Tuesday, May 12

I'm only human. | 5/12/2009 03:52:00 PM

As usual, songs never fail to make me reflect and think more.

I heard a song that g sent me a long long time ago. Not a very good song but hmm, when I heard it I thought of something that someone's doing. If i'm a guy and you're a girl this song would be for you. Though some arent relevant. I wont call you a whore. That's too mean. So yupp, Only want the important lines there.

~~You've always been this way since high school~~
Flirtatious and quite loud
I find your sense of humour spiteful
It shouldn't make you proud
And I know your pretty face gets far with ~~guys~~
But your make-up ain't enough to hide the lies
Are you sure that you're mine
Aren't you dating other ~~guys~~
You're so ~~cheap~~
And I'm not blind
You're not worthy of my time
You're just a whore who sleeps around the town
And I've got proof because the word's going around
~~You left your phone so I invaded~~
I hated what I saw
You stupid lying ~~bitch~~, who's ------?
Some ~~guy~~ who lives next door
~~So go live in the house of David if you like~~
But be sure he don't know Peter, John or Mike
And ~~I know that you try~~ to break me into pieces
And I know that you lie but you ~~can't~~ hurt me now

I really don't know how much longer I can hold on. Love me or not, you never say. Or perhaps even if you say, I would sometimes wonder if you're saying that to me, and only me or to every other girls.
Don't know. Maybe I'm losing that faith, that trust, that assurance.

This is a beautiful song that I like so so much. I want it for you.

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

So many things have happened. Things have been running through my mind. Each time I'm on the bus/train/walking around. I see couples and silently wish that we would be like them. I see married couples and wonder how loving they are. Just cant fathom how things between us can become like this. I wished we were more stable.

I feel myself going crazy again. I feel myself going into depression again.

Labels: cold and missing you