Monday, October 29

b*tch | 10/29/2007 02:25:00 PM

She's so disgusting. i hate her. And she's the FIRST. FIRST person to seriously really make me lose my appetite. YUCKS I HATE YOU. and you're the most disgusting person i've ever ever seen. SERIOUSLY. and you spoilt my nice day.

Btw, WJM i'm not talking about you. You're not that great.

Sunday, October 28

): | 10/28/2007 12:01:00 PM

WOO. jay's new song. quite a sad song ):

周杰伦-彩虹

作曲:周杰伦作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开但能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

and the translation.

Jay Chou- Rainbow

Tell me where the rainbow is
Could you still give me back my wish
Why is the sky so silent?
All of the clouds are running to me
Is there a mask for me?
Recalling too much of the past words can accomplish nothing
and also the first poison I’m taking now
I could not see your smile, how can I sleep well
Your silhouette is so close to me, yet I cannot embrace it
Without earth, the sun can still circle around
Without reasons, I also can walk alone
You want to go away, I know that is very easy
You said dependence is our obstacle
Even if we break up, but couldn’t you not receive my love
Assuming I’m the last to understand

will you believe if i said, i miss you?

Thursday, October 25

17th year on earth | 10/25/2007 12:12:00 AM

WOO. birthday over. I'M SEVENTEEN.
anyway, thanks to those who remembered my birthday((:
i'm sorry if your name isnt mentioned cos i cant remember everyone. LOL

Daddy Mummy Gladwin Carlin Samuel
Jiayi Yiying Cheeri Sherlene Sophia
Asnira Syaf Azyan Joanne Katherine
Xixiang Travis Alan Rongcheng Lexter Zach Bern Ben Gawin Jiayang
Ethel Xiupin Fangfang Yimin Guoliang Weiluan Nicholas
Kenny Derrick Weirong Donovan Yongshearn Columbus
Ivy Koonkit Mr HTA (just in case he finds my blog)

thanks 1A24(esp feex) for that birthday song that made me so paiseh
thanks xx and trav and alan for your gift/cake.
thanks godwin for your song(:
thanks gladwin for your shirt (okay i know this was damn long ago)
and yay thanks mummy and auntie for your big big hongbao :D
and to anyone i forgot to name(:
okay pictures!

okay larrr i was rather emo on my birthday so i had emo pictures. haha

And here's my 17th birthday's discovery at the SP LIBRARY. if you don't get what it is. Good for you(:

Wednesday, October 24

THEBIGDAY | 10/24/2007 09:39:00 PM

MUMMY FORGOT ABOUT TML ):

and apparently my three "goodiest" friends went i-dont-know-where and they're not home yet ):

i'm not very excited. i'm just upset cos MUMMY FORGOT ):

and CRS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY. i'm been typing since i reached home and i still don't know what i'm doing. RAHHH.
-ms kim if you happen to read this please don't be angry, i'll buy you yummy oreo chewyjuniors and chocolate donuts. LOL.

and i just got a freaking shock cos my playlist starting playing. $@#$^$#%#%#$%

Heavenknows | 10/24/2007 12:58:00 AM

While we're dreading exams, tests, quizes and hoping that we don't have to study, some people may be struggling to go to school, to study, to spend more time with our family.

Someone just told me something very very shocking. I was in utter shock. I didnt know what to say. I couldn't believe what was told to me. I mean its like, we're teenagers, right? We have ambitions, goals in life and we're supposed to live and achieve these goals right? We're not supposed to be seeing the end of life so soon.

Please remember times we had together with friends, family and others. For you wont know one day, one of us may be ---- just like that.

Cherish your life. Cherish the people around you. Cherish everything, everyone, everymoment.

Please do not give up.
Please be strong.
i'll pray hard.

Sunday, October 21

mybrothers(: | 10/21/2007 09:45:00 PM

I found this picture on my brother's friendster. HAHAHAHA. and i realised, they don't look THAT BAD. hahaha. Samuel is my thrid brother Gladwin is my first brother. you don't see my second brother here cos i think he cant squeeze into the picture OOP=X okay i shant be mean. hehehehe. btw sam's eyes look small here. lol.

Okay enough of them. it's time to hit the books!

//oh and i realised godwintong posted smthbelow this post. LOL

| 10/21/2007 09:04:00 PM

i just wanna say godwin tong totally r0xxxors

Deliberate Gentle Love Master | 10/21/2007 12:02:00 PM

The Maid of Honor

Deliberate Gentle Love Master (DGLM)

Appreciated for your kindness and envied for all your experience, you are The Maid of Honor.

Charismatic, affectionate, and terrific in relationships, you are what many guys would call a "perfect catch"--and you probably have many admirers, each wishing to capture your long-term love. You're careful, extra careful, because the last thing you want is to hurt anyone. Especially some poor boy whose only crime was liking you.

We've deduced you're fully capable of a dirty fling, but you do feel that post-coital attachment after hooking up. So, conscientious person that you are, you do your best to reserve physical affection for those you respect...so you can respect yourself.

Your biggest negative is the byproduct of your careful nature: indecision. You're just as slow rejecting someone as you are accepting them.

LOL. I got this from facebook.

(: | 10/21/2007 01:26:00 AM

Hey you. I KNOW YOU'RE READING THIS. cos i knw you read my blog.

You're so damn guai lan.
you're irritating. Stop bugging me.
Think you're soooooo good? please la. Go REFLECT.
You're not as good as you think.
I blogged abt you before but that doesnt mean i cant do that again.
you're such a despo shitface.
and you deserve to be banished from the face of this earth.
I pity the people around you.

i hate you.
get lost.

Saturday, October 20

will you? | 10/20/2007 08:58:00 PM

So if you're mad get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now
Hey, what you got to hide
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

-i'll stand by you

5moredays | 10/20/2007 02:11:00 PM

okay, we're back together. since last week.

ponned tutorial yesterday. and i've decided to pon again on that silly k2 grad day. i don't want to wake up so early in the morning and go home so late (:

went for np toastmasters yesterday. waited for joanna there. The LT was freaking cold. Poor girl kept sneezing. concert was good overall. took videos and pictures. reached home only at 11+ and i was damn tired. godwin was the musician and he played umbrella. and romance. nice (:

okay pictures.

and videos soon.

Thursday, October 18

1 more week. | 10/18/2007 06:13:00 PM

18 oct. WOO 1 more week. and today is cheeri's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIRI!
i'll get a lion to roar to you. ahaha.

it's friday tml. Marks the end of week 4.
Week 5. Supposed to be a good week for me. but i think it sucks cos there'll so many things happening that week. Practs and quizes :S they're enough to kill.

and the stress builds up.

Sorryyyyy | 10/18/2007 09:00:00 AM

Hey bee,

I'm sorry.
really sorry.
sorry for pissing you off so badly the past few days
sorry for irritating you
sorry for being such an ass.
i'm really sorry.
sorry for everything i done to make you upset or hurt you in any way.

love you (:

Monday, October 15

WORK LOBANG. heh | 10/15/2007 11:51:00 PM

WHO WANNA WORK?
to distribute flyers on the 24 OCT.
8am to 10am, 11am to 2pm OR BOTH.
At raffles place, near MRT.

SMS / CALL / EMAIL / MSN me for more details.
Thankyou.

(: | 10/15/2007 05:04:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYI (:
love you lesbian. ahhaha

and its 10 more days to MY day. i can't wait.

XX i love you. LOL
and i know your birthday is coming soon in 1 month 3 weeks 2 days (((:

Sunday, October 14

In memory of.... | 10/14/2007 11:51:00 PM

The first time we met. His white fila shirt with ncc pants.
The first time we talked on the phone. He sounded so nervous.
It was my birthday last year. He called me and played me the "happy birthday" song.
I was having my bowling tournament in OCC. He came down and supported me.
My rabbit died. He consoled me. Kept me happy.
I fell sick. He came over. Made me feel so much better(:
I needed help with my studies, he helped me.
Needed a shoulder, he was there.
His hugs are unforgettable.
His swearing, terrible.
No one can be compared to him. hhaha

He brought me joy. He brought me tears. He's my memory.
i wont deny that i miss him. So yea. Regrets soon after those quarrels. But hey,
Life goes on.

Cass stays happy.

sigh | 10/14/2007 12:02:00 PM

I wont say it's a good day

Thursday, October 11

2weeks | 10/11/2007 06:55:00 PM

I shall not comment. I shall not talk about it. I'm just gonna say one thing. I'm tired. really.

I GOT MY FIRST BIRTHDAY CARD.
- and i wonder who gave it to me.

okay bye.

Wednesday, October 10

mycockhandphone. | 10/10/2007 01:58:00 PM

MY HANDPHONE IS COCKED. #$%$#%$&
it keeps shutting down, and on again by itself. SO GAY CAN. RAH.
IWANTTHATSONYPHONE. hehe

anyway, stayed in school for some talk. Hmm polymer. that's gonna be my second choice. oh yay food food all the way! and i think there's gonna be some changes in what i initial planned for my further studies. ohwell. i hope i wont go wrong anywhere.

oh ya. xx rc and i went to moberly just now. LOL. here's what we did. hahahah.

15 MORE DAYS!
and no i'm not gonna let you guys smash the cake on my face(:

Monday, October 8

whats that. | 10/08/2007 01:52:00 AM

someone tell me,

WHAT IS LOVE?

Saturday, October 6

- | 10/06/2007 11:27:00 PM

When you're gone

THE PERFECT SONG IN MY LIFE NOW.

Avril Lavigne When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm

LOL. | 10/06/2007 09:31:00 PM

HELLO! Expecting this post? (:
Today. TOTALLY LOL. or rather, ROFLUIFOS. haha.

LOL : are you talking about me?
MOI : rolls eyes
LOL : i really cant stand your blog. you bla bla bla me. this and that. i feel bla bla bla. people dont want to work me cos of what you said bla bla bla.
MOI : (thinking) cannot stand then sit lo. whateverrrrr.
MOI : OH WOW. why dont you go reflect on your actions then. bla bla
LOL : just cos you said i was rich bla bla bla.
MOI: oh really ar. go find for me lo.
LOL : its your blog you should know.
MOI : you go find la. FIND LA.
LOL : bla bla bla
MOI : hmm okay. you go find and show me lo
LOL : i don't read your blog. bla bla bla.
MOI : (thinking) don't read then how you know. LOL.
MOI : hmm okay.
LOL : I just want to clarify things.
MOI : hmm okay.
LOL : you're making things difficult for me. where were you when we were doing our project? xj and i were smth smth smth. xx was smth smth smth. you were in the lib dono what dono what.
MOI : (thinking) OH please. Like you did anything like that.
MOI : Go reflect on your actions. sheesh
LOL : you're making things difficult for me. It takes 2 hands to clap.
MOI : hmm okay. (haha) i give you 3 slides to write out a SIMPLE script. you took 4 hours and gave me only 3 lines. and those 3 lines are the title of each slide.
LOL : (i don't remember what she said. i think its, you're making things difficult for me? )
MOI : (damn angry liao. wanna pour coffee on her liao.)
and yk pulls me away ZzZ
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anyway. THE K2 KIDS ARE CUTE. eh one of them say i pretty lei! LOL. anyway they are cute. but that place was HOT. everyone was sweating. and the kids were so active i was so tired after the whole thing. lol. fun fun fun. then we went to amk hub for dinner. practically starving.

note: i need to bring sweets for the kids on the actual day.

oh btw. i think what i blogged abt LOL last time was true. i dont think i was wrong by saying those. wanna KPO? go read. 11 JULY 2007 (:

Friday, October 5

end of week 2 | 10/05/2007 08:59:00 PM

WEEK 2 HAS JUST ENDED. ohmy. time flies so fast. soon quizes are coming up, more reports to hand up, this and that. BLAH. ohwell, gotta enjoy while there's still time. hahaha. the timetable for monday to wednesdays are so slack. an early release would mean that i have more time to sleep. hahaha. cos the moment i reach home, I SLEEP =D that's not very good though. Hehe.

PRACTICALS ARE FUN. MIP and CPPA i mean. i like. hahaha. and the lecturers are all so nice. I LIKE :D one thing for sure, i don't like the APChem pract in charge =S
CPPA lectures and tutorials can kill. an hour passed like two during tutorial just now. and guess what. CPPA lecture and tutorial ON THE SAME DAY. with just an hour break between them. SIAN. Gems is the only thing i can look forward to on fridays. while the guys keep bragging about their 3 hour break. RAHH. so irritating. ohwell, i end at 11am on wednesdays :D instead of 3 pm. hehehe =X

there's cip tml and i don't know if i should go. ass that silly thing is at serangoon. i stay in kembangan. NEHNEH. #$^@#$%@ if i decide to go, i'll be there tml. if not, i'll be sleeping at home while the rest of the class go play/nag/die/slack at the CC. hahaha.

okay CR TIME!

And this is a really old pic. Taken on 190407. hahaha xixiang dont kill me :D

Wednesday, October 3

| 10/03/2007 01:20:00 AM

SP is so lame. i think they're rather interested in the e-learning week.
Look at the black box. they're actually counting down. LOL.

Monday, October 1

IT'S A #@$^$*%! DAY | 10/01/2007 03:59:00 PM

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!
wee. its my favourite month (:

the first day of my favourite month didnt go so well i guess. Was feeling so $#@@^# i didnt feel like talking. i just felt like sleeping. Lessons were so boring. I couldnt pay attention to any. I just kept watching crunchyroll during the first 2 lessons of the day. During apchem, stuffs were just going in from my right ear and out through my left ear. So sleepy. #$^@!

Baby sent me a mms during apchem just now. WTHHHHH he took a picture with jonathan leong. OHMAN. I ALSO WANT ): $@%&%$

i don't like feeling sad. and i'm still in a holiday mood. RAHH