say and do but the situation warrants self-restraint and that is the last thing that you have on your mind. It would seem that you have an unsatisfied need to ally yourself with others whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to stand out from the crowd. This is subjecting you to considerable stress but you tend to stick to your attitudes despite lack of appreciation. Of course, you are finding the situation uncomfortable and would like nothing better but to break away from it but you don't like the idea of compromise. Your main problem is that you are unable to resolve the situation because you continually postpone making the necessary decisions. You feel that if you make the wrong choice this would lead to such opposition that you would not be able to command the esteem of others. It is essential that those around you are prepared to comply with your wishes.
You are greatly impressed by individuality and have interest in people who have outstanding qualities. You try to imitate those people that you admire and their characteristics, hoping that you will be able to display similar qualities in your own personality.
true isnt it? HA.
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