Monday, April 27

Don't leave me crying | 4/27/2009 08:43:00 PM

I've been listening to songs, lots of songs. And somehow the songs just have so much meaning. They mean 1 thing or another. I'm really confused about how I'm feeling right now. It's like you're upset but you can't express it. It's like I suppressed it too much already.

So yup I woke up super early today but ended up being late for school cos jason was late. lol. Reach TanSA's lecture and he already started but thank goodness he repeated everything in the later part of his lecture. Anyway it was off to the dining hall for early lunch today. surprisely all 5 of us brought bread. Only Mr King the richie bought his bread. hahah. Ours was yummy home made.. Then went off for food flavours where we had to make chicken stock, which we later dissolve it in hot water. quite yummy actually. uhhuh. Lab ended and off we went for second lunch. Well I wasnt so hungry until gawin keep saying he's hungry then zzz I ended up buying nasi lemak. LOL. Okay la maybe bread wasnt enough to last from 11 to 7pm.. Lunched with gawin weiliang zhiwen june and shanbei. Then we had our boring autocad lesson. Somehow it reminds me of IDEAs. how silly. After autocad it was off to the lib for a short game of Harry Potter Cluedo. I swear we're addicted to that place! hahha then jme had to go off so I went to look for the book my brother wanted then off home. First time having dinner with my brothers and dasao since I came back. First time I felt like I talked so much at home. haha. Ohwell, tml's gonna be a boring day..

Crap, mum just came in to scold me cos I haven been home early for the past week. Then yakyakyak I started complaining to her about how pissed off I am because of my room then she decided that it's time they destroy the long useless cupboard in my room and covert it to a study table. Oh yes like finally. After like what, 11 years? Ohgod. I wished I was more sensible 11 years ago..

And mum's going to bangkok on friday. Ling's going to batam.
Everyone's leaving me )):
I should go do some window shopping then.
King! Gawin! Esprit? :D

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

努力為你改變　卻變不了　預留的伏線
以為在你身邊　那也算永遠
彷彿還是昨天　可是昨天　已非常遙遠
但閉上我雙眼　我還看得見

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

nope boy, I've not let you go. You're still here i'm just suppressing my mood.
and prolly like you said before I left, "when you come back, my car will have a new female owner"
how true.

Labels: hey ling I miss you.