i love you__*

Need a change

2009-05-21T17:13:00.003+08:00

I realised I can't do without a blog. I need someone / something to rant at because I am a very chatty person. I need to open my mouth and say my piece or else it'll be so horrible. I can't keep things inside me. So yup. It's goodbye to himmehim for the time being. It's been a long long time that himmehim have been with me. All the way since 2003 or 2004 i think. Well well, memories, good and bad

Time to say goodbye

2009-05-18T20:15:00.003+08:00

I'm not going to blog anymore. Not till I feel good about life and when there's something for me to look forward too. This world is getting too fucked up. I hate it so so much. Good bye, but the blog remains.And perhaps I shall end the blog here with a beautiful picture that brings back beautiful memories and happiness.And perhaps, perhaps. I'll be back when I find this place a nicer place to

You're hot and you're cold

2009-05-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

Last night was super chiong. LOL. 3 clubs, and almost 4 in a row. But I guess it was pretty fun cos it was some kinda destress and there wasnt anyone there to stress us =X So yupp met joel and off we went to butterfactory. Enjoyed a little then i guess both jme and I got bored and joel was going home so jme and I decided to go to rebel. And tada. We had our fun there because the songs were great

2009-05-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

sometimes you need imperfections to create perfection.when you are feeling happiness, it's not happinesswhen you make others feel happiness, that's happiness.

fuck you very much

2009-05-15T16:50:00.002+08:00

Wished there's a drink to make me forget. Wished there's a drink that can make me go numb. Wished there's a drink that can make me stronger.Played basketball with samuel just now. I think I should exercise more often but hey, my shooting skills still there. haha not very very rusty...There're more and more bitches and sluts around these days... What is this world coming to.

so impossible

2009-05-15T02:22:00.003+08:00

Cassy all will be alright. All will be fine. Hold on Hold tight.I'm grateful I have acsacs.I'll hold for as long as I can. But once deadline is here.It's byebye. No matter how much i love youBecause, there wont be an end.If you love me you know when's the right time.It's gonna be a long wait.When I think of youI dont know what to doWhen will I see you again?I miss you like crazyEven more than

123

2009-05-14T23:42:00.003+08:00

Life's a bitch, so are you.Seems like I've got this thing with girls. Whatever la. Bitch.Anyway. I finished module 1 today! Oh yes. When gawin looked through my book and told me it was my evaluation today i was like =O ohcrap. But thankfully (: It's over and it's off to the 2nd module.i'm spending my days, making myself busy busy. making my mind busy. I don't want to think about it. it's

2009-05-12T20:24:00.002+08:00

you stupid btch stop crying. damn you. cry cry cry, is this all you can do? fucks man you're such a stupid btch.

Wonders

2009-05-12T18:58:00.005+08:00

(: I'm forgetting about the unhappiness, I've said enough. I've emo-ed enough, I've cried enough. It's time for some smiles (although I know I'll emo again sooner or later but heck)I'm really happy for my best friend ((: Been quite some time since I last saw you THIS happy. haha. Don't be too happy that you forget me horzxzxzxz. haha.And to my dearest oitp partner. All will be well, I'm not going

I'm only human.

2009-05-12T15:52:00.005+08:00

As usual, songs never fail to make me reflect and think more.I heard a song that g sent me a long long time ago. Not a very good song but hmm, when I heard it I thought of something that someone's doing. If i'm a guy and you're a girl this song would be for you. Though some arent relevant. I wont call you a whore. That's too mean. So yupp, Only want the important lines there.You've always been

good girl gone bad

2009-05-12T06:29:00.003+08:00

I reached home last night and slept ALLLL the way till now. Oh my. I even remember my dad coming in and he told me smth, and said, don't torture myself. Hmm.... I wonder what he knows. hahah. Anyway, I wished someone would tell me how not to torture myself also ): Sian.byebye. Off to school.and I have a freaking headache. sucks.

Kiss me thru the phone

2009-05-10T17:52:00.004+08:00

Impromtu call from Pris last night (although I already expected it but it came a little too late. LOL) Then off to stjames cos our dear jme decided to join as well. LOL. Well been some time we club together yea. Packed like shit and HAHAH Jonathan got banned.. Aww. Good that you didnt go anyway. Ratio was baddd. Too many guys and they were so disgusting. Music was better than Rebel though. Which

It kills me

2009-05-09T19:02:00.003+08:00

I was reading my brother's blog about me flying off to NZ and the article I posted some time before [here]. And hmm, I kinda teared. Not my first time reading it but still. The other time I read it but I didnt have much time to really reflect. Well it felt like just yesterday that we were at the airport, CS driving me down to the airport with glenn and vicky, and my mum desperately calling me

I want my watch...................

2009-05-09T15:37:00.002+08:00

I was looking at the older pictures (just 1 or 2 weeks ago), and I saw my watch. RAH. When 1 watch doesnt get damaged, both wont. But when one does, the other one spoils like just a few weeks later. SIAN ): I'm a watch person and I need my watch. I feel so insecure without something on my wrist. sucks sucks sucks.Okay, maybe that explains my mood for the past few days.

Hidden meanings

2009-05-09T13:11:00.002+08:00

I know what's happening. You don't say but I JUST KNOW. fck. I wished my 6th sense wasn't this good. I wished I was dumber when it comes to these kinda stuffs. You know what, even before you told me, I ALREADY KNOW. fcuked up right? I KNOW. it sucks. GRR. so pissifying. But be glad, I'm cool. Like damn cool, really. Totally.Damnit my chest/heart is hurting me again.Im going to look for Cookie and

I hate this part right here

2009-05-09T01:45:00.002+08:00

Damn. I slept at 5 plus 6pm and I woke up at what, 1.46AM. damnit. What am I going to do now. zzzzzzzzzz. If it were in the past, it'll be easy cos someone has only 1 to handle. Aiya. BS.My google desktop have been flashing photos from the past and NZ. I want my long hair back... GRR. This is crap. Everything's crap. it's so damn fcuked up........I hate my life right now. So god damn hate it.

I dont love you no more.

2009-05-08T03:25:00.002+08:00

Aight, aight, don't be yellin yo Calm down man, can we talk like civilised people? I can't take this no more I don't love you No More Come I'll show myself to the door I don't love you Cuz I don't love you no more I'm out the door, I can't take it no more Things have really changed, it's not like before I mean the vibes between us nowadays are quite shaky And lately, I ain't been

drowning in tears of sorrow

2009-05-08T02:49:00.003+08:00

Balloting today for fyp and yay we got something of our choice. Ling said we could make beer out of rice products. Smart. We knows it might work out and woohoo. beer everyday, and get a beerbelly..Anyway, it was out to cityhall with jiamin's Jasmine today after school to get our mothers' day gift. But ended up only I bought it.. So yupps. Dinner at Shokudo! Got a treat. LOL. Damn nice, then got

Incomplete

2009-05-05T20:43:00.005+08:00

And so "everybody" said my blog's very emo, or something like that. Aiya anyhow. Blog ma, just reflecting on what I've been thinking. And since "everyone" is someone pretty close to me, I'm sure you know best what's going on.ANYWAY, I've been listening to songs songs songs and more songs. So much that it's bringing my emotions up and down like a rollercoaster. And it made me realise that I'm

Pursuit of Happyness

2009-05-04T19:02:00.002+08:00

Cassy is feeling down cos she feels neglected. Also some news came to her and T.T she feels like she's been hit by a boulder while standing at the bottom of a mountain. Pissed off and upset. Then she thinks, okay maybe it's just all her fault.Anyway today seems to be a pretty long day... Supposed to meet ling at 8am for breakfast in school but he woke up late so i left home late and I reached sch

Expectations

2009-05-04T00:34:00.004+08:00

My mind's in a state of confusion. I really don't know what's going on. I think I expect too much, and thus I hate expectations. Expectations can really bring you down. Like alot alot. I know what I expect NEVER happens, so I hardly expect. But when I do, most of the times it's just disappointments, and more disappointments. What's it trying to tell me? That I should just stop expecting and move

Salt and Sugar

2009-05-02T14:40:00.003+08:00

And so a trip to parkway gave me 2 new rabbits! Say hi to SALT, and the naughty one, SUGAR. hahah. Don't ask me why it's not called salt and pepper. That's cos my previous rabbit's called pepper already so yup. No more pepper. And apparently I like to name my pets weird names or they are related to food. Hahah well Salt and Sugar arent the worst names. Gladwin suggested names like Chili Padi,

I miss my boyfriend..

2009-05-01T14:04:00.002+08:00

Jitking showed me a few videos on relationships and I went out to explore. Hahhaha. I saw this particular video and they commented on men...Men don't say "I love you" because saying it would mean commitment and once you make commitment it's hard to get out of it.Cool man. I like. And it's such a boring weekend cos everyone's away and I've got things to do but I'm too lazy to.. Just want to stay

You warmed my heart

2009-04-30T22:42:00.003+08:00

Okay, for some certain reason, I have a feeling I'm going to dedicate this post to my dearest boyfriend, Mr Ang Choon Song aka songsong :D Hhahaha. But nah, I shall keep some stuffs between the 2 of us only. He knows where to get the rest. haha.Anyway, times have gone up and down, up and down, just like the stock market. And when it goes down, when it goes down down, be sure that I will be there

we were happier then

2009-04-28T21:43:00.006+08:00

I think the problem with me is that, I'm just too indecisive. And when I FINALLY decide on something, I tend to be influenced by 1 thing or another tosomeone told me this today, "Do the right thing"Then he started telling me that he's hinting me already then I think, okay la maybe I'm too dumb to get the hint or what but at the same time, I don't know what's the right thing to do. Oh god,I can be

warm me with the touch of your hands

2009-04-28T16:01:00.004+08:00

Sheesh, as if I haven had enough problems recently? I don't know wtf some idiot wants. that idiot just has to bother me so much. Like keep pestering and bugging me. Im so fcuking pissed off can?just today I got so sick, so tired. My nose was so itchy my throat was so pain. Gems was a bore, eic was funny but i wanted to pee from the the start so =S cannot take it. oh and benson said I've a slight

Don't leave me crying

2009-04-27T20:43:00.004+08:00

I've been listening to songs, lots of songs. And somehow the songs just have so much meaning. They mean 1 thing or another. I'm really confused about how I'm feeling right now. It's like you're upset but you can't express it. It's like I suppressed it too much already.So yup I woke up super early today but ended up being late for school cos jason was late. lol. Reach TanSA's lecture and he

you spin my head right round right round

2009-04-26T23:05:00.004+08:00

I feel like blogging but I don't know what to say or blog about. People closer to me, people who knows asked me to chill. Yup, i'm chill. like very chill so now what? What am I to do now?This sense of upsetness, loneliness, and feeling so lost. It's so familiar. Why am I feeling it again? Where's the one who I need most right now? Where's my boy to make me smile again? You know a call from you

heartbreaker

2009-04-26T18:12:00.005+08:00

Stjames with pris xx ryan glo and daryl. Saw cs's friends there as well. And this song almost brought me to tears."Heartbreaker"Look Out [x3]Where It's AtI Know Karmas Comin To Pay Me BackI Hurt The Sweetest Thang That's On The MapI Broke Her Heart In 30 Seconds FlatIn 30 Seconds FlatNow How Did IJust How Did I Become That Kind Of GuyTo Look At Girl And Lie Right In The EyeMy Momma Told Me Willy

please dont let me hate you.

2009-04-25T15:57:00.002+08:00

And so my sixth sense didnt fail me again.It's a A.sigh. Why do I have such screwed up relationships.My mind's all messed up. Im confused. I'm left all alone to handle this again.Why.I got so much to ask you got so much to tell you.I still love you I don't know why.

Oh the irony.

2009-04-24T19:16:00.003+08:00

Ohwell, so I FINALLLLLLLY found the "Somebody" song that I keep hearing in the NZ club and radio. hahaha. Ahh so nice <3Going out in the morning, coming back home late. I don't know. I think I'm trying to avoid something. Really. Perhaps I'm just pushing away the fact that my dream (some dream that I made long ago) might be coming true. And I recalled on the way home, I remember ling asked me

reminder to myself.

2009-04-18T17:57:00.000+08:00

get used to it cass, it's gonna happen almost everyweek!

time is all i need.

2009-04-18T16:20:00.002+08:00

Woohoo! Back in sg and.. hating the weather ):Things arent the same as before are they? Well, I went home, and got a shock. I don't know, perhaps I was just too used to our place in NZ. hahah. Carpet-ed, big toilet, big kitchen, cooling weather. AHH i miss it. I went home and...- it was so stuffy and humid- floor was so bright (cos it wasnt carpet)- my toilet suddenly look damn damn smallLOL.

not thinking about you, not at the moment.

2009-04-10T21:30:00.006+08:00

GAH. It's 2 degrees here! And although my window is closed in my room and the room door is closed and i'm out in the living room i can still here the clubbing music from downstairs omggg. LOL.I made onion rings for dinner. hahahaAnd roti prata for high teaI wanted to make a pizza base, well I did... but we had no tomato puree.I made cupcakes, with melting chocolate inside for tea break (before

Fall to pieces

2009-04-10T07:36:00.002+08:00

Cass is in need of a laptop case. Anyone wanna get her one? HA.it's 12pm and it's like 10 degrees outside. Weather's turning cold and we're leaving soon. Next week this time we would be back there in Singapore already. Ohwell. Im trying to push aside stuffs that's making me damn upset but yea I'm still thinking about it. More or less coming to a conclusion already. I just don't know how to form

hate that I love you

2009-04-09T14:59:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought we were so perfect.Just when I thought we were last forever.Just when I thought we were gonna be happy.Just when everything felt like heaven..I don't know.--------------------------------------------------today's the last day of itp for jme, zhaozhuo and me.It was supposed to be a happy one. But somehow, hmm nevermind. Perhaps this way, it'll make things more memorable for

i will if you asked me to.

2009-04-08T21:18:00.003+08:00

Nope, I'm not going to cry.Not going to cry because of something minor.Freak, I blogged 3 times in a row;with 3 different moods.Fuck, feel like some kinda pervert sia.Nice.bye, i go siam liaosigh.not as if i didnt want to help,you had my nz number too.perhaps i'm really not a good gf.Im sorry boy.

Wonders of love

2009-04-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

I always thought communication was a problem between us. Until Jit King sent me this and hmm, I realised it's something else. haha. It's a long read, but worth it. At least finish the 1st one... Why communication is NOT the problem in relationships By Robert Gerzon Chris and I were coaching a couple, Ron and Sara, who were having difficulties in several

wishful thinking

2009-04-08T20:54:00.005+08:00

oh god, why cant you tell.Why cant you tell how much I want to talk to you, yet you're always not there.Even if you are, you dont even seem interested to talk.Do you miss me? I really wonder..I miss you, like hell lots.Each day i go out I think about the time I get back,wishing you would be there, waiting for me to come out from the customs.but i know, for that to happen, it's impossible.once

better in time

2009-04-08T17:16:00.004+08:00

Big Bro said I've been blogging very little. hahah You can't blame me really. Time passes very fast here. Hardly have time to blog and stuffs =X hahaYou talked, I listened. I understood, but am still confused.Why this behaviourDo you know, do you know, I'm that gullible. I take your words for real,I trust you, I believe you,I was dependent on you. Everything you did, everything you said, affects

Weekend thrills.

2009-04-06T21:30:00.004+08:00

Cass is happy girl!thanks darling (:Well well, so the weekend was spent doing thrilllllllingggg stuffs!Part of the sheep show, Bungy, swoop (some swinging thing that we had to swing at 130km/h in 4.5 seconds), jetboating at 100km/h, Cable car, nice dinner buffet at the mountain top, visiting mud pools, watching some geyser erupt, looking at many many beautiful hot springs and volcanic mountains,

thanks for patronising!

2009-04-06T12:19:00.003+08:00

It's increasingly funny how people tend to forget about you, and get least interested in the most interesting thing you've ever ever done. The feeling sucks you know? But I think it's alright, cos I lived with it for 18+ years now, and i'm still living with it. Ha.hha.ha.Ohwell, and perhaps, people closest to you, will forget how important certain days are, and just forget about that day, even if

It takes more than a physical attraction

2009-04-03T14:26:00.004+08:00

okay this is gonna be a short post cos, I'm leaving for dinner soon so yupppppp.Just wanna say, I miss my boyfriend. It's been like hmm 33 days since I last saw him. Once on webcam only but he was busy watching tv so boooooo. LOL. anyway lovely boy got me a stuffy dog on vdays and hehe I brought it here along with me. And I'm glad I did cos, without it I know how lonely I'm gonna feel, how sad

make me wonder.

2009-04-02T19:46:00.003+08:00

When is this smile gonna be the same again?

15 more days.

2009-04-01T06:55:00.004+08:00

Hmm New Zealand, Palmerston North.Time past like super fast. Jme, Zhao Zhuo and I have been here for 1 month already. I still remember when we left Singapore Customs, I was holding on to my phone, reading the message ling sent me, asking me to take care and stuffs. I was practically holding back my tears (but i'm very bad at doing so, so yupp..) On the plane, I was already thinking of going back

you've got no idea.

2009-03-28T16:41:00.003+08:00

does it matter if i'm upset;does it matter if i'm lonely;does it matter if i'm right now, suffering;does it matter if i'm actually a thousand miles away;does it matter if i'm actually thinking of you;does it matter if i'm you're all that matters to me;does it matter;things dont work this way, they should be.

I'm a thousand miles away

2009-03-28T15:23:00.005+08:00

And hmm, ling complained that I didnt blog for a very long time. Haha I didnt realise till I went to check my last post just now. Almost a week! LOL. Ohwell, just shows how fast time passes. LOL. And I kinda lost count on how many more days i've left here.okay so apparently, I'm supposed to be at Taupo now, preparing to do water rifting but zzzz. Jason and I went out to buy snacks, return dvd and

why do i miss you

2009-03-22T20:21:00.003+08:00

Webcaming with my boy! Like finally. LOL. Haven got the time to update, come online and stuffs :S Ohwell, it took me like a day to realise how long we haven been talking. Dang. So anyhow lor. And somehow I cant really remember what happened the past few days.Oh, Jason's and Weiwei's friends came over to palmy to look for them so we went to malbas! LOL. Piang it was so so squeezy and hot inside.

Been so long

2009-03-20T11:05:00.000+08:00

I realised I haven really had the time to just sit down and think, reflect about stuffs and blog. Hmm it's busy. and time here in NZ seem to pass by very very fast. Like super fast. So here's our, or rather my weekday routine---------------------------------------------------------------------830amWake up, get dressed, prepare breakfast and lunch (hmm lunch most of the time it's prepared for me

10 Sentences

2009-03-20T05:36:00.003+08:00

Xixiang sent me 10 sentences. Hmm it's in chinese and although I don't really understand SOME of the words, I think I can roughly make it up and hmm, very meaningful (:第一句如果我们之间有1000步的距离你只要跨出第1步我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步第二句通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人才是真正爱你的人第三句付出真心　才会得到真心却也可能伤得彻底保持距离　就能保护自己却也注定永远寂寞第四句有时候　不是对方不在乎你而是你把对方看得太重第五句朋友就是把你看透了　还能喜欢你的人第六句就算是believe　中间也藏了一个lie第七句真正的好朋友并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题而是在一起

your call

2009-03-17T17:46:00.002+08:00

happy st pats day!the club downstairs is making so much noise again! LOL. and jme wants to go. tsk so anyhow. Im sick can. LOL. first it was jsut headache yesterday. then sorethroat this morning, then slight fever then now... feeling super cold, throat super pain, bones feel as if they are going to break.. oh. plus blocked nose! sucks. i dont like the feeling.okay damn tired. need rest

best boyfriend of the year, prolly?

2009-03-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

You can make me a very unhappy girl, but but but.YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE IT UP AND MAKE ME THE HAPPIEST GIRL EVER AS WELL (:I love you boyfriend (:My 15th day without you and it was starting to get so upsetting but somehow you managed to turn things around :Dgood night!

just wanna sit and stare at you

2009-03-15T17:43:00.004+08:00

Sleeping at 5plus 6am, waking up at 2pm, slacking till 7pm slept till 9pm seems kinda relaxing. Esp on a hot day in nz. ahaha.Cassy is a happy girl today cos she FINALLY saw ling :D woohoooo. 2 weeks of waiting kills.Oh, and I know i've not been uploading any pictures. hahah. no time plus internet kinda :S hahah so yeaa. some pictures from yesterday (:jme is still the same old jme..and both of us

a whole new experience.

2009-03-14T23:02:00.003+08:00

Massey students had some kinda clubbing promo going on and since the club was just downstairs, Jme weiwei jason and I went down. Hmm. Clubbing in NZ, a little different experience.- beats were nice- songs little- drinks cheap (prolly cos promo)- no entry fee- alot of angmohs- they will ask before you dance with them (but we rejected them all)- bottles, cans everywhere on the floor- came back with

love fool

2009-03-14T11:59:00.001+08:00

BROTHER'S GETTING MARRIED TODAY! Congrats biggie brother (:And weird i've been having problems trying to connect to msn in weird. Sucks ):And I almost missed ling online today! Thankgod I didnt (:lovelove.btw, i saw a nissan march, that yellow colour car cos it stopped right in front of me.I MISS YOU! ):Love me love me say that you love me fool me fool me go on and fool me love me love me pretend

Assurance.

2009-03-13T23:15:00.003+08:00

Over there boy.'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up

Fall to pieces

2009-03-11T17:29:00.002+08:00

And I don't wanna fall to piecesI just want to sit and stare at youI don't want to talk about itAnd I don't want a conversationI just want to cry in front of youI don't want to talk about itCuz I'm in Love With youYou're the only one,I'd be with till the endWhen I come undoneYou bring me back againBack under the starsBack into your armsWanna know who you areWanna know where to startI wanna know

Wonders of love

2009-03-10T17:27:00.003+08:00

temperature's dropping, fingers getting colder.But your love warms me, plus, I believe you're still here for me;whenever I need youilu(:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

2009-03-10T16:35:00.003+08:00

I know uploading the picture will take up like lots lots of my internet usage but I cant help it. I'm missing you boy. Missing you so much much. Dinner at subway just now with chub cos I was too tired to cook. Then we started talking about you and I just thought of how you wouldnt like me eating subway cos you say I eat only the tuna and no vege. Well, I'm eating vege and lots more now darling (:

Just let me hear your voice..

2009-03-09T19:25:00.002+08:00

It's 12.26am in the morning and it's 12 degrees! Omg la. We just came back from our almost-daily grocery shopping. LOL. The wind was so strong, the temperature was cool and I was dressed in only my favy gap pullover and fbt. LOL. hmm and of course a tee inside. hahaha.So we wanted to go to countdown (one of the supermarkets here) but hmm we cant find the door so we went to Pak N Save. haha.

Are you thinking what I'm thinking?

2009-03-08T12:52:00.003+08:00

What's happiness? Well, we walked from our motel to some daytona racing place and we found some clovers. Then zhaozhuo told us about the 4 leaf clover. haa. Finding it will give you happiness and lol, I just squat there and started to look for it. Ohwell, 4 leaf clover where are you?Anyway we tried the daytona racing today. it's not like the usual go kart. The engine was more powerful, can drift

And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning

2009-03-08T04:50:00.005+08:00

It's 10 am in the morning! And the 2 other girls are still sleeping. LOL. It's sunday anyway. Ohwell, I really wonder why I can get up so early on weekends and oversleep on weekdays. hahaa.Anyway it was shopping yesterday! LOL and I realised how expensive this place is cos I've been spending about 60/day. Omg laaaaaaa. At this rate I'm seriously going broke ): Oh and there's no gucci, AX etc etc

Love for cooking :D

2009-03-06T20:34:00.003+08:00

No pictures for today cos I'm damn tired ):Today's like really summer cos it's so hot! Lucky I was smart enough to wear sleeveless and leave my thick jackets at the motel. Only wore a cardigan. LOL. And tml's saturday! Shopping time (:Anyway, dinner tonight was tomyam soup! (YUMMY, just not spicy enough....) My fav potato with garlic and cabbage with carrot and minced pork. haha. Ohwell. Nice :D

You're part of me

2009-03-05T18:20:00.008+08:00

AH. I cant take it. I miss you i miss you i miss you ):Ohwell, darling check youhowwhere. hahaha =PAnyway, NZ's been fun and not fun. I'm like getting bored already. Don't see what's the fun the senior actually had. Ohwell, different people different time different experiences. Oh and it's like freaking cold. Although the temperature is around 13 - 20 degrees, the wind's very very strong so =S

Nz...

2009-03-05T00:10:00.004+08:00

Pictures shall do the talking :D But the internet connection here sucks so, please go to facebook :D hahaha. And so many stuffs happened! No time to really go into detail though. LOL- cooked dinner- went shopping- camera spoilt- prepared for Jason's birthday surprise- night walks- strong winds- crazy guy went into the changing room i was in and I freaked out (But i was outside, he went to steal

it's tml.

2009-02-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

Rebelled with the girls last night! Jme, Pris, Xixiang and my beloved yiying! :D Songs not as nice but hmm, overall still passable but i'm thinking twice about going back there. ahhaha. Anyway, ling came to fetchhhhhh! Was so tired I slept right after bathing and booking the movie tickets. LOL. Went to town today, watch My bloody Valentine. In 3D. Freaked me out la =S then bought my addidas shoes

It takes more than a physical attraction

2009-02-27T04:03:00.005+08:00

Exams.Are.Finally.Over =DIt's like 4 am now and I'm still awake. LOL. Not to study though. hahah. I'm pretty surprised I'm still awake at this hour. Cos I slept at 5.30am yesterday, and woke up at 6.30am T.T Damn tiredddddddd. But somehow, I didnt even feel sleepy, all the way till 5plus 6 pm when I was over at ling's place. hahah. So anyhow, and I finally fell asleep, till 8plus? heh. And I

My boy

2009-02-24T01:41:00.003+08:00

5 more days in SG, and I want to spend it with you.I miss you already.I gotta take a chance tonightSo I'm gonna be myself And ICan't wait no moreSitting all aloneMan, I really hopeHope you forgive meOh ohHope you forgive meOh ohHope you forgive meOh ohI can wait no moreMan, I really hopeHope you forgive me

you know how much i long for you, for your love?

2009-02-23T22:06:00.003+08:00

Food chem A paper is over. It's not a very good one. But ohwell, I don't want to forward anything thats all. Let me pass..sometimes I just feel like giving up already): Why am I struggling when I already kinda how i'll fare.Sigh ):Cass needs songs in her laptop. Anyone spare me some?Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll

you're so beautiful

2009-02-23T00:45:00.003+08:00

RAH. Cannot take it anymore. The stupid taggers are damn irritating I swear to fcking***. RAH.Anyway. Food chem paper tml and OMG i'm still spamming, and kena spammed by ryan on facebook. LOL. Where's the sense of urgency cass.. To think ling even sent you back earlier today ): I practically wasted the whole time at home cos I was fixing up the wireless at home. DANG.Anyway, next week, this time.

Passion Paradox.

2009-02-21T04:04:00.003+08:00

LOL. Third post of the night. Imagine how awake I am now.Most probably due to the 5hours I spent sleeping in the evening, till 11pm. LOL. Ohwell tired what to do? Ling called me at 430am last night and I studied after we hung up. haha.Oh, koonkit just gave me this link on passion paradox. Quite cool. haha.Click for P.P :DNow I know why =PLucks to your remaining papers people (:Shall try to find

hate that I love you

2009-02-21T03:09:00.000+08:00

Trust.

i miss you ling.

2009-02-21T01:43:00.006+08:00

2 papers down. Left with food chem and food micro. Not much confidence this time round and it kinda sucks :S Anyway collected my laptop today. Stupid I realised how disgustingly dirty my laptop is :S Don't know how to clean it sia. Ohwell ): Window shopped for a while. heh.I started packing for nz liao. Was having mixed feelings when I packed. Excited yet emotional. I don't know I'm not prepared

and you kept me smiling (:

2009-02-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

CASS IS HAPPY.She's like 1 step closer to her May wish. But birthday wish? Hmm, I don't think I can fulfil it looking at the situation now. Ohwell, but nvm. I'm still happy (:Wanted to surprise ling with the surprise but RAH. Ling didnt fall for it. LOL. But ryan did. HAHAHAHA. Thanks for cursing me ryan. It didnt work :DhahhaAnyway I was like smiling damn happily on the bus till I felt like some

cass wants gu ji gu ji ):

2009-02-18T16:35:00.003+08:00

RAH. I overslept this morning. LOL. Ohwell, went down to orchard to get some stuffs for ling and my bro. hahah. What it is, no one else shall know until my bro receives it. haha.And I hate going into Gucci cos each time I do, I see something I like then I get so tempted to buy it. LOL. Apparently I'm not really the kind who like to spend my money on myself. Ohwell..I counted and o.O the 3 stuffs

CASSY LOVES MY YIYING.

2009-02-17T18:53:00.002+08:00

OMG I LOVE YIYING YIYING YIYING.:DFinally gonna see youuu WOOHOO.You make me so high high highIloveyou iloveyou iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu:D*Dances ard*I miss sandy and lumpy :Dokay I miss you too.

Life is precious

2009-02-17T00:20:00.002+08:00

It's coming back. Pain is all I feel.Feeling weak is norm.But I guess I've to try not to feel the pain, and continue studying.Gah. Medications dont seem to work anymore.I could stay awake just to hear you breathingWatch you smile while you are sleepingWhile youre far away dreamingI could spend my life in this sweet surrenderI could stay lost in this moment foreverEvery moment spent with you is a

I don't know this feeling.

2009-02-16T23:07:00.003+08:00

BIA'S TOMORROW! GAH.Hours of intensive studying for BIA is KILLING MEEEEEE.So wanted to give up just now already ): Hands write till damn weak liao. And I slept on the train home. LOL.I'm damn tired. I want to sleep but I still have at least 100 more slides to go OMGGGG.I cant wait for exams to be over really ): But I don't 1st march to come. Dang. It's all coming too soon so scary ):=O someone

nope I'm not letting go (:

2009-02-16T01:41:00.002+08:00

Lol I just saw something... I'll be back in SG from NZ on 16 april but.... ITP Start Date: 2009-03-02 ITP End Date: 2009-04-18hmm. LOL. Are we skipping 3 days of itp? hahahha.Ohwell. I'm hungry and I miss my bf already. BOO.I cant wait for 16th april. Hahha I swear you're gonna be the first person I look for when Im back :p

Your call

2009-02-16T00:53:00.003+08:00

Rah so the valentine weekend's over ):Had so much fun that gahhh when I think about studying I'm like zzzzz BORING. lol. Ohwell (:Never celebrated valentine like this before. hahhaI realised i've never been this happy for a long long time. Well i've always been happy but this valentine, made me super super happy. hehe. Thank you darling (:2 more weeks at this time, I'll be on the plane with jme..

My boy (:

2009-02-14T22:46:00.005+08:00

ACSCAS and meeee :Dnow we're not complete without you.Hurry come home! LOL<3

Acscas.

2009-02-14T21:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY VDAY EVERYONE! :DHow was your day? hahaha mine was greeeeaaaaaaaatt :DAnd it started all the way from ard 930pm last night? hahaha (:Woke up at 6am yesterday to chiong my FINAL REPORT (See posts below) then went to find my mum to have my cards done for nz, then went to school to hand in my report (TRAVY YOUR MICRBO BOOK WITH ME.) then went to look for xiuxiu to studyyyyy. (More like slack

i dreamt of you again again.

2009-02-13T07:23:00.003+08:00

Cassy is pissed with herself cos she fell asleep without saving her darn report. RAH. I feel so stupid.. ohwell ):I don't wanna come home tonight. wanna stay out and play. LOLit's the eve of vday!For 3 days I dreamt of you, dreamt of us (:So happy, so loving so perfect.Then I woke up and realised it's all a dream.Who cares, I still have you in reality <3//edited at 9.15amFinally. Done with the

cassy loves thai express

2009-02-13T00:53:00.003+08:00

LOL this is really random but I got hungry then thought of thaiexpress. Googled thai express and ahhaha! Somehow, I was like doing a research on them. they're opening a new outlet! In saudi arabia. hahah! and hmm. the only thai express outlet in nz is in auckland ): I pray pray pray the flight delay then can go out and eat. LOL!hmm i love thaiexpress so much I actually worked there, and now that

that little wish i made about you

2009-02-12T22:56:00.006+08:00

And so as I walked down the mrt platform just now, my mp3 played the song "you're not alone" by shayne ward. haha. was listening to the lyrics and (: thought of ling. thought of the times ling stood by me, cheered me up and hmm, the times we shared our joy together ((: ahaha i love you! (: and then it started playing the song "I cry" and lol.... LING ARRRRR. why are you never off my mind? hmm..

and it's clear.

2009-02-12T00:21:00.006+08:00

I secretly made a (maybe 2) vday wishes while on the phone with ling just now. LOL omg I'm so hungry I typed food instead of phone. hhahaa. ohwelll.And so I pon PI to do my proteins assignment. AND IT'S DONE. Woo like finally. Reached sch at 1pm and joined clique. apparently my sorethroat got worse and :S couldnt take it any longer and I was feeling weak. GAH.Weird, told ling, carlin and gladwin

Complicated.

2009-02-10T23:26:00.002+08:00

Can anyone tell you how much i miss you now?You're like that missing puzzle in my life. It just doesnt feel right when you're not around.I miss you, i miss you.Darling ):and I wonder how terrible it'll be when i'm away in nz where you wont be ard... gah. I hate this part right here.

i wanna make up right now

2009-02-10T21:21:00.004+08:00

This is my 1151th post. WOW. lol. I think when I hit 2k posts, I shall move. to where, I don't know. Ohwellllll, today's a long and short day.Woke up at like 330AM because I fell asleep and was awake allll the way till now. Sleepy. then went to sch for gems test and left even before time was up cos I was so irritated with the stupid aircon blowing right at me. LOL. Went for PI, lunch at fc4, bia

(:

2009-02-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

Oops. Ling found a hidden message and said " Don't let me see you!"LOL. Funny la. Welllll, adorable lor ling :pAnyways, food pres paper today. WOOHOO. done with food pres. I want to pass pass pass this with flying colours! Not too sure about it, but I just wanna get a pass or higher for the overall =SFinally bought my pen refills and highlighter (lost mine thanks to someone grr.. ) Don't really

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

2009-02-08T20:10:00.007+08:00

Gah I feel myself getting weaker by the day ): bros and parents left me at home cos they went for bbq and I dont wanna go. lol. So off I went to have my yummy thai fried rice combined with sambal kangkong. Yuppp, i'm eating my veges (: Very good. haha.woke up with leg cramps this morning and the feeling's really horrible ): and last night was not too good. Fever came back and chest hurt then zzz.

it's been 217 days (:

2009-02-08T01:42:00.005+08:00

Home sweet home. and the mosquitos were the first to welcome me back (okay after lost). LOL. Kenna bitten like thrice within the first 10 minutes :S ohmann.haha i typed a whole long message for ling jsut now, but i figured I shouldnt let others see. hahaha. Ling you know where to see :pheheh.And i ran out of strepils... =(need to start studying tml...and there's 21 days to nz.. ohcrap...........

yes no?

2009-02-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

Should I get Canon IXUS 80 IS for my nz trip?Gah.

and I know I always have you around (:

2009-02-07T14:03:00.004+08:00

Saturday (:Finally a short little break from school. Afterall it's been a busy week. 2 pract tests and 2 written. Horrible la. I just pray there's moderation for Env A and I can pass it. Cant afford to fail anything ): Ohwell, so after the papers went to the lib to have some stuffs done and printed. Went to meet ling glo and ryan for dinner then off to ling's house. supposed to catch a movie but

pictures of you

2009-02-05T18:37:00.003+08:00

dum dum di dum. dum dum di dum dum. dum dum di dum. dum dum di dum.LOL i cant remember what song that is. anyway. I wasted like 2 hours camwhoring in front of my webcam. hahaha. been so long since I've not camwhored lorrrrr. hahhaa. anyway <3oh and I have bangs when I was younger. LOLLL.Okay PI and Env A test tml and NICE ONE. I'm not done with any of them. crappyyy.Okay I must must must. study

tolerance and ignorance is my forte.

2009-02-05T11:13:00.007+08:00

What's wrong with me? Why do I feel like this? I'm going crazy now No more gas, in the rig, can't even get it started Nothing heard, nothing said, can't even speak about it On my life, on my head, don't wanna think about it Feels like I'm going insane, yeah It's a thief in the night to come and grab you It can creep up inside you and consume you A disease of the mind, it can control you It's too

my laptop's still at the service center!

2009-02-04T20:57:00.004+08:00

it's WEDNESDAY NIGHT.but no more zouk, stjames, rebel and butterfact. No more no more.although mambo was a week ago, i cant remember anything. I'm like forgetting things damn easily. oh and today, I don't know whyyy. but I felt so drunk. Like everything's zoom zoom zoooom then the day ended. just like that. Hmm weird. Don't really like that feeling. and my throat hurts hurts hurts so much.

living in a world of my own.

2009-02-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

oh.no.i'm freaking tired.oitp travel insurance talk tml.whathaveidone. ohmy.and mum cut my allowance. to $30ohmy.feeling damn stone.and I want you. now...

32k by oct?

2009-02-03T00:35:00.002+08:00

been talking to columbus and RAH I AM TEMPTED. SO TEMPTED.thatyellownissanmarchoh crappy shit. shouldnt have started looking. LOL. rahhhh.nope not the same as ling'shhahaha<3<3<3333damn high now.iwantiwantby 25oct :D2 presents by my 19th. hahahaohwell, ling called just now and ohmy voice so sexaye now. hahaha. get well soon ling (:

I honestly believed in you

2009-02-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

a really random note.I miss my longgggg hair ): But I was so tempted to cut it short again cos it's like, not long not short. LOL. So anyhow laaaaa. Ohwell ):I remember this afternoon during lunch I was just telling siewgeok i wanna go rebel again then LOL either jiamin or pris told me that jiamin wanna go rebel too. LOL. damn la. tempting ):Told ling not to go club on 28feb and keep me company.

But you were everything to me

2009-02-02T17:34:00.004+08:00

monday. So it's back to school today. pretty slack day, and the jap stall at fc 1 is opened once again! Damn excited. haha.So yupp came home, fell asleep then did some research for food chem assignment. Done with it then I went to look up on nz. Autumn when we go over. K la not too bad. At least it's not summer. haha. But the time difference kinda scared me ): Ohwell, must stay happy (: At least