Wednesday, January 31

sick): | 1/31/2007 10:31:00 PM

i officially claim that i have fallen sick. LOL. okay kinda lame. ohwell. today's a great day although i'm like. SICK and half dead. lol. my throat is killing me la. and the dumb blocked nose plus cough and the whole body aching. RAH. wanted to go see doc but my doctor isnt in sg so i asked the nurse to get me some medicine. heh. 3 different kinds of tablets. RAH. oh and i was feeling so damn cold the whole day la. the feeling is terrible. rah.

oh yes. i said today's a great day((: it is. heh

i was feeling terrible in the morning, cold cold cold. the wind blow and i shiver. then mum and dad said i looked pale. so mum asked me to go see doc. my doc wasnt around so i just got my medicine. i was like.. dying already but my mum still ask me do this do that. RAH. but nvm(: i'm a good daughter. hahaa.

then i left the shop at like 2 to meet godwin at orchard :D i wasnt late! heh. then we went to walk around and godwin saw some of his friends. went to paragon to look at crumpler bags then we went to some of the sports shops to look at shoes. haha. godwin suggested that i should buy the same one as his. LOL. we'll see. then we wanted to go taka cos nick asked me go there look for him. but godwin changed his turn in the end so we went to wisma. went to look at phones and i was trying to brainwash him. heh. lala. after that we sat down and had starbucks. can't remember what we were talking about then godwin said. eh. tk girls. i turned and i saw stef and sheena. lol. apparently i'm rather fated to see stef when i'm in orchard. 3rd time already la. hahaa. first was outside tangs but i dont think she saw me. then 2nd was outside taka. and 3rd was today! hhaa. cartoon man.

after finishing our food we went to stand in the sun cos i was freezing. lol. kinda stupid la. but i was still feeling cold): then we walked back to fareast and i went back to the shop.

OH OH OH. GODWIN GOT ME A SHIRT((:
mum and her friend says its damn nice and mum added that it looked sweet cos i tried it on for her to see. heh. dad was like. boyfriend give one ar. and i grinned. heh. lalala((:

THANKS AHWIN((:

okay. i'm pretty tired already. so guess i'll call it a day.

OH YA.

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Tuesday, January 30

yawnnn | 1/30/2007 06:34:00 PM

rah. I AM DAMN TIRED): don't know why. probably cos of last night. yawnnn. ohwell. i hardly get any sleep on the car this morning. then breakfast got delayed cos of the stupid car accident. some stupid cyclist from the irritating country that i hate was dumbly cycling against the traffic and the traffic light for cars was GREEN. then the motor bike guy didnt see him and they banged into each other. the dumb cyclist then knocked into our car and scratch it. like wtf. and they had to call the ambulance and police. the police took such a long time to arrive la. seriously, if the accident was serious the victim would have died waiting. then ask here ask there in the end nothing. rahh. and everything got delayed for an hour and my tummy was screaming to me that its empty. rahhh. stupid.

ahh. i forgot what i wanted to type. RAH.

ohwell. valentine's day. a day all women/girls/ladies would be waiting for. or rather. MOST women/girls/ladies. aha. wellwell. to me its a very very very very very special day. a day i want to spend witht the person i love.
maybe he wont even be reading this. ah. heck. whatever.

oh oh.. mum gave my salary. 450 bucks. which is like 1.80 an hour and i was likee. zZz. mygod la. lol. then she said i still have my piggy and calendar sales so that added up to.. lala. not telling. heh

ah i fell asleep. lol. alrights. byee

Monday, January 29

wee(: | 1/29/2007 04:18:00 PM

lala. mum bought me new nail polish. heh. there's this O2 skin shop that just opened like a week ago near mum's shop so i dragged her there to check it out. haha. and i tested out the nail polish on her cos i didnt want to ruin my manicure. heh. and my mum was complaining why they dont have the template with all the nail polish colours and i was like. eh mum. outdated la. haha. and the salesgirl laughed too. oh and mum gave me 20 bucks to spend in the shop so i bought some face mask too. wee. it smells damn good la. cant wait to use them :D

ah results are gonna come out soon. i'm like.. i don't know. i want but i dont want. i just want to go to sp straight. cant wait! haha. sophia wants me to bring her there cos the pizza hut there offers the food at like half price? haha.

apparently i've become someone's good friend cum fashion consultant? haha. thats quite funny cos my fashion sense sucks. LOL. ohwell(:

valentine day is coming and cass still has got no date cos SOMEONE cant go out): dumbthing. i was happily waiting for this day to come since last year la. apparently all my relationships end like before valentine so it kinda suck. zZz. oh and i still remember last year's valentine. spent the whole day in sch, met albert and he passed me my pressie then went home and prepared for tuition. how sad yea. if i'm gonna spend valentine in my mum's shop the whole day i'll be like !#@$#%%#&*##@ HAHA(: ohwell. i cant wait actually. hahaa. ((((:

oh oh oh sophia! i'm really sorry. i'm really packed this week. only free today. ahha. sorry ar.

ohwell i'm tired. toodles(:

Sunday, January 28

bored): | 1/28/2007 01:15:00 AM

BAHH. i decided to blog since
1) my previous post was full of pictures
2) ahwin wants to play his conquer so i'm gonna get damn bored
3) i've not posted a proper post or ages
4) i dont wanna go sleep yet
5) I'M DAMN BORED

rah. i finished watching wei xiao pasta in like 4 days. lol. and i borrowed princess hours too. but i've not started on them! rah. haven got the time to la. bro borrowed his laptop back. haha. so i cant bring it down to the shop. so other then lunch time, i'm like. YAWN IM BORED. haha. the damn tv in my mum's shop went crazy so we cant watch any show anymore. rah what to do ):

i got so bored these 2 days i went to stock check my pigs. LOL. i realised quite alot are sold out already and i've been receiving online orders from people who wants the stuffs that are sold out. haha. too late for them..

yawnnn. i'm bored i'm bored. i feel like watchinf princess hours now but look at the time. 1.28AM. lol. by the time i finish 1 cd dono what time liao. zZz

ohwell guess i'll stop here. got nothing to talk abt. bye(:

Saturday, January 27

finally! | 1/27/2007 10:13:00 PM

weee. i finally finally have time to blog. lol. been too busy updating my pig stuffs la. some stuffs sold out liao. weee. HAPPY :D:D oh well. i can FINALLY upload the bangok pics! haha

020107
we left huahin for the sunflower farm! wee. it was damn nice there!

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we left bangkok for huahin! the bus ride was damn long. not bus but some passenger van. zZz

The temple which was damn high!

i saw monkeys. REAL MONKEYS jumping up the rooftop of the houses there. lol.

it was very windy at the temple. and they had these cute bells around the temple. haha.

the scenery from the temple.. damn nice.

can anyone believe the zilian cass avoided this photoshot? hahaa.

i was either looking at monkeys or thinking of SOMEONE((:

bro and i saw monkeys having sex THERE. hahaa. it was damn funny((:

monkeys fighting

Bro acting cool. TSKK

the shopping centre in huahin. damn nice!!

at our cheapo resort. haha. preparing to go to the beach!

jumping over the waves.

we were enjoying. ahah((:

horsieee

BLA

this cow looking horse we saw. hahaa.

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31/12/06

the hotel i was staying in had a nice classy christmas tree((:

after our nice tim sum buffet brunch

this small little boy damn cute la. found him in the shop we did our manicure((:

MY MANICURE! wee. less than 4 bucks man. damn cheap can.

Countdown at the hotel's bar. there were bombings so the countdown celebrations outside was cancelled. zZz

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30/12/06

went shopping! then we went to suan luam bight bazaar to shop ard too. then we took this super super big ferris wheel! FUN!

Waiting for the ferris wheel

Queuing!!

in the cabin with my bro's gf

the beautiful view of the city from the top of the ferris wheel

Bro and i outside the entrance to the ferris wheel. it was damn fun!

the beautiful ferris wheel((:

Sunday, January 21

| 1/21/2007 01:30:00 PM

Romantic Handphone

Lightly let go
I just can't take down my fondness for you
In fact love will slowly increase in weight
I want to turn off all the lights in this city
In the dark, concentrate on smelling the fragrance of your hair

This night
Makes the crush have a lot of imagery feel
Remembering
The places I have been on dates with you
I'm unwilling to delete them
Storing them in my mind to enjoy

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact giving out love with a genuine heart is so simple
Practising on the movies screens
Your cute face
About the explanation of fate, I have texted another line

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact love can come so suddenly
The text message's bridge
Pulls the period of ambiguity longer
Our feelings spread and develop using words to cultivate
On the fictitious soil

The TV wall
The noisy love song is still desperately broadcasting
I silently wait for the incoming call ringtone in downtown
Some words I have typed already but I didn't dare send
Scared that you, who will receive the message, will be troubled

On the street
The tide of people sets off my loneliness
Imagining
Who is lucky to be by your side?
Yet it was a misunderstanding
You are also waiting for your handphone to ring

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact giving out love with a genuine heart is so simple
Practising at the movies
Your cute face
About the explanation of fate, I have texted another line

You smile browsing
The romance in the handphone
In fact love can come so suddenly
The text message's bridge
Pulls the period of ambiguity longer
Our feelings spread and develop using words to cultivate
On the fictitious soil

Broken String

Broken string, how can I practise?
My feeling, you already cannot hear it
Your change
Is like a broken string
No matter how it is connected again
The sound is wrong
Your change, I can distinguish it

I am silent
You also don't have much to say
What is missing between us?
Don't say
Ai yo
After smiling
My expression eventually has some sadness
(Holding your hand)
Ask you if you are certain and then leave again

I suddenly smile with my mind at rest
The sound of the laughter flies around halfway up a hill
Dancing and tossing about in the wind
Come in front of you and circle you
Your tears fall downwards
Saying that you will remember my goodness
I curve the corner my mouth to smile

Your beauty has already been given to whom?
Chase and chase, I cannot get it back
I understand the leaf that leaves the tree belongs to the world of the ground
Withers

Broken string, play it again
My world, you are not inside it
My fingertips have already got callus by playing
Still I have no way to keep you by my side

Broken string, how can I practise?
My feeling, you already cannot hear it
Your change
Is like a broken string
No matter how it is connected again
The sound is wrong
Your change, I can distinguish it

Excuse

Flipping through our photographs
Missing you is half hidden, half seen
The winter of last year
We smiled very sweetly
Looking at your weeping face
Saying goodbye to me
Too late to hear it
You've already gone very far away
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
Please give me another reason to say you don't love me
Even if it is that I don't understand
Can you forgive me?
Please don't take separation and treat it as your request
I know the persistence to leave is your excuse for getting hurt
Request you to turn back
I will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear it
I know your pain
Is the promise I gave
You said you gave me tolerance before
Silence was because of forgiveness
If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me

Silence

Only the piano is left over to talk with me for a day
The sleeping cello
The old silence
I think that you have already made it very clear
I understand and I know
You will not miss
You say you will feel sad, I don't believe
Holding you being with me
It is only the past
Hope that he really needs to love you more compared to me
Only then will I force myself to leave
You want me to say it, it is very embarrassing
I basically do not want to part
Why do I still have to use subtle smile to carry across?
I do not have this kind of talent to
Tolerate you and accept him
Don't need to worry too much
I will constantly live well
You have already left far away
I will also slowly walk away
Why must I be yielding to you even for separation?
I really do not have a talent
Won't become silent this fast
I will learn to give you up
It is because I love you too much

Fine Day

The spring flower of the story
Floats from that year when it was born
Swinging on a swing in childhood
Following memories always swaying till now

ruay sou sou si dou si
la sou la si si si si la si la sou

Playing the prelude, watching the sky, I remember the petal trying to flop

That day when I skipped class for you
That day when flowers fall
That classroom
How come I couldn't see
The disappeared rainy sky?
I really want to be drenched again
Never thought that I still keep the courage that I have lost
Really want to ask again
Will you wait or leave?

This day of the typhoon
I tried to hold onto your hand
But yet
Rain gradually
Heavy to the point that I cannot see you
How much longer
Before I can be at your side?
Waiting for that day when it clears up
Maybe I will be a bit better
In the past, in the past
There was someone who loved you for a long time
But yet
Wind gradually
Blows the distance really far apart
Not very easily
Once again be able to love a day more
But the end of the story it seems like you still said bye-bye
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okay. i'm not exactly very happy. ohwell. missing someone real badly now. i don't mind even if its just seeing him for just a spilt second.. sigh. this sucks. why are we so damn busy with our stuffs. BAAAAAAAA

Thursday, January 18

fun fun((: | 1/18/2007 11:23:00 PM

weeee. i'm having fun! :D haha. been coming home damn late these days. haha. my pigs are selling good! wee((: someone wanted to order 40 over pieces of them but i only have like 10 plus of it in hand. haha. my cousin said i'm becoming more and more like aa business woman. cum salesgirl. haha. thats cos i was showing my aunt all my stocks from the cam and he said something about pda and i told out a hmms. older version of a pda. haha. and he said soon i'll need a notebook and i took out a notebook from my bag. haha. my aunt then asked if i have only sample to show her and yes i have it with me! HAHAHA. cass has become a business woman? HEHE

dad just registered his new company. VIVA WEDDINGS. haha. weee. i told him i'm gonna wear those jap and korean costumes that the bridal shop has. haha. and i'm gonna take lots and lots of studio shots:D:D:D cant wait. i'm gonna get more busy next week i guess. or maybe next next week. there's a bridal exhibition at expo coming up and yes i'm going down to help out. AHH. BRIDES((: i love those gowns and i cant believe i'm gonna touch them see them everyday next time! :D:D:D

today had been such a great day. other then the fact that my slippers broke. RAHH. but i bought another one just now! ahha. the exact same one cos i like it so much! heh. oh a kitty ran into my mum's shop and we had to chase it out but it ran in again. hahaha. in the end i bought cat food for it and it ate it and when to slep under the fridge. from 11plus am to 7pm? WHAT A PIG. lol. oh and i took a pic of it. cute kitty((:

piggy business was good today. haha. somehow i collected like 70+ today? though i dono where the money came abt. haha. i only know business was damn good yesterday la! heh. mum says she's jealous cos my business so good. haha. lala

ah i'm damn tired. cant do my work again. think i got to drag it till tml again. RAHHH. reached home at 10+ la! yawnnn. i don't know how long i can tahan man. everyday like that)): alrights. toodles((:

DEDICATED TO YY((: | 1/18/2007 12:03:00 AM

YIYING!
Please dont cry after you read this. haha((:

ohwell. i miss you): really i do.
i miss those days we did our flag day together.. going ard sg. and where we found our best spot and get those people to donate.
i miss forcing you to take photos with me. esp when the effect turns out to be damn nice. haha.
i miss waiting at the busstop for you at the morning.
i miss hugging you, pestering you, and making you roll your eyes 360 degrees
i miss going to the airport after school jus to look at the planes.
i miss going to ecp with you and yuyin to cycle, skate, watch the sunset, wait for the first star to appear and bbq-ing.
i miss calling you daddy
i miss calling you loser
i miss smsing you in class when you're just few tables away.
i miss going to parkway with you
i miss going to swensens with you
i miss you lending me your shoulder when i was sad and cried.
i miss biting your finger):

ah yiying i miss youuuu ))):

and yes. i do love you.
i love you for all the things you've done. *though some are like EVIL*
i love you cos you've tolerated my nonsense for 4 years. and i'm very thankful of that.
i love you cos you've been my listening ear for 4 years.
i love you cos you've always been there for me.

YIYING I LOVE YOU((:

ahshit. i have a craving for jap food now. haha. oh ya. I MISS GOING TO SAKAE WITH YOU TOO((:

take care daddy. have fun in ij yea. i'm gonna miss you alot alot alot man.

Monday, January 15

fuck | 1/15/2007 11:10:00 PM

i'm damn stressed. yes STRESSED. no school but i'm damn fucking stressed. new stocks arrived and i'm getting kinda busy. but everyone seems to be pushing their work to me too. i'm like wtf. dad wants sam to help him type some letter. sam refuses.dad then kicks up a fuss. and started talking about christianity and bla bla bla. like HELLO? where's the link uncle? i cant see it. seriously. i dont get it. glad already gave dad his laptop. and ad knows how to operate it. cant he like just TRY to type it out himself? oh yes. sam refuses to help him and then dad got angry. bla bla. and he came to me and asked me to help him. RAH. i was planning to do my pig work la. DAMN.

then i came up and wanted to start typing the whole damn letter for him then he came and asked me to do smth else. and ended up, i had to do all those stuff of his till like.. 11+? almost 12 la. and i was RAH. i haven bathe and i haven start on my pigs. sigh. and i was damn pissed off cos i was already having this quarrel over the phone and dad keeps pestering me. then the stupid website dad wanted me to go cant work and once again. i'm like FUCK LA.

and people ard me were pissing me off so much. damnn la. stupid. or maybe cos i'm just damn stressed. rahhhhhhhhhhhhh

okay. back to work. guess i dont need to sleep tonight. got all the shit to do now. RAH. toodles.

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do me a favour. let me earn some pocket money. go visit the above link(:

Friday, January 12

im happy((: | 1/12/2007 10:13:00 AM

MY PIGS!! <3

morning everyone! haha. today is such a nice day. a little cooling. feels so nice and i camwhored! HAHA.((: extensions are showing more now. mum was like eh so nice!((:

ohwell. the clouds are so low today. covered the tall buildings in sg. haha. so nice la. i was telling my dad. EH WE'RE IN GENTING. and he was like. err? haha. what a good day to start with. displayed all my stuffs and yay someone came to buy pigs from me((: wee. new stock reaching later! that means im going to get busy again): which means i got to bring my work back home to do and sit in front of the com till my back aches): BOOHOO. okay i'm sounding like some crazy businesswoman. haha. lalala(:

dad brought mum and i to the bridal shop he's taking over last night. and i was like WOWW. the place is so small. but the gowns were like AHH SO NICE((: then my dad was saying.. so you'll be the first one to try on all these? and i GRINNED :D hehe.

on the way back i was telling my dad how he can renovate the whole place, make it nicer yadayada. wee so cool. i feel so businessyy. haha. i dont know how to describe the feeling but yea thats what im feeling now. feels great. haha. much better then sitting in the classroom and listening to boring lectures. haha. mum says when sch starts i've to concentrate on my studies. thats means no more business for me): RAH. better can la. if i can manage my time. which is so so so unlikely. heh.

kat showed me this sp bowling website yesterday. and i was like. OMGGGG. the coach is RICK TAN la! RAH. the guy who calls me CARS instead cass. and when i told him he called me CASHH. rahhhhh. this kinda coach ar. give me headache. LOL. but yea i dont really feel like continuing bowling anymore. i wanna join archery! or maybe.. pool. haha. thats like so cool la! ohwell. we'll decide when the time comes(:

lalala. alrights. gtg byeeeee((:

this is in sg! LOL.